Chapter 67: respectively

Ji Ling looked at him calmly and said slowly, "Of course I know what I'm talking about."
Ning Yu closed her eyes and opened them again, her eyes filled with loneliness, her voice low: "What have you heard outside?"
Ji Ling pursed her lips.
Ning Yu decided: "No matter what you hear, don't worry about it, I will deal with it."
From the time he started on this road, it was destined to be a lonely, bloody, cruel road. He could only go forward, not turn back, and always walked on the edge of life and death, bearing the expectations of everyone alone.
This is his own choice and he will not blame anyone.
And no matter who won Carlos and Jingsui, the Resistance must be removed, and it cannot be tolerated.
Even without Ji Ling, even as in the previous life ... Jing Sui never let off the rebels.
This life is only a little ahead of schedule.
Ji Ling smiled: "You should understand that if I go back, at least one of them can be persuaded to stop chasing you and the rebels temporarily, or they can shift their contradictions and get more time for you, Give more people a chance to escape. "
Ning Yu took a deep breath, her chest was slightly undulating, and she looked at Ji Ling gently and calmly: "I don't need you to do this. I can protect you, and I can protect them ..."
"You can't, you can't protect everyone—" Ji Ling interrupted him, his eyes lightened, his lips raised, and he smiled: "Finally, I don't need your protection at all. Whether it is Her Majesty or Carlos, They are all very good to me, and they are willing to protect me. Even if I return to Jing Sui, I can still be my noble, and even his queen, living in a group of Jinyiyu food servants, not here. How could you know that I am incognito ...? I don't want to go back? "
Finally, Ning Yu's eyes appeared painful. He walked towards Ji Ling step by step. His dark eyes were dark like an abyss. His voice was low and dumb, wrapped in the anger extruded from the depth of his chest. He said sharply, "Don't say anything silly! It's stupid to stand up and do what you can't do! "
This is the first time that Ji Ling has seen Ning Yu being so angry. Even before he provoked him, he was always indifferent, as if whatever he did was not enough to make him the slightest wave, always so gentle, calm, Reason ... But at this moment, he looks so fierce and angry.
But Ji Ling was not afraid at all.
He lifted his head, bent his eyes and smiled slightly, his voice fluctuated, and he was sharp like a knife: "Am I overwhelmed? It doesn't matter, isn't it important-is this the best choice for you? Does that do anything? Everything is full of calculations, and the calculations are clear to you, this time ... "
Ji Ling said, "Gabriel, you have let me down."
Ning Yu's face paled, almost standing unstable, and taking a step back.
He stared at the teenager in front of him.
The young man's sentence was easy, and the deepest secret hidden in his heart was taken away.
This is the first time he has allowed himself to be dominated by emotions, without calculation, without use ... to approach a person he should not approach at all, he wants to protect him.
He did something irrational.
But this time alone, he could hardly bear the cost.
Ning Yu closed her eyes forcefully to hide the suffocation, pain, and sorrow in her eyes. He slowly said, "You don't love him ..."
Ji Ling heard a smile and said indifferently: "I don't care if he loves him. Does it matter that so many people in this world are together because of love? Such naive words don't really sound like you would say And ... "
Life, freedom, money, ideals, career, each person has his own scale ... Everyone has his own measurement in his heart, there are things they think are more important than love.
For Ji Ling, going home is more important than love.
He won't fall in love with anyone here. Since it's all ordinary, what's the difference with whom?
So he doesn't mind doing things that he can do, maybe just for the sake of being able to go home with more peace of mind.
Ning Yu opened the corner of her mouth and showed a smile of self-deprecating laughter, yeah, it really doesn't look like he would say.
In his eyes, freedom and faith ... are more important than love, so even if you are attentive, you choose to stay away, even if you are reluctant, you choose to let go.
Time and again, let the teenager shake his heart and leave his world.
However, until this moment, when an emotion that had never been before hit his reason and made him make a wrong judgment, he realized that sometimes it is not easy to keep reasoning. So there are weaknesses, because humans are ultimately emotional animals, not completely intelligent machines.
