Chapter 123: Supreme Bliss

After returning to the house, I learned that the essay had escaped. At that time, she was anxious to save Shen Yun. Xia Houyun forgot that the essay would shrink his bones and the rope could not hold him. Shen Yan and Xia Houzhen were both seriously injured, but only sustained minor injuries. When applying the medicine, Shen Zheng asked the doctor to diagnose the pulse of Xia Houyi. The diagnosis was still the same, and he didn't get better. Shen Xun said nothing, lay down and fell asleep, but always had nightmares about Xia Houzhen.
He rested for several days at home with his injured head, while continuing to send people to search for famous doctors. Nevertheless, the official documents were continuously sent out from the palace and piled on his desk. When he couldn't get up, he asked Shen Wenxing to read to him. The Linbei Houfu people went to the building, and the troubled people in Liaodong have not been settled. Many things require him to take his ideas.
Xia Houyi didn't let Shen Ye know that he had raised his mother's ashes. Anyway, Shen Ye would not go to the shrine for a while and how long he could hide it. He asked Ti Qi to return the seventeenth coffin to Hangzhou, wrote a letter explaining the original situation, and sealed all his savings. The coffin car set off and disappeared at the end of the reckless loess ridge. Xia Houyi suddenly felt that maybe one day he would embark on such a return journey.
When he got home, Shen Yun read the document in his study, and Xia Houzhen went to find boredom. Shen Yan made Chi tired to choose a yard to live in, the guy picked the most out of the way, and stayed in the yard for the first four days without going out. As soon as I entered the yard, I saw that I was tired of squatting under the willow to feed the cat. I don't know where he attracted so many wild cats, black, white, and yellow, slamming on his feet, and a fur on his shoulder.
Perseverance is poorer than Xia Houyi. The first two days, Lin Xiang came to Xia Houyu with tears, and said that Galan was too bullying, so there is no half a copper plate in a child ’s purse, there is only a single point of silver money, and there is no change of clothes. After speaking, he took all his clothes away. Xia Houzhen had no choice but to ask Shen Ye to borrow clothes again.
Perhaps it's because of the dull nature that the woman is particularly disgusted. Shen Ye went to visit him in his yard yesterday, and saw a few girl-girls vying to feed and eat. He sat tiredly holding a flower cat under the cloister and watched them pull each other's hair. His expression was flustered, apparently frightened, and he probably did not expect a woman to be mad to be more fierce than an assassin.
Shen Ye was so angry that he vomited blood, and he waved his hands to replace all the people in the hospital with men. I wanted to say a few words with my perseverance. After all, I was a big sister-in-law and thoughtful. The two of them looked at each other with big eyes and small eyes for a long time, and Shen Yun went back to the house to approve the official document.
Suspicious of seeing Xia Houyu, lowering the raccoon cat in his arms, the two sat on the stone table under the flower stand, looking at the begonia flowers in the garden, and did not speak for a long time.
"Are you hurt?" Persistently asked him.
"It's almost," Xia Houyi said, "Is it customary to live here? Minger will take you to our house, that's left to us."
He said faintly, "OK."
Xia Houyi turned his head and looked at him, "You haven't told me yet, how did you get back to Galan? When you were in Shuobei, why did you disappear?"
Perseverance didn't answer, just asked: "Xiao, are you afraid of death?"
Xia Houxi looked at him quietly.
"If you are not afraid of dying," he held out his hand, catching a falling begonia petal, "then I can tell you."
six years ago.
The dense winter snow covered the whole world, and the snow on the ground was deep enough to drown the calf. There was no one early in the morning, and the alleys and streets were empty, only the cold wind blowing.
A snoring sound came along with the cold wind, and someone opened the window to poke his head. The snoring sound hid behind the snowflakes and flew far away. People were listening in the quilt, and somehow felt that the snoring sound was cold, rustling like a winter cold pond, the snoring was floating aimlessly, as if blocked by snow, and whining a few times, like a wife Waning cry.
At the end of the song, I put down Tao Tao and said to the dissatisfaction beside me, "This is the last song I teach you, dissatisfaction."
They sat under the eaves of other people's houses, with charcoal banging in the darkly smoked stove. Well-intentioned people will set fires at the door for passers-by to bake their hands.
"I have drawn the map of the snow mountain behind your back. This is the result of secret investigations by several generations of Garan abbots. Following it, you can escape all the soldiers and guards on the snow mountain and find the place where Yan Luo is." Wu Xin slowly said, " Just remember that the medicine I give you will only last for less than five years, and you must hurry up. "
He was desperate, and his dark eyes reflected his sad smile.
"The real sharp blade will be cast with enemies, and it will be forged with blood. I am the last drop of blood that was forged into a small maggot," said Xin Xin, falling down on the snow on Chi's body, saying, "When you hear my death, go to Qixia. Temple looked for him, and he was the one with the bandage on his head, you can recognize it. You go to the snow mountain together, and you will be your companions, and you will not lose your direction in the vast snow. "
"Are you sure you want to die?" Persistently asked.
"Hang up, Duan Jiu has too many eyes and eyes. You have to leave Garan to go to the Snow Mountain. In order to clean up those who chase you, my people are almost dead. To send Xiaoyu away, only I lay out one Bloody road. Only by defeating me can Xiaoyan be qualified to challenge Yan Luo. "
"I am alone."
With a careless head, the silent youth's hair was soft, like a child.
"You don't want me to die with you, right?"
Nodded in disgust.
