Chapter 21: Love

Ji Ling :? ? ?
He stared blankly in front of himself, and the black mech like a smashed Ning Yu's white mech out with a black question mark in his head!
Wasn't it normal before Jing Sui? What is going on with him? Why do you want to attack Ning Yu? Wouldn't he be convulsing too ... No! You are the actor, you must hold on, you are my only hope for going home!
Ji Ling was about to cry.
When his expression was stunned, a cold and majestic voice resounded in the duel: "The victory and defeat have been divided, and the duel is over."
Although Ning Yu's name was not directly stated, everyone can see that it was only a matter of time before Ning Yu defeated Ji Ling. No doubt Ning Yu won the duel.
But the scene was still silent. Even so, His Majesty drove the mech himself to interfere in the duel process ... this is the first time in the entire history of the Empire!
As an emperor, he intervened in a fair duel.
To defend an imperial aristocracy.
Obviously unfair.
People on the Internet were silent for a while, and then began to express their dissatisfaction.
"I thought His Majesty was the closest to the civilians. It was the fairest of the civilians. It was said that Ning Yu was punished for punishing Ji Ling. I think it was a drama. Only at the crucial moment can I see who he is protecting ..."
"In the final analysis, they are still safeguarding the interests of their nobles. They are suffocated and usually show us nothing."
"Don't we all be silly?"
"Licking-are the dogs awake?"
"As emperor, isn't this a bit excessive?"
"Even if he admits that Ning Yu won, Ning Yu could have won."
"There shouldn't be hope for these imperial nobles. Of course, the emperor is safeguarding the interests of the nobles, ha ha."
"Distressed us Ning Yu greatly, hug him."
"..."
Ji Ling didn't know that in just a few minutes, the wind direction on the Internet had changed several times. Not only was he almost washed out, but Jing Sui took the pot and started to become the object of netizens venting their dissatisfaction.
He digged out of the mech horribly, looking at the huge black mech in front of him with ashes.
What about Jing Sui, the best friend of the most reliable people? Why are you doing this too!
Are you born again, or have you been crooked by Brandon? !!
Just when Ji Ling was desperate, he saw the hatch in the middle of the black mech opened, a tall figure stood upright, and he jumped off the mech which was tens of meters high, and fell like a mountain. on the ground.
Jing Sui looked up to reveal a handsome and immaculate face, with golden light shining in his golden pupils. Instead of looking at Ji Ling behind him, he walked straight in front of Ning Yu's mech and grabbed the edge of the mech hatch. Reaching for a hand, he tore the damaged nacelle directly, pulling Ning Yu out of it.
Ning Yu's lips were a little pale and seemed to be injured. He looked up at Jing Sui, and the light flashed in the green eyes, making a low-pitched voice: "Your Majesty."
Jing Sui slowly said, "Are you all right?"
Ning Yu shook her head. "No big deal."
Jing Sui controlled his strength when he shot, and at first glance it was not that Ning Yu was injured just now. It is said that Carlos arranged that someone secretly obstruct it ... but at this moment it is not the right time to say this. He paused, looked at Ning Yu with an apologetic look, and said softly, "You were wronged just now in a hurry ... Although it is a duel, but since the victory is already divided, it is better to make peace more valuable. What do you think?"
Ning Yu smiled with an understanding and said with emotion: "You are right, I was a little impulsive just now and almost didn't stop."
Jing Sui smiled slightly: "Anyway."
Ji Ling was so desperate that she almost thought that Jing Sui had been born again. As a result, although Jing Sui suddenly shot to save herself, she ran to Ning Yu with a look at herself without a glance. He had doubts about his own thoughts.
Isn't Jing Sui here to help himself?
Ji Ling's eyes brightened, this is very likely! In this life, because of the butterfly effect, Ning Yu was not conceived by himself, but instead scrambled to fight against him. He would definitely win this duel. Jing Sui did not need to go to the hero to save the beauty, but this is not necessarily a good thing for Ning Yu.
Because as a civilian in Ningyu District, if he really killed himself on the duel, even if he won the honor, he would undoubtedly cause super big trouble!
Is he someone he can kill casually? The cliff is not!
In this case, he only acknowledged that he killed Ning Yu, but Ning Yu would be madly retaliated by killing himself. Killing a nobleman is the bottom line he cannot touch.
Duel is fair, but this society is not.
Don't say that other nobles will take revenge against Ning Yu in order to maintain authority, facing endless troubles. Just his parents, Grand Duke Ji Ting and Madam Marina, will at all costs Ning Yu pay his life!
Therefore, Jing Sui's shot seemed to save himself. In fact, it was Ning Yu who was defending her. In this way, Ning Yu won the duel beautifully, gained everyone's affirmation and sympathy, and did not offend her parents and other nobles. Bailey is harmless.
This is the correct way to unfold the plot!
Ji Ling thought of this, and her heart rekindled hope, you are so good!
I did read you right.
While everyone's attention was focused on Her Majesty the Emperor and the protagonist Ning Yu, cannon fodder Ji Ling slipped out quietly, he was really tired today.
