Chapter 492: Tracking (2)

The air was quiet and I could only hear the sound of the ‘嗞嗞’ uploaded from the barbecue wallpaper.
Xi Xia night quietly looked at Mu Ling Shi, seeing her cold face is also difficult to see a little stunned and depressed, then reached out and gently patted her back on the back of the table, "sorry, Maybe, I should not mention it."
Mu Lingshi listened, suddenly smiled, shook his head, and held the wine glass in front of him, looking up and drinking.
"It's okay, it's just a thing of the past. It can be thought of as an occasional nostalgia."
She said faintly, with a glass of wine, her face began to glow with some blush, lining up the wound and looking at some discordant sputum, the immersed light in the eyes is also inexplicable loneliness and melancholy, seeing The summer night faintly felt a little distressed.
"I heard that my mother gave birth to me not long after, because depression was aggravated, I couldn't control it. In the end, I settled myself and didn't leave anything for me and Ling Tian. I didn't even know what she looked like. After growing up and sensible, I learned what she looked like from photos or newspaper clippings."
Mu Lingshi said here, paused, staring at the pen before him, and also fascinated.
Xi Xia night secretly sighed, silently picked up the bottle next to her, did not know how to comfort, "Your brother said, aunt is a very good person, I have seen her photos, I I think she must be a good woman who is intellectual. It is not her intention to die like this. It is her intention to bear what she is carrying and how much pressure she carries. We don’t know, so there is nothing wrong with it."
When Xi Xia’s words fell, Mu Ling’s poem shook his head in a melancholy mood. The beautiful scorpion couldn’t control the slightest radiance.
No, scorpion, she is not a good woman, otherwise I will not give birth to Ling and I, Ling Tian is two wild species that even my father doesn’t know who it is! Mu Jia’s family style has been corrupted by her, and her grandmother almost drove her out of the door. However, she still maintains the man so much that she does not hesitate to break with her grandparents. In my eyes, she is not worthy of being a mother. How can such a person be a good woman who is intellectual?"
Mu Lingshi took a deep breath, sucked his nose, and picked up the wine in front of him. He drank a few more mouths, and the movement was fast, so that Xi Xia night could not stop.
"After growing up, I have never given up trying to find out the man with Ling Tian, ​​but because of her intentional maintenance before, there is no information at all. Dad told me that she fell in love with a man who could never marry her. and so……"
"I really don't understand, since I can't marry her, why should I stay with her, I can't give her any hopes and hopes, but she still dominates her, and gave birth to us, you said, this man is Not very shameful? Even I feel that the blood in my body is dirty, but there is no way to change this fact..."
The words of Mu Lingshi are full of helplessness and anger. I can see that for Muzixi, the mother and the biological father who does not know who it is, she must be resentful. This kind of resentment continues. For many years, and, moreover, it is likely to deepen.
Xi Xia night sighed, silenced, only took a sip of the wine, and then whispered, "I have heard such a song before --"
"Or love is blind, enthusiasm is reluctant, love who will be captured, love to whom to succumb, to the loneliness of the fire surrounded by ... the unforgettable feelings are easy to trap a person, then stupid things, may also Willing to do it, this is the power of love, can not help but make people feel..."
Xi Xia night seems to have some empathy, and the smile on the beautiful face is also somewhat difficult.
"But, these are not worth it. Even if she is willing to abandon everything, how did the man finally treat her? She gave birth to Lingtian, gave birth to me, and finally, when he was depressed, where was he? Did not come to see her. At a glance, when she needs it most, do you say that there is such a stupid woman in the world? And I am still evidence of their stupidity!"
Mu Ling poetry frowned and poured a cup, the cold voice with a disdain and irony.
"Possibly, there is no value that is not worth it. Only if you are willing or not. This feeling of struggle is not something that ordinary people can understand. Therefore, we must not blame too much. Ah Shi, my aunt may have many places that I am sorry for you. But I believe she must love you, otherwise she will not insist on giving birth to you and Ling Tian."
Xi Xia night eyes filled with a faint glimmer, watching her in a blink of an instant.
"Listen to your brother, you have always wanted to find your biological father, especially these days?"
Mu Ling poetry closed his eyes and took a deep breath. After a while, he opened his mouth and nodded happily. He drank a cup, raised his hand and wiped the wetness of his mouth, then he said indifferently. "Yes, I am I want to see who this shameless irresponsible man is! Why are you doing this to us? He must know that I am with Ling Tian, ​​but I can still abandon us, my mother’s self-control, and we are left alone. Grandparents and their parents also broke their minds. In order to make us not feel different from other children, let us directly surname and become parents."
Mu Lingshi said that his hands could not control the grip.
Xi Xia night listened, and only gently nodded, said to understand the idea of ​​Mu Lingshi.
She lightly picked up the wine and said to Mu Ling, "Well, don't be sad, we will try our best to help you find him. However, I still hope that you can cherish the present first, then think about anything else, such calm, come. It’s not easy, we should cherish it.

Mu Ling Shi greeted her star with this faint warmth, sucked her nose, and then nodded, put away the brocade box, also picked up the wine, smiled, "嫂, thank you, feel every time When you finish speaking, you will feel that you are a lot easier. You are a good listener... Love can be blind, passionate and reluctant... Who can make these complicated feelings clear?"
"I don't know... because the people trapped don't stop them."
Xi Xia night smiled quietly, respected her, and then gracefully took a sip.
"Well, I am afraid, even myself is trapped, otherwise..."

Have you ever heard about the aunt’s life? Can you find a clue?

On the summer night, I picked up a piece of grilled beef and put it in the plate of Mu Lingshi, asking for it.
Mu Lingshi nodded and glanced at her with gratitude.