Chapter 372: If people want to live, they must be strong (1)

He took a deep breath and reached out to help her pull the quilt that slipped on her body. The low-pitched voice came. "Nana, I am sorry... it is me... it is my fault!"
The warmth of the fingertips came, and Shen Wenna came back from the hustle and bustle, and looked up subconsciously, rubbing her eyes hard, presenting in front of her own eyes, or a boundless darkness...
"Give me the glass of water, then go back."
I don't know how long it took, Shen Wenna's dry and hoarse voice finally sounded again, the tone was very calm, calm and could not hear a trace of waves.
"Okay, I will give you this..."
Ximushan endured the pain of the chest, and quickly poured a glass of water on her, and carefully sent it to her. "Nana, come, be careful..."
Ximushan pulled her hand and carefully helped her hold the cup.
Shen Wenna took it over, and the faint and beautiful face looked very quiet. She bowed her head and took a sip carefully, then calmly asked, "Have I always been like this, can't see?"
When the question came out, Ximushan was a painful moment. She quickly reached out and gently held her cool hand. The dumb voice was low. "No, Wenna... you will be fine, you will see it." I will always be with you, even if you can't see it, it doesn't matter, I am your eyes... Nana... Don't be sad, I am your eyes..."
Shen Wenna listened, but the beautiful pale face was pulled with an indifferent smile and shook her head. "No, thank you, Ximushan... You go back, we have nothing to do with it, you don't have to be wronged. Himself."
"I don't go, Wenna... This time, I have already decided, no matter what, I will not let go again. For more than 20 years, it is enough. I just want to live selfishly... I just want to follow You are together... You can reject me, dislike me, even despise me, but these can't stop my determination. If these can make you feel better, I will accept it with pleasure, at least better than now. Happy..."
Speaking of the back, his throat has been unable to suppress a bitter bitterness. At this time, all the chests of the chest, uneasiness, worry, and distress... all collapsed like the sea of ​​the dyke, how could not stop.
"Don't refuse me, Nana... I will handle those bad things, and I will protect you alone in the future... So, please don't refuse me, otherwise... these years, the only person who has not let go is you... I thought that leaving me would make you a little better, so I let go, but I am..."
Ximushan was red-eyed, and the words in the back were not finished, because I saw that Shen Wenna’s face had been stained with a lonely self-deprecation, don’t go too far...
"What is the use of these now? We have nothing to do with it, let's go, you don't have to pity me."
Shen Wenna clenched the cup and lowered her head. "Now Yue Shusi should be satisfied, and I have no ability to bother you. You should be able to let me go?"
"Nana... Don't say that... I have been entangled with you, not that you bothered us, I can't let go... I know that the entanglement of you is just hurting, hurting you, hurting summer nights, but I can't control myself, I think I can forget everything when I am away from it... But when I am quiet, I will think of you... If I was brave in the past, everything would not be like this now..."
Ximushan held the hand of Shen Wenna's cool hand tightly, and dumbly said, "It's just three words together. Why is it so difficult for us?"
"I just want to accompany you, Nana, make up for the absence of twenty years, even if you can't see it, but I can still take you to see the peach blossoms, go to the beach, tell you about the beauty of the peach, describe the color of the sea at the time, seagull How do you fly through the clear sky... no longer worry about other things..."
"Okay, don't say it, go back, I want to be quiet, can you promise?"
Listening to him saying this, Shen Wenna smiled aloud and interrupted the words of Ximushan. She was physically and mentally ill, and her tone seemed to be weak.
Ximushan looked down at her. After a while, she took the cup in her hand and put it back. She did not say anything and left the ward.
When I heard the sound of closing the door, the tears in the eyes of Shen Wenna fell down at the moment, and the warm tears fell in her hand without hesitation. After a while, the palm of my hand was moist...
She suppressed the crying for a long time before she passed it out.
Can't you see it again?
All the beautiful scenery has been painted with a terminator. From then on, will it be boundless darkness to accompany her?
However, she still has a lot of things to do -
She hasn't seen the way she gets married in the summer night, she hasn't helped her with her children, she hasn't dressed up for her granddaughter, and she hasn't given the school children a tutorial. How can she not see it? What?
Shen Wenna cried out, grievances and pains, and the pain that had been forbearing for more than two decades was finally vented at this moment.
Why is she retreating and forbearing again and again, just to seek a simple and quiet life, in the end, the fate is the way to push her into the whirlpool of the madness?
I heard that love can be blind and can make people feel uncomfortable -
Isn't this, can interpret her, Xi Mushan, and Yue Qisi's many grievances between right and wrong?
How many more people have suffered from the grief of infinity for many years because of a ‘love is not going to be’? As she is now...
They have been struggling in this vortex for more than twenty years. All the grievances are not trapped, they can't move, and no one can forget it...
Is it a mistake to insist on a person who has been strong for years?
Perhaps she should have first sought a breakthrough...
Shen Wenna thinks more and more, the more tears are condensed in her eyes, and Shen Wenna, who is standing outside the door and not far away from the window, looks at tears through the window, and now she is also red-eyed.
He didn't have this time, standing in the summer night behind him, he was rushing over, and his eyes were flashing with a faint glimmer of light. He looked at Shen Wenna in the hospital bed and looked at the curtain mountain that couldn't restrain his eyes from covering his eyes.
Silence for a long time, finally passed over, and reached out to open the door of the ward.
Hearing the sound of the opening door, Shen Wenna quickly wiped her tears and accepted the crying. She did not go over the subconscious, and licked her eyes.