He smiled, turned his head, and pointed at a gray shadow standing outside the snow and snow, "Hold up, you see, there is Snow Mountain, Garan ’s ancestral resting place, and Garan ’s true burial mound. Our ancestors went forward and succeeded. Some loneliness, some companions, but after all, buried in snow, no one survived. Their names have been forgotten by everyone, even I only remember the twenty-sixth generation Galo Rosuma, the twenty-fifth generation Gandapo Arina, the 23rd generation Capricorna Zhang Xiaoli ... I am old, and the old injury of my right arm makes me unable to afford the step lotus. Perseverance, you and Xiaoxi are our last Hope.
"You have to remember that when you enter the snowy mountains, the ancestors of Galan will bless you to the end. When you step into the long Huangquan, I, Qiuye, Xiahouyu, Duxin ... all the ancestors of Galan will be watching on the other side for you Light up home. Death is not a journey, but home. "
Hanging his eyes down and muttering, "Homecoming ..."
"Yeah, go home." Wu Xin answered with a smile. He helped him pull up a black gingham scarf to cover his nose and nose, and helped him put on a grey cloth hood, revealing only a pair of dark eyes. "Going Qixia Temple went to hide in the mountains before. Yan Luo and Shuo Beidong Factory had colluded. The search of Galan assassins was looser here. Don't show your face when you go out, let alone show your money. Save your money. If you meet A woman you like can talk to her, but don't sleep with her. "
Nodded lightly.
"I'm leaving."
Xinxin stood up and walked towards the vast snowy field outside the town. His dark shadow was like a lonely old pine, a little dazzling in the whiteness of snow.
"Will we see each other again?" Persistently asked away.
My heart paused, looking up at the distant mountains in the snow. He said: "No. If Xiaoyu can't beat me, you run away, get tired and do what you want to do." He turned his head, his smile was fuzzy in the snow, and even a little transparent, " Just don't be afraid, keep tired, all the farewells in Yangshi are for reunion after death. "
The crow feathers of memory go with the wind, and Xia Houyi looked down at his palm. The spring sun is not strong, and through the flower and vine shelf, it is divided into many bright and dazzling lights on the body. The itchiness of the wound under the bandage is a sign of healing.
"It turned out to be that way, that old bald donkey was so kind. We have always been the two knives he kept behind Galan. Duan Jiu still didn't know him enough." Xia Houxi smiled indifferently. " I didn't see you at Qixia Temple. Did you get intercepted halfway? "
Persistently said, "The abbot estimated the time of the medicinal effect is wrong. I took it two years earlier than you, and the medicinal effect only made me reach the third year. I first developed the disease in Zijingguan, and fell into a coma on the snowy field. I picked it up, "whispered," She took me bliss and paid for it. I didn't have a knife. I tried many ways next to it and couldn't kill her. "
"Bali kite delays the onset of July and a half with bliss fruit?" Xia Hou yelled, "Increase the dose of pimple poison, and use poison to attack the poison?"
He nodded in disgust, "Giraffe can temporarily give us a strong body and delay the poisoning again and again. But it is almost useless, my body is dying and I'm sloppy."
Xia Houyi whispered, "Is it like burning life? The harder the fire burns, the sooner the wood will burn out." He turned his head and looked tired, "We have no hope for our illness, right?"
"Are you scared, Xiaoyu."
"I'm not afraid." Xia Houyi lowered his head and looked at his toes.
He was just afraid of losing Shen Ye alone in the world, lonely, how uncomfortable. He's left him alone for ten years, and this time he's probably going to never see each other again.
"How long can I take it once?" He asked, raising his head.
"In the beginning, it was half a year, then three months, then a month," Ji Yan lowered his eyes. "Now it is seven days."
"You're addicted, tired of it."
"Ok."
"When are you going to leave?"
Shaking his head in disgust, he simply said, "The sooner the better, I don't have much time."
Xia Houyu was silent for a long time and asked, "Are you carrying bliss?"
He took one from his purse and pushed it to the center of the table. A small black pill, like a scar on a table, hides endless darkness.
"You decided?"
"The Baili kite cannot be underestimated, and the court cannot fight on two fronts." Xia Houzhen stared at the little pill. "Since it has been a short time, this life naturally needs to be used on the blade, at least to allow the young master to go out with peace of mind Shopping. "
"Is Little Master your new elder brother?" Persistently asked him.
"No, it's my wife-in-law. You are going to call his brother-in-law, how about it, be pretty, take it out and have face." Xia Houxi smiled and stretched out his hand, patting his shoulder.
Suspenseful, he didn't respond for a moment, looked at him stupidly, and fell into a long stagnation.
Xia Houyi picked up the bliss fruit and walked into the room. He waved his hands with his back to him and said, "Help me keep the door."
He knocked at the door and sat in the sun shining through the pane. He put the bliss on the crescent table and stared at it for a long time. The orange sunlight gilded it with a rim, and the gloss flowed, as if hiding an unknown dream.
He thought more than once, did the bliss that Buddha said really exist? Bliss, what does that golden dream look like? He heard that those who served bliss would see what he wanted most in his life. The world becomes a ghost, the soul transcends the flesh and rises to boundless bliss. At that moment, man has no sorrow.
Some people say that bliss is a treasure left by Buddha in the world. It gives people in the world a glimpse of western bliss. And everyone who witnessed it, without exception, was going to die.
Not to mention death is the home of all. Xia Hou poured a glass of water and swallowed it with bliss. He just walked faster than ordinary people.