Chapter 143: Do you love me?

Fortunately for the warmth, this is a dark restaurant.
Because of the darkness, she didn't have to face his words in embarrassment.
Seeing Wenqing not speaking, Huo Tingshen raised his eyebrows: "You, you are always avoiding problems, but there are some things that you can't escape from the first day of the first year but not the fifteenth. You don't understand the truth?"
"Then... I'll ask you a question."
"You ask."
Bite your lips warmly: "Do you love me?"
Huo Ting smiled deeply: "More and more love."
"Then... to you, who is more important to me and Ye Wanluo."
Her question made him suddenly silent.
"I have to compare with her?"
"Is it difficult to choose?"
Huo Ting said in a deep voice, after a long time, "Of course you are important to me."
"Huo Tingshen, the reason you hesitated just now is because you are not sure who is more important to me and her. After weighing it, you think that Ye Wanluo has your second brother, so you will say that I am more important, right wrong?"
"Tenderness, everyone has a past. It is not right to grasp the past of others and face the future."
"Yes, I do too, and my past is not so bright. Therefore, I will no longer give myself to myself because of momentary touches, momentary gratitude, and momentary inexplicable but suppressable feelings. One, a man who hesitated when choosing between me and another woman.
What I want is not because of attraction, but a little love, and even more and more love in the future. I don't know, I am...very insecure towards men, in other words, I don't believe in men.
Because I didn’t believe it enough, when I saw Gao Moran betraying me, I was in pain and sadness, but instead of talking to Gao Moran and Song Ruo tore, I digested the pain by myself, and then did not give Gao Moran any opportunity to explain. , Broke up with him directly. He said that I am decisive, but only I know that I am decisive because he who once gave me a sense of security has destroyed this sense of security.
I know that I am not doing well in terms of feelings, but the shadow that Bai Antai has brought to me is too terrible, you may not understand these. I can only tell you that if it were not for my own heart to let go of all the anxiety and fear, then even if I knew that I was in love with someone, I would not take the next step easily.
This is why I can obviously feel your goodness, but I have never responded positively to you. It's not because you are not good enough, nor because you have someone else in your heart, I mind how much. It is because you have had someone else in your heart, and there is never a way to completely forget it. This kind of you makes me insecure.
Huo Tingshen, people are selfish, and I am even more selfish. Yesterday, you said that I don’t know how to love myself, but in fact, you are wrong, I love myself very much. Because I love myself, I will not give myself to any man easily, because I am too afraid to face the uncertainty of the future, I am afraid that one day, I will give you my heart, but you will give this Heart broken. "
After she finished speaking, Huo Tingshen was silent for a long time.
He knew that warmth had always been insecure, but he did not expect that the fear in her heart would be so deep...
He looked at her in the dark when the light suddenly came on.
Wenqing closed her eyes, and when she opened them again, she had already adapted to the light.
She looked at him and slowly put down the knife and fork: "So, just now, the choice I couldn't make, I will do it now."
She got up, picked up the bag, and left.
...
Huo Tingshen came back late.
Wenqing half sat on the bed, staring at the door.
After a while, there was no movement at the door. It seemed that Huo Tingshen had returned to the room.
Presumably... he is angry.
After all, he who is aloof has never been rejected by a woman again and again.
The next day, Huo Tingshen went downstairs. Seeing Wenqing was not there, he looked at the housekeeper Tong: "Where is Wenqing?"
"Miss Wen had already left half an hour ago. She said there are basketball games in school these days and she should go early."
Huo Ting's face was cold, without making a sound, he went to eat at the table alone.
Coming back from get off work at night, Wenqing has not yet come back.
Huo Tingshen's expression was cold, "Have you called her?"
"Old Chen said that he called Miss Wen, and Miss Wen said that she would work overtime. It might be late, so he should come back first."
Huo Tingshen's face was a bit annoyed: "Let Old Chen come back."
Butler Tong respectfully said: "Okay, San Ye, are you eating now?"
"No," he turned and left without changing his clothes.
Warmly this woman, after saying those things last night, are you planning to never see him again in the future?
He got in the car and drove directly to Beijing Normal University.
After having dinner in the school cafeteria, Wenqing went straight back to the office.
At this time, the teachers left work early.
She plans to stay in the office for one night tonight and return to Dacheng home tomorrow. There are no reporters there.
If there are no reporters, she will go back to live. If there are any more, just find another place to rent.
Since she and Huo Tingshen had made everything clear, it would be inappropriate to live in his house so unclearly.
The night in early November was already a bit cold.
She went to the bathroom to wash her face, and when she came out of the bathroom, the sensor light in the corridor suddenly turned bright and bright, which made her feel nervous.
In the past, I often told the legendary ghost stories of Beijing Normal University in my dormitory.
The most talked about is also the most famous in the school... There is nothing more than the ghosts of the female teacher in red in the office building 20 years ago.
Before, when she talked well, she listened to it as a joke.
But now...in the corridor of the office building.
There was a sound pretending to be gloomy in her mind.
"Twenty years ago, a female teacher fell in love with her student. After she was discovered by the school, the boys refused to admit it for a better future. Instead, the teacher seduce him. In that era of simple folk customs, female teachers could not bear it. Everyone's eyes, dressed in a red dress, hanged in the office at twelve o'clock in the middle of the night in a black and windy night.
It is said that a person who hangs at twelve o'clock will become a ghost if he happens to wear a red suit. After the teacher died, he turned into a ghost and harassed the male student every night. In the end, the male student had to ruin his prospects because of mental illness and dropped out.
But since then, many teachers have seen this red figure in the corridor when they are working overtime, as well as the sound of her leather shoes. So... in the teacher's office building of Beijing Normal University, there is a tradition of not working overtime in the office. "
She couldn't help shivering, and muttered: "Tonghao, you stinky girl, you know that making up stories is scary."
She exhaled and walked to the office door.
But at this moment... Da Da Da footsteps came from the stairs.
Her heart was tight, and she felt her hairs stand up inexplicably.
She ran two steps quickly, hurried into the office, and locked the door.