Chapter 47: Reborn

Feeling the gentle kiss of the man came down.
Ji Ling finally cried!
If you want to ask what he thinks now, it is regret, especially regret.
If I had known this day, he would have to relax while performing, and occasionally give Jing Sui a little sweetness, so that he would not get to where he is now.
After all, judging from Jing Sui's attitude towards himself, he was absolutely reluctant to force himself. The reason why he would do this is probably because of the unbreakable idea. I feel that I can only use this method to help myself and let myself accept such things happy.
But the problem is-I have nothing at all! He has not been qj at all!
If he did today, it would be his first time.
And what made Ji Ling so terrified was that he felt super comfortable about being kissed, and even wanted to give it a try. His body's instinct was contrary to his mind. What did Jing Sui use for him! !! !!
Help me ...
Is he really going to be gone on the curved road from now on? He hasn't talked about pure love, he hasn't held the girl's soft little hand, he has to step directly in place, and slap with the man!
No, he can't give up!
Ji Ling gave the biggest cruelty in his life, biting on the tip of his tongue, and the tears soared suddenly. The pain made him pull his mind back a bit. He looked at Jing Sui with a very angry look, tearfully: "You let me go!"
Jing Sui looked up and found that the look in the teenager's eyes was so desperate and sad, and there was a trace of blood on his lips.
Jing Sui's expression changed abruptly, and he raised his hand to pinch the young man's chin, let him open his mouth, his chest twitched sharply, and yelled, "What are you doing ?!"
The teenager looked at him in despair, afraid, terrified, and determined.
With this look, Jing Sui finally made up his mind, and instantly broke down, leaving his hands almost shaking. For a long time, he spoke hard, this supreme man who has always been strong and never showed weakness in front of anyone. At the moment, his voice implied a hint of pleading: "Don't do this, I won't hurt you ..."
But the teenager didn't look away from him, his thin body shuddered slightly.
He was afraid of such things, and this fear was engraved in his bones, so strong that he would rather harm himself than accept himself.
In the room, only the teenager was quiet, breathing and sobbing.
I don't know how long.
Jing Sui closed her eyes suddenly and said dumbly, "I won't move you, don't worry, it's all right."
He was silent for a few seconds, got up and picked up the teenager and went into the bath-room.
............
After the end, Ji Ling still burst into tears and kept crying.
Although he managed to maintain his virginity, it was finally made by a man with his hands, and the thing that made him most ashamed was that he even enjoyed it!
Devil, Jing Sui is simply a devil!
Ji Ling's heart was as dead as a face.
Jing Sui has left, but he still has no energy and doesn't want to talk.
Although he has been out of the crisis for the time being, if Jing Sui insists on using this method to help himself out of the shadows, what should he do next time? After all, it is very difficult for me to resist today.
Ji Ling thought it was anxious.
This time, I really ca n’t eat.
The next day when it was time for dinner, Madame Sarah came over again. She apparently knew what happened last night. She looked at Ji Ling and said nothing, but in the end she didn't say anything, she just looked at Ji Ling and sighed. .
Ji Ling's heart was very bitter. He really felt like riding a tiger. He was stunned, and suddenly asked: "Aunt Sarah, does Your Majesty really like me ..."
Seeing Ji Ling's rare willingness to speak, Mrs. Sarah quickly showed her compassionate eyes and affirmed, "It is true."
Ji Ling's lost head dropped, he now believes it is true, but how should he face this relationship? Even if he doesn't talk about tasks, he can't accept someone who doesn't know himself at all. He doesn't even dare to tell the truth, and he doesn't even want to fall in love with Jing Sui.
Eating, living, and going home are more important than falling in love.
In this case, he really has no intention of falling in love!
Ji Ling said sadly, "But he didn't like me before, why ..."
Mrs. Sarah touched the boy's head and said softly, "I like this kind of thing, sometimes it doesn't make sense. For example, I like you just because you deserve to like it."
Ji Ling is tearful, but your like is not as good as his like!
Mrs. Sarah accompanied Ji Ling and left.
Ji Ling returned to the room downcast. Although today's meal is normal, but his mood was not relaxed, just when he felt very helpless and desperate, a familiar voice suddenly sounded in his ear.
