Chapter 120: 1.18|Exclusive Publication

Aunt Ma made the meal, arranged the meal, and came in and asked Yang Tiezhu to eat. Asked if Lin Qingwan was hungry, Lin Qingwan's meal was also ready.
Only then did Lin Qingwan feel that she was very hungry and wanted to eat meat in her heart.
This kind of feeling has never happened since I was pregnant. I feel nauseous when I think of it, but now I feel so greedy.
If you want to eat it, you have to say it. Lin Qingwan said to Balabala that she wanted to eat meat and especially wanted to eat rice.
Without saying anything, Yang Tiezhu went out to serve a bowl of rice and some vegetables. I was afraid that my daughter-in-law would not be able to eat it, but Lin Qingwan didn't expect it to be delicious. After eating, I feel that it is not enough and I have to eat another bowl.
Lin Qingwan felt full after eating two bowls of rice. It's been a long time without the taste of rice and the smell of meat. It feels really delicious.
Only then did she realize that she was not sick anymore, and she had no symptoms of nausea after eating other foods.
Could it be that she is in love?
After Lin Qingwan and Yang Tiezhu realized this fact, they both seemed very happy. The stone that had been pressing on my heart finally fell. It would be fine if it was not hurt, and it would be able to make up for Lin Qingwan.
Yang Tiezhu went out to eat, knowing that Yang had left the doctor at home, he was uneasy and called people to get the next pulse. Hearing from the doctor, it was temporarily stable, so I felt relieved. But I still don't let the doctor go, let him go tomorrow, it's better to be safe.
Xiao Nuonuo hasn't slept in the afternoon, from Yao's hand to Ma'er's hand and then to Yang's hand. The nanny seemed to know that something happened at home, and did not cry all afternoon. At this time, when he was hugged by his father, he saw the mother who hadn't seen it for a long time. The little fat hand rubbed his eyes and didn't cry, looking very pitiful.
Lin Qingwan didn't dare to hug him, she leaned on the pillow, touched him and kissed him, Xiao Nuonuo immediately smiled. After eating goat's milk under Daddy's service, Xiao Nuonuo rubbed his eyes to sleep. Yang Tiezhu hugged him to sleep, so he put his son on the cot and covered him with the quilt.
Yang Tiezhu went to wash, and then asked Lin Qingwan if she was uncomfortable before lying down beside her daughter-in-law in peace.
The man lay down, but did not sleep all night.
Early the next morning, the doctor came to get the pulse again, saying that it had stabilized. After taking the antifetal medicine he prescribed, he didn't need to take it again. It would be better to add more nutrition.
Yang Tiezhu thanked him for sending the doctor away, and before he left, he gave five taels of silver for the consultation. The doctor followed Yang Tiegen's mule cart that was going to the town to deliver goods. He just happened to stop by sending people back alone.
Because he was worried about Lin Qingwan, Yang Tiezhu left the delivery to Xia Dacheng and Uncle Ma, and stayed at home with his wife temporarily. He seemed to have forgotten that he promised the Tian family to go there again yesterday. Lin Qingwan saw that he was busy, and it seemed that he was no different from the past, but there seemed to be something different.
She knew that the man didn't sleep all night last night. Although he couldn't tell from the outside, how could he not know when he was lying on a kang. She didn't say anything, and didn't ask anything, because she felt that many things needed men to figure out.
Because Yang Tiezhu didn't go to Tian's house today, the Tian family waited for a day and calmed Tian Cuilan, who was making trouble at home. They said that Yang Tiezhu might have something to do, and she will come later. But at this moment, it was dark and no one was seen.
When eating again in the evening, Tian Cuilan threw the rice bowl brought by Aunt Tian.
Aunt Tian couldn't, so she could only tell her daughter that she would come to ask tomorrow, and Tian Cuilan barely ate two bites of rice.
Early the next morning, Aunt Tian knocked on the door of Yang Tiezhu's house.
Aunt Ma came over to open the door, and when she saw that it was her, she directly cursed and told her not to come again. Yang Tiezhu would not go to Tian's house anymore. I patronize you every day, and who will pity us Qingwan, a good person, because of your work, Lin Qingwan became popular yesterday and is still lying in bed.
