Chapter 40:

Old man Yang looked at Yang Tiezhu's ugly expression and couldn't help but begged: "The second child--"
Yang Tiezhu looked at the faces of the people at home, as well as the old face of Old Man Yang begging. The old face is full of wrinkles, ravines, unconcealed oldness, and fatigue...
But his heart can't stop coldly going up...
It took a long time before he stood up and dropped a word with a calm face.
"I'm going up the mountain tomorrow. But hunting is not guaranteed. You'd better make other preparations. Then only this time, no next time." After finishing speaking, he pulled his wife around and turned around regardless of the faces of everyone. Just left.
Lin Qingwan, who walked out of the main room with Yang Tiezhu, turned her head and glanced at the few people in the room who were overjoyed. They didn't seem to have heard Yang Tiezhu's saying that there was no next time. Except for the youngest couple, everyone was relieved. The youngest couple looked helpless and could not say anything.
Ha~~ At this time, Lin Qingwan really felt that the thought she had just now was really ridiculous, ridiculous. Compassion may apply to others, but it definitely does not apply to the group of people in front of you
The two returned to the house, boiled water to wash, and lay on the kang. Yang Tiezhu was always silent and didn't know what he was thinking.
Lin Qingwan was a little worried. She knew that this tall and sturdy man was actually not as strong as he showed. The performance of those people actually broke his heart--
Lin Qingwan even regretted, why didn't she just open her mouth and block it back. She knew that this kind of thinking was an afterthought, but Yang Tiezhu had already made a decision at that time. As someone else's daughter-in-law, she still knows how to give a man some face in front of others. And the reason why he did this is his consideration, right?
She moved and snuggled into his arms. Yang Tiezhu always hugged her every time she went to bed, and she felt very uncomfortable today.
Yang Tiezhu felt his wife snuggle into his arms, and couldn't help but tighten his hands.
He looked at the beams in the room for a long time before he exhaled deeply and let out the breath that had been stuffy in his heart.
"I don't want you to go to the mountain—" Lin Qingwan buried him in his chest and said lowly, "No, let's give them the money, you don't go."
She was not stingy, but she felt that she just took out her silver generously, and that those people would find fish in the hole in the future, let alone let them live in peace. There will be a second time if you have the first time. No matter whether you have money or not, other people will only think that they have money in the second room...
How could Yang Tiezhu not understand what his daughter-in-law thought, so he didn't say anything at that time, leaving the words said by her daughter-in-law.
Lin Qingwan may not yet understand the Yang family, but he knows too well.
He was brought back to the battlefield after nine deaths by a young man. In addition, he hadn't seen his family for a few years. At that time, he felt that his family was still good after all. Even though the imperial court said that he would go to the battlefield, the family did not let Yang Tieshuan who fit his age go, but let him who was one year younger than him go.
When he just came back, he saw that the life at home was really tight, and he finally felt unbearable. I don't have any other skills, so I want to use what the old Orion has taught him to supplement his family's income.
It was the first time to go hunting in the mountains for money, and seeing the happy faces of the family members at that time, he was also full of excitement and pride. But after a long time, something will deteriorate...
What has changed?
Yang Tiezhu thought many times but didn't come up with it.
He only knows that his act of hunting to add some income to the family from the beginning, he took the initiative, and finally became the request and urging of his mother and his elder brother and sister-in-law, until the end he was bored and unwilling to go, his mother used Means to force him to...
Although the old hunter taught him a lot of hunting skills at the time, he was still young. The old hunter never let him do it. It was a kind of experience teaching and how to recognize the terrain in the mountains and not get lost. The first time he really went hunting alone in the mountains was not long after he came back--
At that time, he was also afraid, afraid that the beasts were hungry and eager to look in his eyes...Every time he encountered a large prey, he also had the urge to turn around and run...but he resisted it. He thought of the dilapidated thatched house at home, There are also skinny nephews, and the look of his parents who are worried about the old four beams... Fighting again and again, and getting hurt again and again. At that time, the old black was too old and the kid under him was too young, he He could only fight alone in the mountains... Fortunately, he was born with strength and luck. Every time he was injured, he was also a small injury... Then he became more and more experienced, and his skills became more and more agile. Hei Erhei's help when he grew up later made him even more powerful, and he gradually entered the mountain like walking on the ground...
Life at home is getting better and better, but some things have slowly changed... Maybe those things have never changed, but he has never been willing to face it...
Yang Tiezhu slowly told Lin Qingwan his story...
From how he went to be pulled out and how lucky he was during the years he served in the military, he was chosen as a flaming soldier and did not go to the battlefield, how did he spend a few years on the battlefield in fear and then return to his hometown? Can't bear the embarrassing days at home...His mental journey to go hunting for the first time in the mountains...There are many, many things at home...
Yang Tiezhu's tone was very calm, without sorrow or joy.
The room was quiet, Lin Qingwan's eyes were erratic.
