Chapter 131: deep feeling

Zhu Qing went back to the club dormitory and stood in front of the mirror. He was wearing a low-necked sweater today, and he could n’t hide the kiss marks on his neck. They saw that he didn't know how to explain. Coupled with the red eyes and pale face at this moment, it doesn't look right at the first sight ... The teammates are not stupid. His appearance in the training room will definitely cause doubt. Thinking of this, Zhu Qingyue simply sent a text message to Qin Mo: Sorry, shall I continue to take leave tonight? "
Qin Mo quickly replied: "What's wrong? Okay?"
Zhu Qingyue made up an excuse: "I met my uncle in the company. I haven't seen him for a long time. I want to have a meal together. I may come back later."
"Okay, come back at night and pay attention to safety." After putting down the phone, Qin Mo thoughtfully touched his chin with his fingers and looked out the window.
Xiao Han poured a cup of coffee and handed it to him, standing next to him and asking, "Are you looking at the night scene here?"
Qin Mo took a sip of coffee and said quietly in Xiao Han's ear: "I just saw Qingyue entered the club, but he texted me to ask for leave, saying that he would not be able to return tonight if he had dinner with his uncle. "
Xiao Han froze: "Do you mean Qingyue is lying?"
Qin Mo nodded: "Well, I didn't break through him, don't talk too much ... he may have encountered a problem and doesn't want us to know."
Xiao Han thought for a while and said, "When Chu Yan appeared today, as soon as Chu Yan appeared, Qing Yue's face froze completely. Is the knot between their teachers and apprentices still unsolved?"
"I guess that too." Qin Mo glanced at Xiao Han and said, "We can't get involved in this matter, we still have to rely on Qingyue to solve it. Let's organize training first."
Qin Mo turned and returned to his seat, and Xiao Han followed him back to the computer and called other teammates to continue to the arena.
...
In the dormitory, Zhu Qingyue was bathing in hot water, and the traces on his body became more and more red, looking shocking.
Thinking of the picture of Chu Yan being pressed on the bed today and wantonly kissing, the strong shame in her heart made Zhu Qingyue anxious to peel off this layer of skin.
The skin was washed red all over, and those kiss marks finally faded. Zhu Qingyue wiped his body, turned back to the bedroom, and sat in a daze by the bed.
Just then, the phone suddenly turned on. Looking down, a lot of unread messages swept the screen.
Zhu Qingyue picked up his mobile phone to unlock the screen and opened WeChat, all of which was from Chu Yan--
"Are you at the club?"
"When I get back, I'm worried about you."
"Sorry, Qingyue, I'm wrong today."
"It doesn't matter if you ignore me in the future, but please give me a reply and tell me that you are safely in the dormitory, will you?"
Zhu Qingyue's eyes were hot, and his hands trembled and typed a few words: "I'm here ..."
Chu Yan breathed a sigh of relief, and immediately replied, "That's good. Don't think too much, take a good night's sleep, and forget this."
You said so easily, can you forget it after a sleep? !!
That was his first kiss. At that time, he was kissed with blank mind and numbness. He felt like he would be eaten by Chu Yan. The strong, stimulating and hairy kiss, Zhu Qingyue still remembers clearly . Later, she was kissed by Chu Yan again. In a fully awake state, the dragonfly kissed gently with water ...
Zhu Qingyue pressed his head hard to drive away these messy memories, and sat at the table and opened the laptop.
He had never been in love and was confessed by the always-respected Master that he had no idea what to do. After thinking about it, Zhu Qingyue simply registered an account called "Headache", and posted a post on a large domestic irrigation forum: "Today I have been confessed by a respected Master and kissed by him. I am very confused. Knowing what to do, can you give me an idea? Should I break him off? Remarks: I and he are both men. "
As soon as the post was posted, many onlookers responded—
1L: Lively catch a tender landlord! New registration number, it seems this thing is true?
2L: The landlord, you can tell from your indecision that you are not willing to break up with Master!
3L: +1 upstairs, if you really want to have no diplomatic relations, will you come to the forum and ask?
