Chapter 137: leave a message

Qin Mo and Xiao Han hugged together. After a while, Qin Mo asked softly: "When did you start to like me?"
Although Qin Mo feels very warm when two people have a spirit and love each other, but he has been separated from Xiao Han for three years. Shouldn't Xiao Han like him from a young age?
At that time, although they often traveled together, Xiao Han only showed a strong curiosity about various domestic foods. When he saw many unseen foods, he asked Qin Mo what it was. I can't see anything wrong with it.
So, did he just like it recently?
Qin Mo was puzzled and looked up at Xiao Han.
Xiao Han said with a smile: "I have missed you for a few years and always dreamed of you. At first I thought I regarded you as a friend, but the last time I saw you in Nanjing, my heartbeat was very fast. I want to hold you and never let go again, I suddenly realized that in fact, I am not as simple as a friend to you, I actually like you. I have been thinking of you for the past three years because I couldn't let go of you, but, I am young, I do n’t understand emotions, and I do n’t realize my heart—I want to understand it when you return. "
Qin Mo's feelings are also similar. When they were young, they were the best partners of each other. Over time, this feeling slowly settled in their hearts and became an inalienable part. At a certain moment, I suddenly realized that this feeling was like.
Unexpectedly, but it is reasonable.
The relationship between them was not misunderstood, and there were no earth-shaking twists and turns, only after years of sedimentation.
Qin Mo likes this feeling very much, as if he had planted a seedling of a plant many years ago, and after years of careful watering and cultivation, he finally opened the expected flowers, so warm and natural.
Seeing Qin Mo smiling, Xiao Han could n’t help lowering his head and gently kissing Qin Mo ’s forehead, saying,
I ’ve been sending you messages for the past few years, and you have never responded, I thought you would never Leave me alone. "
Qin Mo froze: "What's the news?"
Xiao Han said: "I left your Q number message, did you not receive it?"
Qin Mo immediately took out his mobile phone and logged in to his Q number, which had been useless for a long time.
The Q number was specially registered the year he became an e-sports player. The friends inside were all members of the Miracle Alliance. He also had another number, which was added to classmates, relatives and friends.
When he retired that year, he was very determined, and never thought he might return, so he completely lost contact with the e-sports circle, and that Q number has never logged in again.
As soon as Qin Mo went online, a lot of messages popped up on Q, most of which were sent by Xiao Han--
"Xiao Mo, are you okay? The phone won't work, WeChat doesn't reply, and Q disappears. Do you want to completely disconnect from the alliance?"
"Xiao Mo, I miss you so much, I will wait for you to come back."
"Xiao Mo, I won the Most Valuable Player of the Season award today, but I'm not happy. I really hope you will be there at the awards ceremony."
"Xiao Mo, the results of this season have improved a bit. The Zhou Xuewei, Qiu Zongping, Yuan Xi and Zhao Xingchen you brought out are all good. Unfortunately, the style is still lost to our Canglan team. You said you would beat me Why don't you come back? Without your command, those few newcomers are still out of touch. "
"Xiao Mo, the captain of the style was taken over by Qiu Zongping. Although he is young, he has a stable personality and a strong outlook on the big picture. You can rest assured that after you retire, the style has not plummeted and you have successfully completed the transfer of old and new , Xue Wei also made rapid progress and has become the league's first-class therapeutic player. "
"Xiao Mo, I'll tell you the good news. I have got my driver's license! I'll show you the map [People's Republic of China Motor Vehicle Driver's License]"
"Xiao Mo I saved a little money and was going to buy a car. What kind of car do you think I should buy?"
"I bought a black Land Rover, an off-road vehicle. It is said that the performance on long distance and mountain roads is very good, and I can drive and travel in the future."
"I'll take a vacation in a few days. I'm going to drive to Xi'an. Remember that you are from Xi'an, will I see you?"
"I haven't seen you all over Xi'an [sad] [sad] [tears full of tears]."
"..."
"Xiao Mo, I'm going to lead the team to stand alone in the new game, where are you? Are you okay recently?"
Over the past three years, Xiao Han will send him some news every so often. Sometimes he talks about his current situation, sometimes he complains about the pressure of the league game, sometimes he just asks Qin Mo recently.
Qin Mo's Q has not logged in since he retired, so he has not seen these messages and has not responded to him.
Every time Xiao Han sends a message, it sinks into the sea, more like talking to himself, but he still insists on talking to himself for three years. It seems that only in this way can he express his concern for Qin Mo.
Looking at the messages one after another in the past three years, Qin Mo's eyes suddenly turned red, tears burst out of his eyes, and he forcibly returned.
-It turns out that somewhere he didn't know, someone remembered him like this.
The unforgettable thoughts were clearly conveyed to Qin Mo's heart from the everyday bits and pieces.
Qin Mo held his cell phone tightly and watched a series of news dumbly, not knowing what to do.
Xiao Han also saw the same message swiped in the dialogue window, and smiled slightly. "It turned out that you have never logged in to this account, and you have to reply. I thought you ignored me deliberately."
Qin Mo lowered his head and choked, "I'm sorry."
Xiao Han held his shoulder gently: "Why apologize to me suddenly?"