However, Lin Qingwan saw the young Yang Tiezhu from the story of the iron-like man, and saw Yang Tiezhu, who would coax his parents because he was not met by He's wait, on the battlefield... Uneasy and scared on the way to the battlefield... I saw him because of his young age and great strength. He was chosen to cook the big iron pot for the fire soldiers... Carrying the iron pan and walking around with the troops... The first time he was wounded and destroyed on the battlefield. A face... The excitement of returning home after nine deaths... The sourness of seeing the bad life at home... The determination to change the life at home... The hardships of fighting with wild animals in the mountains... He exploited him to earn The face of the silver...
I don't know when, Lin Qingwan's eyes were wet. Tears dripped down drop by drop, choked up.
I feel sorry for this iron man, for his rough fate, for his tenacity, for his sincerity, why he never knows not to resist... I feel sorry for it... It really feels bad for me. At this moment, Lin Qingwan feels that his heart is about to be Pain...
But she didn't know how to comfort him, so she could only be buried in his arms, tears raining down.
Yang Tiezhu smiled, but his smile was indescribably desolate.
"...I remember the time when I topped my eldest brother on the battlefield, it was the same as today. My father was also a few years old at the moment of embarrassment. My mother said that I drove my eldest brother. I was so scared to watch closely. Dad, I hope he will not agree. But in the end he turned his pleading eyes to me..."
Lin Qingwan finally wept bitterly and shook her head vigorously in Yang Tiezhu's arms.
She straightened up and stroked the man's face, her skin was dry and rough, and there was such a long scar on it. In fact, he was very painful at the beginning, but no one told it; in fact, he would be afraid too, but no one shared with him...
"Don't say...Don't tell...you will have me in the future..." She shook her lips, took his head into her arms, and kept kissing his head, tears streaming uncontrollably.
"Daughter-in-law, don't cry, this is the last time..."
Yang Tiezhu's face was stuffed in his wife's arms, sniffing the sweet scent of the tip of his nose. Somehow, he, who has never bleeds without tears, even got wet...
In the end, Lin Qingwan didn't know how this act of soothing the soul turned into a battle between men and women alone. She only knew that they were making trouble very late that night, and Yang Tiezhu finally stopped contentedly until Tianma was bright outside.
When she woke up the next day, Yang Tiezhu had already left. She only vaguely remembered that Yang Tiezhu kissed her before leaving and told her that he had gone up the mountain, so she didn't worry, he would be back in two days.
How can you not worry about it? Especially after Yang Tiezhu described the situation in the mountains to her--
People are fearless when they are ignorant. When you know those fears, panic will always emerge from the bottom of your heart, entwining your heart... more and more, and even starting to suffocate...
Since she and Yang Tiezhu have known each other for so long, he has only gone to the mountains twice. On the first trip, she was with Yang's, although she was a little worried, but after all, the two of them were not deep enough. But now it’s different. If we were worried at that time, then we were worried...
It's like putting a heart on a stove and roasting, people get irritable for no reason.
For the first time, Lin Qingwan lost a smile on her face, she kept her face dark all day long, and even the food that was supposed to be hers the next day left her stall.
He tried to reprimand her several times, but he didn't know what he thought of and didn't say anything in the end.
Yao's mouth is stupid and will not persuade others, so he can only take over what Lin Qingwan should do.
Lin Qingwan also knows that her state is wrong, but she just feels frustrated, thinking about someone who has a big fight with her to vent her vent. But even the He clan was not in his head, let alone Wang clan and Sister Yang. Several people who liked to stab them shrank away, not daring to take advantage of them.
Lin Qingwan could only plunge into her room angrily, grabbing her purse and embroidering hard. Embroidering day and night, I can sit there and do it all day without moving, and I don’t know what I can do with my purse.
Yao didn't know how to persuade her, so he could only come and embroider the purse with her after he was finished.
That afternoon, Yao was sitting in Lin Qingwan's room doing needlework. This is the fourth day Yang Tiezhu has gone.
While Yao's head lowered his head to embroider the purse in his hand, he looked up from time to time at Lin Qingwan, who was embroidering the purse with his head lowered intently.
"Second Sister-in-law, don't worry too much." Yao's mouth is stupid, and he can say this.
Lin Qingwan raised her head and twisted her neck a few times.
In fact, she was not as anxious as she was at the beginning of the past two days, but she always wanted to keep herself busy, so that she could not think about Yang Tiezhu's going to the mountains.
Seeing that her face was ugly, He and the others avoided her and did not dare to provoke her. She thought that since you don't let me make a man feel better, can I make a face worse? So I stretched a face every day to show the faces of He's and Wang's Sister Yang.
It's rare to show the He family at home, and they don't dare to find her, so she doesn't try to shake her face to them? !
It’s just that Yao seems to have misunderstood and feels that she is in a bad mood.
She is indeed in a bad mood, but it is not that serious. Since her man has gone, she should believe that her man will come back safely, nothing will happen.
Lin Qingwan poured herself a glass of water to moisturize her throat. "Three younger siblings, don't worry about me anymore, it's not as serious as you think, I just showed them my face on purpose."
Yao raised his head and looked at her blankly.
The three younger siblings seem to be a bit too simple in their minds.
"Since they forced my men to go up the mountain, I won't give them my face. I'm not sorry for my man and myself? The panic in my heart always finds someone to vent it through my hair. They dare not offend me anyway!" Lin Qingwan At the mention of those people, his eyes rolled straight.