Chapter 41: Lovesickness is not negative (2)

Fu Dongwen couldn't pretend anymore.
He will stand without a hug, hesitating for a while, and still hold her in his arms: "Then don't go, I will be here on both sides."
There is a train ticket to the north in the drawer, which is from the morning after tomorrow. It will be empty in the future and he will not come again. People who don't have a good reputation can be ridiculous for a while.
Shen Xi rubbed, leaning toward him, facing his face, listening to his heartbeat clearly.
After a while, she lifted her face and looked at him.
He was confused by her eyes, and said with a low smile: "The third brother is not a gentleman, nor magnanimous. If you look at me like this, something will happen."
At this point, the two knew what was going to happen.
"...Nothing," she whispered, "he proposed to me before, and I didn't agree."
Shen Xi furiously said frankly: "Although it is not clear what you have heard in Beijing, it is the Duan family, or someone else said it, or the rumors that your people inquired into the hospital, it is not true. The previous proposal was not agreed. After that, the proposal will not be accepted."
He looked at her.
I wanted to laugh for a while, laughing that I was drunk and frustrated, and actually followed her way.
Outside the window, there was the sound of cars whistling dimly, like insects, and someone was walking on the stairs outside a door. Once the room was quiet, she discovered how unsound-proof the door was. just……
His hand was on the back of her neck.
"Gu Youwei is a person who doesn't see prey or scatter eagles. She took a lot of effort to pick the second son of the Duan family." He lowered his head and looked for her lips. "It is waiting for the wife of the other family to pass away. . In the past two years..." In the past two years, too much has happened, so why bother to say it all this night?
The Chinese drink wine and love to drink it warmly. He has tasted the Shaoxing Baijiu going north and the Shaoxing Huadiao going south when he was in his twenties. Westerners drink alcohol and love cold...Today he drank huadiao, warm wine, like herbal soup of Chinese medicine, it is not intoxicating after being poured into it, and the stamina is full.
Right now, the stamina has risen, and it seems to be back in his twenties, the most romantic and most comfortable time. The girl’s tongue is the softest, and it means that she is afraid of her pain if she tries hard, and she doesn’t have to use her strength to kiss her and it’s not strong...
The heat he exhaled was on her face.
"Your father's operation... is considered successful," she panted slightly, not forgetting the important things today, "It's just... it depends on the future development, you know he is getting older..."
"The hospital called," he whispered vaguely, "Qing Xiang answered it."
That's good……
Although Shen Xi didn't understand why, he felt that Fu Dongwen didn't like discussing his father's affairs with him, and he always avoided him. Hearing that the news came from the hospital, he guessed that Duan Menghe ordered someone to give him the news after the operation, so he stopped mentioning it.
"I won't leave tonight, am I?" he whispered.
She just let go of the words, it was forced by love, this would be asked by him, but he didn't say anything.
Asking knowingly...
He laughed: "If we don't go, let's go to bed and say, the third brother can't stand anymore."
With that, he touched the switch and turned off the light.
"You..." She was embarrassed to accuse him, and went to bed again.
"Yang Yang has grown up now, so he doesn't like to be called Third Brother." He suddenly laughed.
How to call it out in the previous situation.
"Call here to listen," he whispered.
Without waiting for her to say a word, she kissed her again.
Outside, it gradually started to rain.
The rain fell on the alleys of the market, on the smoky grass in her heart. Listening to the sound of the rain, she felt in a daze that she and him were hiding under the eaves of the dilapidated old house, their backs were not wooden doors, brick walls, and winding feet. The flow of water, in front of me is a string of water beads... quiet like a teenager's cheating, hazy intimacy...
A person like him has such an ability to make every intimacy different.
But he is really her first love, the girl's feelings hidden deep in her heart. He did not kiss each other, and tasted it carefully. Afterwards, he would feel uncomfortable and whispered, "You have a try."
She wants her to try, to learn his way, to his tongue and eat his lips.
