Chapter 162: Bright

Li Rong did not speak, Li Chuan knelt in front of her and looked up at her.
His eyes carried the fearlessness unique to young people, as if he could break through all the haze in this world.
They faced each other quietly. After a long time, Li Rong suddenly got up and drew his sword between Li Chuan's neck.
The over-sharp blade pierced Li Chuan's skin even if it was only touched, and the blood bead licked the blade. Li Chuan faced Li Rong's gaze without avoiding it.
"Do you think I dare not kill you?"
Outside the gate, the cold wind started to blow and the dead leaves passed. Pei Wenxuan put his hands in his sleeves and turned his back to the gate. He looked up at the sudden cold wind and looked up at the dense dark clouds in the sky.
"It's not that I didn't dare to kill me," Li Chuan replied calmly, "but died in the hands of A sister, I have no regrets."
"If it is true that Sister A said, I am going to go such a path, then I would rather my life be here, it is also a good death."
Li Rong didn't speak, she was holding the sword and staring at Li Chuan. They stood in a stalemate and confronted each other. Li Chuan's expression was full of determination and did not retreat. It seemed that he was ready to die and waited for her verdict.
But how does she rule?
He did nothing, he was so good.
But if he becomes the throne, if he grows up, maybe 30 years later, a cup of poison will be delivered to her.
Time is too cruel and too vicious.
Li Rong looked at the clear look of the young man in front of him, and suddenly raised his sword.
Li Chuan closed his eyes, the sword hurriedly fell, sharply cutting away the crown of Li Chuan's head.
Li Chuan's hair fell down, he opened his eyes, Li Rong held the sword and panted quickly: "I will return to Qingzhou, and in this life, I will never enter Huajing again. I will let you go."
Li Rong looked up at Li Chuan: "Please also in the future, let me go."
When Li Rong finished speaking, he threw the sword to the ground and turned away. Li Chuan knelt on the ground, and when she put her hand on the door, he said hoarsely: "Sister, why can't you believe me more?"
"It's not you that I can't believe," Li Rong lowered her eyes, "it's this world."
There are too many sordid and dirty things in this world, and she doesn't know what Li Chuan will be like when sitting in a high position.
When he became the emperor, she was a family, and they would never have a unified stand, and they would continue to be jealous in this deep palace.
She knew exactly who she was, but Li Chuan was right to kill her back then.
If Li Chuan is dead, whether it is Li Ping or Li Xin, she may not abolish them when they threaten her.
Li Rong calmed down, her expression slowly calmed down, and then she forced her hands to open the door abruptly.
The cold wind was suddenly involved, blowing her wide sleeves and flying. She raised her head and looked forward, and she saw Pei Wenxuan with her sleeves folded and turned her head to look over.
"Done?"
Pei Wenxuan smiled, and Li Rong nodded: "Let's go."
When Pei Wenxuan could speak, he walked over to hug her. Li Rong held him down: "What are you doing?"
"Your leg is going to limp out of the Prince's Mansion?"
Li Rong hesitated for a moment, thinking that it would be too ugly to go out limp, so she didn't say anything, so she let Pei Wenxuan hug her sideways, she hung her on Pei Wenxuan, hanging her head and said nothing, Pei Wenxuan I don't know what I am happy about, always smiling.
She felt a little uncomfortable. She raised her eyes and glanced at Pei Wenxuan. Seeing that he was still laughing, she couldn't help but feel a little angry, frowning and saying, "What are you laughing at all day long? Do you see my jokes?"
"what?"
When Pei Wenxuan heard Li Rong blame him, he returned to his mind and quickly explained: "No, but my Highness is back, I am happy. Everything can be resolved, and my Highness is fine, so I don't feel any discomfort anymore. ."
"Are you so happy?" Li Rong didn't believe it, Pei Wenxuan didn't dare to entangle her any more, so he changed the subject hurriedly, "How are you talking with His Royal Highness?"
"I'm back to Qingzhou."
Li Rong leaned against Pei Wenxuan's chest, with a low voice: "I won't be back in the future, but I will try my best to support Li Chuan if I need anything. Tell me if you have anything to do. You can take care of it."
Pei Wenxuan replied: "Your Highness can rest assured, I will deal with it as appropriate."
Li Rong closed his eyes and responded, and Pei Wen announced that he got into the carriage.