After hearing this, Aunt Tian was panicking, and Yang Tiezhu came over.
Yang Tiezhu's face was serious and solemn.
"Aunt Tian, ​​you don't want to come again in the future. As a villager, what I can help has already been done, and there is nothing left for me. I won't go back to your house in the future. It's better to avoid suspicion."
"Tie Zhu, but Cuilan--"
Yang Tiezhu took a deep breath, resisting the suffocation, and said: "If Tian Cuilan really wants to find a life because he can't see me, then let her die. I am someone who has a wife and a baby. I can't find a life because of her, my own life is just too much."
After speaking, Yang Tiezhu closed the door with his own hands. No matter what Aunt Tian shouted or knocked outside, he didn't pay attention to it. He even told Aunt Ma that someone from the Tian family would not open the door.
Ma'er smiled and responded with a clear voice.

Because Yang Tiezhu didn't go to Tian's house anymore, Tian Cuilan started crying and making a lot of noise at home. She hadn't eaten anything all day. Aunt Tian took the meal and she smashed the bowl.
The two families of Tian Zhuang and Tian Dachang had been exhausted by the trouble these days, and their faces were completely ashamed. At this time, they said nothing and went back to their own houses.
Both the mouths of the old Tian family were about to wear out. Tian Cuilan was so tired that she didn't speak, but was crying in bed.
This state continued for another day. Aunt Tian couldn't stand it anymore, and went to Yang Tiezhu's house with a cheeky.
But no matter how she knocked on the door, how she cried, no one answered her.
Yang Tiezhu's face became darker and darker when he heard the crying outside the door. Aunt Ma stood aside and stopped talking but still did not speak.
"Auntie Ma, you can help tidy up the back room. I'll turn Wanwan to the back later. The doctor said I want to rest, it's too noisy here."
Aunt Ma went to the back to clean up without saying a word.
After finishing the packing, Yang Tiezhu didn't let Lin Qingwan get out of bed, but took her to the back room.
Lin Qingwan also heard the cry of Aunt Tian outside. After seeing the man with a dark face, she didn't say anything else. She even said with a smile: "We said that we should put our daily life behind. It has always been inconvenient. It’s living in the front, which can come in handy now."
Yang Tiezhu looked at the smiling face of his wife, but his heart felt uncomfortably tight.
It was all because of him. If he could not be reluctant, he wouldn't let Wanwan suffer such a serious crime, and even caused Aunt Tian's constant pressure, making it impossible for even Wanwan to raise her body clean.
After placing the wife and coaxing his son, Yang Tiezhu went to the front again.
There was no movement outside the door, but he knew this was only a temporary cessation. That Tian Cuilan kept going all day, and Aunt Tian would keep coming to entangle her for her daughter.
Yang Tiezhu gave a few more instructions to let Aunt Ma pay attention to Lin Qingwan's movement, and quietly left the side door of the small workshop.
No one knows where Yang Tiezhu went, but he returned soon after. After coming back, I went to look at Lin Qingwan again. After lunch at noon, he went to look at the account books at home again.
Because the business at home is getting better and better now, Lin Qingwan made a very simple account to record income and expenditure. The accounts are very simple, just keep a record of how many goods have been delivered, and just record a sum of money returned. After Lin Qingwan became pregnant, Yang Tiezhu seldom made her bother to do this, and would help to record it when he was free. At this time, he was familiar with this.
Yang Tiezhu went out for two days in a row, and no one knew what he was doing, because it didn't take long to go out, and even Lin Qingwan didn't know this.
Aunt Tian came several times in succession, crying at the door all morning when the noise was the worst. Yang Tiezhu's face was always very calm, but he told the Ma'er family not to open the door, and the door would not be opened for the time being.
Aunt Ma endured and endured, and finally one day Aunt Tian came to the house again to make a fuss. She grabbed her apron and hesitated to speak.
"Tie Zhu, what size is this going on like this!"
