Vol 3 Chapter 2748: 1 bowl of chicken soup

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Is he thinking too much?
Zheng Ren smiled, he didn't think so. However, judging from the expression of the little stone, the boy tried very hard to live.
Even if it has undergone endless radiotherapy and chemotherapy, even if it has undergone a surgery that even Zheng Ren has only 50% grasp, even if it has experienced a day when the lungs secrete 2500ml of watery sputum and mucus.
The road ahead is difficult, but he is still working hard, and it seems that he never thought of giving up.
"We talked about it before," said Little Stone. "Alive, I've always been tired. Have you never met my dad?"
仁 Zheng Ren nodded, his heart was as calm as water, without sorrow and sorrow, and without the boredom and joy when coaxing a child, he was ready to act as a listener.
"My dad is also tired, even when I mentioned that he felt he shouldn't live." Little Stone closed his eyes and said in a hoarse voice that only he and Zheng Ren could hear, "He worked outside to earn money and did After two or three jobs, I can feel him losing weight every so often during the video. "
他们 "They also have your questions, and finally threw this problem to me. Why do you say that, adults? Don't you think it's too cruel to throw such a difficult question on a child?"
Zheng Ren shrugged helplessly, the goods were so bitter and mean, but not worse than Su Yun.
"Hey." Little Rock opened his eyes. There was no sadness or indecision in his eyes, but more of an anonymous smile.
Zheng Zhengren looked at him silently and seriously.
"I made a decision long ago, and you still have to ask me again and again, it is really annoying." Xiao Shitou said, "Because of the money, I think that's it. But you have to bear the cost What else do I have to worry about? "
"Brother, I think you are very frustrated, not for financial reasons. You tell me everything, but it ’s not enough money. Living here, but not cheap." Xiao Stone asked.
"No." Zheng Ren's heart was a little hazy and he could not linger. He said sincerely: "Money is not an issue, at least for me. In the last year, I made 3,000 yuan a month in Haicheng. money."
"How did you survive?"
"I didn't spend much money, and I didn't expect to marry a wife at that time. There was a rental house, which was shared with a young Zhao who was the anchor." Zheng Ren said with a smile, recalling what happened last year, it was quite interesting. of.
"For me, I didn't dare to think about the future at that time. Is there a future? They all said that they should not let the children lose on the starting line, but I lost it all in the morning." Zheng Ren said without grief or joy.
"Same as me?" Little Stone asked.
"It's almost the same as you in essence. At that time, it was aggrieved. You can't say it when you're angry. You can only keep silent." Zheng Ren said very rarely, and now a small stone touched one of his soft, Never show the land.
What I wouldn't have said in a lifetime, at this time all said it. Maybe ... this is also a sequela of using the real eye.
"But there is no way, man, it is very difficult to live. So I understand what you said, I understand your parents and you."
"Talk about you then." Little Stone tried to show a smile again.
Zheng Ren's heart is slightly warm, he can realize how difficult it is for Xiaoshi to laugh. He's all like this, and wants to calm himself with a smile, this child is very sensible.
"Well, Haicheng is a small place, and everyone basically knows it. Most of the doctors in the department have links with their parents, so the director ... can't be said to bully me, but there is no connection with me, so there are some dirty jobs It's all me. "
"Working is nothing, the important thing is not to let me have surgery." Zheng Renping said flatly, as if telling the story of others, "People who came with me can cut the gallbladder, but I can only Constantly sketch in my mind and do virtual surgery. "
"It's miserable," Little Stone said.
"Yeah, it's miserable." Zheng Ren smiled. "I think every day. When I get up in the wind one day, they must look good!"
Xiao Xiaoshio has a lot of spirit, listening carefully to Zheng Ren's story.
"However, that 4 or 5 years has strengthened my ability to simulate surgery in my mind. Sometimes I sleep and dream, and I have a whole night of surgery, which is very tiring. Usually my unit is busy and my extra bed is full. Not tired. "
可能 "Maybe fate feels too unfair to me, and one day I will transfer."
"Wow!" Little Stone admired admirably.
"I had a very difficult operation. Although Director Liu still looked down on me, I got the appreciation of Director Lao Pan and was transferred to the emergency department to set up an emergency ward. Since then, I have been involved in interventional surgery. All kinds of surgery. "
"Now thinking back, the time of 4 or 5 years was very painful at the time, and my eyes were dark, and I felt that I would never be able to survive in my life. But I did not give up and I have been insisting.
"I'm not saying how noble, how brave I am, what to do if I don't insist? Is it just going to go down like this?"
"Brother ~ EbookFREE.me ~ Don't talk to me, I don't listen to chicken soup. How do you get revenge after you are developed?" Xiao Stone asked with great interest, even a little louder.
"In the beginning, I was a little bit drifted, and now I feel very embarrassed. Later I used to suppress my director Liu was sick and liver cancer. I am very good at treating this, and it seems that the strongest in the country does not seem excessive."
"Once I went to the provincial capital for surgery, when I was out of the operating room, I saw Director Liu lying on a flat car and pushed out. I also envisioned this screen. I should have stepped forward and asked indifferently. Director Liu, what's wrong with you? Just say a few words that he will jump wildly, and then turn around and leave. "
"and after?"
"At that moment, I suddenly felt very meaningless. It was very meaningless to do so." Zheng Rendao, "There is a bowl of chicken soup, saying that anyone who can't kill you will make you stronger."
"It's very boring, and there is no logic." Little Stone said.
"Yeah, but it is more in line with my state of mind at the time. I was still wondering on the way back. Compared with revenge on Director Liu, I seemed to be more interested in treating patients and saving people."
"Shouldn't be more interested in making money?"
"Well, for many years, medical care has been lifted too high. Is it possible to cure the disease and save people, as well as the kindness of the medical practitioners. Since school, the teacher has said that the doctors, nurses, and public opinion around the society who have entered the society say so . Making money is only one aspect ... Let's put it this way, technological progress makes me even more pleased. "
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