Even knowing that abandoning a person can save more people, it is not easy to sacrifice the person in your heart and remain indifferent.
He didn't want to lose him again.
Ning Yu lowered his eyes, his face was pale because of blood loss, and his dark eyes were hidden with sorrow. He walked over, lowered his head, and pressed his forehead against the forehead of the boy. The voice was very light and light, as if with a trace of pleading Meaning, he said, "I'll do something, I don't need you to help me, so don't say that again, okay ..."
Ji Ling was silent for a long time, don't look over your eyes, and said, "You have been here too long, and someone will come to you."
Ning Yu moved slightly.
He slaughtered outside one after another, and finally led the survivors back, even without time to heal, just to take a look at the teenager to see if the teenager is still here, but he knew he couldn't stay long because he needed He has many people.
He didn't have the time to do whatever he wanted to do.
Ning Yu closed her eyes and covered the sadness and bitterness of her eyes. Her voice was low and dumb, and she kissed the young man's forehead. She said, "Don't think about it, huh? Stay here, nothing will happen."
Ji Ling didn't speak.
Until Ning Yu finally left, she stepped forward and closed the door calmly.
The system hesitated for a moment and said, "Are you really planning to return to Jing Sui? 】
Ji Ling said: [Yes. 】
System said: "Is it because of those people today? Those people are indeed a bit excessive. No matter how Ning Yu this time, at least he has protected them countless times before, and died for them. But this time Ning Yu just wanted to protect a person, but faced such accusations and questions ...
Ji Ling was silent for a moment, exhaled, and laughed: [Actually understandable, Idol baggage. 】
system:【? 】
Ji Ling: [No matter how much Ning Yu has done for them, no matter how many sacrifices, but as long as one mistake is made and one thing is not done satisfactorily, there will be dissatisfaction, and the heart will always be like this ... but as long as it is a person How is it possible not to make mistakes? He is not a ruthless God, and will always live for others. 】
The system is somewhat unacceptable.
Ji Ling said quietly: [So in a way, being a bad person is easier than being a good person. To become a buddha, you have to go through 1981, and the bad person only needs to do one thing. 】
System: [What's up? 】
Ji Ling: [Lay down the butcher knife and become a Buddha on the ground. 】
system:【……】
Ji Ling sighed. Although everyone knows that Jing Sui and Carlos will not let the rebels down, they will cut off the roots after use. The presence of the rebels and Gabriel is a thorn in their eyes ... but Ning Yu seeks to reveal her identity And taking him away at Carlos's wedding did indeed speed up the pace.
Ning Yu did what should not be done.
Although he has tried to minimize the impact and try to bear it all by himself, his position is destined that his words and deeds cannot only represent himself, and there are too many people behind him relying on him .
If he is rational and calm enough, he should not come to save himself at all, he should not come near him at all, it should be like the last life ...
‘There is nothing wrong with each other’.
The aristocracy and the resistance army, in fact, are the most unlikely between them.
This error should be ended by him.
………………
Ji Ling knew that he should leave, but bad things always came faster than people thought.
The next day he just got up and came to the squad with Ah Man. Suddenly the world shook. The shield at the top of the base was shaken and fell down, exposing blocks of black holes, like holes in the sky.
Looking around, people were disturbed.
The harsh sirens and people's cries, loud noises, and angry drinks were mixed together, as if the sky was falling apart, and despair and fear were spreading.
Amanji stood there, turned to look at Ji Ling, and murmured, "Why so fast, we were found again ..."
Yeah, it's so fast.
It seems that Jing Sui are really hard-hearted and want to find themselves back soon. Fortunately, they have not yet used destructive weapons dementedly, I am afraid that they may not find their ashes by accident ... Do I have to thank them for their mercy? At least he didn't kill everything, leaving a line.
Ji Ling was a little foolish.
Suddenly he felt a tight hand, lowered his head, and saw Aman holding his hand tightly, and said pale, "Let's run away."
The flow of people rushed to the rear, and everyone was desperately going to the spaceship and the refuge.
Try to escape from here.