Yang Tiezhu comforted her and said, "Auntie, don't worry, it won't be over in two days."
Aunt Ma sighed and did not speak any more, but Yang Tiezhu went to speak with his wife again to relieve her boredom if nothing had happened.
Lin Qingwan has been lying on the kang for the past few days. The doctor confessed that it is best to stay in bed, and the man has not let her get out of bed. He brought food and water to his mouth, and wiped him to do it for him. He even carried the convenience to the toilet. Lin Qingwan was a little dumbfounded. She was just a little bit of a sign of miscarriage, and she was paralyzed. As for that?
But looking at the man's stubborn face, she said nothing. She knew that the man was holding his breath all the time, and it was impossible not to let him vent.
Since he feels so good, so be it.

Aunt Tian came to the door of Yang Tiezhu's house repeatedly, and many people in the village saw it.
The effect of Lin Qingwan's'vaccination' in the first place is now apparent.
No one would sympathize with Aunt Tian and her family anymore. Everyone laughed at Tian's family for raising a shameless girl. She didn't lay eggs or said, was restless after being retired, and worried about other men's men.
It was said that Yang Tiezhu had done his best to be benevolent, and people came to see it a few times, but that Tian Cuilan still entangled Yang Tiezhu and did not lose it. Others Tiezhu's wife, who was pregnant for 5 months, was almost given birth...
It is said that Luoxia Village has never seen such a shameless woman for so many years. For a man who has a wife and son, the old lady of the Tian family is also shameless. Everyday, they go to the door of other people's house...
He also said that Tian Cuilan would die if he wanted to die. Such a person would be ashamed of alive. If he didn't say anything, he would have lost the face of Luoxia Village...
Anyway, it is how ugly to say that before, the Tian family dared to go out, at most they just ignored other people's gossip. Now, I didn't even dare to go out, and when I went out, I was spit on face and shameless.
The whole Luoxia Village was boiled, and the Tian family became a slogan for everyone. Except for Aunt Tian, ​​who had gone to Yang Tiezhu's house to shoot the door for the past two days, everyone in the Tian family did not dare to go out.
The rumors spread more and more, and even spread to a few nearby villages. Everyone knew that a shameless abandoned woman had appeared in Luoxia Village, pestering other people with husbands, and letting his own wife make trouble at the door of others.
The villagers in Luoxia Village didn’t know that this matter had been known by outsiders, until several villagers went to the market and met someone who was curious to ask the abandoned women how shameless they were, and they knew about it in many villages. Everyone knows.
Two more days later, Lizheng came to Tian's house very rarely.
Today Aunt Tian went to Yang Tiezhu's house again, and sat in the house crying without success.
Lizheng came but didn't enter the house, and called Old Man Tian to speak in the courtyard outside.
"Old man Tian, ​​you should know what I am here for today." Li Zheng frowned tightly and said disapprovingly, "Your family has been so horrible lately. It has spread all over Luoxia Village. It even spread to the outer village. Now when the villagers go to a market, some people are pulling and asking about your family. What do you call this?"
Old man Tian didn't speak either, and squatted on the ground holding his old face.
Lizheng was not easy to condemn, so he could only express the opinions of some respected older generations in the village.
"Now the old uncles in the village are all scolding, saying that you have broken the ethos of Luoxia Village. I won't say much about it. You can figure it out. If you don’t stop, don’t blame me for treating you. Drive out of the village."
Lizheng is actually unwilling to do this. After all, he has been a folk for decades, but there is no way, the reputation of Luoxia Village is more important than that of the Tian family, and the whole village can not be allowed to go out because the mouse of Tian family is paid attention to by other villagers. In particular, it’s really outrageous for the Tian family to make a noise. Now, even if he leaves the village, there are people who make irresponsible remarks in front of him, and he doesn’t need to think to know that other villagers are still ugly when they leave the village. Many villagers came to him to complain.
When Li finished speaking, he left.
Old man Tian had been squatting in the yard for a long time before entering the house.
