Vol 21 Chapter 22: Winston

"I don't know whether it is Xiao Bai's psychological shadow or the vampire's instinct. I feel like I can't get up after sleeping."
This sentence made Zac, who was originally going to sleep in his room, stand still.
Turning around, looking at Winston sitting against the wall, Zack ... sighed.
Just after the tranquility of meditation-Zach realized that he was back to the state of life working for a certain interest group. Perhaps this is the fate of Toledo.
But at this moment, Zac was pulled back to himself.
Zac sat down next to Winston. "I've had this for a while." He smiled at Winston. "No, it's two paragraphs."
Winston didn't mean anything to do anyway, and looked at Zac, looking willing to hear the details.
"The first period should be the time when I just became a vampire." Zack's face was smiling. "You know that the former vampires, especially the identity vampires in the clan, are forced to sleep. Time."
Winston blinked and thought for a while, "Are you saying that the Thirteen Clan hasn't acquired the ability to travel on the day."
"It's dripping ~" Zac nodded. "Vampires during the day, at least we Toredo, people who don't have work, are forced to sleep at the request of their father. Because for vampires whose various desires are amplified When you are awake, you will be bored, bored, huh, huh, in that era, when no desire is as easy to satisfy as it is today, this is a very bad state. "
Winston pouted, "Hanke said you used to work for aristocratic vampires to clearly destroy the vampire's reputation as a vampire."
Everyone guessed, how many incidents that corrupted the reputation of the vampire race happened because of boredom? a lot of.
Zac smiled, "Not only that, the vampires at that time, especially for vampires with noble status, sleep not only consumed those boring time, but also a status symbol." Zac raised an eyebrow. "You can imagine Let ’s take a look at those idle and wealthy children who have nothing to do except sleep and eat.
Zac ’s mouth curled,
Because the nobles do n’t need to do anything ~

Winston thought for a while, and got it, "Nobles have identity and power, and don't have to work for their own survival like the guys who corrupt the vampire's reputation."
Zac nodded. "So sleep. Sleeping is a very vampire ..." Zac considered the word, "Proud activity."
Winston lowered his head and said nothing.
Zac did not mock Winston, and then, "But no matter how my father taught me to embrace my proud noble status, I just couldn't sleep."
Winston looked up again, "Why?"
"I feel like I'm falling asleep and I can't get up ~" Zac looked at Winston with a smile. This is probably not a joke. "This is a vampire's instinct."
Zac began to explain the reason for the sigh just now, "Torido is a noble, and the living space and safety are nobles, so as soon as I become Torrido, I can enjoy sleep. But instinct tells me Vampire, I can't just expose my most vulnerable state so casually. "
Winston said with a look of agreement. "That's it. I know that Hank emphasized me many times. Now there is no safer place than Grande, but I am, uh, just ..."
"Don't believe it ~" Zac helped Winston to catch up. "I used to be a human who was nothing, and suddenly entered the Toledo clan. I don't believe that what I saw is true. So no matter what my father tells My Toledo clan is a noble, so safe, I ca n’t believe it.

