Vol 9 Chapter 24: absurd

At midnight, the night sky where there is no life, the falling snow flakes melted into the rising white mist, turned into warm drops of water, and hit the skin of people in the bath.
Zac brought Evan back, and before allowing Evan to bring his body covered with ... dirt, before returning to Grande's life, Zac felt that the person should be washed. And Zac would never choose Grandry ’s bathroom. Are you kidding? Girls use that bathroom! Evan? Can enter?
There are quite a few bathrooms in the living area, but Zac is going to preserve the last dignity of men for Evan, and finally chooses the open-air bathroom in the west warehouse. Remember Benjamin's exclusive.
Evan's current state is a bit like ... meat. I do n’t know if I can understand it-the kind of meat that is thrown on the desk and will not react if you flip it and flip it.
Zac took a brush and brushed Evan's head with his head brushed.
Although it shouldn't be mentioned, Evan was unexpectedly, er, smooth, with no hair on his body. Under the heat and Zac's scrubbing, the whole skin showed a fresh pink ...
"They smoked me." Evan said suddenly, looking sideways at Zac who really brushed his back. "With a whip. It hurts. It hurts."
Zac actually didn't want to understand what Evan had experienced in Bishape Manor. But this seems to require a response-"I didn't see the wound, you are very good." Here is a fact that everyone must know-of course there will not be anything left by Evan in the manor Traces, the blood of the vampire.
"I'm not good." Evan's voice had no tone, "I was forced to x."
So, this is the direction of this dialogue. Everything Zac doesn't want and doesn't need to know.
But the topic was saved, Zac kept moving in his hands, "Why? So what do you want? Alarm? Prosecute?"
Evan picked up quickly, "I was deceived by the two richest women in Button, and then forced by the richest man." Everyone knows, "Is the alarm useful?"
"It's useless." Zacto is real, and the brush points to Evan's body under the water. "You can handle it yourself or I'll come."
It can be clearly seen that the once arrogant former criminal shivered and took over the brush in Zac's hand.
"I tried to resist, do you know." Evan said again.
"I believe you, you tried it." Zac pouted and stood with his arm at the door of the bathroom. The remaining light in the corner of his eyes was the scraper left by Benjamin here. A little sharp. Zac considered whether to take it away. It should be understood, for security reasons. Evan's.
"Then two women hit the ground and beaten." Evan's voice still did not fluctuate.
This is a matter of course, even if we don't think about the demon Lily, we can't underestimate Fiona. Remember what Fiona told us, what is her hobby? It is any sport that can be swiped, not the sport itself, just the part of the swing.
Zac frowned, and changed to a trivial matter—whether to do a lot of business or not, oh, ‘good’ person, wiped Evan ’s memory.
"At that time, I remembered when you started working on me. Tied me in the warehouse. It felt like you could only play with it and couldn't resist."
Oh, what's in Dell's fifteen-day diary, remember, Evan kept provoking people on Zac's side, and Zac finally punished once. He was tied to the warehouse and hung, forcing him to apologize to Matthew, who was still there.
can. Evan actually thinks of Zach when he is forced to x. very good! Are these two things that can be put together? ? Do not! ! Ten thousand no! then--
Zac decided not to be that ‘good’ person. Let this pain follow Evan all his life.
"Everything—" Evan paused. "That's it, that's how I died." Looking at Zac in the white steam, "The excitement disappears, the excitement disappears ... Shuang, disappears It ’s just, finally, I throw myself away in a situation where everything disappears, and I ’m going to die. "
WTF? Zac is a little confused, believe me, this is rare for Zac. Including Zac, we did n’t think of Evan as a smart person. Why can this guy say something that confuses Zac? This is unscientific.
"No one wants you to die. You didn't die either." Zac frowned casually back, as if Evan's current mental state was too negative.
"You didn't listen to me." What? Evan's words became more and more inexplicable, "I didn't say that others wanted me to die, I was talking about myself."
