Chapter 9: .I am here

When Xu Mu left, Ji Ruan exhaled.
Lu Feng stuffed her homework into her arms, looked down at the cake in Ji Ruan's hand, and asked, "How are you and Na Langjun?"
"Children don't ask so much." Ji Ruan reached out and pressed Lu Feng's head, and the two went to Lu Fu.
Lu Feng lifted her hand and said, "Dad can ask me what you are doing today, and I was distracted by my homework."
Ji Ruan said he knew. Li's attitude towards her is not much better than others. Maybe she thought of her last siege and faced her well. She didn't want to persecute the other person either. Behavior, but this continues, there is no possibility between the two.
When Lu Feng saw that she was unwilling to say more, she never mentioned it again.
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When Xu Mu returned to "Sweetness", Li was packing and asked casually, "Where did you go?"
"Looking at other people making snowmen outside." Xu Mu didn't falsify. He did look at Lu Feng and Xu Yu making snowmen just now.
Li looked at his son. The little boy is nine years old this year. Although his face is not long, his appearance is bright and beautiful. Li took Xu Mu to sit down and touched his face and said, "Daddy doesn't object to you going out, but you have to be close to the woman, understand?"
Li's is thinking about Xu Mu's reputation. He is still young, and if he is older, he will be gossiped by those who talk. Nothing can be more important than fame for a man's family, otherwise how to say a good wife in the future.
Xu Mu naturally understood Li's words, docilely rubbed his palms with his cheeks, and made a nice hum.
His mouth should be afraid of Li's worry, and naturally he would not stay away from Lu Feng.
The Li's was packed and he took Xu Mu home. Before going to bed at night, Xu Mu felt something out of her arms. It was the waist tag of Lu Fu given by Ji Ruan, and then she remembered that she forgot to return it when she returned.
Xu Mu collected her waist card and planned to see Ji Ruan give it to her tomorrow. Ji Ruan was interesting to his father, but he was not afraid that she could not come.
Li's busy day in the day, Zhang's dishes are washed at night.
Zhang put the washed bowl well, wiped his wet hands on the apron, glanced at Li's sitting on the low stool, and he hesitated, not knowing whether to pass.
In the end it's not a big door, you take a bath to boil water yourself. Li previously boiled a pot of water and gave Xu Mu a bath. In the winter, the water is cold and fast. One pot of water cannot wash two people, so Li's re-burns another pot.
He caught a glimpse of Zhang, who was still talking, and took the initiative to say, "Dad, say anything you have."
Zhang then pulled over a low stool, sat next to Li, and handed it to the stovetop to bake fire. "Oh my son, I see a woman coming to our shop to fight with you these days, and that person doesn't look at it Like you hired ... "
As soon as Zhang opened his mouth, Li almost knew what he meant. "It was General Ji who lived in West Street ... and he helped me out before."
"So, does she like you?" Zhang looked at Li's face with a careful tone. "So how do you look at her?"
Li pursed his lips and said, "Dad, this is a general. Don't even think about it ... I want to run the shop now and dowry the candied fruit in the future. I haven't thought of anything else."
Zhang sighed, "Dad doesn't want to think too much, you think about the preserve, because that's your son, but you are also my son ... Although I and your mother are not old, I can't stay with you for a long time. A pillow person is better ... Dad knows that you don't like to listen to this, and knows that you haven't let go of Xiao Xu, but since people are alive, you should look away. "
"The candied fruit is still small, you orphans and widows still have a woman to rely on, so that the candied fruit will not be bullied in the future ... This iceman came to the house again to tell you that I was rejected, I just want you You can pick your own one. I think the one in the store is good, but it ’s up to you to take your idea.
Zhang said and reached out and patted Li ’s hand on his leg, standing with his hands on his knees. Get up and go home.
Li looked at the crackling firewood burning in the stove, his fingers clenched his clothes under his palms, and his eyes slowly turned red.
Candied his mother took his hand when he died, and said to him, "The future will be long and short. It is not easy for a man to live with his son. If you encounter good things, remarry. I will be satisfied as long as the other person treats the preserve as good Now, you and my fate are too short. After I die, I have to suffer and give me my widowhood. "
... The water in the pot had already boiled, and Li's regained consciousness. He reached out and wiped away the tears, and got up to wash the water.
When I got up in the morning, there was snow again. Later, when the meal came to "Sweet Baiwei", Xu Mu waited for Ji Ruan to come in the room, but he heard someone shouting, "Little Sheep."
Listening to this title, Xu Mu frowned, and when he turned around, he saw Xu Yu stabbing his hands on the door frame, and shook his head into the room and called himself. Seeing him turning back, Xu Yu was obviously very happy and whispered to him: "Would you like to make a snowman?"
Xu Mu walked to the door and looked outside. When he saw Lu Feng standing not far away, he answered "OK".
Talked to Li, Xu Mu went out.
Lu Feng, who was standing not far away, was squatting in front of a firewood pile with their backs facing them, as if looking at something.
"Lu Feng?" Xu Mu stretched her hands out of her sleeves, wrapped her head around her back, stuck her cool fingers to her face, and asked her with a smile, "What are you doing?"