System: [Host, are you okay, are you okay? 】
Ji Ling almost wept, he couldn't wait to ask: [You helped me apply for a replacement task? 】
system:【……】
Ji Ling saw that the system did not answer, and before his eyes were dark, the hopeless road said: [Failed? 】
The system said slowly: "That's not true, we don't know the result yet. I have already submitted the application for you, but you know, we have to manage thousands of worlds through the World Management Office. The procedures are complicated and cumbersome, and the superiors are very busy. The application has to go through layers of approval, and your situation is special After receiving the application, the leader also needs to conduct investigations, meetings, discussions, votes, and finally form an official document for approval. I am afraid it will be difficult to have a result in a short period of time. 】
Ji Ling: [……]
I felt a little embarrassed after the system said, and comforted: [But I still hope it is very good, after all, it is not your fault. 】
Ji Ling couldn't laugh.
But he was still reluctant to get up, at least the result has not yet come out, in case ... there is really hope? He couldn't help igniting a small flame of hope, and he would never give up until the last minute!
Ji Ling calmed down and wondered: "So why are you back now? 】
System: [I'm worried about you, I'm afraid I can't catch up with you for the last time ...]
Ji Ling remembered what she said last time and showed a stiff smile: [... thank you. 】
System: [Yes, I can't do anything else for you, just talk with you for a while. 】
Ji Ling suddenly moved a little: [all qaq]
The system shuddered: [...] Is it fat? It feels like his host has begun to become nervous! Is this task really so difficult?
………………
After a few days, the system finally understood why the host behaved this way, it was really too hard.
He has been with the host for a short time, and he is very clear about how greedy the host is. When he is at home, he can eat from morning to night without rest.
I often feel with him that there are not so many novel foods on earth.
Food is almost his only pleasure in this strange world.
But now that his host faces so many delicious foods every day, he has to pretend to be difficult to swallow, and his heart is as dead as death, and he has to worry about whether the food has been poisoned. What a cruel thing! I can't bear watching the system.
Finally one day said systematically: [I don't think it's worth it. Isn't it just sleeping with a man? 】
Ji Ling's eyes were blue and black now, and he felt weak and weak, and said, "Is it a problem to sleep with people now?" I ca n’t make it now, if the sudden change of attitude-Jing Sui's suspicion, do you think that Jing Sui's pride will tolerate me to deceive him like this? 】
The system thought about it and said: [Maybe not. 】
Ji Ling said: "That's right. In case his identity is exposed, not only will he not tolerate me to deceive him, but he may also discover the secrets of this world because of my outsider. That is the big problem! 】
The system was nervous when he heard this: [You are right, he cannot discover the secrets of this world. 】
Ji Ling sighed quietly, lying on the bed-dead body.
The system was silent.
Hosting is not easy.
Ji Ling stared blindly at the top of his head. Although he was afraid of revealing his identity as the main reason, sleeping with a man was also a big problem! If you don't agree, you can't agree to kill!
If you don't promise, you can only boil.
………………
Ji Ling stepped out of the room this day, rubbing her eyes, and found that the atmosphere of the lanterns and lanterns was lively outside, and she was very puzzled.
Although it should be based on the person who is now ashamed, I should not ask more, but I didn't hold back a waiter and said, "What are you doing?"
The waiter faced Ji Ling with a respectful tone and couldn't hide his excitement, saying, "Your Majesty is going to hold a banquet in the Royal Palace and announce that it will be held with you on a scheduled basis. Soon we will call your Queen.
Ji Ling's eyes were dark and almost fainted!
what?
No one had ever told him such an important thing as marriage!
Ji Ling finally couldn't sit still. He didn't dare to see Jing Sui and thought about going to Mrs. Sha Yi.
This is the first time that Ji Ling has walked out of the palace during this time. Mrs. Sarah was very surprised and said, "Why are you here, Xiao Ling?"
Ji Ling opened her eyes blindly and said incredulously, "I heard that Her Majesty was about to announce that I would marry me, but I have never heard of it before."
Mrs. Sarah smiled and said, "She dared to say this, we didn't tell you first because we were afraid to disturb you. Don't worry, Your Majesty will prepare everything and give you a show Grand wedding. "
Ji Ling said anxiously, "But I don't want to marry your Majesty ..."
Mrs. Sarah said lovingly: "I know what you are worried about, but it doesn't matter. No matter what you experience, you are the aunt's baby. Jing Sui also likes you very much. If anyone dares to say that you are not worthy of him, Aunty give them a look! Who else besides you is qualified to be the queen? "
Ji Ling: "..."
"I look forward to this day, I don't know how long it has been, and you will call my mother later."
Ji Ling: "..."
He walked out of Madame Sarah's palace in a haunting manner.
So, they all feel that this is good for themselves, what they want, and what can comfort them ... but it's not at all!