The two returned to the mansion together. Pei Wenxuan asked Li Rong to rest for a while. Li Rong lay on the bed. She watched Pei Wenxuan put down the bed net. When the darkness completely covered the bed, she suddenly became a little scared and grabbed Pei Wenxuan. Called: "Wenxuan."
Pei Wenxuan paused, he saw the hand holding his hand, he hesitated for a moment, then hung the curtain again, and softly coaxed her: "You lie down first, I will tell them, soon come back."
Li Rong felt a little embarrassed when Pei Wenxuan said this.
She didn't know why she was like this. She pretended to be calm and calmly said: "I'm fine, what should you do? I'll call you."
Pei Wenxuan smiled and didn't say much, he went out, ordered people to do what they should do, and turned back.
As soon as he entered the door, he saw that the bed net had been put down. He was afraid that Li Rong had already fallen asleep, so he entered the room lightly, took off his shirt, and got up the bed net.
As soon as he got up with the bed sheet, he found Li Rong sitting inside, leaning against the wall, bending her knees, hugging herself like a child.
This look caused Pei Wenxuan to give a slight stab in his heart, but he did not show any difference. He lifted the bed net and climbed onto the bed, leaning against the wall like Li Rong, sitting with his knees bent. He was some distance away from Li Rong. He wanted to warm up the cold that he had brought home and then approach her. Li Rong turned to look at him, somewhat strange: "What are you doing so far from me?"
Before Pei Wenxuan explained, she moved over and leaned side by side with him.
Pei Wenxuan tucked the quilt for her, wrapped her whole person in the quilt under the neck, and did not forget to ask thoughtfully: "Is it cold?"
Li Rong leaned on his shoulder, quite disgusted: "It's so hot."
"Then it depends on me?" Pei Wenxuan laughed. Li Rong didn't bother to pay attention to him, smelling the incense on his body, and said calmly, "I will be leaving soon. Damn it, why don't you give me this time?"
Hearing her words, Pei Wenxuan pursed his lips and smiled, only saying: "His Royal Highness will not go back, don't even want me?"
"Say, let's separate."
Li Rong closed her eyes and said simply. Pei Wenxuan thought for a while: "I still don't understand, what did I do wrong and you want to separate from me?"
"Nothing wrong, it's all my fault."
"I'm even more panicked when you say that."
Pei Wenxuan raised his hand on her shoulder: "I must have made some serious mistake, and I have not even been forgiven."
Li Rong did not speak. She knew that Pei Wenxuan was teasing her. She was leaning on him. After a long time, she whispered: "Pei Wenxuan, we are completely different people."
"Yes," Pei Wenxuan replied decisively, "I knew it when I saw you in my last life."
"I don’t know how to treat you well, I mess up things every time. I beat you and abused you in the last life, but I still beat you and abuse you in this life. I want to be nice to you. I will send you an officer and make you angry. I fainted at the court, wanted to take the initiative this morning, and made you cry out of anger."
Li Rong said it seriously, Pei Wenxuan didn't know why, so he wanted to laugh a little: "Li Rong, are you really self-reflection?"
Li Rong's movements froze. Pei Wenxuan thinks about it. He feels that Li Rong now looks like a child. He coughed slightly, and gathered people in his arms: "Okay, I know you are uncomfortable, I won't laugh. You, tell me what you are upset about."
"Pei Wenxuan," Li Rong said softly, "I'm very bad."
"Oh, I know."
Pei Wenxuan raised his hand with one finger and one finger screamed: "You look down on people, you are arrogant, you like hitting people, you are also hypocritical from time to time, you always ignore my feelings when you are big, and you speak very badly. People talk about the rules, but they are the most unruly. It’s harder to get someone to take the initiative even when you go to bed..."
"Pei Wenxuan!"
Li Rong shouted angrily, Pei Wenxuan faced her, ten fingers continued to fall: "You still don't allow others to criticize you, but you only allow others to praise you.
"Get out!" Li Rong couldn't bear him, pushing Pei Wenxuan to push him down, but she was far from the strength to push an adult man out of bed, Pei Wenxuan smiled and watched her push her, everything is fine. Scolded her.
From when she slept and kicked people all the way, she said she and Su Rongqing partnered with her. Seeing Li Rong was about to be said to cry, he finally stopped, smiled and hugged the person in his arms, coaxing her and said: "But then again How is it? I just like you."
"Who wants you to like it, get out."
"I won't go away, I will stick to you," Pei Wenxuan said and kissed her, "I stick to you forever."