Uh, wait a minute. Is this a topic about suicide? Where is it reflected? ?
Zac didn't want to try to follow this guy's ideas, but Yu Guang returned to the scraper left by Benjamin again, and returned to the question of whether to take it away. This question is more realistic. Old Hank said, Evan to live.
"Am I telling you how I got to prison?" Evan said with a tone.
That politely, Zach must answer, "I know, I asked. You hurt others, and you are very proud of the harm you caused to others." The tone, this sentence, is a taunt in itself. Recall that Evan and Zac met for the first time. The criminal on the back porch who proudly described the reason he went to prison is now holding a brush to brush his hairless body.
"I am indeed proud. That guy makes me uncomfortable, so I need to vent." Evan's tone brought a hint of excitement ... excitement, "So I decided to cut his leg and warp his teeth ..." Twist ? Yes, and more distorted, "And, I did."
Wait. Zach seemed to see this connection with Evan's previous words, and raised his eyebrows, "You are cool, doing this kind of thing makes you excited and excited." Zac looked sideways, "cool."
"Now you are listening." Evan lowered his head in the white steam, without any emotional symbol, just to change his posture and continue to brush himself. "Do you think I don't know what makes me cool, is it a crime?"
It ’s a clear question, so Zac can only answer,
Of course you know.
Now that he has discovered that Evan is a distorted soul, this conversation is much smoother,
This is probably one of the important reasons that makes you cool , You are committing a crime. "
"Yes." Evan affirmed, "I know the police, I know the law, I know the system, I know everything. But I still do that, the reason? Cool. The cooler part is." He looked up deliberately. , Showing his body, "I'm still alive, I'm cool, and then I'm alive. Prison? Like a joke, for me." Twisted.
If it were n’t for Evan ’s end now ... we know that the picture he presented to us at this time is because of what, perhaps, his words are still a little infectious.
Zac already fully understood what Evan said earlier, and raised his hand, "Oh! I get it. This is your 'fun'. Is it. Including you provoking me at Grandry." Zac has To be interested, studying human beings is never boring for Torredo, "You know the system, you know you can't resist me (Grand, the policy of the Halfway House), or the rules tell you not to resist. But, You ca n’t help but want to try it, one by one. Including this time you and two married West End ladies go home, you know it ’s wrong, but you need to feel this way.
The real core,
You like Throw yourself into this kind of situation-you know it can't, but it's just for the sake of coolness, and you want to do so, feel the excitement and excitement it brings, and then find yourself after the coolness you want Still alive and in this world. "
Evan didn't stop his movements, looked at Zac, "What can I say, I am a free soul."
Hahaha.
"You are a dangerous, savage soul." Zack laughed. In addition, don't remind that the soul here is just a symbol of human speech.
"When I found out what kind of person I am." Evan resumed brushing himself. "I knew that one day, I would kill myself." Uh ... yes, this is a suicide topic, He said, "There is always a moment when I put myself into a real, irresistible situation. I don't even have the opportunity to listen to those police officers who force me on human rights in the same place. "..." automatically silenced.
Translate this whole paragraph to say-people who are addicted to kicking the iron plate to find excitement and no repentance know that they will one day kick the meteorite and no will end.
With a full understanding of Evan, Zac no longer considered the shaver. Evan has revealed his ... oh, in his original words-destiny, isn't he, he won't end on a ridiculous scraper.
Zach, "Then I guess you're so upset now. Neither I nor Bishape Manor have let you die."
"So I had my only puzzlement." Evan moved closer to the edge in the water and looked at Zac, "Why haven't I died yet."
You will think that human distortion can only reach a certain level, that is the limit. Sorry, there is no limit to this thing.
Zac raised his eyebrows and took Evan's gaze. "Sorry?" It means he didn't understand.