Isn't my rejection obvious enough? !!
Ji Ling was very wronged. He felt like an earth person who met a group of aliens who could not communicate. The earth people liked apples, but because they thought he was cute, they tried desperately His most beloved banana scrambled to give him to eat, forcing him to eat, if he no longer likes, he can only eat by holding his nose, but the person who eats this person is jealous, the person who eats that person is jealous Unhappy, not eating one may be killed by angry aliens :)
He clearly didn't want anybody, he just wanted to go home, but everyone was forcing him to make a choice.
Although Ji Ling knew that he couldn't blame them all, he also had a part of the reason. He played such a person and didn't dare to tear up the disguise and be himself completely ...
However, he performed very badly. He didn't want to be liked as much as he could. He was so vicious! Why do you still fall in love with this? !!
He really didn't understand.
Passing by the garden when returning, Ji Ling walked among the flowers and suddenly saw clusters of beautiful red flowers blooming on both sides. This flower blooms very beautifully-some, like some roses on the earth, the petals are gorgeous and dripping, but the color is translucent, and the dream is not real.
Ji Ling suddenly remembered the information that I used to watch on Xingwang at home. At that time, because most of the time was boring, I watched all movies and TV series and forum posts. I also saw a lot of novel and cold knowledge in the universe. He was very eye-opening, because the flower was so beautiful and memorable, so he had some impressions.
This flower is called Xinghui's Tears. It is a kind of endangered flower that is hard to see outside. I did not expect that there is a little in the palace.
Although the flowers are beautiful and usually not harmful, if they are eaten with manna fish, they will be very toxic.
Man-ro fish is also a rare and rare fish. It only lives in the extremely cold glaciers under the ground of Celestial Star. Although the taste is extremely delicious, it can't be eaten by ordinary people.
These two things are very scarce, and many people may never see them throughout their lives, so this knowledge is quite remote, and Ji Ling did not see it at first.
Coincidentally ... Jilling's most recent dinner included mantle fish almost every day.
Because he likes it once before, this dish has become his daily cuisine and one of his favorite foods.
Ji Ling's eyes changed for a moment, and he looked around cautiously to make sure that no one suddenly came forward and folded the flower two secretly.
He nervously returned to his room, closed the door, and then said to the system: "You help me find out, if this flower is eaten, what is the fatal amount? 】
The system was frightened, and wished he had a hand to stop the host, saying excitedly: [Don't be impulsive! Life is only once, and cherish it! 】
Ji Ling: [... I didn't want to die, so I asked you to help me? 】
system:【? 】
Ji Ling: [I only remember that this flower will produce toxins when eaten with manna, but the specific dosage and details are not clear. I am afraid that eating too much will really die, so I will let you check it. 】
The system was relieved, as long as the host did not want to commit suicide: [Are you planning to pretend to commit suicide? 】
Ji Ling's eyes moved slightly and he said, "It's right ..."
The system looks pitiful to the host. Since it is not really dead, it will no longer discourage it. If suicide can temporarily free the host from these people, it is also a good way, so he said: "You wait a moment. 】
After a while, the system came back and said: [Depending on your physical fitness, you can eat up to half a cup. 】
Ji Ling took a deep breath: [I see. 】
He stared at the red and beautiful flowers in front of him, his eyes struggling for a long time, and finally made a decision. Now that there is no hope for completing the task, what do you care about?
Have n’t you all been born again?
Did you say you love me?
Want to compensate me?
Each one does not follow the plot, you see what the world has collapsed into? Know that bullying people with the advantages of rebirth!
In this case, who will not be born again?
Come, hurt each other.
Big deal we stand on the same starting line for a fair showdown!
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Jing Sui was sitting in his study, and learned that Ji Ling went to his mother in the morning, and then went back to stay in the palace. He came out and ate something in the evening as usual, and it looked normal.
He remembered the internal and external troubles during this time, and his eyes showed a little tiredness. Dealing with Carlos had disturbed him very much, and the youth made him feel so unbearable that he felt physically and mentally exhausted.
He didn't know what else he could do before he could let the teenager slowly come out.
He has been tolerant of indulgence, just not willing to upset the young man, even if he misunderstood that he was also responsible for him ... But his step by step concession, in the end, is just to make the younger farther and farther from himself, even hurt by deception.
It turns out that letting go sometimes is not necessarily the right decision.
If you insisted on leaving the boy with you at the beginning, protected him, and slowly solved it, maybe now they are well together, all this will naturally not happen.