Shen Xi was embarrassed and pushed him.
He finally couldn't get through the alcohol, so he staggered. Shen Xi hurriedly supported him and let him go to bed first. Fu Dongwen leaned on the pillow, his shirt unbuttoned, revealing his chest under his neck.
In a room without a light source, the eyes that looked at her were sparkling and watery.
Shen Xi felt his pulse anxiously, which was beating down and down, which was not bad.
Fu Dongwen touched her face in the dark, half-dreaming and half-awake, and then dragged her onto his body.
They are all back, and there are details about the relationship between the two in the past, filling the vacancies in the past two years. In a daze, she thought that she had returned to the Fu's old house...
He turned over in the quilt, hugged her with the quilt, and his men kept untying her white woolen clothes. The wine made blood hot and excited. Under the white fleece sweater, it is what he longs for, it is "chun teasing crispy white phoenix cream", and it is "slick and creamy first set and stuffed with crisp"... She hasn't been done like this by him in the past, but after a long time, reunion is on the bed. toss.
It is the strangest and the most familiar, so the most ecstasy.
"Three brothers..." Shen Xi begged for mercy lowly.
He went to kiss her on the neck, whispered "Yeah", and said dissatisfied: "Yang Yang's body gets hotter than before...I'm grown up."
In his mouth, she will always be a girl. At her age, she should have been a husband and a child in an ordinary family. She was also a stand-alone person in the hospital. Here, she was wrapped in a quilt in his arms, but she was just Big".
Shen Xi listened to his steadily long breathing and wondered if he had fallen asleep.
He was slurred again, and whispered: "There is a sentence, can Yang Yang heard it?"
He didn't say what it was, how did she know?
"May the heaven and earth be happy and entertaining," his voice became lower and lower, "yearly...tonight."
The deep affection and kindness are all in this sentence, there is the unwillingness to separate from the past, the love for separating the two places, and the joy of getting what you want tonight. Shen Xi was silent for a long time, then touched his face again, and fell asleep.
It rained all night, from late night to dawn.
At half past five, Shen Xi opened his eyes and looked at his face in a daze at his shoulder, falling asleep, his hands still in his sweater. The quilt was casually covered under his waist, covering his lower body and her upper body. Shen Xi's feet were so cold that he moved, it was so cold. She blushed and held Fu Dongwen's wrist.
Gently, he pulled it out of his clothes... the foreign yarn vest inside was torn apart by him.
Glancing quietly, she fell asleep.
So secretly, she took off the white sweater and put on the foreign yarn vest again. From the beginning to the end, I didn't dare to show the atmosphere, like a college student cheating on others, barefoot, carrying leather shoes, and ran outside...
The door was closed with a backhand, and the bathroom was with his left hand.
She is very familiar with the layout here, so she put on her shoes, went in, washed her face in a hurry, used the mouthwash on the table, the comb could not be found, looked at the mirror and spread her hair, scraped and tied with her fingers. Two braids.
Looking around, he didn't move any furnishings, but added two more pots of plants in the window.
When she came out of the bathroom, Tan Qingxiang just heard the movement and peered up under the stairs.
The two looked at each other, and Tan Qingxiang couldn't help but beckoned. He quietly waved to her and asked in a low voice, "Come for breakfast?"
Shen Xi responded and quietly went downstairs.
In the kitchen, not only Tan Qingxiang, but also Zhou Lixun, the two men were just getting up, wearing shirtless shirts, and eating rice and soy milk with their cuffs. Because last night the two "watched" a turbulent reunion and reconciliation through a door last night, Shen Xi saw him, embarrassed, and sat down at the corner of the dining table.
The kitchen was already small and crowded with three people.
Tan Qingxiang pushed the ceramic jar of white sugar to Shen Xi and poured a bowl of fresh soy milk for her: "I haven't seen it in two years."
This should have been last night's words, but last night he was not the protagonist, so he had to put it on today.
