Chapter 204: Unhappy Life 10 of 89

　　 Facing Zhuang Mengdie’s tentative question, Qin Yang smiled, but did not deny:
Everyone has their own secret, doesn’t it?

　　 Zhuang Mengdie smiled slightly: "It seems that you are not as simple as an ordinary student."
　　 Qin Yang smiled and said, "I am, but not... how do I go?"
　　 Zhuang Mengdie's beautiful eyes cast a deep gaze at Qin Yang: "The riverside section outside Pearl Plaza will do."
　　 Qin Yang hummed, "It's next to where we had supper last time, right?"
"Ok."
　　 Zhuang Mengdie leaned back on the chair, her eyes revealing reminiscences: "In the past, we liked to have supper there, walk along the river, and discuss things together..."
　　 Qin Yang hesitated and asked, "Are you still alone?"
　　 Zhuang Mengdie turned her face and looked at Qin Yang: "Are you asking why I didn't find another one?"
　　 Qin Yang said: "A woman, no matter how strong, she still needs a shoulder she can rely on."
Zhuang Mengdie’s eyelashes trembled, her eyes drooping, her nose twitched lightly, and she was silent for a few seconds, and muttered: "Yes, but there are some things, not that you can forget if you forget, nor that you can meet if you want to meet. Nine out of ten times when life is unhappy."
With a light sigh, Zhuang Mengdie turned his head and looked at the street view outside the window, and whispered softly: "When I had no money, I tried my best to make money. When I became rich, I found that my life was more tiring than before. Although I have eaten well, dressed well, and drove a good car, I can't find the happiness before..."
Qin Yang was silent for a few seconds, then comforted: "That's because people are in different positions, want different things, and face different things. Many times, it's not that we are living our lives, but our lives are pushing. We move forward."
　　 "...Life is pushing us forward..." Zhuang Mengdie repeated in a low voice, staring at Qin Yang with bright eyes: "You are just a freshman, why do you feel this way?"
　　 The corner of Qin Yang's mouth slightly raised two points, and he replied casually: "Nowadays, there are more and more chicken soup articles on the Internet. Haven't eaten pork before, haven't you seen a pig run?"
　　 "Chicken soup text?"
Zhuang Mengdie said with a smile: "A few years ago, those soul chicken soup texts were pretty tangible. Now, they are all poisonous chicken soup with private goods. After drinking chicken soup, you see arsenic. What you said is not like online What a joke."
　　 Qin Yang shrugged his shoulders: "Otherwise?"
Zhuang Mengdie did not argue with Qin Yang. Although she is not too old, she is still dealing with people of all kinds. This vision is indeed not bad at all. When Qin Yang said this, it was obviously from the heart. Feeling, and definitely not just talking about the so-called chicken soup.
　　 Zhuang Mengdie is wondering why Qin Yang is so young, so mature and stable, and has such a sense of life?
　　 What made his current character?
　　 "After Brother Ming is gone, are you alone in the Dynasty Bar?"
Zhuang Mengdie hummed: "Yes, Dynasty Bar is the painstaking effort of me and Brother Ming, and it is also Brother Ming's ambition. At the beginning, he made a bold statement and wanted to open the Dynasty Bar into the largest and most lively bar in Zhonghai. He is gone. I I naturally want to help him fulfill this wish, just a woman..."
　　 Zhuang Mengdie didn't finish speaking, but Qin Yang understood the meaning.
The bar was originally a place where fish and dragons were mixed, it was a lot of trouble, and there were also many places to deal with in all aspects. Zhuang Mengdie, a woman who can handle it, even if she has the ability, I am afraid it will be very difficult, especially when she is so beautiful, so charming and attractive , There must be many people who have thoughts about her.
　　 Qin Yang didn't say much, everyone has the right to choose their own life. Similarly, if you choose this kind of life, you have to bear the negative aspects of this kind of life.
　　 If Zhuang Mengdie can put it down and sell her Dynasty Bar, then she can also choose a different life. It is just for the wish of Brother Ming, she is not willing to do this, she is still working hard to support it.
"When Brother Ming was there, he naturally had pride, but he is gone. I think he cares more about you. No matter how big the Dynasty Bar is open, it has nothing to do with him, but you have a bad time. I think no matter where he is, he will miss it."
　　 Zhuang Mengdie gave a hum, with a smile in his eyes: "You are not old, but you have matured in your mood, and you have a good way of comforting others, do you not comfort girls?"
　　 Qin Yang said with a smile: "I really haven't comforted a girl much. I'm just thinking about empathy and comparing my heart to my heart."
Zhuang Mengdie bit her lip and hummed softly: "I understand the truth, but if I can go on, I still want to give it a try. Otherwise, I am alone, so what do I do? "
　　 "Even if I don't make a bar now, I won't be starving for a long time, but if you are alive, you always have to do something, otherwise, the life will be extremely empty and my heart will not be at ease..."
Speaking of this, Zhuang Mengdie suddenly showed a bit of self-deprecating: "People are actually quite cheap, and when they are busy and tired, I always hope that I can do nothing and just play easily, but what is it? I didn’t do it. When I was just playing, UU read www.uukanshu.com but felt empty and unreliable..."
　　 Qin Yang said with a smile: "The meaning of human existence is to reflect one's own value. A life without value, even oneself will dislike oneself."
"exactly!"
　　 Zhuang Mengdie's eyes lit up: "That's what I mean, but I want to realize my own value, so tired."
　　 The two chatted all the way, and the car quickly arrived at the riverside outside Mingzhu Square. Qin Yang parked the car and then they got out of the car.
　　 There are some sand mining boats working in the daytime on the riverside here, and a cement road has been built, extending along the riverside.
　　 Qin Yang accompanied Zhuang Mengdie along this concrete road, and then walked to the end of the concrete road on the riverside, but Zhuang Mengdie did not stop, but stepped on the pebbles on the riverside and continued on.
　　 There are only two lights hanging on one iron frame by the river, and the lights are dim, but Zhuang Mengdie is in high spirits, walking on the slippery autumn pebbles, like a cheerful girl.
　　 Qin Yang looked at Zhuang Mengdie and sighed in his heart. Perhaps only in this place full of memories can Zhuang Mengdie let go of the burden in his heart, put down his pretense, and reveal his true self.
　　 On a raised rock by the river, Zhuang Mengdie climbed up, then sat down and opened the small bag.
　　 "I want to smoke a cigarette, do you smoke?"
　　 Qin Yang smiled: "You smoke, I rarely smoke."
　　 "Well, I rarely smoke. I don't smoke more than three cigarettes a day. I used to be a big smoker. Later, I promised Ming to not exceed three cigarettes a day. Slowly, I got used to it..."
Zhuang Mengdie lit the cigarette, took a light breath, raised her pretty face, and gently exhaled the smoke, the smoke rose, Zhuang Mengdie with her face upturned under the dim light, revealing a kind of distressing Loneliness and loneliness...