I don't know how many people can survive this time?
Ji Ling looked at A Man with a smile, and shook off his hand, and walked forward against the flow of people. At this time, no one had time to control him.
Ah Man was very anxious, didn't understand what Ji Ling was doing, and shouted his name. Unfortunately, because there were too many people, Ah Man's words soon drowned in the crowd, and he was wrapped in the crowd and moved backwards.
Ji Lingqing is fortunate to have at least one C-level constitution. Among this group of civilians, he will not be trampled to death, and he will successfully go up against the current, gradually reducing the number of people around him.
The civilians, the old, the weak, and the women and children had already retreated, and the soldiers in the Resistance Army were behind them, wearing combat uniforms to block the enemy's attacks.
There were deaths and injuries, and the smell of dust and blood was in the air.
The sky of the base is already broken, crumbling, and the sky is about to fall ...
Ji Ling could already see the empire soldiers outside, and the outfit should be the royal army over Jingsui. He walked among the ruins and was about to go out. At this time, he was wearing a black outfit and his face was cold and serious. Fang leaped, his legs straight, standing there, like a of war that would never fall, blocked in front of Ji Ling.
Ning Yu was injured again, Ying Ting's cold face was stained with blood, flowing down his skinny chin, he looked at Ji Ling deeply and said dumbly, "Don't go."
Ji Ling was silent for a moment, and suddenly raised his mouth and smiled: "You asked me what I want? You also told me that I can choose to do what I want to do ..."
Ning Yu seemed to anticipate what he was about to say, his lips trembled slightly, his eyes changed slightly, and his hands clenched tightly.
Ji Ling looked at him seriously and slowly said, "I'm doing what I want to do now, but you want to stop me?"
Ning Yu looked at him, looking pained and sad, fierce and decisive, blood dripping down the ground along his fingertips.
He never pleaded with someone like this, pleaded with him to stay, this was the only time ... but he was destined not to get the result he wanted, because he knew in his heart that the young man seemed weak but more stubborn than anyone He has his own insistence.
Now he finally saw the real boy and saw his brave choice to do what he wanted to do, but suddenly he would rather not see it.
This is not what he wants to see.
Ji Ling looked at Ning Yu, silent for a moment, and said softly, "Why ..."
He won't love anyone in this world, because he doesn't want to leave his heart in a place where he can't find it, don't want to carry too many unbearable things, and always carefully guard his own bottom line.
Maybe a bit indifferent, maybe a bit ruthless, but as long as it is a person, who doesn't want to be selfish?
He is the same.
So sorry.
Ning Yu's chest was undulating, and the mood was violent in the black eyes. He insisted on extending his hand to Ji Ling again, and said slowly and hoarsely, "Go back with me, don't be capricious."
Ji Ling sighed. He suddenly raised his hand and took off the Yirong device behind his ears, exposing that bright and beautiful face. His blue eyes were arrogant, raised his lips and smiled: "The person who is not wayward should be You're right. You know ... as long as I don't want you to stay with me. "
No one will allow their god, their hope, their leader ... to leave an empire aristocracy.
Especially such an imperial nobleman who would make them irrevocable.
Reveal the camouflage, reveal their identity-the moment they separated.
Ning Yu looked at the young man in front of him and showed her true face, so dazzling. Even in the raging war, people couldn't look away. It was like a bright color in blood and fire. People are more decisive and cruel.
The heavy mech unit landed on the ground suddenly, a steel body screamed at him, and mercilessly destroyed everything in front of him ...
Ning Yu stood there.
Watching the boy smile at him, then turned and walked forward, passing by him, step by step ... farther and farther from him.
But he couldn't move.
He thought he saw everything, thought he was closest to the truth, thought he was different. But in fact ... he is the one who is farthest from him, and the one who is not qualified to approach. He is not even qualified to retain the other party ...
Open the camouflage and reveal your identity.
Meeting is parting.
Maybe it's just to understand this. I expected that there will be today, so I don't want to approach, don't want to give my heart, but it's a pity ...
What he did in the last life, he did n’t do it in this life.
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