Xu Mu's fingers are a little bit colder than her face that has been blowing outside for a while. Lu Feng reached out and gently patted his hand against his face. He held his wrist with one hand and pulled him to squat, with one finger showing him the thing in front of him.
Beside the woodpile, there were two newborn kittens. It seems that the cat was born just a short while ago, and her body is still wet, her nose is arched with her eyes closed, and she is meowing.
Xu Yu stretched out a finger and touched the cat, only to find that the umbilical cord was still attached to the kitten's navel, and the quiet one had frozen to death, could not help but retract his finger and looked around. "What about big cats?"
The place where the three are squatting is outside the wall of a house, and the surroundings are white and white. There are only a few people's footprints behind, and nothing else.
"Big cats don't need them anymore," Lu Feng glanced at the alive kitten, and frowned. "This kitten can't live long." Without the big cat, no one feeds it, and the cat cubs simply Cannot survive.
Xu Mu pursed his lips, stretched out his hand to hold the living kitten in his hand, and pressed his palm against the kitten's belly. He could even feel its beating heart.
"At least it's alive now, we can't ignore it." Xu Mu looked at Lu Feng holding the cat cub.
Lu Feng faced Xu Mu's soggy eyes. He couldn't say the phrase when he couldn't support it. "Then take it back to try ..."
Xu Yu found a shovel, searched for a big tree, and dug a deep pit with Lu Feng, buried the dead kitten, covered it with dirt, and covered it with snow.
The originally made snowman was in vain, and the three went to Lu Feng's house with the kitten.
The wood was a little surprised to see Lu Feng bring a little boy back to his house, but Lu Feng directed her to find some goat's milk without giving her time to react.
The Lu family does not have cats, so naturally there are no big cats to bring kittens. The cat cub held by Xu Mu was hungry and was screaming weakly.
There was a living life in his hand, and Xu Mu couldn't bear it anymore.
After finally finding a small bowl of goat milk, Xu Mu found a small spoon and fed the kitten's mouth. The cat was too small to know how to feed, and everything that was fed was spilled.
Three people were helpless in front of the new cat's nest. Xu Yu looked for a while. The kitten's bark was getting weaker and weaker, apparently unable to support her today.
Xu Mu squatted in front of the cat's nest, unwilling to get up, reached out and held the kitten in his palm, calling "Mimi" softly.
The cat's breathing is getting weaker and weaker. Xu Mu was holding the cat. It screamed. He responded softly, and wanted to make the cat cub abandoned at birth not lonely.
From the beginning, Lu Feng knew that the kitten would not live long, so I didn't feel much in my heart, but it was very uncomfortable to see Xu Mu.
"It's so small, meowing at me," Xu Mu's eyes turned red, looking up at Lu Feng standing aside, with a crying voice helpless: "Lu Feng ... I want to save it, but I Can't save it ... "
Tears slipped down his cheeks, and Xu Mu looked uncomfortable in the heart of her kitten. He can be indifferent to people, but difficult to be indifferent to a small animal.
Lu Feng looked down at him, raised his hand and touched his head. Xu Mu followed her movements and leaned her head on her leg.
The kitten did not survive in the end, and in the warm palm of Xu Mu's hands, he completed the last journey of short life.
With a small shovel, Lu Feng took Xu Mu back to the tree where the cat was buried, and dug the pit gently to put the kitten in.
Xu Mu squatted on the ground with red eyes.
Lu Feng didn't quite understand why Xu Mu had such a deep affection for the cat who was only half a day old, but when he saw his eyes red, Lu Feng could only attribute it to the boy's soft heart.
"Let's go." Lu Feng called him softly.
Xu Mu looked up and looked at the person who stood in front of him and looked at him, but he didn't know why, so he felt uncomfortable. He reached out and tentatively grabbed Lu Feng's hem, seeing that she didn't say anything, before crying with her forehead against her calf.
The depression in my heart may not be just because of the cat, but also the unbelievable and suffering of these days after being born again.
He was afraid of Li's worry, he did n’t dare to show anything in front of him, everything was suppressed in his heart, and today ’s things gave him a vent, and he could cry aloud and cry out all the depression come out.
Lu Feng is still alive. He did live once again, all of this is not a dream.
For the first time, Xu Mu felt real after rebirth.
Lu Feng was startled, afraid to move. Since she first met, Xu Mu was crying when she saw her, and now she was crying, she was at a loss.
"The kitten couldn't survive, it's not that you didn't save it." Lu Feng squatted down, hesitated, or reached out and patted Xu Mu's back, "If you like it, I will give you a cat that can only survive ... "
Xu Mu shook his head, not just a cat. He looked up with tears in his eyes, looking at the person in front of him, and stretched his hands around her neck without hesitation, burying his face in her neck socket, calling: "Lu Feng, Lu Feng."
Lu Feng, Lu Feng ... These two words seem to want to evoke the bottom of her heart and awaken some memories.
Feeling the warm liquid soaked the blouse of his inner shirt and stuck it to the skin, Lu Feng's body stiffened for a moment, pursing her lips, and the sound of a husky response was "huh".
Even with the cleanliness, Lu Feng still didn't push the person in his arms, raised his stiff arm, the movement did not naturally embrace him, learned the posture of an adult to coax the child, and stroked Xu Mu's back, softly : "I'm here." 2k novel reading network