Vol 26 Chapter 17: Contrast with sun

The chaotic mental state continued into the afternoon.
Zack barely sorted out Hank's situation. Zack realized that his attitude towards Hank had to be adjusted-Hank was no longer the old man who was waiting to die in Grandry, just let it go. Hank is a vampire colleague of the Demon Banquet, one of the competitors of the Lesenbra clan's head, and continues to get along with the continued emotions of Grande as the core guidance of the get along mode, which is not good for both.
But for Eli, Zack had no idea.
Same as Hank's situation. At Hank's side, the core of the problem is that when the emotions of the human period continue into the vampire's relationship, there will be dissatisfaction.
On the side of Eli, the continuation of emotions during the human period? Zac can't remember. No, it ’s inaccurate to say that I do n’t remember, it should be ... Zack and Eli ’s human emotions have long deteriorated.
It is easy to see by contrast
For Eli and Hank, Zac is the first to become a vampire, this is the premise. What we want to compare is the difference between Eli and Hank.
Hank, became a vampire under Zac's eyelids. Basically, Zac also contributed to this fact, and then, Grande was almost a Hank sanctuary. Under Zac's move, the world of vampires was spread a little bit in front of Hank.
Basically, Zack is already standing on the top of the building, pointing out the way for Hank, so that this human, who was still waiting for the old man, walked step by step to the place where he could start enjoying the eternal life scenery.
When Hank was still a human, he had all feelings for Grande. When he explicitly asked him to be the capital of Vesperia, the capital of Lesenbull, Zack was already full.
Contrast Eli.
Four centuries ago, the two human beings who were refugees, in front of the aristocrat Toledo, how did they feel when they met the upheaval of fate? Who filled it out? No one fills it.
Too many things have been forgotten in the long eternal life, and the feelings of emptiness, waiting for satisfaction, and the legacy of human emotions have been squeezed out by other things. For Eli ’s own human experience, Eli remembers only one summary fact—he sold Zac to Toledo.
This feeling is similar to ... Today, you have experienced the greatest grievances in your life, and your world view has been shattered to the scum. Then, ten years later, you can laugh and talk about today's story, and laugh at yourself at that time. Then, twenty years later, self-mockery is impossible, because the self in that matter feels already the self of the previous life. It is completely different from the current self. This story has become a ‘other ’s story’. Then, thirty years later, on an unintentional occasion, someone mentioned this matter, you will be stunned for a while, and then, inexplicably ashamed, ‘Yes, yes, there is such a thing, do n’t mention it’ ...
Finally, in fifty years, you are already an old man who knows not to be happy or sad ... You will only remember the faint fact that fifty years ago, your world changed once, and beyond that, there is nothing more you can say about it, only this summary.
We can say that Hank ’s human emotions have been carefully transformed here ... qualitatively. This is a seemingly bumpy process, but now the effect is quite good.
At least, we have witnessed Hank moved back to Grande from his living area at his own will, right. It also witnessed Zack's many times planning for Hank's Lesenbull identity and proving his position for Hank. Both parties worked hard. In the morning call, the final harmony was reached. Hank was able to speak with Zac calmly, and Zac was able to let Hank take action for his future.
This is a success story.
But Eli? Failure case.
And the fault of this failure is probably in Zac. It was Zac who ran to Eli and confessed that he was a vampire and ‘scared away’ Eli.
Zack guided Hank's change from human to vampire step by step in Hank's case. In Eli's case? Zac took away the popularity.
Remember, in Zac's version of the story, Eli was scared away after Zac admitted that he was a vampire. In Eli's version of the story, he was taken off by Zac's flaunt. Which version is true is not important, what is important is-
This is the beginning of deterioration. Zac received eternal life, but Eli was still a laborer at the foot of the nobility. Eli, I am afraid that at that moment, he lost the human emotion when he jokingly relied on Zac's skin to change his fate while giving the last food to Zac.
We do not know the specific story of Eli after leaving Zac, but we know that Eli has now a new life goal and he wants to live forever. Then he got eternal life.
But what Eli got was not immortality like Zac. He is Zacary Toledo, one of the nobles who, in the eyes of the nobles, is destroying the nobility's reputation and threatening the nobility's interests.
Tell me, is extreme contrast a good emotional combustion aid? No.
What kind of vampire did Eli grow up ... Well, he grew up to use the blood of the same kind of gluttonous vampire to develop his own blood control skills.
Do you need any other proof?
The most wonderful thing is that Eli ’s human emotion towards Zack has become what we see today as ‘Zackry Torredo is the right thing to do in my life’. Eli ’s original words, right, he always claimed that he ‘made’ Zac. Eli's summary is not completely bland, not with joy or sorrow, with such a strange emotion.
How did this wonderful emotion come from? There is a theory that I wanted to say very early.
We know that Eli jumped on the ship of the Demon Feast, and ran to the Federation excitedly to fill the position of Toledo and become a member of the Thirteen Clan.
With the immortality that Eli had previously obtained, can we make an assumption: Eli, want everything Zac gets.