4L: Excuse me, did he strongly kiss you?
My head hurts: Well, suddenly I came here, but I didn't respond ...
6L: Wow, strong kiss! Then you didn't hit him?
7L: That's it! If I was kissed by a nasty person, I would slap on the spot! Do you still say that you are in a mess, and have you posted a forum for help? In fact, you don't hate him kissing you, right?
8L: If I get a strong kiss from a nasty person, I will hit him with a fist and hit him on his knees and call for help! The landlord did not do it, indicating that it is not annoying.
My head hurts: No, I have a good relationship with my master. When I was young, he helped me a lot and always took care of me. It can be said that without him there would be no me today. In fact, I have special respect for him, how could I go to him?
10L: He used to be nice to you, so he kissed you and didn't resist? The landlord buns!
11L: You respect him so much and he treats you so much, he is a scum! What are you polite to him?
12L: Your master bullied you for being disrespectful. The next time you see him, you will fist it over!
13L: It is recommended that the landlord bring an electric rod in his pocket, aim at his head, and see if he dares to bully you?
My head hurts: Do n’t get me wrong, my master is not the kind of obscene-sexy old man. He is very young, only four years older than me. When I was fifteen, I recognized him as a master. It has been many years now. He didn't bully me on purpose. He had been pretending to be very good. This time, he had a fever and was confused. He kissed me stupidly. By the way, he said something ... What should I do?
14L: The landlord has been unconsciously defending Master. How good is Master in the words? Is n’t it obvious?
15L: You scold him for scum, but he helps Master speak, oh, this is partial!
16L: Everyone also recommends that the landlord go to slap people, the landlord obviously can not get this hand! If you are kissed once, you wo n’t let go. If you are kissed for the second or third time, you will get used to it.
17L: The landlord buns! Identification is completed!
18L: Let's break up, I wish the landlord happy.
19L: I ca n’t bear to slap Master, and I ca n’t bear to sever ties, so be with Master, do n’t hesitate! I wish the landlord happiness!
20L: I wish the landlord and master love each other o (∩_∩) o ~
Zhu Qingyue looked at the replies from netizens and couldn't help but hold them back. He came to the forum to ask for help when he was in a state of confusion and ill health, and as a result, netizens on the forum said that he was a bun ...
He naturally knew the meaning of the bun, that is, the kind of weak character who was bullied and did not dare to resist, but Zhu Qingyue wasn't. If he was treated to him by others, he would have been scolding his teeth for a long time. . But that man is his master, the master who cultivated him into a world-class assistant in one hand. That man took good care of him for many years, turning him from a little crying bag that could only shed tears into a responsible captain. Without Chu Yan, there would be no him today.
How could he go to Chu Chuyan? Would n’t it be
rebellious
?
In his heart, Chu Yan's status is not lower than his cousin's family who raised him from childhood ...
The posts on the forum all turned into "I wish the landlord happiness". Zhu Qingyu shut down the webpage awkwardly for a moment, a little dazed.
If he is decisive, he should actually have no ties with Chu Yan. But what's going on in my heart? The thought of never seeing Chu Yan in the future, he felt extremely sad.
...
That night, Zhu Qingyue hasn't slept well. When he got up in the morning, his eyes were a bit red, but it was much better than yesterday. He took care of himself in the mirror.
After having breakfast, Zhu Qingyue consciously came to the training room. Qin Mo greeted him and said, "Qing Yue is early."
Zhu Qingyue smiled as calmly as possible: "Morning, do you want to continue qualifying this morning?"
Xiao Han came over and said, "Qingyue, you don't need to follow everyone's training for the time being. You will go to Qingyang Company today and tomorrow. Manager Meng just called me. Your advertising shooting plan is out and will be finished in two days. "
Zhu Qingyue hesitated: "Shall I go alone?"
"Well, the next video commercials are shot in batches. You shoot first, then Sister Xiang and A Hong. I took a photo with Xiao Mo at the end." Xiao Han paused and asked, "Will I drive you over?" ? "
Zhu Qing said more and more busy: "No need to trouble, I'll take a taxi myself, don't delay your training."
