Vol 3 Chapter 5: lonely

At noon, the snow stopped and there was no snow left. Only the pothole, muddy, translucent wet attachments were left on the ground.
This kind of thing needs to be described in a derogatory way, at least no one in Grande likes it. Grande suffered this total weather a year ago and basically stayed at home without going out. No one would step on the accidental road and crumple it into the water, and no one would bring the wet mud outside into the room.
This year, people from the courtyard are walking around in the outdoors, with dirty steps of various sizes walking in and out of the Grand.
Zach let Charlie clean, but eventually gave up, because Zach realized a little-this guy will not complain. Zac does n’t think it ’s a good thing. At least Charlie can prevent anyone who wants to get dirty and enter the Grande, but Charlie does not, like a stupid, following the mop of hard work behind any person walking around Grand, There is also a tendency to like this 'work' as you drier.
I know this kind of feeling is difficult to express with the description of the facts, but Zach has a feeling that Charlie is deliberately making himself busy, and then this busyness is what Zach ordered him to do ... well, it ’s really indescribable, It's like ... like ... you received the job from your boss, and then you did the job in the most stupid and inefficient way, and then you were happy with it, a pair of 'Hey, boss ~ I'll work hard ~'
If this is the 'positive' quality that Zack hadn't felt from Charlie before, Zach would rather not. Seeing that it was not bothering, Charlie went to Grande's front door to help Matthew clear the road.
And this is not the only reason for Zack's inexplicable emotions now, there is another.
Old Hank, who didn't have lunch at Grande, he ran to the staff living area for lunch.
Well, if you want to say what is predictable, this is one thing. We know that Zac was pretending to be dead or amnestic some time ago. Anyway, he did n’t pay much attention to the internal affairs of Grande. He gave Old Hank the opportunity to think carefully and sprout. Now Zac is ready to return to Grande. This is already the case in life.
Helpless, yes, but Zac has nothing to blame for the old Hank. This is how the facts have evolved, what can be done other than acceptance. This is not a factor that affects Zack's mood, it is-
Originally, Old Hank did n’t even say Grand Lunch, but Old Hank ran to Mexico,
Go, follow me to cook in the staff area, no one eats well here, Waste of time, let's go over there. "
This made Zac uncomfortable, "Are you serious? Old Hank? Er. Matthew also wants to eat, and gold!"
"If you don't pick these two, you can solve it. We have a Republican chef, but our employees haven't eaten Republican cuisine, which is unfair." Old Hank actually said to Zac fair.
"Wow." Zac said nothing. Go to the kitchen to cook.
Old Hank said it well. Matthew and Kim did not pick. Matthew never expressed negative opinions on food. Great Dane, only care about taste.
But really, really, lonely. I believe that in this story, Zach appears to help in the kitchen every time he helps, chatting casually. This time, Zac alone cut the potatoes that he would not eat.
Fortunately, someone came to accompany him.
It is James of the fruit, so we should understand that this is not James, it is gold. In other words, this guy really likes James's skin. Throw the Zac's cut potatoes into the pot and cook. The opening is special, "The next time Arthur goes to contact Eli, I will go."
Zac didn't expect anything wrong for a while, so "OK."
Very simply, "I like something a little softer." Lie down to the ground, and then appear from the desk and have returned to the shape of the Great Dane, swaying the in the corner and curled up. .
Loneliness, technically speaking, was continued after a short interruption.
The second interruption appeared, and Cyrus on the west side of the barn came back, and now, with no one around, Grandry flicked around to the kitchen, and looked at Zac, who was cutting potatoes. Suddenly, "Can you cook?"
There was a feeling of being almost offended. "Is this surprising?" But Zac is well-educated ~ so there is no tone.
"Mocavi won't." Ceres answered quickly and walked to the stove. Without following this sentence, Zac would still be able to maintain calm-"Benjamin said that he only missed Grande." But Sai Reese didn't notice the change in Zac's expression and glanced at the potatoes in the pan, "cooked." There is a trend of fishing out.
"Don't touch that!" Probably in Cyrus, this is inexplicable-what excitement is Zac, and, where did that disgust come from?
