Vol 3 Chapter 18: process

Darcy. ? August 1 Chinese W? W? W ?. ? 8㈧１㈧Ｚ? W㈧. ? COM
It may be inexplicable to throw out the police chief ’s name so suddenly, but I made a decision and skipped something that would be boring, and put the result here first.
Boring is relative, and no one may care, but as a ‘me’, the storyteller may sometimes be confused and lost in the subject matter he wants to express, but believe me, it ’s my efforts. I tried to bury something called the main theme in every paragraph and every chapter. Sometimes it is obscure, sometimes blatant, sometimes strong words, sometimes weak.
But the things that I want to skip this time are not the above ones. They are completely out of my control. I can't deconstruct the chapters that I can control, and then add my own opinions to them. To put it more bluntly, I cannot serve as a competent narration. I will remind you that some people, certain words, certain words, certain important points need to be paid attention to, which will affect the future direction.
I can present only the facts--
Eli and James from the city hall went to Darcy's house.
"I ’m going to help the Golden Boy (James) of the Magic Banquet. The successor Darcy, huh, huh, it looks like we ’ll meet often, let ’s work together for this James Lance, you, the Banquet Let ’s work together in Barton in the future ~ "Eli said these words," A little excitement ~ Can I get something like the TV series, uh, the title of "civilian consultant"? Wait a minute, or should I be more low-key One point, woo ~ the secret informant of the police station ~ so exciting ~ "and the root cause of those complaints above me:" How did Zack do it? Does he have any title? Is he secret? What is he like? I will also order a copy of his treatment.
It is Eli, even the person who tells me the story. I cannot control him in the future of dominating the story.
Obviously, Darcy does not have any qualifications and abilities, and says nothing to Eli. The fact became a vampire with a gloomy human being, went to the house of a heir, and showed his lower limit.
It's a bit like a life in the mayor's office-the host chose to be silent after the question was answered, and the two hosts who absolutely don't want to appear here, vampires and gloomy humans, argued and noisy on their territory .
Not wanting to waste time on this matter, I said I couldn't control the process led by Eli. But I can control other things and the processes that are happening in parallel at this moment. Friendly reminder, everyone knows who I am studying writing with. The sour and mean Morris teacher, what does he like to emphasize most? conflict. So, it will be a little serious, but do n’t worry, Morris has also ‘teached’ me a bit of drama at the right time.
Grande.
Louise is not expecting any visitors, but there are still people coming to Grande, Connaught. The timing was so bad that Louise had just knocked out Russell, who wanted to see Charlie, and met Nuo's angry, gratified, hesitant, tangled eyes.
The exchange started with Noah ’s,
I do n’t want to believe it, but, I guess it ’s the truth, my memory is false.
Noble said the reason,
otherwise I ca n’t explain why the person you love is dead, even me This same-sex friend has wasted a week immersed in self-blame and alcohol, but you are here calmly preaching to a human being how beautiful the vampire ’s eternal life is. "
Don't worry, this is the promise that Louise just summed up Russell's words-Louise tells Russell not to be anxious, give Charlie a little more time, Charlie has time, eternal life.
"I'm sorry, Nuo." Louise wasn't too surprised, and it was almost time to let Nuo's memory recover, "Go upstairs, you can use my bedroom with Zac, take a good night's rest, you will Think of everything. "
"Who changed my memory? You? Zach?" Nuo asked.
"Zac." Louise realized on the stairs that Nuo did not keep up. "You asked him to do it, but don't worry, I'm next to it. I know how he changed your memory. I can restore it."
"Will it be restored?" Nuo still didn't move. "Then what I experienced during this time, I ..." is somewhat difficult to express, "I'm sad these days, complex emotions, these memories, what will happen?"
Louise frowned, somewhat unclear about the direction she was going to express, tentatively, "It will be retained, this is your own experience, your memory will not change anything, just after all the memory is restored , You will understand the reason of these memories better. "Louise pursed her lips," Nuo, you will remember that you want to experience self-blame, you want to take 'I take the Grand Arm with Zac ’s guilty death left Grand. You will understand that during this time, the sad, tangled emotions you experienced are your attempt to help Zac, and your decision to actively choose. "
"I will know that I made the decision myself and let myself experience the pain of this time." Nuo nodded.
Louise ’s eyebrows are tighter, this trend is not a good sign, is it, "No, I do n’t mean that, I ’m not talking about your current emotions: anger or entanglement, you need a blame. Object, I mean ... "
"I know what you mean." Nuo did not look at Louise and raised his hand to interrupt. "My own decision, I will experience the result of the decision. And this result includes my self-blame for the first few days. "The next words are a bit important, and they will reveal Nuo ’s mental journey during this time," and then he was suspicious of himself after being turned out of those so-called soul memories by Sloan. "At this time, he looked at Louise and told Louis Where did he notice that his memory was changed, "Then doubt becomes a denial of himself." Instead of going up the stairs, he stepped back a few steps, "You know Eli Torredo went to find again Have you passed me? "
Louise cannot answer this question because, in a sense, she knows that Eli will go to 'visit' Connaught again. This is Zac ’s arrangement, is n’t it? Sloan ran in front of Eli and dropped the notice of where Colt belonged. He told Eli that he could get more information about Colt from— — Connaught there.
To give a positive answer at this time will inevitably push Nuo towards a bad trend-Nuo does not need to know that Zac used Nuo twice.
Connaught lowered his head, "I have two thoughts in my head, one is that Zac is dead, to replace his enemy, Eli, standing in front of me. The other, Zac is not dead, I am that Let Eli in front of you think Zac is dead important, chess piece, I can't act lightly. "
"I'm sorry." Louise apologized again.