Qin Mo urged: "Be careful on the road, it rains today, remember to bring an umbrella."
Zhu Qing nodded and turned back to the dormitory to clean up. He found a white turtleneck sweater and put on a blue overcoat. He picked up the umbrella and turned around.
The temperature outside was colder than he expected. Zhu Qingyue pulled up the coat collar and wrapped himself, beckoning a taxi and heading to the company headquarters.
Manager Meng waited for him in the lobby and took him to the third floor. The studio was set up yesterday. The flat single photo has been taken. Today is a short video. The sister of the advertising company enthusiastically described the scene with Zhu Qingyue, and Zhu Qingyue listened carefully.
The focus of the video clip will be on the new touch-screen control panel. Zhu Qingyue needs to sit in front of the computer to personally control it. The advertising shooting will focus on his fingers and the blue streamer on the control panel. The lens will gradually change from Move his hand up, bring out his smiling face, and then move to the computer screen. The screen is exactly the picture of the game that only moves on. What Zhu Qingyue needs to do is very simple-use his fingers to control the LCD panel himself, with a little smile on his face.
It's just a game performance, it's much easier than shooting a couple photo with the model yesterday. This plan was checked by Chu Yan. Is it because he knows that he will not do too difficult actions, so simplified the shooting plan? Thinking of this, Zhu Qingyue's mood can't help but be a little complicated.
Seeing Zhu Qingyue in a daze, Meng Yue reminded with a smile: "Qing Yue, change clothes."
Zhu Qing returned to God, and said embarrassedly, "Can I wear this sweater? This is the new clothes I just bought some time ago ..."
Meng Wei said, "You are a high-necked sweater. If you wear a low-necked collarbone, it will be more male-like. Yesterday, the new clothes that I bought specifically for this advertisement are very effective."
Zhu Qingyue's face was very embarrassing. Although the kiss marks on the collarbone were very shallow, they could still be seen at a closer look. With so many people present, he couldn't say that they were bitten by mosquitoes in the winter?
In the midst of the dilemma, I heard a low voice coming from behind me: "It's raining today and it's too cold. You don't need to change your clothes. Take a picture first to see the effect. That low-necked clothes will be shot another day."
It was Chu Yan's voice, with a hint of husky because of a cold.
Zhu Qingyue immediately turned his head and looked nervously elsewhere.
Chu Yan walked over step by step, and said to Meng Xun: "Since this scene is a true performance, there is no need to embarrass him in terms of clothes."
Meng Wei smiled: "Well, let's take a look first."
The photographer and props division started immediately. Zhu Qingyue sat in front of the computer and logged in to his account, and began to operate the LCD panel. As a result of his restlessness, his account Mingyue Qingkong stepped off the cliff with one foot.
The camera was taking pictures of his fingers. The young slender fingers were a bit unnaturally pale, and the tightness of their fingertips almost broke the LCD screen.
The photographer laughed: "You relax, don't be nervous."
As a result, the photographer said that the more nervous he was, the cold sweat came out of his palms, and the smile on his face was ugly.
Chu Yan knew the reason, so he walked behind him and whispered in his ear: "Relax, don't worry about me, I will go now."
Zhu Qing stunned, turned around, and saw Chu Yan stride away, quickly disappearing at the end of the corridor.
After Chu Yan left, Zhu Qing took a deeper breath and adjusted his expression. It was not as nervous as before. He smiled embarrassedly at the photographer, and then cooperated with the required action. The short video was finished and the girl was planned. Let him change the next scene.
The commercial shooting in the morning was very smooth. Manager Meng also felt very satisfied after watching the playback.
It's winter, and Zhu Qingyue is wearing a turtleneck sweater. Because of his slender neck and well-shaped figure, he is also very temperamental. The fingers captured in the lens are very beautiful. They slide quickly on the LCD control tablet. Skill icons will clearly appear where the fingertips touch. With the skill release screen in the game, the youth's face has a faint smile. , Seriously playing the game looks very charming.