When I entered the house, I saw the old lady still crying, and there was dead silence on the back room, and the door was closed tightly on the side of the son, daughter-in-law and grandson. Obviously the whole family is in the house, but it is like a dead prison.
"Cry, cry! Can't you stop crying, what should I do now!"
If it is said that the ultimatum was given to Tian's family, the following Ma and Gao family members are the last thatch rope to crush the camel.
The parents of the Gao family's parents, brothers and sisters-in-law are all here, along with a large group of people from the Ma family's family, all men, women and children.
Seeing that both of his relatives were here, Old Man Tian still greeted him with a constant face in his heart, but it was a pity that no one answered him. Seeing this situation, the two brothers Tian Zhuang could only accompany his uncle brother-in-law, licking his faces and laughing.
Gao's father didn't smile, and he didn't bother to pay attention to the men of the Tian family, "Mother, go in and help the girl clean up, and go quickly."
Ma's father said the same thing. For a while, the three men in the Tian family panicked. Even Aunt Tian didn't care about seeing the girl in the house, and ran out to ask her mother in law what was wrong.
Gao's mother is not a fuel-efficient lamp either, she squinted her eyes and said, "What's wrong, can't I take my daughter back to her natal house?"
Gao's sister-in-law said next to him: "Mother, what are you telling her? Hurry up and tidy up the girl's things. What will it cost to get here?"
The women of the two families were all clever-hands, and they packed up the things of Gao's and Ma's. That's not even counted, the women of the two families also picked up the child of the Ma family's Gao family, and stuffed them into the hands of the family who brought them without saying anything.
This was terrible. Aunt Tian was crying and shouting: "What are you doing, mother in-law."
No one paid any attention to her. She was anxious to take her grandson down. She could not take care of the left but the right. As soon as she got closer, she was squeezed away by the women of the two houses. Seeing this situation, if the two companies did not discuss it together, no one believed it.
The two brothers Tian Zhuang didn't dare to stop them, they only dared to beg next to them, but the brothers in the two families were not vegetarians, with a smile on their faces, but they stood in a row blocking the two brothers.
After the women of the two families took away their daughters and grandchildren, Gao's father said, "I don't need to say anything else. I believe why we are like this. You Tian also know it in your heart. You are not embarrassed. We are embarrassed, and we can't let our daughters and grandchildren follow you so ashamed. The doll is still small now, how do you know how to kiss when she grows up? When will the Tian Cuilan be resolved?
Ma's father also spoke next to him, "My thoughts are the same as Old Brother Gao. It stands to reason that we should not interrupt in your family's affairs, but it is too unreasonable now. If you are reluctant to bear it That Tian Cuilan will do, too, and the daughter-in-law will be supported by our natal family."
After speaking, the men from the two families all left.
Seeing that the two relatives of Tian's family and their parents were coming, many neighbors stood outside watching. Seeing the end of the matter clearly, many people were spitting and cursing, ‘Oh! ’
After the person left, the entire Tian family was a dead silence.
Aunt Tian began to cry again. This time she was crying for her grandson. Before she could cry, the two brothers Tian Zhuang knelt in front of the old couple.
Tian Zhuang is the boss, let him speak, "Daddy, there is no need to say anything now. We brothers don’t bother to talk about who is right and who is wrong in the past. If you two are still reluctant to bear Tian Cuilan, please separate our brothers. . You said that we are not filial, and we have to live. These days, the whole family is going crazy. I am not young anymore. Now I am scolded when I go out. You will not let us brothers in the future. Go out?"
After speaking, a man as big as Tian Zhuang fell on the ground and started crying.
Not to mention Tian Zhuang crying, Tian Dachang wanted to cry too, he even wanted to die. I used to feel a little distressed for that little girl, but my distress finally hurt the dog. Can't she see this scene after scene? She doesn't know how much pressure and scolding her family feels so distressed and embarrassed by her pressure?
He even felt that it was not his little sister who lay there, but an evil spirit.
Aunt Tian was crying too, and the old man Tian suddenly became several decades old.
Tian Dachang pulled the eldest brother up on the ground, and the two brothers went back to the house without saying anything.