"Pei Wenxuan," Li Ronghong scolded him, "You are so shameless."
"Daughter-in-law, what face do I want?"
Pei Wenxuan watched Li Rong cry, and the others held him in his arms and patted, "Well, don’t cry anymore, I’ve been crying for so long now, don’t cry people badly. You have a temperament, it’s not bad. It’s great. You always take everything on yourself, but people always have their limits. You may not make mistakes alone, but you don’t make them alone.

"You don't know how bad I am."
"Don't be too busy saying that you are not good, what happened, you tell me what happened, I have been crying for a long time, and I am still blindfolded."
"Didn't you say that you know all of them?" Li Rong sniffed, and Pei Wenxuan laughed, "Then I have to be sure, your Highness is different from what I know?"
"Sure enough, you concealed a lot from me."
Li Rong immediately caught the point, and Pei Wenxuan choked for a long time. He sighed: "Li Rong, you really have all your clever energy focused on me."
Li Rong froze, and before she apologized, Pei Wenxuan continued: "I really am your favorite person."
Li Rong burst into tears and laughed, Pei Wenxuan pulled her against the wall, covered her with a quilt, took another cup of warm water for her to drink, took a warm bag for her to hold, and came back to her: "Come on. Come on, let's talk, your husband is listening carefully."
Li Rong turned her head and glared at him. After a while, she finally sorted out her thoughts and told Pei Wenxuan what Su Rongqing had told him.
These words made her feel painful and disgusting the first time she heard them. Perhaps it was because of the fact that Pei Wenxuan was there. When talking to Pei Wenxuan, there was no such big ups and downs, but she was a little bored. A little sour, a little unspeakable grievance.
"I have done so much for them in my previous life, and I felt a little uncomfortable in the end when I ended up like this. It was just so wronged and uncomfortable, but I couldn't find anyone to scold him."
"Did you say Chuan'er was wrong?" Li Rong chuckled, "He is an emperor. He dared to kill a princess who dared to go to the queen mother and ask for an order to destroy him and possibly destroy his son at any time. wrong?"
"Did you say that Su Rongqing was wrong?" Li Rong lowered his head and sighed. "His Manchu was killed by my brother. If he didn't kill me for revenge, he was softhearted. In order to protect the Su family's bloodline, revenge, and power, he stood by. What is wrong with my sister and brother?
"As for Shangguanya," Li Rong pursed her lips, and finally laughed bitterly, "Shangguan's family is in a precarious manner. As the queen elected by Shangguan's family, she will watch me die for Shangguan's and for her own son. Miscalculation? She has fornicated Su Ronghua, which is certainly against the human relationship, but if Chuaner really does favor Qin Zhenzhen alone, how cruel would she be to die alone in the palace alone?"
"It's all human, I understand."
Li Rong raised her head and said in a very soft voice, "Why do you think I am with Su Rongqing? It's not because I can't stand alone."
After Li Rong said this, she couldn't help but glance at Pei Wenxuan: "I said this..."
"I would like to listen." Pei Wenxuan laughed, "I have lost you for more than 20 years. If I can, I want to make up. You don't have to worry, I would like to listen to you."
Li Rong smiled, she always kept her distance from Pei Wenxuan.
"Actually, after I was with you, I always thought about unfairness. In your previous life alone for so many years, you have survived loneliness and loneliness, but I can't. When I am with Su Rongqing, I am actually afraid of myself. A person, a person eating, a person sleeping, and a person who is sick will not feel that anyone cares about me. It seems that no one likes me or cares about me."
"He cares about me, treats me well, likes me, so I like him. I like him, so I force him."
"What are you forcing him?" Pei Wenxuan couldn't understand, Li Rong didn't speak, she looked at the bednet, and after a long time, she said hoarsely, "I can endure it for a year, five years, ten years. In fact, I always remember You gave me the feeling."
"He is mutilated, he is embarrassed, but every time I speak, he still helps me. His clothes are neatly dressed every time, I don't feel him happy, but I still can't help it."
"I have thought about raising noodles. I even almost brought someone back once, but I couldn't tolerate it with a person. I finally sent him away."
"So you know what," Li Rong lowered her head and laughed embarrassingly, "I am more disgusting than you think."
"When I heard about Shangguanya and Su Ronghua, I felt very disgusting, but it was not them who disgusted me, it was me."
