Vol 2 Chapter 2330: In my years

Not Sarah saw all this clearly, and she saw all of Su Rui's anxiety in her eyes.
This made some waves in her heart that had been calm for a long time, but she couldn't remember at all, what happened.
Su Rui said that he is his boyfriend, and his eagerness is indeed what he should have between him and his friends, and he is definitely not a fake.
Although Not Sarah has lost all her memories, she still has the most basic judgment. She can see that Su Rui is the kind of person who treats herself wholeheartedly.
Standing quietly at the door, looking at the excited young man who was about to lose his temper, Not Sarah carefully looked at his back. Suddenly, there seemed to be an aura flashing through her mind, but this aura came and went faster. She caught nothing.
"Who am I?" Not Sarah stopped looking. She took out a small mirror, looked at the beautiful face in it, and muttered to herself softly.
In the courtyard, Su Rui and Sri Pan were still talking.
"Now, Sarah Knott has lost her previous memory. I think, since you are here, only you can help her find her previous memory." Now, Sri Pan has completely believed in Su Rui and Not Sarah’s relationship.
"Retrieve the previous memory?" Su Rui hesitated uncontrollably after hearing this.
If Kyoko Yamamoto retrieves her previous memories, will she jump into the sea again? Would you choose to end your life again?
Facing this question, Su Rui had no bottom in his heart!
Kyoko's life has finally been saved, this process can be said to be against the sky, Su Rui doesn't want to see her pass by herself again!
If Yamamoto Kyoko recovers her memory, will her life be full of haze from now on?
Depriving a person's memory may be a cruel thing, but it is different for Kyoko Yamamoto!
After all, a few months ago, she took the initiative to end her life!
That time I jumped into the sea and jumped so tragically. After that, Su Rui didn’t know how many times he had jumped into the sea. Even in his dream, Su Rui could clearly understand the indescribable kind. Heartbreak!
If the memory is restored, then... Su Rui dare not think about it.
Seeing Su Rui's silence, Sri Pan thought he was in a heavy mood, so he patted Su Rui on the shoulder: "Young man, you are a good person, but you can't force this kind of thing. Even the doctor can't cure the amnesia. Only by chance."
Su Rui nodded deeply.
Faced with the question of whether to help Kyoko recover his memory, he really hesitated and was really at a loss.
He doesn't know if he has the right to deprive Kyoko of his memory, but he can be sure that if the memory is restored, Kyoko will never have such a peaceful life. With her character, either she would end her life again, or she would take the initiative to involve herself in a storm. There was no third choice.
Although her character is fierce, but more often than not bending!
Su Rui sighed and asked Sri Pan, "Brother, is there any smoke?"
Sri Pan understood Su Rui's thoughts at a glance: "There are cigarettes and wine here, do you want to drink together?"
"Good." Su Rui replied in a dull voice.
He didn't have the thought of going to see Kyoko right now. Although he had expected to find her countless times before, once he did find her... Su Rui was at a loss.
Again, Su Rui has no right to refuse Kyoko to retrieve his memory, but he has the desire to let Kyoko live a better life.
Compared to the wind before, Su Rui felt that the peaceful life now was the most rare, and he was really unwilling to watch Kyoko return to pain again.
Su Rui hardly smokes on weekdays, but today he smoked three sticks in a row and drank a whole bottle of local wine.
During this meal, he hardly said anything, Sri Pan was able to see through Su Rui's mood, and he never persuaded him to drink.
As for "Not Sarah", she did not come out of the room again.
Perhaps because of the complicated emotions in his heart, Su Rui, who has a very good amount of alcohol on weekdays, soon felt dizzy. He shook the empty wine bottle and patted his dizzy forehead. For some reason, his nose turned a bit sore.
It may be that the alcohol greatly stimulated the emotions in his heart, and Su Rui actually started to cry on the table.
He didn't make any sound of crying, just shrugging his shoulders. Sripan couldn't help sighing as he looked at the scene.
The man does not flick when he has tears, just because he has not reached the point of sadness.
He cried like this, how sad he was?
Although Sri Pan didn’t go to school, he was old and had enough experience. From Su Rui’s performance this afternoon, he could tell that this man must have gone through strong winds and waves. Time also has unforgettable feelings.
Sri Pan sighed, patted Su Rui on the shoulder, then stood up and walked towards the room.
Su Rui still didn't raise his head, and there was already a wet mark on the ground under him.
