Chapter 557: Analysis of mind

She and He Xiangwan were too easy to live together. There were almost no setbacks and they lived together, so she always enjoyed his kindness to her and enjoyed the kind of warmth at home. After He Xiangwan died, she also passed through. When I think of him, I feel distressed with guilt ...
Is she in love with him?
What was once indeterminable is now a little uncertain ...
She rubbed her eyebrows with a headache, and the shadow of Emperor Shi Yin flashed in her head again--
Suddenly I was agitated.
All this was what she wanted. He finally treated her like a real master, and treated her like other apprentices, and finally stopped changing her method to leave her to toss her. Then why was she faintly lost?
Deep down, I started to look forward to hello every morning.
And every time I saw him, she felt sad again when she saw his coldness, the sour feeling became more and more obvious, and she tortured her heart more and more--
My mind flashed the pictures of these days with him, remembering almost all his words and actions, and even remembering his strong kiss to her when he became a little madam ...
She stroked her lips, and there was almost his cold taste on her lips—
A heart jumped up again, a thought suddenly crossed my mind--
Do n’t you really fall in love with him? !!
This thought flashed, even she was shocked, thinking for a moment in the bed, stroking the heart of the beating--
Do you really like him? how come? !!
The white horse prince in her dream is a gentle and gentle man like He Xiangwan, an innocent man who takes good care of his lover, how could he be an uncle with a cold face, black belly and poisonous tongue? !!
Is it because his entanglement has become a habit, and now he feels uncomfortable at first glance?
Still in love with him?
Although Luo Qingyu walked between men in his previous life, he only had tasks and no feelings for those men, so he was free and easy. And He Xiangwan ’s feelings are also smooth and smooth, there are no misunderstandings and twists and turns, and they live together, looking at each other's eyes, and have not tasted the taste of suffering like this now ...
And now this taste is exactly the feeling described by the novelist
Gain and loss, God does not keep, like grievance and joy, the other eye movement can make people ponder for a long time-
This feeling was new to her, but also out of her control.
Make her shock and look forward to--
I don't know when she fell asleep in this mixed chaotic state of expectation, guessing, restlessness, and so on.
Even her dreams were extremely complicated.
She was running, running in a mountain, holding the full moon scimitar in her hand.
The blade of the sword is like a flood of autumn water, but she always feels that blood is spreading on it, and she cannot wipe it off ...
She finally ran out of exhaustion, and simply sat on the ground breathing heavily, and there was a place in her heart that seemed to collapse into a blood hole, and the pain was mixed with blood and rushed to her throat.
She hugged her head tightly, and tears flowed up, she couldn't stop it--