"I can't blame Shangguanya, Li Chuan, or even Su Rongqing. From yesterday to now, I have been thinking that if I could do better then, I shouldn't be separated from you so hastily. I should care more about Chuaner, I I should help Shangguanya go out of the palace, I should let Su Rongqing die, or don’t let him take advantage of the emptiness of life, or don’t be so cruel to him..."
"I have a lot of things that can be changed. I don't want to be so mean and disgusting," Li Rong turned to look at Pei Wenxuan, "Is my life different?"
Pei Wenxuan did not speak, she looked at his eyes quietly, and Li Rong smiled: "Do you know why I am separated from you?"
"This time with you, I actually stole it. The day you confessed to me, I asked you to wait for me, I thought I could change. I thought I could forget the past when I came back to life, just like myself At the age of eighteen, I did not sink into desire, did not do so many things wrong, I can not suffer from a relationship, I can learn how to treat you well, and also learn to accept love calmly. But now I know, in fact, I Can't learn."
"I have worked hard for a lifetime. Maybe the relationship with you in the previous life was not good. I was the one who treated you badly. But I treated them very well."
Very good, but still can't get the friendship that deserves.
Perhaps the position is different, but even the half hesitant warmth has never been obtained.
"When you are with me, you always endure my repetition, my stupidity, my ignorance, my hypocrisy, why bother? Don't wait until the feelings are worn down to the abominable face, separate early, in fact, I am a good one Allies," Li Rong looked at Pei Wenxuan, with a touch of pride in her eyes, "If we don't talk about feelings."
Pei Wenxuan didn't speak, he looked at Li Rong quietly, and Li Rong raised his hand and pushed him: "What are you looking at? Can't speak anymore?"
"Nothing, just remembering the past."
"Ok?"
"The first time I saw His Highness, I was very nervous."
Pei Wenxuan leaned against the wall with a smile on his face: "I heard that His Royal Highness is arrogant, and I also know that I have a bad background. I must be very unwilling to think that His Royal Highness will marry me. I'm afraid I will suffer."
"You must be thinking of how to deal with me." Li Rong must have said. Pei Wenxuan is a dog who won't suffer. Since thinking about her savagely, he must have thought of a way.
"Yeah, I made enough preparations, but when you removed the fan, you quietly raised your eyes to look at me. Suddenly I forgot everything. I just remembered you for the whole night. Then you looked at me and blushed. , Had a cup of wine with me respectfully, and then sat on the bed with me. I didn't dare to speak, for fear that you would dislike me in your heart. As a result, you sat with me for a long time and asked me in a low voice, is Lang Jun still not resting?"
Pei Wenxuan learned Li Rong’s voice, Li Rong pushed him, and Pei Wenxuan smiled even more: "I never thought that the princess would not dislike my identity as a cold clan. That night when you shouted pain, I was scared and sweating. Thinking of tomorrow, maybe I will be blamed. The palace gave me the rules to learn from the scumbag, and I learned the rules. But when I got up the next morning, not only did you not beat me, but you also got up and tied the crown for me. No, pretending to be virtuous and virtuous. After tossing for a long time, my face turned red.
"It's an old business," Li Rong was a little embarrassed. "What are you talking about?"
"At that time, you accompanied me to Pei's house, without any airs, and gave my parents kneel to offer tea. After you came back, you took good care of me, I coughed, you asked me to prepare pear water for me, I got angry, you People make mung bean soup. I often drink alcohol. Every time I come back, you personally take care of me. Knowing that I have a bad stomach, I have someone prepare medicinal materials. I vomit and make trouble, and you can bear me."
"At that time, everyone looked down on me, even if I was the leader of the college for three years, I was actually nothing but you don’t think so, you always praise me for doing well, you are the first to praise me better than Su Rongqing A good person is also the first person who didn’t say the last sentence of
a pity
when talking about me. It was also the first person who didn’t mention my father when talking about me. Li Rong," Pei Wenxuan Turning his head and looking at Li Rong, "In fact, you made me come out of the shadows of my poor family and my father. Don't think that I am good. In fact, I have also been extreme, inferior, and cowardly."
Pei Wenxuan said, taking Li Rong and letting Li Rong lean on his shoulder.
"Later you separated from me. I was in the court and I saw many things. You are the cleanest person I have ever seen in the court."
"You talk nonsense." Li Rong laughed, "Am I still clean?"