"That day...he had dinner with me, you should have gone there together." Shen Xi said.
"Just kidding, what am I doing in the past?" Tan Qingxiang was funny, "Besides, he put on my coat, how can I go?"
Zhou Li sneered: "And my tie."
...
Shen Xi knew that the two were going to tease, took a bowl, and drank soy milk.
Tan Qingxiang and Shen Xi have a deep revolutionary friendship. Knowing that there are many things between the two, there are some things that are not suitable for breaking up and talking in front of Zhou Lixun, so they didn’t talk to Shen Xi any more. Talk to Zhou Lixun just now.
After hearing them chat for a while, Shen Xitu cleared some doubts. She was surprised earlier that Zhou Li had traveled across the ocean to return to China and shouldn't just help Fu Dongwen deal with family affairs. It turned out that his help to Fu Dongwen was secondary, and the main thing was going north to meet with the Minister of Foreign Affairs.
Tan Qingxiang explained to Shen Xi: "The government has supported participation in the war in the past two years, and is also preparing for victory in the war. Beijing has gathered many diplomats and doctors specializing in international law. Everyone is studying the regulations of international law repeatedly. I want to successfully regain our sovereignty in Shandong after the war is won."
Although Shen Xi didn't care about wars, many of his classmates were in Britain and France, and they knew a little bit about the battle.
Last year, the German and Austrian camps began to decline, and Chen Linguan's letter said so.
He has been practicing the road of saving the country, never caring about the quality of his personal reputation, and only caring about more practical things. It has never been as simple as writing an article and shouting slogans.
Stirring the spoon of soy milk, gently touching the bowl, she thought of her sweetheart like a little girl.
"It was Dong Wen who persuaded me to return to China," Zhou Lixun, a doctor of law, also said with a smile, "He is the most deceptive person. I can't resist this temptation. I use what I have learned all my life to fight for the rights and interests of the motherland. ."
Shen Xi asked curiously: "Is your husband ready to go north?"
Tan Qingxiang and Zhou Lixun looked at each other.
In fact, it was originally scheduled to be tomorrow, and Fu Dongwen would go north together, but obviously, the plan was about to change.
The two of them smiled in unison.
Zhou Lixun went upstairs in advance to pack his luggage and prepare to catch the train.
She and Tan Qingxiang were left in the kitchen, and Tan Qingxiang asked her in a low voice, "You and Duan Menghe?"
Shen Xi shook his head: "It's all rumors."
Although it is often spread like this in the hospital, she and Duan Menghe are indeed gentlemen's friends, and apart from the sudden marriage proposal, there is nothing beyond them. But here is no better than in New York, where the two men and women meet out for a meal, or often say a few more words in one place, it is already a romantic relationship. There were more rumors, and she couldn't help it. The female doctors in the hospital had only one gynecological resident, and there were many suitors who couldn't escape this fate.
Duan Menghe and the Prime Minister are relatives and vice-presidents. Naturally, they have received more attention, which has affected her.
Tan Qingxiang laughed: "I had known this misunderstanding a long time ago. I should go to the hospital to talk to you about the past. I come and go, I understand."
He was right.
"He in Dong Wen..." Tan Qingxiang sighed, "The illness almost died back then, although it cannot be said that it was because of losing you, but you were trapped and frustrated like that back then, and if you leave, it will be a big blow to him. He whispered, "Life is too short and you don't want to let it go. Let's not let it go in the future, okay?"
Shen Xi was amused by him.
The two chatted for a while, and it was about Shen Xi in Shanghai and Fu Dongwen in Beijing in the past two years. Finally, Shen Xi couldn't help sighing: "Mr. Tan, don't you have a life of your own? We are also friends of life and death, and it is not necessary to just say him..."
"Me?" Tan Qingxiang thought, "It's boring."
