Chapter 60: Confession (2)

This kiss is not long, but it is short-lived in his consciousness, perhaps not so short, but the loved ones that are nostalgic can't stay. Like this kiss.
There was a slight faint spurt between Shen Zhifan's throat, and then he opened his eyes, his head slowly reclining, his eyes sticking to his words.
"……Ok?"
The words realized that he had once again avoided the kiss, and a slight glimpse, the warmth of his heart was suddenly a cold.
Why is Shen Zhifan always like a flower in the fog that can't be touched, like a philosophical corner that can't be solved.
But his eyes were too lonely, and he fell awkwardly and affectionately to grab a tentacle and grabbed his neck, making the words feel empty and suffocating.
I don’t know why the bedside lamp made a loud noise. Shen Zhifan didn’t know why he could hear this sound at this time. It might be that they were too quiet between the two.
"I want to kiss you too, adults."
Shen Zhifan lowered his eyes and he heard himself say.
The words are too close to him, and his feelings for him seem to be able to burn each other easily.
"A long time ago, you were an object of my awkwardness," Shen Zhifan said. "Remember when we first met, at that time, I really felt that I was dreaming."
He said that he was not the first time he heard Shen Zhifan say that he was like this, just... just now it seems that something is different.
This is a complete, Shen Zhifan, who is analyzing his feelings to him.
"In such an incredible way," Shen Zhifan recalled that the corner of his eyes was still smiling at the time. "Although I don't seem to remember it well, but... that kind of feeling, there won't be a second time in life."

When the heart screams, I always feel that Shen Zhifan’s confession has a hint of gloom, like a kind of retreat after a retreat.
"I like you very much, can you understand, can you understand?"
Shen Zhifan suddenly raised his eyes, and there were no tears in his eyes. He was clean and there was no such thing as muddy water.
He is already a man so complicated, and his eyes are clear in front of him.
Therefore, it is not his illusion, right, the unspeakable shock of his heart, in front of him, Shen Zhifan is not acting, but really true, like the boy of that year.
So he will... so irrational, can't help but believe him.
Everyone has a weakness, even if it is a rigid and perfect general, there are dusty pasts and weaknesses.
Even if it is a general, it will be wrong in the matter of Shen Zhifan.
Why can't he be wrong, what is wrong with him, and he is not a sage, nor a creator, let alone a sage and a creator.
He is not a good person, he is very selfish.
"I can understand." The voice of the voice is low, and he sees himself in the clear eyes of Shen Zhifan. "So, are we... love each other?"
Shen Zhifan rarely calls his full name, always an adult, or always you.
Love?
Shen Zhifan’s mind flashed through the word, suddenly suddenly.
If they are in love... Did they love each other?
Yeah, you like me, I like you too, isn't that just love?
The word "love" is actually not so far away. Isn't it?
Shen Zhifan thinks that his feelings for words are not love. If such heavy feelings are not love, then what is love.
This is love, which includes jealousy, love, persistence, dreams and so many... so many beautiful adjectives, this is love, although it is more complicated, although it is struggling.
His gaze fell heavily on his words, and he wanted to look at him as long as possible. It turned out to be his lover.
my lover.
Shen Zhifan feels that his life is thin as paper, his family and friendship are thin, his life is thin... It is the kind of whole person who is as thin as a flap, and can float to the fairy.
There is such a kind of love, so he is so fast that he does not want to go to death casually.
It is a pity that this love exists only in the past and the present, and there will be no future.
"Shen Zhifan," his gaze is also very heavy. Together with his breathing, Shen Zhifan knows what to say in his subconscious. He tries hard to listen. "I remember that time, I couldn’t even Say, I hope you believe, I may not have told you... But from that time, I have fallen in love with you since that time."
Shen Zhifan slightly widened his eyes.
"I love you, can you understand, Shen Zhifan?"
The old face is no longer easy to redeem. He is the one who can take care of the flowers with the grass, even if it is drunk.
But at this time, he suddenly felt that he was a first-time girl.
Yes, it was originally the first love.
Shen Zhifan's eyes changed again and again. Finally, he held out his hands and embraced his shoulders very gently.
"...I can understand."
"Then, do you believe me?" The voice of the voice was a little careful.
Shen Zhifan suddenly realized that he was a fool. He said that he tried so hard to gain his trust. He never said that he was not convinced enough to believe him, but he never dared to believe that he would trust him so much.
Because the words are male gods, it is impossible to see him. His feelings for him are too deep, and he is so low in front of him, so he is so unbelievable... Like him like him.
It’s like a fish used its whole life to chase a sea opposite, but it can only swim when it waits for the high tide. The tide is very short, the waves are rough, the sea is moody, and if it is not careful, it will be taken away by other currents. Then there is no bones, so it has been timid to swim.
It waited, wait until the end of the day when it was dying, the sea suddenly said sadly to it, my sea has been waiting for you a fish.
Can such a thing be casually believed, can a sea be a fish for a lifetime?
Can?
sure!
Shen Zhifan’s heart hurts hotly.
If he can, why can't he say it?
"It's my fault."
There was a hint of nasal sound in the voice of Shen Zhifan, and suddenly there was nothing to worry about.
"I should trust you," Shen Zhifan didn't cry, but the sourness made his voice tremble. He started you with a nervousness. "I thought I care about you more than anyone, I understand you, Because I watched you for such a long time, but I was wrong, only I was stupid."
I also want to say, yeah, you stupid.
But he is reluctant to say.
When a fish is poor and looks into the sea for a lifetime, maybe a piece of sea is also careful, just waiting for a certain fish.