If this assumption is true, the "most correct thing" in Eli's mouth is well understood. His attachment to Zac, and the attachment to Zach once by Rut Lesenbla, are two completely opposite things:
Rout Lemblas, hate everything about Zachary Toledo! And all this is what Eli wants!
What I want is of course the most correct for me!
If everything is so developed, then Zac is the original sin of Eli ’s metamorphic emotions, Zac. It seems that Zac never stopped, waiting for Eli who has tried his best to catch up in the back ~
You are eternal life, you are a noble, you are a colonizer of conviction of faith, you are the founder of a new country, you are a clan orphan, you are a guy who plays with the magic banquet by one person, you are a person who shapes the alien pattern, Now, you have stood side by side with other gods of faith and become the guardians of the world ...
Having said that, this is the comparison between Hank and Eli, we compare the last thing-
For Hank, get the capital that fits the identity of Lesenbra, and the ‘player’ of the thirteen clan that is with Zac. For Hank, it was enough, human life ended, and the life of a vampire officially began.
To Eli.
Human life has ended early, has the vampire's life begun? As a vampire reborn as Zach's grandson, Eli Toledo, started his own vampire life? ?
This is where Zac got stuck.
After Elinerton ’s
remembering the past
call, four centuries of faults were displayed, and Zac did n’t know how to fix them!
How does Zac get along with this grandson? To use the old human events that both people have memory deviation to run into the future, or to use the emotions that have deteriorated in these four centuries?
Zac really hopes to be the latter, because, good control. It's just bad when the other party starts to think of the old human things that have happened! With Zuck's ... 'hypocrisy' character, a chance to make up for the old mistakes comes up, do you think Zack will pretend to be invisible?
"You've been dazed from the office for the 15th time, and then went out to daze on the back porch, and then daze back to the office, repeating like this." Sam's voice reminded Zach.
Zac pouted, "How boring are you, count that number."
"Aren't you not allowing me to leave your free time during the day, I don't count what you did, what can I do?" The soul asked.
"When you couldn't move freely before, you didn't see your opinion." Zack was upset, and he wasn't in a good mood. No one likes to coax in the backyard.
The soul replied, "I can't. What am I going to complain about."
Turning the old example out, people who are allergic to peanuts will not complain that they cannot enjoy the taste of peanuts.
Zac, "Then your complaint came too early, we will be together for a long, long, long, long, long ... time." Zach said 15 'very long', which is also very naive . But for the meaning of the expression at this time, it is abnormally consistent.
Sam was quiet for a while, "I'm not complaining of boredom, you have seen things that are more boring than I have seen." For example, counting stars ... Zac has done a lot of boring things in Grande, "I'm complaining In fact, why do n’t you say what you are worrying about, you can discuss these issues with people. "
It's about Zac's own business. Zac doesn't like to discuss with people. We also found out about this situation. He's intervening in typical other people's affairs, and he is bored as soon as he arrives.
"For example who?" Compared with Sam's rather heartwarming response, Zack looked a little bit empathetic. "You know what I'm worrying about, you heard two calls in the morning. Do you have any comments to make? What? "
To be objective, this matter is indeed very private, and it is an extremely "private" business of Zach and Eli.
"Like me." Sam's voice answered quickly. "I came to Barton to find Benjamin, but I stayed with you in the end. Eli came to the Federation to find you, but you don't need to be his home. . "
Ignore Sam's words first. This guy really understands what Zac is thinking!
Zac froze for a while, "I don't need it?" Quoted, "become his 'home'?"
"He said he would rely on your skin to enjoy the blessings. The fact is that he didn't have you, and he also got eternal life, right? He is not a member of the thirteen clan, but he is probably the only blood clan in the origin of (vampire) who has discovered his bloodline ability. , Right? In the Federation, even if he was pressed by the magic feast, he could not intervene in the politics of the Federation like the real Thirteen Clan, but he is also a special-style band (Son of Night), which has a huge fan influence in the country, and Those crazy fans are his descendants reserve (mailing blood bottles), right. If it ’s not your reason, he does n’t need to give up his own lineage and descendants, even if it can only be in the night of the Federation, he is also mixed Very good, right. Even in the Republic, he and Zagar are not bad, his lineage, coupled with Zagar ’s foothold in the hidden alliance, can you imagine in that clean land (referring to Has n’t you been baptized by a vampire), can you reach any height? If it ’s not for you to send Louise, the true Toledo bloodline, to him, his cooperation with Zager will not be terminated early. Gore worried about the threatened status ... "
"You wait." Zach frowned. "Are you saying that I broke his good thing?" Sounds like this, Zach, is there a positive image in this discussion? ?
This is not a coax in the backyard, it is a fire!
"I'm saying that Eli gave up a lot of things for you that he feels good obsession. Good things, for him, are really what he strives for, what he deserves."
Zac ... tilted his head and raised his hand to scratch his ear. Itchy, somehow itchy.