This is the simplest short film, which can be used as a few seconds of commercials inserted during the rest of the game in the future. In the later period, the voiceover is introduced to introduce the product, and the effect should be good.
Meng Zheng emailed the short film to Chu Yan, and Chu Yan said that it was okay, so she asked the advertising company to do post-processing.
...
During lunch break, Meng Yue called for take-out, and bought a copy for Zhu Qingyue by the way, and asked him to say: "Go to the office upstairs to eat, take a nap by the way, and start work at 2:30 in the afternoon."
Zhu Qingyue smiled gratefully and followed Manager Meng to the office on the tenth floor.
This office is located at the end of the corridor. A wall-to-ceiling window makes the room very spacious and bright. The bookshelf on the left is full of professional books. The desk in the middle is large. There is an office computer and a neat stack of books on the desktop. File folders; opposite are a few black leather sofas and a clear glass coffee table.
Meng Yue said, "You eat here, you can lie on the sofa for a while after you finish, I will call you again at 2:30 in the afternoon."
Zhu Qingyue was somewhat flattered and asked, "Manager Meng, is this your office? If I rest here, then you ..."
Meng Wei smiled slightly: "This is President Chu's office. He just went out and told me to call you up. You have the habit of lunch break, right? Just sleep here, I'll get you a blanket." She came from the cabinet. I found a blanket and put it next to the sofa, saying, "After eating, I can sleep peacefully. President Chu said that he would only return in the afternoon."
After Manager Meng left, Zhu Qingyue was sitting on the sofa like a needle felt, thinking that all of this was explained by Chu Yan, he felt very embarrassed.
Master had been very considerate and caring for him before, but yesterday he made it clear. He knew that Chu Yan liked him. How could he continue to enjoy Chu Yan's care with a cheeky face?
Thinking of this, Zhu Qingyue finished his meal quickly and turned out of the office.
As soon as I went out, I heard a conversation between them. Zhu Ran's voice asked: "Are you cold? If you are uncomfortable, go home and rest."
Chu Yan coughed and said, "The fever has subsided, but my throat hurts."
Zhu Ran said, "Yes, Qingyue took care of you yesterday afternoon?"
Upon hearing this, Zhu Qingyue's back stiffened, and his ears immediately rose.
Chu Yan said: "Well, he took good care of him and called me for takeaway."
Zhu Ran patted a friend's shoulder: "I don't want to see this again for a sudden fainting. Yesterday Qingyue was scared by your face and was pale. Calling me for help was because I carried you back."
Chu Yan smiled: "I know, he must not be able to move me."
The two paused for a moment, and Zhu Ran shifted his topic and asked, "In other words, Meng Yue likes you, do you really like a mirror?"
Chu Yan didn't speak.
Zhu Ran said earnestly: "Ayan, I have no objection to office love. You and Meng Yue joined the company in the same year, and we are alumni again. If you can make it, I am also very happy. Meng Yue is beautiful and capable Qiang, no matter how you look, learn, or family, you are very good with you. What do you despise from her? "
Chu Yan said calmly: "Emotional matters can't look good or bad. I only treat Meng Yue as a school girl. I already have someone in my heart."
Zhu Ran was surprised: "Do you have someone you like? Who?"
Zhu Qingyue: "..."
Standing at the corner, Zhu Qingyue's face turned pale, and he clenched his fist nervously, afraid that Chu Yan would say his name.
After a while, he heard Chu Yan's bland voice come over: "The name is inconvenient to say, anyway, it is a person who has liked me for a long time. It always keeps me in a dream and can't rest assured. I will plant it in his hands in my life Here, even if I can't be with him, I won't fall in love with others ... so, put away your mind of being a matchmaker, don't worry about my business. "
Zhu Ran Haha laughed: "I didn't expect that you were still a lover of love! I'm really curious, who made you so affectionate?"
Chu Yan said in a low voice: "You can't love but gradually become a kind of obsession. You and your girlfriend Qingmei Zhuma Shun smoothly, naturally you will not understand my feelings."
