Chapter 105: The embroidered mother 27

In the past year, the emperor's body has been much worse. He has been sick for more than a month, coughing, dizziness during the day, night palpitations, night sweats, difficulty falling asleep, falling asleep, and having many nightmares. Although he can't remember what happened in the dream after waking up, This kind of empty and stunned feeling will stagnate in my heart for a long time.
His hair was grayed out a lot, and his handsome face climbed up the traces of years, facing the children and concubines around him, but for some reason, he felt a little impatient and even bored. He increasingly likes to be alone, and only by a letter from the great prince raised by him can he be a little bit pregnant.
That man was also in Lin'an, but in the letter, the great prince never mentioned her in a word. The emperor repeatedly checked the thick stack of letters, and searched word by word, but found nothing. He thought that the eldest prince would be able to come back at the end of the year and spend a Spring Festival with himself, but he didn't expect that he would meet the Japanese pirates and almost bury himself under the sea.
When he received the battle report, the emperor's mind was blank and he could not think of anything. When he returned to God, Manwu and Wuwu were already kneeling, but he wrote the edict to Lin'an Province without knowing it. . Until then, he exhaled slowly, as if helpless, and as if relieved.
Half a month later, accompanied by his siblings of the Du family, he went to Taoist Temple and quietly looked at the man standing on the cliff with his back to himself.
"You're here." The man spit out the three words that were not cold, and the howling wind blew from the bottom of the cliff, blowing her voice to pieces. She didn't bow down or greet her, but just looked at the layers of dark clouds in the distance, wondering what she was thinking.
"Hey, here." The emperor opened his mouth and realized that his voice was so dry, as if he had exhausted all his strength to squeeze out the sentence. To this day, he still remembers the twinkling eyes and the scars crisscrossing her forehead before the man left. And their feelings are like those scars, painful and deep, but they can never be restored.
"It's going to rain." The emperor didn't know what to say to her, but could only speak wildly.
"Yeah, it's going to rain." Queen Du finally turned her head and looked at the group.
Rao is Du Rusong and Du Ruyan who have been accustomed to Nirvana's rebirth aunt these days, and can't help it, let alone the unprepared emperor and his henchmen.
The guards stared at her dumbfounded, and then made a series of exhausting sounds. The emperor stepped back, seemingly unbearable, followed by a few more steps, shouting hoarsely: "Van, Fange?"
A gust of wind wrapped around the bottom of the cliff with water vapor, shaking Queen Du's black clothes. The dress stood against the layers of dark clouds behind her, like waves, and like ominous signs. Queen Du turned her head indifferently at a glance, and continued to look into the distance. A manjushahua blooming in full bloom in her eyebrows, so enchanting, so bewitching, but her eyes were like a bottomless Youtan, no trace of emotion. She had lost a lot of weight, and her oversized robes enveloped her, and fluttered softly, as if fused with the rolling, invisible darkness behind her.
She used to be warm and beautiful, but now she is more beautiful than ever, but she has lost her scorching temperature. Looking at her dark, icy eyes, the emperor was attacked by the sudden, unexplainable pain.
"Fange, are you?" He reconfirmed, his gaze could hardly be pulled away from her lonely figure.
"Come here, the cliff is dangerous." The emperor's heart almost stopped when he saw another strong wind blowing the queen of Du's clothes. He suddenly thought with cold sweats: If Fange took a step forward, would he disappear forever in this endless black cloud?
Queen Du's words were unheard of to him.
The emperor wanted to come forward, but was afraid to startle her, and could only change the subject: "I came here to ask why you want to do that. You and I have been in love for more than 20 years, why can't you believe in You?"
Queen Du finally turned her head and said word by word: "This sentence is also what I want to ask you, why can't you believe me?" She looked at the dim sky again, her voice fluctuated: "You know, two Ten years ago, in order to rescue you from the cold pool, I was injured and I can no longer have a pregnancy. I worry that you will feel guilty and blame yourself, and the life doctor will keep this secret. The great prince lost my mother in my early years. He raised four princes, six princes, but if your child has no mother, which one is not under my lap? I knew I could not have children. If I really wanted to have a child of my own, why wait two It took ten years to bring Li into the palace? For so many years, I have been in charge of the Sixth Palace for you, raising your son-in-law, and you have been hovering on the edge of life and death several times. For you, I can even escape my life, in exchange for What? Do you know? As long as you said a letter to me at the beginning, I will tell you this secret, I hit the pillar, I went on a hunger strike, I stood in front of the cold palace door and waited for you day and night, but a piece of paper wasted Houyi, so I have nothing Say, well, so stop ...... "
When telling all this, Queen Du's tone was very calm, as if telling the story of others. She laughed lowly and said indifferently, "It's raining, Your Majesty should go back."