The voice in my ears continued, "Like me, if I were not obsessed with Benjamin, I wouldn't even come to Barton with the wolves that I tried to save in the middle. What happened, we all know that my wolf The group disappeared in an instant. And I ca n’t blame Benjamin I finally found ... "
The reason for the itch has been found-what have I done for most of the day? Compare Eli and Hank, compare Mao! The real contrast is here!
"... Does Benjamin have any positive comments about the wolves that I have kept by my own ability? Just like you, Eli's descendants and his lineage are good in your mouth? Benjamin doesn't care What did I do, he personally participated in the action to obliterate all my hard work, and then there was no comfort. What about you? When you decided to obliterate Eli ’s previous lineage, did you ever think to say to Eli,
I let you four Everything accumulated in the century has become ashes, I'm sorry you '? "
Zac's face was already dark. Is to myself. Sam is right, Zac can't say sorry to Eli, this idea did not appear in Zac's mind! Now you can remove the quotation marks on 'hypocrisy'.
"You won't." The voice in the ear continued, "I will not blame Benjamin, Eli will not blame you. Because, when there is obsession, not only do you not think you have a place to be sorry for us, even ourselves , I ca n’t even think of what we have lost. You, you ca n’t be the destination of Eli, for Eli ’s own future.

Zac does n’t scratch his ears, and the expression on his face gradually changes-this is to force us to put the quotation marks back on "hypocrisy" ... Zac said, "What can I do." It seems that the real contrast is only now found It's too late, Eli's body has Torredo's blood left.
"Benjamin pointed me to you, didn't he. When I was still obsessed and could not resist him, he forced me to look at you who was completely different from him. Then, I started to realize that I Your own gains and losses.
It feels like Sam said,
You guys, it should be said that Toledo, I like to care about this kind of things, one thing is calculated clearly, find out the most beneficial to yourself. I do n’t know if I ’ve learned so badly, it ’s not as simple as before.

Zac's eyes twitched, "Who can I force Eli to see?" According to this trend, would Eli point Benjamin to Eli? ?
Not Benjamin.
"The guy in the basement." Sam: "Simon Gangaro. Torrido, no, it should be you, the opposite of someone who wants to put himself in the position of a vested interest. Only then, Eli can realize that his self-made man lost something for you, and then his life really began. "
"Isn't it too much?" Zach was seriously considering Sam's suggestion. "I don't want Eli to stand completely against my opposite and hate me." This is Zack's own heart-once He, "scared" away Eli.
"He won't. Eli and Simon are not the same person. Eli hasn't hurt the vested interests." The last comparison, "Ira to you, is that you used to be a refugee, nothing like Torrido. Vested interests-the nobility started to glow. Eli saw from you that the good of the vested interests turned into longing and obsession, which was in front of your achievements, he felt he got No one counts. When the Thirteen Clan has not yet come to the Federation, Eli has not attacked the nobility (if there is, he and Zac have already met each other, either Zac executed or he killed Zac). Coming to the Federation, Eli did n’t revolt at the Demon Feast. Eli ’s achievements were obtained without conflicting with vested interests. Do you realize how rare this is?
As the other side of the comparison, "But Simon is not like this. Simon sees the evil of vested interests. So Simon became a criminal and robbed Smith, not through his own efforts, but in a malicious way to take advantage from the vested interests. The result It was Eli who saw what he hadn't seen before and began to reflect. Simon is the best candidate. "
"You and I are not so extreme."
Zac ’s ears are starting to itch again, and it deserves—
"Aren't you the murderer who created the wolves' plundering of the wizard's history for the benefit of the vampires themselves? Didn't you do my tragic life?" Sam gave Zac time to pick his ears, "You and I can all achieve harmony. You should give confidence to Eli who 'made' you and Simon who was 'made' by you. "
Zac ... agreed.
In the next moment, something terrifying happened.
Eli appeared in front of Zac.
After glancing at Zac, Eli smiled. "It seems to remember something good ~" He reached out and touched Zac's face, raising his eyebrows. "This time, the memories are so vivid ~ I must It's breathing out of illusion ~ Ha ha, this feels a bit of a texture ... "Eli closed his mouth, turned to Zac's smiling face, and looked around." It's not like illusion, is this Grand? " "The hand on Zac's face pinched Zac, and his eyes came back." You have a feeling that I don't like, and the ranks are suppressed. Are you, really? "
Snapped. Zac clapped Eli's hand and sullenly said, "I'm real!" Zac didn't have time to continue the outbreak-Torredo's rare outbreak, we can't see it. because:
"Is it daytime now?"
Oh yes, Zac is on the back porch.
Eli faced Grande's backyard, "I didn't burn it!" Eli walked down the back porch, excited-four centuries of precipitated excitement: "Sun! Look! It's the sun !!! Ao! My eyes hurt Ah! But look! That ’s the sun !!! Ao! I ’m going to be blind! Ah! The sun ... "
When a sudden ecstasy appeared in Grande's excitement, Zach's ear said, "It's that special breath again, and I confirmed that 'it' is in the sun."