"You are not human. The things in Bishop's Manor are not human." These words came out of Evan's mouth as simple as that, "I will associate you two with something. The reason, in that moment, when I know that I do n’t get what I want, I feel what I feel.
Evan's eyes fluttered.
The moment I finally realized that I was going to die, What I feel is really irresistible. You cannot be humans. "
That was the case ... If anyone expects Zac to show his vampire gesture, he will be disappointed. As a reminder, the direction of this communication is spiritual.
There was a smile on Zac's face, "When you think you are going to die, do you see the Lord calling you?"
"No." Evan shook his head. "It must be Satan. Heaven? No, please don't go to me. I belong to hell."
"Do you understand that is also a part of the Lord."
"I don't care. I admit that this is the only" higher power "in the world, that can only be the that everyone thinks is evil. That's where I belong, my heaven."
‘Higher strength’, good word. Now we know what those of Evan's words, system, irresistible, soul, destiny, are symbolizing.
Accident? We are watching a twisted criminal confession! What did his entire expression say? Having said that, he thinks how funny we are about the morals, laws, and systems we have established! He is the guy who refreshes himself and destroys all the correct values ​​represented by human beings! Real bad guys!
Then, such a dangerous individual, believe, uh, destiny?
Do n’t you feel strange? He firmly believed that he knew what the end of his destiny looked like! he! Evan! An individual who has not taken human civilization seriously, believes, destiny? ?
The question arises, who gave him this fate? human civilization? Our morals, laws and systems? Ah. Seriously, what we humans can give him has disappointed him! Is he still alive? Proudly alive! Gee!
Therefore, it is the ‘higher power’! Yes, then he can't be a joke, can't challenge, can't resist, ‘higher strength’!
"Then, do you think I, or Mrs. Bisharp (Rilly), Mrs. Falcon (Fiona), including Mr. Bisharp, who is strong x you, must be Satan's messengers? It's your, uh, sign, We are here to pick you up? "Zac wasn't sure why he wanted to laugh.
"This is the end of the normal development of the story, isn't it. The angel came, took away the perfect soul, and everything sublimated." Evan looked at Zac, "That to me, this should be my end, turned into your messenger like you, Give me the last time in this world, 'Shuang', make me perfect, let me sublimate, and then pick me up. "
Zac couldn't bear to look directly into Evan's eyes.
"Who told this to be the end of the story?" Zac's face was still that unknown smile.
"Father, Father Constantine."
Zac takes a deep breath and fills his lungs with hot and cold air—mostly anthropomorphic behavior that vampires do n’t want to do. One is the name of Father Constantine. The second is the true appearance of the holy faith in human hearts, higher power? What the ... three, for Evan.
Zac didn't know what else to say to Evan in an instant. Ridiculous, this whole dialogue is too ridiculous ... Zac can't continue to lower his double quotient to cooperate with such an exchange.
Zac turned and prepared to leave.
"Take me away!!"
God.
The sound of water, footsteps, and wet hands reached Zac.
Zac raised his hand with a push and looked at Evan who fell back to the bathtub.
"No! I ..."
Zac turned back and gave Evan a slap. Carry the unconscious body. Give Evan the last trace of dignity? Get out of here. Twisted like Evan, unworthy.
Zac directly carried Evan into the living area, making as much noise as possible, attracting all the sleepy employees who could be attracted to watch.
Zac left Evan on the ground, "Come and take care of him personally."
Someone is approaching. After all, this is their person, but the wet condition without clothes will surely make people wonder, "What's wrong with him?"
"It's so cool." Zack replied like this, and explained to the old Hank, "Look for a psychologist tomorrow. I think his spirit is broken."
The point is not to speak well and ask people.
Old Hank hooked, "Zac! What's going on ?!"
Looking at this attitude, what else can Zac have to worry about? Say chant.
When everyone's drowsiness began to turn into an indescribable expression, completely unable to face the wet body on the ground, Zac finished the story, went back to the room, and went to bed. We will not repeat it.