In the current situation, even if Old Man Tian couldn't bear it, he couldn't care about Tian Cuilan anymore. Aunt Tian was crying to the side and it was useless, so she sighed and said if she wanted to die, she would die.
With the development to the present situation, Old Man Tian doesn't know who to blame. I can only blame him for not being soft-hearted at the beginning, and controlling the old woman and the girl will not develop into the current situation.
After saying this, the old couple of Tian family seemed to collapse overnight.
The Tian family even prepared Tian Cuilan to seek death, and were not prepared to stop her again.
Aunt Tian was also detained by the old man Tian and she was not allowed to go to Tian Cuilan's house. Who knew that Tian Cuilan was hungry for a few days, and it was estimated that she could not hold on any longer. She lay on the kang and asked Aunt Tian to beg for food.
The two brothers of the Tian family were a little guilty and sad at first, but when they saw this, they turned their faces and left. They were still cursing in their hearts that it was shameless!
The old couple of Tian family were so embarrassed that they couldn't get into their crotch, but after all, they had to feed their daughters.
Ten days later, the Tian family hurriedly married Tian Cuilan. The villagers don’t know where they are married, they only know that they are far away from Luoxia Village. The other party is an old widower. There is a male in the house who inherits incense. It is said that even the grandson has it, so there is no need to worry about being married. People hate it.
The Tian family's affairs finally came to an end in Luoxia Village.
...
Xia Dacheng has been paying attention to the Tian family from the beginning of the noise. After knowing that Tian Cuilan from the Tian family was married, she found Yang Tiezhu to tell him the good news. These days, because of Aunt Tian’s noise, Yang Tiezhu’s house didn’t even open the door, so he thought that the house might not know what was happening outside.
Who knew that after finishing speaking, what he saw was Yang Tiezhu's unwavering face.
Xia Dacheng suddenly realized, "You kid did not do it, right?"
Yang Tiezhu did not hide it, nodded.
"I was too embarrassed to see the noise. I was going to press it. I didn't expect you to be faster than me."
Xia Dacheng's expression was a little complicated, and he only learned about this later, including the reason why his cousin almost had a miscarriage. It's just that they are folks in the village after all. Others do have pity, so they didn't think too much.
Who knew that the Tian family became more and more ugly, he wondered if he wanted to press it. Unexpectedly, things would undergo such a dramatic change, as if they would be resolved with divine help.
Xia Dacheng thought about it twice, and he almost understood what the cousin was using. He patted Yang Tiezhu on the shoulder, and praised: "You kid, I thought you would only do practical things, not conspiracy. Tricks, it’s good to know how to take advantage, and there are more and more merchants’ methods."
Yang Tiezhu's expression is a bit complicated. His life has always been simple. Although the Yang family used to be a little noisy, he never cared about it. Running around with my cousin to do business, it must be impossible to say that I haven't learned anything, but I never thought that one day I would use the method on a weak woman.
He didn't know if he was right or wrong, but he didn't regret it. Things have been done and done. At present, it seems that the ending is good, but he understands it too late.
"Using extraordinary means in extraordinary times. Didn't Dacheng Brother teach me? It's a pity—"
How could Xia Dacheng not understand the knot in Yang Tiezhu's heart, and comforted: "Okay, don't blame yourself. Compassion is an emotion that everyone will have, but you didn't see it clearly in time. The younger siblings are fine now. , She didn't mean to blame you, don't think too much."
"It's because she doesn't say anything that makes me feel uncomfortable."
This is also true. Sometimes a woman is too empathetic, and the burden on a man's heart will be great. However, Xia Dacheng didn't say anything, just patted Yang Tiezhu's shoulder comfortingly. After all, you still have to figure out many things on your own, but others can't help much. The growth can only be done by yourself, and forcing can only pull the seedlings and encourage it, which is the main reason why Xia Dacheng has always endured not making a move.
He smiled and teased: "Did you learn anything from this incident?"
For Yang Tiezhu, Xia Dacheng is actually a role as a teacher and a brother. He would always ask Yang Tiezhu this every time he was running a business outside, and he developed his own instinct to observe and think.