Thinking of the torture suffered by the boy in the hands of the Resistance, he regretted tormenting himself at all times.
It was he who did not protect him.
Jing Sui finally made a decision to let the teenager become his queen directly. With this status, Carlos could be disheartened, and slowly approach him again. One day, the teenager could accept himself and get out of the shadows.
Jing Sui breathed out a sigh of relief, got up and went to the direction of the boy, he wanted to see him a little.
He had to tell him personally that he had promised his life.
This is also his last life, countless times of remorse and can not get things, at that time, he had everything in peace in the world, but there is no one who wants to promise. Without that person who wants to stay with him at all costs ...
This time, he will not let go again and will not miss it again.
Jing Sui's footwork was slow and heavy, and he finally came to the familiar room door again, and reached out and gently pushed the door open.
The teenager was lying quietly on the bed-, without falling asleep and full of thorns when he fell asleep, like a beautiful little angel, Jing Sui could not help showing a tenderness in his eyes. He slowly came to the teenager, but Just after taking two steps, he staggered, and his pupils contracted instantly.
With his super strong sense, he noticed the abnormality for the first time.
The teenager's breathing seemed to be even, but it was much slower than usual. On his pale face, at this moment, there was a faint flush, and his sleep was rare and sweet.
But Jing Sui didn't have the slightest emotion of joy. When he sharply swept away, he saw the translucent red petals scattered under the foot of the bed.
The translucent red petals are dotted on the silver-white sheets, on the white ground, so beautiful, seductive and confusing, like some kind of 旎-他 picture he dreamed of, and his beloved, quietly lying on the petal-covered On the bed, the boy's pale pink lips-petals are still stained with a little flower juice, and the color is beautiful and seductive. It seems that he is waiting to invite him to taste.
But Jing Sui was going crazy!
He pressed the first aid button on the communicator for the first time, his voice with an uncontrollable tremor: "Bring an antidote!"
Then strode forward, kneeling beside the bed with one knee, trembling-shaking and gently grabbing the wrist of the teenager. The teenager's pulse was weak and seemed to disappear at any time ... All restraints and disguise of Jing Sui during this time Cracked completely, fear spreading uncontrollably deep in the eyes.
Ji Ling committed suicide!
How could you be so careless? How could he not be optimistic about him? How can he give him a chance to commit suicide?
What should I do if Ji Ling is dead this time?
The unprecedented weakness shrouded him, leaving him cold in blood.
The paramedics rushed in, and the room was noisy. Everyone was busy. They opened their eyelids to check the condition of the teenager, injected him with antidote, and checked the heart pulse data. Jing Sui was motionless like a stone statue, and the man who was holding the boy tightly, who wished to die was himself, and wished to replace it.
Because he is not afraid of pain, he is not afraid of injury, he is strong enough, but his teenager cannot ... the teenager is too weak to stand up to any harm.
A little danger is enough to take his life easily.
Time passed by every minute, Jing Sui never felt that the short time was so difficult.
Hard to come by, every second is like a knife.
Finally, the medical officer respectfully said, "Your Majesty, Ji Shao is no longer in danger of life."
Jing Sui said hoarsely: "Why haven't you woke up yet?"
The paramedic said: "It will take some time for the effect to work, and you can wake up in about an hour."
Jing Sui stopped talking.
The medical officer wiped the cold sweat and walked out nervously carrying the box. He didn't dare to think about the scene he just saw. He didn't dare to imagine what would happen if Ji Ling was not rescued.
He's never been in that cold, powerful and almost immovable corpse ... he's seen such a terrible and fragile side.
Jing Sui's sight never left Ji Ling.
The room was quiet, and only two of them were left.
Time goes by ...
On the bed-the boy's eyelashes fluttered suddenly, Jing Sui's expression suddenly became tense, and he looked at the boy's face stubbornly, and his thin lips had no blood.
The boy slowly opened his eyes and looked at the man waiting by the bed.
In those blue eyes, there was no fear or panic, only calmness, like the abyss of death without the slightest waves, as if he had seen everything thoroughly, and nothing could move him.
At this moment, Jing Sui instinctively realized that there was something wrong.
But he didn't figure it out for a while.
Just then, he heard the boy speak.
The boy looked at him quietly, his eyes faintly appeared, his lips moved slightly, and he made a sound of indifference: "Your Majesty, I said I would never entangle you again ... Did you forget?"
Jing Sui's face changed dramatically.
The author has something to say: Although this plot has been guessed by some little angels before, the author still smiled and smiled when he wrote here.
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