"Okay." Cyrus stepped back two steps and raised his hand to show that he would never touch the pot again. "I don't touch."
Fortunately, Zac consciously, "Hey, Jin likes soft food." Give yourself a reason to step down.
This surprised the grand newcomer Cyrus, looking back at Zach and the Great Dane in the corner. "Are you, um, cooking for it?"
Zac had no intention to analyze the psychological activities of Cyrus, "and Matthew." There was no tone to recover, "If you want to help, deal with that piece of meat." Zac pointed and was placed on the other side of the desk Cutlet.
It is the reason for the temperature, and the steak of the unknown biological remains is still in a semi-frozen state. The bottom layer is spread out of scarlet, while the surface of the upper layer is still covered with a little hoarfrost, which makes it difficult for people to intuitively judge the quality of this piece of meat.
"Good meat." Cyrus said so, and the frost had been wiped off, and he began to season the meat. While saying this, the inexplicable throat rolled twice.
Zac noticed this detail, mainly because Zac really didn't want to pay attention to the potatoes in his hands, "What is this? What do you want to eat?"
Any meat that appears in the form of human ingredients is the corpse of a certain kind of creature. This is easy to understand. Then the blood of the deceased is the poison of the vampire. There has never been a limit to the blood of the deceased if it is human blood, so Zac is always cutting potatoes, and he does not want to deal with meat ingredients.
To be clear, just like Zac occasionally went to make guest appearances and sorts out the appearance of his body, it does n’t mean he ca n’t. Normal contact does not poison the vampires, then this world is too difficult for the vampires to survive. Seriously, our time is filled with corpses. If you want to poison a vampire, you have to invade it, just like Wales once did, and insert it. But for vampires, they are always rejected.
So Zac actually didn't understand Cyrus's physiological response before asking.
"No." Ceres pouted, "I just realized that I haven't eaten such good meat."
This is a strange feeling. Generally speaking, any sentence structure with this kind of "I haven't ..." is superficially pessimistic and implicitly hopeful. You can pick it up later, 'Then we will go now / next moment ...', regardless of whether the upper and lower contexts and reality can make the following 'just go' come true, but this can be said anyway, yes Right.
But here, in Grand's kitchen. The latter sentence ‘just go’ is absolutely impossible to say.
This is a pessimistic statement.
Zac glanced at Cyrus. "You're kidding." Zac chose not to believe in Cyrus. The main reason is that Zac didn't want to turn the topic into "human beings become vampires." Understandably, who caused Cyrus to be like this? If you want to blame someone, who must take the pot? Will Zac make trouble on his own? Zac was n’t that stupid.
You ’re a farmer, have n’t you raised cows, you told you you have n’t eaten? I do n’t believe you.

"I'm poor." Cyrus was quite calm. "I keep everything for sale, not for myself." After looking at Zac, "Brick's illness is very expensive." I don't know What does it mean to look at Zac at this point, to express that there is no need to spend money now? Probably not, if Benjamin told Sirius that the vampires need to be human in this world, then it ’s very reasonable that Brill ’s human symbol is that she wants to continue to be ill, which means that the medicine needs If you continue to eat, the money will continue to be spent.
That's great, Zack doesn't want to talk about Brielle.
Speaking of how do you decide on a person's senses? Probably just on a person, if you find that there are two or more points that you do n’t want to touch, you will classify the person in a range that you do n’t want to get along with.
How many of these have Zac already found on Cyrus? Therefore, Zac did not escape the vulgarity and decided not to answer the call.
Ceres didn't seem to have any desire to continue talking, silently handling Matthew's food.
Loneliness was continued again.
Once again interrupted, it was Matthew and Charlie who came back. The two didn't know what interesting things they were talking about, and they entered the kitchen with some laughs. It's no surprise that this guy didn't dare to find Benjamin before Charlie didn't lose his memory, so he lingered with Matthew.
"The road in front of our door has been cleared." It was Matthew who reported it. "It also helped Mu En clear the road in front of their (Poche Quinn) house." Matthew took out a bag similar to a tea bag Something, "She thanked me for this, saying that Sam should be able to use it."