Zhu Ran has never seen Chu Yan look so painful, and then hesitated, then wondered: "Why don't you chase her? With your ability, appearance and means, it is not easy to chase someone?"
Chu Yan frowned: "I don't want to hurt him."
Zhu Ran hesitated: "How?"
Chu Yan smiled slightly: "There are too many obstacles between us. He is with me and will bear a lot of pressure. He is simple, I can't let him live so hard. If I don't take this step, don't If he breaks this down, he will live a lot easier. "
Zhu Ran sighed longly: "What about you? Are you uncomfortable just like this? I really don't understand, who do you like, and even dare to chase people?"
Chu Yan thought funnyly-if you figure it out, I'm afraid I'm not standing opposite and chatting with me now, but chopping me with a knife.
The two were chatting, and suddenly heard a "bang" sound from the corner, as if something had fallen to the ground.
Zhu Ran looked back and said in surprise: "Qing Yue, how are you here?"
After hearing this, Chu Yan's spine trembled stiffly. Two steps came forward, and it turned out that Zhu Qingyue was squatting down to pick up his mobile phone, looking embarrassed, with tears on his face.
Zhu Ran laughed, "Hey, wouldn't you cry because your eyes are so red? Is it so sad to break a cell phone, I'll buy you a new one."
Chu Yan frowned, and helped Zhu Qingyue pick up the battery that fell to one side and handed it to him. Zhu Qingyue took it with trembling fingers, said "Thank you," and turned his head hurrying to leave, Chu Yan gently pulled Holding his arm, he whispered, "Qing Yue, let's talk."
Zhu Qingyue's body froze.
Zhu Ran looked at his nephew and then at his friend, curiously, "What's wrong?"
Chu Yan perfunctoryly said, "There was something unpleasant when I shot the advertisement in the morning. It was not a big deal. You go back first and I talk to him."
Zhu Ran nodded: "Okay, then I'll go back to the office. If Qingyue's phone is not available, tell me, I'll buy you a new one."
Zhu Qingyue gently said "um" and said, "Goodbye."
Zhu Ran waved and turned away. After he left, Chu Yan brought Zhu Qingyue into his office and asked in a low voice, "How much did you hear?"
Zhu Qingyue's eyes were red, and he choked and said, "I almost heard you."
Chu Yan took a step forward and gently touched Zhu Qingyue's hair. He said softly, "I told your uncle all the truth, I like you for a long time, but considering that you will face extreme from your family, High pressure, and you respect me very much, so I have been hiding from you and have no intention of pursuing you. Qingyue, I do n’t want to bring you into the mire, you will have a better life ... Master's Just forget it, I believe you will find a gentle and kind girl in the future, and you will be very happy. "
The man's voice was so soft that he almost melted him, Zhu Qingyue clenched his fingers harder-Chu Yan meant that he would not entangle him anymore, let him go to find his own happiness, he should be happy, but Why, listening to the gentle voice of this man, will his heart be more sad?
I've probably planted it in his life. Even if I can't be with him, I won't fall in love with others.
— I don't want to hurt him.
He will be under great pressure with me. He is simple. I can't let him live so hard.
What Chu Yan said to Zhu Ran just echoed clearly in his ears.
The oppressive affection is like the wine hidden in the cellar for many years. Once opened, the strong taste can no longer be dissipated.
The man in front of him thought about him everywhere, and buried his deep feelings in his heart, because he was afraid of hurting him, and even did not dare to take the step of pursuit ...
Who in this world would love him more than Chu Yan?
Zhu Qingyue was originally a soft-hearted person, and Chu Yan's affection could be felt.
Faced with a person who has protected and cared for himself since he was a child, and loves him when he grows up, he really can't help it.
Reluctant to stab Master, and reluctant to renounce, then be with Master, don't hesitate!
When a netizen's reply came to my mind when I asked for help in the forum last night, watching Chu Yan forcibly suppress the pain, Zhu Qingyue was softened, and a word suddenly came out: "Otherwise, let's try Right. "
Chu Yan: "...?"