Qin Mo looked up at him and said earnestly: "I'm sorry to have kept you waiting so long. I was frustrated at the time, I just wanted to escape, I wanted to completely break the connection with the e-sports circle, and I was so relieved to heal ... … In fact, I should explain the reason to you ... I didn't expect that you would be so worried about me, and I never expected that you have been searching for my whereabouts for the past three years, Xiao Han ... I'm really sorry. "
Although his voice forcibly kept calm, the choking and trembling in the ending had betrayed his emotions.
Xiao Han looked at his wet eyes, his heart softened, and he lowered his head and kissed his lips gently, saying softly, "I don't blame you, you don't need to feel guilty."
But Qin Mo still felt terribly guilty.
At that time, he was only eighteen years old, and his mental quality was not strong enough. Because he suffered a fractured finger in a car accident, he did not want to see the sympathy of others, and he did not want to hear the sympathy greetings of those reporters. Therefore, he stubbornly did not say, Families and friends hiding in the e-sports circle, left the professional league alone.
Afraid to see those sympathetic eyes, he left particularly decisively and resolutely.
But he forgot that some loved ones are actually willing to share the pain with him.
He shouldn't stand alone, shouldn't leave Xiao Han in the Miracle Alliance and leave him alone, and shouldn't conceal him to train him into a master who summons the Great God.
He has handled the handover of the style team, but ignored the feelings of those who really care about him, and worried those who care about him for so many years. This is the biggest mistake he made.
Xiao Han approached him for three full years, and Master has probably been annoyed that he decided to leave without explanation.
Thinking of this, Qin Mo's heart was even more uncomfortable, and he whispered, "I'm sorry, but I was too ill-tempered at that time, I didn't consider your feelings. I will tell you something later."
"Well, it's all over." Xiao Han hugged him gently. With Qin Mo's proud character, he took the initiative to apologize to others, but in fact, it wasn't all his fault. After all, he was only ten years old. At the age of eight, it is very rare to be able to stand up strong and handle the beautiful housework. Can't you always ask a teenager to handle everything well?
He was sad, afraid that others would sympathize with him and have pity on him, so he didn't dare to say it, and he wanted to escape.
Xiao Han sighed in his heart and closed his arms distressedly, and said softly, "Xiao Mo, let's stop talking about the past. From now on, I will be your boyfriend. In addition to your parents, People who care about you and love you the most. You can talk to me politely about any difficulties you encounter. I hope that we can not only share success and joy together, but also face hardships together. Speaking of it? Blessings are shared, and difficulties are shared, right? "
Qin Mo nodded moved: "Um ..."
Xiao Han smiled: "When you encounter a problem in the future, remember to tell me that I can help you share it, don't support it by yourself, okay?"
Qin Mo nodded again: "Um."
Xiao Han suddenly discovered that Qin Mo looked thin and thin, but he was particularly soft in his arms and felt very comfortable. Xiao Han held him gently and touched his back, his heart softened, and his voice was soft enough to almost melt people: "They said that although a husband and wife are birds of the same forest, the calamity flew on their own ... I think this sentence is very No, husbands and wives should face suffering together, right? "
Qin Mo's face flushed slightly, and he reprimanded: "Who is a husband and wife with you?"
Xiao Han thought about it and said, "Yes, we are just couples now. Without a round house, we are not formal couples."
Qin Mo suddenly stunned: "Yuan ... Yuanfang? Who taught you the word ?!"
Xiao Han looked innocent: "Watched TV."
Qin Mo deeply felt that the TV series was not bad for people. How could the simple and cute mixed-race baby learn these words?
Thinking of the picture of the round room, Qin Mo's face was even redder, and my heart was a little awkward: "That ... I have no experience, let's take it slowly, don't worry."
Xiao Han looked at him nervously and couldn't help laughing: "I'm not in a hurry. I like you. I really like you. I want to be with you, not to go to bed with you."
Qin Mo: "..."
Although the truth is correct, but how can he feel weird to say so straightforwardly?
Xiao Han continued to say frankly: "Our cave night is of course not to be sloppy, so plan it well. Xiaomo, what do you like? It ’s too new to be directly in bed, or we will book a holiday villa at that time. Go to the hot springs? What posture do you like? Face to face or back to face? "
Before he finished speaking, Qin Mo suddenly pushed him away: "Enough is enough! How can you say it out!"
Xiao Han took a serious look: "Sex is the basic human need, so why not discuss it?"
Qin Mo: "..."
Seeing Qin Mo's face awkward, Xiao Han went on to say: "I like hot springs, which should be very comfortable in the water. There is also a balcony. At night, I do it while watching the night view ..."
This guy has been abroad for a long time since he was a child, and his ideas are quite open.
The Chinese are particular about implicitness. How can they say this on the bright side? What other pose do you like? Love the pool balcony? I like you big head!
Qin Mo pushed the door with a look of cold face, "Go to bed early, don't talk nonsense. Especially in front of our teammates, don't talk about our together!"
Xiao Han nodded obediently: "I know my wife."
Qin Mo's face froze: "Who is your wife?"
Xiao Han immediately changed his mouth: "Oh, I know baby."
Qin Mo: "..."
Baby ...
This title made Qin Mo's scalp numb and almost stomped over.
With this kind of open-minded and nonsense mixed-race youth, can you still have a happy relationship?
Where is the blueness of love? How can Xiao Han be so straightforward?
The thought of what he said about hot springs, balconies, postures ... Qin Mo suddenly felt a headache!