Zac won't be able to pick it up, and has turned to onion, chopping.
The monotonous voice soon had an ensemble, and Charlie began to copy what Zac was doing. Zac is too lazy to tell this ‘positive’ guy that onions are enough.
Matthew soon realized that Ceres was dealing with his own food and began to help.
Yeah, loneliness, it actually continues.
This routine is already obvious.
This time it was Sem who came back from the cemetery to interrupt a little.
To be honest, the kitchen has started to be a little crowded, and Sam's entry has filled this visual sense of crowding again, because he has brought more people back.
Just visually, because the person brought back does not occupy physical space. Jackson.
Zac frowned, looking at Jackson with a blank face. "What's going on." Jackson looked like a dumb guy who was too frightened.
This was when Zac promised Blake last night and sent Sam to look at Toby's situation. Zac did n’t expect ‘look’ to let Jackson follow Sam back.
Sam glanced at Jackson, then at the creature in the kitchen, and said, "The trial of faith appeared, and then something unexpected happened. Toby did not obey the result of the trial and escaped from the bound state ..." After a while, "It became a shadow man."
"What?" There are too many things worth asking, one by one, "From the beginning, the trial of faith appeared? What is it? Heaven or hell?"
"Heaven." Sam looked at Jackson again, wondering if he was revealing anything.
"He didn't go? Why?"
Sam insisted on his previous statement, "accident." The line of sight on Jackson didn't look away.
Zac was ridiculous if he didn't realize what Sam was signaling, so Zac frowned and began to think.
It is not unprecedented to resist such a trial of faith. At least we have all seen that Mr. Garnard was kicked into the gate of heaven by the devil. But accidentally? The meaning is obviously not personal hesitation, but external force!
Well, it's time to remind everyone of something—Jackson, as a necromancer, knows witchcraft.
Why do you remember the secret that Zach told Jackson to keep secret from anyone? Because, how did Jackson describe Toby's paradise? By the way, he said, ‘Unless you have anything to do with heaven, you can get you back, like me ... Otherwise, you will be gone, and we will never see again. ’
Zac only needs to ask one question to confirm whether what he thinks is right-"Toby's faith trial has been dragged for so long, because ..."
Sam continued to respond to Jackson's gaze.
Zac ended the topic and continued to ask, "Why is it a filmman."
Sam withdrew his gaze from Jackson. "It's a bad life. Gee, I don't know." Uh.
"Where is Toby now?"
"Shrinking behind his own tombstone." Sam raised his hand and gestured a range, smaller than the meat handled by Matthew. "He didn't know what he was, what he could do and what he couldn't do. I spent the whole morning. Explain what the shadow man is to him.
Sam is not expressing how much he loves the new shadow man. He is telling Zack that when Zak sent him to
look
in the past, things cannot be stopped. Use the remaining time to do this kind of thing. So Zac do n’t blame him.
Sam sighed, "He needs a fellow, I'm not sure he can understand what I told him." Similar to the example.
"Call Sibella ..." Who else besides Wandel? Zach said he left half of the ingredients in his hand. "I'll go." Anyway, he didn't want to stay in this crowded and lonely kitchen. Too.
Sam didn't comment, and he took the gift from Matthew and looked at the kitchen. "Am I eating potatoes at noon?"
This simple question made Zac pause.
If anyone has any sympathy for Zac ’s loneliness, put it away. Zac deserves it.
Why would Zack forget Sam? There is no reason for Zac to whitewash, he just forgot.
Like all the loneliness he has experienced in this kitchen, he deserves it, what he does to the world, the world will give him feedback like this! Otherwise, how would you explain him being lonely in a crowded space? Is n’t he Torre? He ’s not a communicative ‘flower’, he ’s not the best at making connections with others ...
Zac turned back, "Guess what! Everyone, let go of everything, let's have a picnic."
"Uh, what?"
"Matthew! Bring the barbecue equipment, hehe." Zach seemed to jump up. "With this combination, we won't waste any ingredients ..."