He smiled to himself and asked softly: "Are there any nurses in your hospital who have never been married? My mother urged me to get married, but she urged me to jump into the river. She was just going to marry me, I am afraid that she will go north to change a hospital to work. ," After speaking, he sighed, "A few days ago, I was asked to meet two young ladies in the Dong language. You know my own conditions. I don't dare to marry the young ladies. It's better to be ordinary people."
Shen Xi thought of Su Qing and asked in a low voice, "That...Miss Su, don't you want to work hard?"
Tan Qingxiang was stunned and shook his head without saying a word.
He packed up the bowls and chopsticks used by several people and put them in the sink.
Shen Xi guessed that he was poking him in his weakness. Feeling guilty, he heard him turn his back to him and laughed and said, "Let you introduce a nurse, and you will use my past things to stop you. Shen Xi is still not a friend. ?"
It is worthy of being a great friend, and the ability to pretend to be relaxed is one-to-one.
Shen Xi followed him and said, "Okay, I'll help you pay attention."
This morning was her outpatient day. She couldn't help but go to the hospital. Even if she couldn't bear it, she had to leave.
Shen Xi squatted by the bed and pillow for a while, looking at his face, he only felt that there was no trace of aging, but he was more handsome than before. She watched and noticed her stupidity, so she left a note on the desk, went to the bookshelf, picked the most beautiful empty ink bottle, pressed it, and left the apartment.
In the lane, the neighbors are busy, cleaning the kitchen and cooking in the rain.
The rain did not decrease. The men who were going to the office were all looking for rain gear. Shen Xi asked Tan Qingxiang to borrow an umbrella. Tan Qingxiang was not familiar with the apartment and could not find it. She had no choice but to borrow from the neighbor next door. She was surprised at the first glance: "Miss Shen, are you back? I also said that your apartment was sold to the Qing Gang. Outside the house, the Qing Gang was guarding...we were scared. , You know, where have we honest people seen such a scene..." Shen Xi didn't know how to explain, and vaguely said that he was anxious to go to work.
The other party brought her in to find an umbrella. The old man in the room asked him a few words. Jomo guessed that Shen Xi’s background might be the Qinggang. When he took out the umbrella, he was a lot more polite. Quan Dang just didn’t sigh with emotion. He smiled and held the umbrella. Pass it to her. She smiled and said that she would take it back in two days, and the other party hurriedly said: "Miss Shen takes it to use, don't rush to return it, there are so many umbrellas at home."
She hurried away because she was afraid that she would not be able to make it to the clinic.
The morning outpatient clinic is still busy. What is unusual is that when she talks to the patient today, she can think of him, and she can think of him when she writes a diagnosis. Even at lunch, she heard a few residents chatting about yesterday’s heavy rain. Will think of Fu Dongwen.
After lunch, she returned to the office, and the doctor next door was listening to the radio again.
Huqin is always talking, and Peking opera is always tuned.
She put her hand on her face, listening to the radio with others, repeating three words in her heart-Fu Dongwen.
The phone rang.
She was in a daze, cleared her throat, and lifted the receiver: "Hello."
At the end of the line is the sound of flipping books.
In almost an instant, she had identified him...
"I'm thinking about which restaurant to choose in the evening," he said, "Is there a good wine."
Is he suggesting to date her? It is the steps of a serious relationship.
"Don't drink it." She hesitated.
I was drunk and confused yesterday, and drinking it is not good for my body.
He smiled on the phone: "When does work end? I'm going to the hospital to visit my father, and then pick you up."
"Five o'clock, or," she whispered, "it's okay for you to come earlier. I have free time after my morning outpatient clinic."
Fortunately, there are clothes prepared in the office, so I can't cope with the appointment.
He laughed again.
She laughed inexplicably: "What are you laughing at..."
"I'm laughing. I don't have a man with a serious job. I have spent the morning with a long wait," he said. "I am in a western restaurant near your hospital. The dishes are lacklustre. If you can leave earlier, I would be happy. Pick you up now."