It's boring, really boring ... She shook her head and smiled silently, as if she had buried the past, leaving only a filth.
The emperor heard of it for the first time, and the heart seemed to be cut with a sharp blade, and it was painful. He couldn't believe it: "Twenty years ago, you knew you couldn't have children? Alas, I didn't even know." Twenty years ago, he was forced to jump into a cold pool to escape because of his assassination, but because of his hands and feet Cramps, unable to swim ashore. Queen Du led the guard to rush to save him, and when everyone gave up on him, he jumped into the cold water and rescued him sinking in the bottom of the pond. Since then, Queen Du has been extremely afraid of the cold, and she reluctant to move by the fire every winter, and died of pain every month.
He only said that she had suffered for herself, but he did not expect that she had lost even the most precious things of a woman. The emperor was at a loss looking at this delicate but indifferent face.
The rain dripped and dripped, wet everyone's clothes, and also queen Du's face. The flaming red Manjushahua made her look as bright as the sun, but it even brought out the deep cold in her eyes. She finally glanced at the emperor and left on the mud. The emperor stood sullenly, wondering whether it was rain or tears on his face.
Du Rusong and Du Ruyan silently gave a present and disappeared into the rain.
After a long time, the emperor suddenly returned to God and ran towards the Taoist Temple. He slammed the door of the quiet room, but received no response. He shouted Queen Du's name over and over again, but only the cold wind whistled in his ear.
Winter is clearly over, but the weather is so cold and bitterly cold.
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After returning to the temporary residence, the emperor called over the imperial doctor who had been serving him for more than 20 years, and asked, "Is the queen unable to have children?"
The imperial doctor knelt down tremblingly, "Yes, in order to save Her Majesty, the Empress Dowager had hurt her at all, and she could not have a pregnancy. Her Majesty was in the cold, her life was dying, and she could not withstand any stimulation. The confession was convicted, and the emperor asked for forgiveness. "
"Why didn't you say it earlier? Why didn't you say it earlier !?" The emperor swooped down the incense burner on the table, hissing loudly. No wonder the queen treated each of his children as if she had taught them patiently, but it turned out that she had long known that she would never have a chance to be a mother in this life. Several princes were raised and raised by her own hands, and have a deep relationship with her. Why should she go to murder Li's? What's the use of Li's killing Li? Twenty years, if she wants to have a child, why wait till now?
One of the biggest crimes for the queen's derogation was the murder of the emperor. Once the emperor was convinced of this and became frustrated with Queen Du, but now his heart seemed to be wrapped tightly by a fire, burning, painful and unbearable.
That night, the emperor fell ill, but the next day he forced the sick to go to Taoist Temple, and wanted to see Queen Du. Queen Du couldn't stay behind.
On the third day, he still went to Taoist Temple and could n’t see his deceased. On the fourth and fifth days ... After seven days in a row, he was so sick that he couldn't even get out of bed. The sunken hair, the hair mixed with many silver wires gradually showed signs of snow.
On the ninth day, he had a high fever and fell into a coma.
The eldest prince could not kneel outside Queen Quiet's quiet room. Before midnight, the door that had been closed for a long time was finally opened, and the queen Du, with a beautiful appearance and a cold expression, looked at him with peeping eyes.
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The emperor had nightmares again. He found himself immersed in a pool of cold water surrounded by wafting weeds and bottomless darkness. The biting cold made him stiff, unable to escape. He soon couldn't breathe, but in despair he saw a familiar figure rushing towards himself. The man poked away the water grass, revealing a beautiful and unparalleled face, opened his mouth again, and put fresh breath into his mouth. He hugged her tightly, as if holding a ray of light in the darkness, as if holding a fire in the boundless cold.
Despair and anxiety, he left him in an instant ...
"Fange!" He opened his eyes suddenly, only to find that the man he dreamed of was lying on his bed, holding his hand tightly, taking care of himself like he had been sick every time. He kept guarding all the time and never left for a moment.
"Fange!" At this moment, the emperor with tears in his face had to admit that he had no way to let go of this person, and couldn't watch her drift away, and ended up as a stranger.