Winston froze for a moment, eager to explain, "I don't believe Hank, don't believe you, don't believe Grande is safe, I just ..."
It was Zack who helped Winston to make up, "Suddenly enter Grand." Zack smiled, "The focus is not‘ believe, 'but sudden life changes, environmental changes, and everything has changed dramatically. "
There was a sudden emotion on Winston's face, "Yes, yes ... a sudden change."
Zac continued to laugh, "Newborn babies have to cry for a while before they realize that they are born, don't they ~ this is the instinct of life." Patted Winston, "This is normal, you Will adapt. "
Winston's expression relaxed a lot, but still, "But Hank's life has not changed for a long time, he adapts quickly, why am I so slow."
"Because for Hank, he hasn't changed." Zac shrugged, "Grand is still Grand, he is still him." Zack looked at Winston, "Which one is Hank? It ’s not clear that he has lived extremely ego all his life and is the kind of person who does n’t care about his surroundings. "
The meaning of this sentence ... As everyone understands, Hank's personal orientation determines many things. This old man probably has n’t thought about adapting to the environment of his life for a lifetime-because he, Hank, and the living environment are all made by Hank himself: for example, he and the old Grande ’s funeral gray career, such as them He came to the Southern District for retirement, for example, he agreed to live with vampires and werewolves in his home, for example, he asked Frank to pay for eternal life ...
"Hanke is very strong." Winston understands Zack's meaning. After all, if he wants to investigate, Winston is a guy who knows more about Hank than Zack!
"There are a lot of these people." Zac turned his head, thinking of a woman-Ethela. Forget it, set aside unpleasant thoughts, "No need to envy or be jealous of anything." Zac continued, "The second period of time when I couldn't go to sleep was after the secret alliance encircled Torrido and I just fled to the North period of time."
Winston has understood Zach's logic, "The environment of life has changed again, and you need to adapt."
Zac was satisfied with Winston's intelligence, and nodded, "Yeah." Then he continued to explain another reason for the initial sigh. "You said Xiaobai caused you a psychological shadow." Zach kept a smile. "My psychological shadow Yes, only me is alive. "
Winston opened his mouth. Although the so-called Xiao Bai's psychological shadow to Winston has a very clear human category-Xiao Bai's ultimate side effect on humans will eventually become a sleeping corpse. But Winston can understand that Zack's meaning has nothing to do with the category of human being, and the focus is on the psychological shadow.
The shadow of Winston is afraid of not being able to wake up, and the shadow of Zack is that he wakes up and finds that he is alone.
Winston's mouth opened for a while, "How did you overcome it?"
"I didn't overcome it." Zac shook his head easily. "I just started to be bored." Zac laughed. "When I'm bored, I start to want to do something boring. For example ~" Zac looked Winston blinked, "Rebuild the Toledo Clan."
Things that ruin the reputation of vampires.
Winston understands that Torredo is left alone. If the shadow is lonely, the most direct way is to create an environment that is no longer lonely.
But the reality is that Zac did not have descendants in the Northland, "You have not rebuilt the Toledo clan."
Zac nodded. "I didn't." There was a helpless smile on his face. "I'm in a very awkward situation. Toledo's requirements for descendants are very clear ..." Zac said while shaking his head. " Moreover, I still have the purpose of rebuilding the clan. I cannot see a group of refugees like the father of a nobleman.
This is Zac's experience when he was a human being. It is here to compare the situation-
"I, a person, have no privileges, and I have no legal status in the North. I have no ability and energy to plan for my fugitive to support any useless descendants." This is Toredo after the encirclement. The difference from Torrido. Zac, suffer.
"In order to find a suitable descendant, I must integrate into the living environment of the Northland and meet all kinds of people." Zach smiled. "Then accidentally." Zack shook his head again. The multi-clan family's original intention to reintegrate into the society and become ... "
Winston made up for the smiling Zach, "You are real life."
Toledo's social skills, do I need to say more? Can you imagine a guy with a good skin and good inner skin, entering a strange environment and then blending into the scene? It's called easy, that's called a fish.
Zac nodded again, "I'm starting to live. Alone." Zac adjusted his posture, "I didn't find a suitable descendant, but I found it, a person, very good." Looking at Wins Suddenly, I want to say that the tranquility of meditation has brought some thoughts to Zac, "It may be Torrido ’s relationship, and it may also be my original personality. But I found that it is good to live without a collective service. . "
Zac once said when telling a story, there is no need to serve the hidden alliance, his life in the North Country is very free, and he can even spend half a century participating in the life of a human being. This was impossible when he was a member of the Toledo nobility and the secret alliance.
"I started to consciously avoid any behavior that might come into contact with any group, and not to participate in any event with scope influence ..." This led to Craig in the Northland and could not find Zac's news-because Zac was interested In avoiding any collective idea, the state power is also collective, this need not be explained. "Enjoy a personal life that is completely unfettered."
Winston still remembers that this should be defined as the subject of an enlightened conversation, "Then you can sleep?"
"Sleeping like a baby ~" Zach smiled. "Because I know I avoided trouble and avoided threats. The humans around me are harmless to me ..." Zach raised an eyebrow. "Biology." Zac paused a little. "I still clearly realized that I was a person (Torido) after waking up, but this consciousness is not a shadow, it is the reason why I enjoy my life now."
If Emilia is there, it will be criticized that Zac's behavior is morbid!
As Zach said, he did not overcome his psychological shadow of being alone.
By analogy, everyone will understand this meaning-
A dangerous element of anti-social personality does not correct his destructive psychology and behavior, but begins to enjoy the destruction of society.
Is this healthy? Do not!
Zac is the anti-social personality ‘dangerous man’ who is enjoying ‘destroying society’.
Gee, but forget it, don't judge Zac by human mental health standards, Zac, not a person!
Winston was a little speechless, and he understood the logic of Zach's words, "Uh, but how do I turn Xiaobai's side effects into something that I enjoy?"
Zac tilted his head, "This is up to you." Zac used his own example and talked about his own experience-Toledo's character determined Zac's discovery of the enjoyment of integrating into life. Winston is Lesenbla, and the shadow is not such a thing as the clan being destroyed. How to self-examine can only be discovered by himself.
Winston thought about it quietly for a while, but did not expect anything useful, but "Thank you." Thanks is a must, at least Zac is willing to say so much to himself, pouting, "Hanke will only say" do not sleep '.'
Zac smiled, "No thanks."
This themed conversation ended, but Zack did not stand up, "Hanke has his own way of doing things, I will not comment on it, you know." Let ’s comment on it-Hank is not friendly to life Do you have any objections? "Some things, Hank will ignore, or ignore them deliberately. Now you are his descendant, and he is a direct descendant of Patton. Some things ..." Zac did not immediately leave after the dialogue-
After all, Zac is back to the life of working in the collective interest. So, what else do you resist? Let the peace brought by meditation begin Zac ’s return journey.
"There are some things that you have to consider for him."
Because Zack's tone changed, Winston's voice was slightly nervous, "What's the matter?"
"Anyway, you don't want to sleep, why don't you take advantage of these wasted time." Zack didn't look at Winston. "You know, in such a night, there is a Lesenbull in Barton, working hard Work hard for your own future. "
Ethella.
Winston's response was quick, "Mayor Secretary, that Isela, the woman who gave staff redistribution to Grand Midway House ?!" Winston was somewhat angry, this emotion was obviously affected by Hank's direct influence.
Zac nodded. "You should be clear about the relationship between Isela and Mayor Anthony."
Winston nodded, "I know! The blood Hank gave me contains all the information related to Grande! I know those people and things!"
Convenient ~
Zac decided to serve the collective interest again, but this collective interest is not a feast!
It's Grande, it's the people around Zac!
"So you understand what Esra may be doing with the mayor at this time." Zach gave a hint.
"Well!" Winston's eyes were gloomy. "Probably right next to the mayor's pillow, what continue to blow the wind that weakens Grande!"
Zac nodded, "Then why are you here?"
Winston disappeared.