"learned."
I thought it was a joke, but only in exchange for the other party's helpless smile, who knows that the other party actually answered so carefully.
Instead, Yang Tiezhu's answer made Xia Dacheng confused. "What did you learn?"
"Don't underestimate women, don't underestimate other people's scheming, not everyone is as good as Wanwan."
Xia Dacheng laughed out loud, but did not retort.
☆, Fanwai Field Cuilan 1.18
Exclusive Release
My name is Tian Cuilan, sister Cuilan of Brother Tie Zhu.
In the first fourteen years of my life, I always thought that I was going to marry Tie Zhu as a daughter-in-law, but people had misfortunes and blessings. When Tie Zhu was going to serve in the military, all my knowledge collapsed.
Until this time, I did not know what manpower is irresistible, what is helplessness, and what is meant by established things can be completely overturned.
I think I like Brother Tie Zhu. Since I was a child, I have followed him and my second brother. Brother Tie Zhu has taken good care of me, and I like it for granted.
It's just that I was too young at the time and too confessed to death. My family decided to kiss me and Tie Zhu, so I wanted to be Tie Zhu's daughter-in-law.
Brother Tie Zhu is gone, my world is empty.
My parents said they would retire me, but I didn't want to.
Women who have retired, no matter how they say, they will be emphasized, let alone I like Brother Tie Zhu so so. During that time, I cried and made trouble, but after a long time, I couldn't hold on.
So, the family went to the Yang's house and retired, and told me about another family.
Then Tie Zhu began to fade from my impression, and I discovered that there is nothing in this world that can stand the time. After all, I want to marry someone, either Tie Zhu or someone else.
After marrying, my man treats me very well, life is very sweet, and my in-laws treat me well.
At this time, Brother Tie Zhu seemed to have disappeared from my mind for a long, long time.
...
Sometimes I think, this is a kind of punishment from God, to punish me for retiring in perfidy.
I can't give birth?
When I heard the news, I couldn't calm down for a long time, and my world began to turn upside down.
There is no one in this world who can tolerate a woman who can't give birth. I am confused all day long, I may be divorced, I may become an abandoned woman, but at this time I no longer have the mind to think about these things.
My world completely collapsed.
Fortunately, I deplore my parents. The people in my in-laws are kind. They negotiated and decided to marry another wife and come back to my in-laws. My parents have been begging for a long time and even paid some money. Give that flat wife as a dowry.
No one has taught me the word absurd, but I think it is absurd. It's a pity that I can't struggle. I'm just a woman who can't give birth and is about to become an abandoned woman. The family is doing this for my own good.
My wife came in, and my house was let her live with my man, and I moved in with my sister-in-law.
I have secretly contrasted, that woman actually does not look as good as I am, but it seems that the whole family has ignored this point. They only value the woman's belly.
That woman's stomach is very competitive, and it will be better than mine, and soon there will be.
My man is very happy, my in-laws are very happy, the whole family is beaming around that woman, only I am unhappy.
Why am I the only one unhappy? why?
My world continues to collapse--
After a long time, the face of in-laws and mother-in-law began to change. When they saw me, they didn't smile at all, and even faintly disliked me. My man would comfort me secretly at first, and gradually his mind was focused on the woman with a big belly. When the flat wife entered the door, she was a little bit sullen and restless, but gradually became more and more arrogant and even arrogant to me.
She asked me to bring her foot washing water and asked me to take care of her, who was inconvenient with a big belly, but her husband's family actually agreed.
It seems that everyone has forgotten that I am the regular wife that Ming Media is marrying, and that woman is just an unqualified wife.
I also seem to have forgotten.
He bowed his knees and worked hard to be a cow and a horse, why couldn't he change a smile?
Even if I keep tolerating, it seems that God still won't let me go.
Sometimes I don't understand why the flat wife ridiculed me for not laying eggs in front of me, showing off how hard a man had done with her the night before... I don't understand why she said this.
But why, I will be sad?
Why am I sad?
Why has it become my habit to wash my face with tears, even if I always cry behind my back?