"His Royal Highness, you feel disgusting because you are too demanding of yourself. You are a human being, not a saint, and a little desire is nothing. It is not easy for you to keep your bottom line and the tenderness in your heart."
"You punish corrupt officials, you speak out for injustice, you hate intrigue, and even you support the family, not to protect your interests, but because you feel that a stable government is better for the people."
"The Su Clan's case is well known to the court. Su Ronghua did not collude with King Su, but no one dared to say anything. Only you dare to confront your Majesty. Even if you are blamed by the rod, you must protect the young and old."
"Reincarnated again, on the court, Concubine Ning committed herself in the hall, everyone shunned, you will also put on her clothes."
"You said that you care about power, but you always regard the prince as your younger brother, and Shangguanya as your friend, and repay your trust in Su Rongqing. Be loyal to you, and righteous to your friends. In this deep palace, you always use you. In this way, you are practicing your gentleman's way. You see, for thirty years, except you, who has done it in this dyeing vat?"
"Aren't you still there?"
Li Rong thought for a while: "This is what should be done."
"His Royal Highness," Pei Wenxuan shook his head, "I almost went the wrong way countless times. But when facing those temptations, I will think of Your Highness. Every time I remember, how would you think of me, Your Highness is like a mirror of me, I am wearing my clothes. What I do is much easier than your highness. I follow your highness, but your highness is walking forward alone. My persistence is because I have your highness as a constraint, but your highness's persistence is the foundation of your highness. heart."
"I am born again. His Highness wakes me up and allows me to come out of the paranoia of my previous life and enjoy the joy of rebirth. It is His Highness who taught me to deal with the contradictions between my mother and me, so that I can come out of my childhood and humble heart. Your Highness is always helping and saving me. Without His Highness, there would be no Pei Wenxuan today."
"What are you saying about this?" Li Rong turned to look at him, "Could it be that you want to learn from the white snake to repay your kindness, and show promise?"
"I said this, just to tell your Highness that you and I are husband and wife."
"What about this?"
"His Royal Highness, the husband and wife themselves are making trouble for each other. The so-called life and death are in the same boat. I am at the end of the day. Your Highness will never leave me. Your Highness is in trouble today. How can I let Your Highness leave alone?"
Li Rong didn't speak, Pei Wenxuan stretched out his hand and hugged Li Rong: "Rong Rong, everything now is just a hurdle for you. It's okay to walk over."
"I am your husband, I will accompany you."
"But I'm afraid I won't be able to walk over." Li Rong's voice was hoarse, and Pei Wenxuan laughed: "You can't walk over, now it's fine."
"A man is like a water fish, born in a mud pond, his mouth is full of mud, and born in clear water, his body is transparent. Your Highness has desires, sinks in despair, and shakes in the dark. This is not a big mistake, but it is a defect that mortals have. ."
"You are an ordinary person, and you can love and hate like ordinary people. You don't have to be particularly good to be worthy of affection."
"you're not wrong."
As Pei Wenxuan said, Li Rong didn't know what was wrong, and she felt the tears could not stop. Pei Wenxuan's voice was very soft: "You can trust Shangguanya, His Royal Highness, and Su Rongqing, it is not wrong. If anyone fails you, it is theirs. wrong."
"Besides, Your Highness, they are actually not as bad as you think. If you think about it, look carefully, the world is much gentler than you think."
"really?"
"Really," Pei Wenxuan hugged her tightly, "With me, go and see, if the world is up and down, you will come back."
Li Rong did not speak, she listened to the wind outside, quietly leaning against Pei Wenxuan.
They retain a unique tenderness in the darkness given by the bednets.
At this time, Fulai came out of the palace and made people enter the Prince's Mansion. He respectfully saluted Li Chuan, who was kneeling in front of the sword, and said steadily, "His Royal Highness, your Majesty, please."
Li Chuan turned his head indifferently, his eyes fell on Fulai, he was silent for a long time, and finally got up.
Su Rongqing was lying on the bed and slowly opened his eyes.
As soon as he opened his eyes, he heard a familiar voice next to him: "Wake up?"
Su Rongqing turned his head to see Su Ronghua sitting in the position. He swept away the usual turmoil, and his eyes were earnestly searching.
"Big Brother."
Su Rongqing said dryly, Su Ronghua got up and poured a glass of water, passed it to Su Rongqing, and handed it to him.
"Drink a glass of water." Su Ronghua said flatly, "After drinking, I have a few questions for you."