Although many things have changed in this life, in order to return home, he must be able to reverse the plot!
Ji Ling returned to his preparation room, wiped his face with cold water, rested for a while, recovered some strength, and pushed the door to prepare to leave.
At this time, everyone was concentrated outside, but there was no one here. Ji Ling walked alone in the empty metal corridor. When he turned, he accidentally bumped into a person, and was about to say sorry, when he looked up, the whole person was stiff. In the same place, he opened his mouth stupidly speechless.
Is he a vision? How could he see Jing Sui here?
Isn't Jing Sui talking to Ning Yu just now? !!
If you do n’t go to comfort your sweetheart, why do you come here alone?
Jing Sui looked down slightly, looking at the startled teenager in front of him. The teenager was a little embarrassed, and there was a hint of blush on the white-white face that had not been dispersed after the fierce battle. Slowly, complex emotions appeared in his eyes.
Actually, I just wanted to talk to him ... but he didn't do that.
He didn't want to push the teenager to the cusp, to withstand more malicious speculation and unprovoked attacks, so even if he wanted to see this person in his heart, he didn't look back.
Ji Lingxuan looked at the man in front of him, and after thinking for a while, maybe this was accidental. Maybe Jing Sui was also preparing to leave ... Since it happened to happen, if he was too tired, he had to continue acting.
His eyelashes trembled, and he looked at Jing Sui with anger and sadness, and said unwillingly, "Whoever asks you to save me, I, even without you, I can defeat him!"
Jing Sui didn't say anything, he just looked at him.
Ji Ling was a little panicked. Jing Sui's eyes always made him feel that something was wrong. He froze and continued to say, "I'll let you see, I'm no better than-"
Ning Yu was worse.
But these three words were not spoken.
A cold wind swept across the neck, Jing Sui suddenly stretched out his hand against the wall behind Ji Ling, approached Ji Ling's face, and his sharp golden pupil looked at him momentarily, the tight jaw radian, tight The thin lips show the uneasy mood of the man in front.
Ji Ling suddenly got stuck.
I went, ah, it was the first time in his two lives that Jing Sui looked so serious, it was really terrible! This person used to be disgusted by any amount of indifference, even when he was ordered to be expelled from Emperor Xing, he still did not have any expression, just as if he had no qualification to make him angry.
Although he is the same kind of deep-hearted person as Carlos, if Carlos is always wearing a false and elegant mask of aristocracy, then Jing Sui never shows any emotions of anger and sorrow—probably not in this world. Anyone can guess the true emotions in his heart.
Therefore, Jing Sui, who suddenly had emotions and looked angry, was really alarming!
Teeth frightened by the niches of Ji Ling tremble.
From the extreme distance, Jing Sui stared at the color of fear in the teenager's blue eyes. For a long time, he closed his eyes and opened it again. The depth of the golden pupil glanced over a gloomy and painful dark color.
The pale and bloodless face of the boy in front of him gradually coincided with the scene in his memory that he could never forget.
In the dark clouds and the thorny steel ruins, the person with the face of 'Ning Yu' stood in front of him without hesitation at the critical moment, and took the thunder blow of Carlos for him, and then he eased Slowly, his camouflage dissipated a little like a faded mirage, finally revealing the original appearance of the boy.
He fell into his arms, his face pale and bloodless.
But the scorching light in the blue eyes was like the last ray of fire in the burning embers. At the last moment of life's dying, he seriously said to him with a weak voice: I'm sorry ... I won't linger again It's yours.
You and Ning Yu, be good.
The obscure words, accompanied by the smell of blood in the wind, almost drifted with the wind ... but made his heart, which was almost never moved by anything, twitched slightly.
It seems that something very important has passed away silently.
Since then, every detail in this picture has been vivid and vivid in countless years since then.
He finally realized that on that day, the teenager did not hurt Ning Yu at all. He actually saved Ning Yu.
Because he thought Ning Yu was the one he loved, so even if he risked being discovered by Carlos, he might pay the price of his life, but went to Ning Yu.
Using his arrogant appearance as a cover up, Ning Yu was given a chance to escape.
He loves that humbleness ... the proud disguise is his final self-esteem.
But even though she was so jealous and hated Ning Yu, she still chose to use her life to complete them.
Jing Sui always knew that he loved him, and this love was abandoned by him, dismissive, because there were too many people who liked him, so much that he was numb, he was used to all kinds of admiration Gaze ... and the youth is but one of the most disgusting and ignorant.
What those people love is not the true him, but his appearance, his identity, and cheap love are his most important things.
He thinks the same goes for teenagers.
But then he knew he was wrong, and that was ridiculous.
It turns out that there is really a person in this world who loves him so purely and fiercely, even if he is hurt by himself, give up again and again, and push away again and again ... but still cannot let go of him and cannot love him.
Willing to do everything for him.
Throughout the past and the future, there will never be a person who will love him like a teenager.
This love is not unique, but unique.
Than countless times more precious than the most precious treasure in the entire universe.
But he didn't understand it until he lost it.