Sometimes I also have a kind of madness that wants to destroy everything, but I dare not, the idea is only fleeting.
I feel that I am sick, I am very sick, and just when I feel that I am about to die of illness, my salvation appears
My family could no longer stand my life like this. They asked me for a divorce and took me back home.
The Ping wife finally asked for benevolence and benevolence, and I finally moved her position so that she finally didn't have to stimulate me anymore. I seem to be free from the sea of ​​suffering, but my world is dead silent.
...
The days after returning to my parents' house were very peaceful, and I had never been peaceful before.
Although there are some rumors in the village, my mother said, in fact, others will still sympathize with me, and will be cautious, as long as I live a good life on my own, and don't pay too much attention to other people's gossip.
My brother and sister-in-law are also very good to me, I think I am very happy. But I am still melancholy, because I know that I have no future. An abandoned woman cannot give birth. There is no place for me except at home. My life is dead...
Until I met Tie Zhu in the village one time--
Oh, yes, and his wife.
The woman had a big belly and had a nice color. Brother Tie Zhu felt sorry for her in every possible way.
I didn't expect the vague memory to recover so quickly, it seemed that Tie Zhu's goodness entered my mind in an instant, and I started thinking day and night.
I think, in fact, I still like Brother Tie Zhu, but the world is helpless, he married another, I married another, and now I became an abandoned wife and returned to her natal family.
I always look at them secretly. I think they are good and I am good too. After seeing them, it seems that I can be so happy...
I began to inquire about everything about these two people quietly. In my mind, I made up Brother Tie Zhu who had been blurred in my memory. I put all the good and all the brilliance on him...
My Tie Zhu brother is so good, isn't it? Isn't it?
Yes, my Tie Zhu brother is so good!
...
But no matter how good it is, it is not mine!
I feel like I'm possessed by a demon. I even have crazy thoughts about why that woman doesn't die. If she is dead, I can be happy instead of her...
I was suffering day by day. I felt that my memory was poor. Whenever the memory of Tie Zhu was about to blur, I would madly collect all his news to comfort my already dry heart.
God gave me the opportunity. The baby in Brother Tie Zhu’s family has no milk to eat, but there is a goat in my family that is producing milk.
No one could understand my mood at the time. After Tie Zhu and his family discussed coming to fetch the goat's milk every day, I secretly hugged the ewe and cried.
But the ewe didn't give me a face, and gave me a hit. I felt that it broke my good mood and wanted to smoke it a few times. I also thought of pointing it to breastfeeding and pumping it out, how could I see my Tie Zhu brother. I can only get some fresh grass for it to eat, hoping it will produce more milk.
When Brother Tie Zhu came every day, it was my happiest moment.
At this time, I heard the words of birds and smelled the fragrance of flowers, and the flowers in my world were in full bloom.
Some rumors began to come out in the village. Some people said that Tie Zhu would marry me as a continuation. Some people said that Tie Zhu's wife was going to be bad...
While listening secretly, I secretly smiled.
It's so good, so good.
But why did Tie Zhu stop coming? Why why why why...
No one can answer me.
And that old lady’s answer was that Tie Zhu was taking care of his wife...
What about me, Tie Zhu, what should I do? what should I do?
...
Meifang has brought good news, yeah, why did I forget that woman died soon?
She's going to die, brother Tie Zhu can come to see me when she's dead, go to die, go to die...
Meifang looked at me with that kind of horror, but I didn't care why she looked at me like this.
I'm so anxious, why is she still not dead, when will she die?
...
I knew that my family was very kind to me, so I went to ask my family.
Although they all have weird expressions and even accuse me of a few words, why do they accuse me? I just want to know when she died.
Right, that is it.
My mother still loved me. She went to Tie Zhu's house, but the news she brought back completely broke me.
My world is completely shattered and can't be put together anymore...
But why I am still worried about Tie Zhu, I miss him crazy, I miss him, I want to see him.
I know that my family loves me, so I think if I am happy, they will laugh too.
Brother Tie Zhu really came.
My family really loves me, I love them!