"You're sorry, isn't my own decision." Nuo waved his hand. "When Eli asked me about Grande, I kept on two thoughts, um, shift. I don't know which one It's real. "
There are more than one person who has two sets of opposite memories, as well as the heart reader Oz. But Oz has no such troubles.
"Do you know what it feels like, Louise?"
"I'm sorry." That's ‘do n’t know’.
"It feels like ... shit, human shit, it smells so bad that you will envy those low-level herbivores." Nuo Zai said very seriously, "You feel bright and beautiful, but you also know very well that your body There is such a stinking thing that makes you ashamed to grow and accumulate. "
Probably a human habit, Louise held her mouth closed and held her breath.
"Do you know what the most uncomfortable part is, not only do you know that it is there, you also meet it on time every day, say 'hello', say 'goodbye', and then continue 'hello, goodbye' the next day. If you live one day, it will accumulate with you for one day. It follows you all the time. "Patted himself," in this bright appearance. Even now, my memory is still telling me that Zac is dead because Me, and I am now to his lover, how do you say these things ... makes me sick about myself. "
Louise was quiet for a while, still temptation, "If you want, I can let it disappear." Louise shook her head quickly, no longer temptation, but affirmed confirmation, "I can let you you during this time 'S memory disappears into a simple summary, only exists to accept the vacancy in your memory. "
Nuo looked up, looked at Louise, raised her eyebrows, "How do you sum up?"
Louise ’s mouth moved, thinking about a few words that could be said at this moment, and finally became, "This is a mistake. Let Zak change my memory and help Zac disguise death as a mistake. I just Personally, it ’s already a mistake to involve yourself in an alien matter, and it ’s a bigger mistake to take the initiative to think that I can help.
I think, in the days when Zac was away, we had seen Louise as a great caretaker. Rituo is now just another proof. "This is a terrible life experience. I don't want to remember it. I don't want to experience it again. So I seized the opportunity to forget. It was also my chance to say goodbye to these things."
Punctuation is just for easy reading, and there is no pause when Louise speaks. After the only pause, the person who returned to himself said, "I will make this end a lesson. Of course, if you agree."
"I ..." Nuo opened his mouth and turned away, "I agree."
"Okay." Louise nodded. "Come on, Nuo, take a good night's rest, and everything will return to normal tomorrow."
Nuo still didn't move, but frowned instead, "I came today, the original intention was not to do this. I just couldn't bear the" "in my body anymore, contradicting every guilt instinct in my body, Come to Grande to confirm something ... "
Louise interrupted. "It's okay, Connaught." Just said, the timing is almost the same. "Zac has re-planned everything. Whether Zac's death is no longer needed. Well, create an illusion."
Nuo looked at Louise and frowned, "Re-plan? He doesn't need to pretend to be dead?" Nuo's doubts have good reason, Eli has not disappeared! Even as the distance disappeared, Eli grew stronger in Button! Relying on the name of the owner of the 'Colt' Zac gave him! Every night, under James' "accompaniment", a coexistence agreement was made among the Baton aliens!
Louise smiled with a slight shake of her head, without answering.
Connaught consciously waved his hand, "bedroom." Finally stepped up and began to go upstairs.
If we attribute Nuo's visit to the inner conflict of human beings, a very serious conflict, as everyone knows the urinary nature of this story, the next step is a dramatic turn.
Louise just walked halfway with Connaught, and the office phone started ringing.
"Wait a moment, I'll be there in a moment." Louise gestured and said goodbye temporarily on the second floor, and walked to the office.
"Uh, you can wait for me in the bedroom without delay." Louise said to Connaught who didn't go to the bedroom but followed her into the office.
"I'm going to forget these things." Connaught has no expression, probably he doesn't even know what emotion he should use, "Ride me to remember, let me, I don't know, know more. After today, I I do n’t know if I will still be a friend of Zac. I do n’t want to say goodbye in the bedroom.
I have stood by the desk.
Me and Zac met in Grand ’s office. We officially recognize that we are friends , Is my office (Zac helps Nuo deal with Brother Quest). So, I think, I just want a ceremonial end. "
Louise defaulted, said no more, and answered the phone, "Grand Funeral Home ..."
"Lois?"
For a while, Louise didn't remember who the familiar voice was, "Uh, it's me, are you?"
"Drake!" There seemed to be anxiety over the receiver. No, it was bad excitement. "I'm Drake! Grande's brother! Zac and Benjamin's half-brother!"
Louise opened his mouth, "German, Drake ..." The guy who came to Patton to find his father at the time of life's downturn, Grand's real son.
"Yes! It's me! Louise! Are you okay ?!"
Inexplicable?
"I ..." Louise didn't know how to answer for a while, "I'm fine?"
"Sorry! I shouldn't have asked that! My fault! But, Louise, are you really alright?"
Louise frowned, confused, "I'm fine."
"Well, I know, this kind of thing is not acceptable to anyone ... I, I ..." The receiver was very excited, and seemed to want to express something, but there was no way to describe it in words, "Uh! Benjamin? How is he? "
"Benjamin, great." Louise held the receiver and shook her head, because she didn't confirm. Do n’t you think anyone is missing from Drake ’s words, why did n’t he ask Zac? Although Louise didn't understand why the other party asked this question, "Drake, you, what do you know?"
"Yes! I know today! Zach's always! I see the news! The disappearance of the funeral reform enterprise in the eastern city, the owner of the Grand Funeral Home! The news on our side says that it may be dead ... ... Lois! How are you doing? "