Even if a man can bear the sky on his shoulders, there will always be a moment of weakness and a moment of venting.
At this moment, Su Rui was crying like this, not knowing whether he was happy because he found Kyoko or because of the complicated emotions.
Maybe the two feelings were intertwined, maybe Su Rui couldn't tell what it was for.
Sri Pan walked into Knott's Sarah's room, she was sitting on the bed, saying nothing.
"Sarah, have you seen it?" Sri Pan asked.
The latter nodded, she raised her head and glanced at Sripan, then moved her eyes away.
Obviously, this person did not know what to do.
To her now, Su Rui seemed more like a stranger. Such a stranger showed such affection to her, which made Not Sarah suddenly flustered.
She saw Su Rui's melancholy, but she couldn't understand the source of that melancholy...at least not now.
"He should really be your boyfriend." Sri Pan put his hands together and put it on his chest: "Child, you are very lucky, it was God that let him find you."
Not Sarah nodded silently.
Although she has no religious beliefs, she also knows how difficult it is for Su Rui to meet her here.
It's nice to meet you, in my years before withering.
Once this emotion came out, Not Sarah felt a gap in her heart.
Before, she felt that Su Rui's appearance made herself full of pressure, but now it seems that those pressures are not worth mentioning.
Although she had no memory, she still couldn't deprive Su Rui of the joy of reunion in her heart.
In the eyes of Knott's Sarah, Su Rui's silent tears, half of them were crying with joy, and half were distressing her.
In fact, her guess is close to the truth.
From this point, it can be seen that after her amnesia, Nott's Sarah lost more than half of her cruel personality. At least now, her performance is no different from that of an ordinary girl.
"Go, boy, be brave." Sri Pan put his hand gently on Nott's Sarah's shoulder: "This is a reward from God."
"it is good."
Not Sarah nodded, hesitated, then opened the door and went out.
Su Rui didn't know that Nott Sarah had come out, he took a deep sniff and raised his head.
Against the dim light in the courtyard, the tear marks on Su Rui's face were so clear.
A hand stretched over, holding a piece of paper.
Not Sarah had no Su Rui in her memory, so she couldn't take the initiative to help Su Rui wipe away her tears. It was already quite difficult for her to pass a tissue.
Su Rui took this piece of paper, and he felt extremely warm.
At least, this was Kyoko's willingness to accept him, and her small step was already a great surprise for Su Rui.
It's just that men don't want others to see their fragile side. This crying appearance was seen by Kyoko, which made Su Rui feel very embarrassed.
He smiled embarrassingly, then wiped his face with a tissue indiscriminately, and said, "This, I'm a little too excited."
But Sarah didn't smile. She looked into Su Rui's eyes and said, "You said, I'm Kyoko, am I?"
Su Rui was silent for a while, then nodded.
Although he still doesn't know whether to help Kyoko retrieve her memory, it is reasonable to let her know his name.
"Your name is Kyoko, and your full name is... Kyoko Yamamoto." Su Rui said these four words, but seemed to have exhausted all his strength.
Kyoko, my Kyoko, you are back.
"Yamamoto Kyoko..." Not Sarah chewed the name. Although the name made her feel strange, she actually felt a kind of intimacy from the bottom of her heart.
"I'm an Oriental?" Not Sarah asked.
"Yes, it is from an Oriental." Su Rui hesitated: "If you want, I can tell you the past things slowly."
"Of course I would." Not Sarah also hesitated: "Or, from now on, you can call me Kyoko."
Su Rui listened, and a joyful expression appeared in his eyes!
Yamamoto Kyoko can say that, it is the most perfect progress!
She is not Knotsara, but Kyoko Yamamoto! The unique Yamamoto Kyoko!
Su Rui almost hugged each other without excitement, Yamamoto Kyoko's performance undoubtedly represents a kind of trust!
She is willing to believe him!
Yamamoto Kyoko looked at Su Rui's hand hanging in the air, looked at the other's excitement and bewilderment, there was a smile on her pretty face.
From the "stranger" Su Rui, she also felt a warmth flowing.
"Shall we go for a walk?" Yamamoto Kyoko said actively.
Su Rui was even more excited this time, and nodded again and again: "Okay, good!"

PS: The cervical spine is very painful and I write very slowly. I'm sorry, but it's a bit late. Chapter 2 is probably close to eleven o'clock. Let's rest early.