Jing Sui's eyes gradually appeared a bit of pain and bleakness. He used to think that he would not regret anything, but when the boy died, he knew that this was not the case, and he would regret the death of a person. Can't sleep at night.
I regret that I didn't take a serious look at him when he was alive, and he didn't treat him once, even once ... but not.
He just time and time ... trampled his mind.
Until the young man used his life to cut a tiny gap in his cold heart ... and the crack passed with time, he never healed, but gradually expanded, and finally covered his heart with turtles crack.
Everyone saw the emperor, who was indifferent and upright, standing high above the icy emperor. Everyone thought that he had long forgotten the boy who had died for him.
Everyone thinks that he is a heartless person.
But only he knew that the net formed by the crack had covered his heart and changed everything silently.
So he proposed to Ning Yu to terminate the marriage.
Ning Yu agreed very easily, this answer was unexpected in Jing Sui, because he knew very well that Ning Yu didn't really like him much. They are not so much a lover, but rather an ally with common goals and interests Fitter. A person who can gradually evolve from a low-level civilian to a high-level evolutionary, and eventually to the hope of all civilians, who can do all of this, must be more rational than emotion.
Or, Ning Yu has already seen everything through.
The death of the juvenile easily shattered the already intimate relationship between them.
So they ended the relationship calmly.
No word on this matter.
They still have a lot of work to do, and they don't have time to sad and sad.
Many years later passed.
The empire finally became what he hoped.
Some people began to persuade him to get married and continue his blood for the imperial family.
But whenever someone talks about it, he always thinks of the boy who closed his eyes in his arms. Think of him always behind him, looking at him with admiration ...
He thought if the teenager was alive.
I can probably marry him, he will be very happy ...
After all, I want him to do it once, even once.
It's a pity that it was his fantasy.
Some mistakes, once committed, will never be remedied.
Not once.
Just as the grandfather Ji Ting and his wife left Emperor Star in despair, even if they did their best to make up for it, they never accepted the slightest change, but left this place that made them sad.
In this world, anything can be made up and can be measured by value. Only human heart cannot be measured by value and cannot be made up.
He couldn't make up for anyone's heart, including his own.
He once thought that he had abandoned nothing but a trivial thing, but later realized that what he gave up was a unique treasure he would never get even if he owned the whole world.
A pure and immaculate heart that loves him.
For many years after that,
Every time the young man looked at his loving eyes, every time he laughed and called his brother Jing Sui's appearance, every time he was jealous and angry and played with a temper ... Every bit he got along with him, began to continuously from his The memory was turned out, reminding him clearly and cruelly of what he did, how cruel and ruthless, and did not give him any chance to escape.
If I had been good to a teenager once, things would not have reached that point.
But he didn't.
It was he who personally pushed the boy who loved him deeply into the abyss.
Every time I recall, I will tear-split the wound that has never healed, revealing the inside, letting him know that he was also a caring person and felt pain.
About this is the punishment left by the boy.
Let him know that it was all self-blame.
Let him know that someone like himself is not worthy of having such a relationship.
But the funny thing is ...
A ruthless person like him would be favored by the heavens, and he would even get a chance to return.
There was a deep self-deprecation in Jing Sui's eyes. He was a little greedy and looked at the vivid face of the teenager in front of him. There seemed to be something flowing in the chest cavity, which had been frozen for a long time. pain.
No, this may not be a gift.
Maybe God made him come back to life. He wanted him to see for himself what he had done wrong, to let him know how cruel he was ...
Looked at him ironically and told him.
You are back now, what are you going to do? Do you really know how to love someone?
At the very bottom of Jing Sui's eyes, the painful look passed away.
Yes, look at what you do ...
If it wasn't for his own contempt and indifference, how could Ji Ling prove to him that he knew that he was invincible but also took the risk to challenge Ning Yu? In order to get a look and affirmation of himself, he desperately so ...
And knowing that he was just insulting himself, he didn't even notice what happened.
Ignorantly, torture him for hundreds of years in the future, so that he cannot sleep at night, the love that he ca n’t hope for, tramples on easily.
Why can't you come back earlier?
A little earlier, all right ...
Ji Ling stared blankly before his words, His Majesty the Emperor, who was terrified in breath, almost sitting on the ground with his legs weak.
Do you need to be so angry?
Ning Yu is fine ...
I was the one who was beaten ...
Ji Ling almost wanted to cry without tears. Seeing Jing Sui's breath became more dignified and horrible, her eyes suddenly turned, and she looked at the tall black-haired, gold-eyed man in front of tears, hoping to get over with pitiful fools, trembling "Oh, Your Majesty ..."
His voice with a tremolo sounded like a hand, gently flicking something.
Let the stagnant time continue to flow and return the thoughts of wandering.
Jing Sui finally raised his hand.
In Ji Ling's unsightly gaze, he gently wiped the tears from the corner of his eye, and issued a very light, very light sound ... Light seemed to travel through time and space, wandering from a distant future.
He said, "I'm sorry."
The author has something to say: Ji Ling: I lost hope for this world :)
Author bacteria: Hee hee hee. ← This is a ruthless author.
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