Chapter 68: Let go

Jing Sui stood on the battleship, staring coldly at the bottom, watching the torrent of steel on the ground ruthlessly level this place.
The ground was collapsing and the crowd was fleeing.
Suddenly ... Jing Sui narrowed his eyes and fixedly looked forward.
Above the ruins, a young boy appeared slowly. He raised his head to reveal a bright face and looked up into the sky. Even if it was hundreds of meters away, Jing Sui could clearly see every trace of him. The expression, the look in his eyes fluctuated sharply.
Ji Ling came to the ground.
The huge starship in the center is like a steel fortress. He felt that Jing Sui should be there, so he looked up.
Although it has been decided to stand up, the flames of heat and the heat waves surrounding him blow his face tingling. Ji Ling is a little worried that he will die before he sees Jing Sui.
But I tried to pretend myself, I had to stand and finish it.
Ji Ling's face was indifferent, standing against the wind, standing between the ruins and the corpses, feeling that he was full of people, like a peerless master.
I don't know if Jing Sui saw himself or not, when he was thinking whether he should make himself more existent, all of a sudden-everything around was still, like pressing the pause button.
All the Emperor Emperor teams and the mecha stopped their actions, and the resistance forces desperately blocking each other faced each other, and then quickly retreated.
Ji Ling froze slightly, her heart fell, and she stood still silently.
Jing Sui found him.
The entrance to the huge starship opened, and a line of imperial soldiers landed. The black-haired, golden-eyed man in front, wearing a black military uniform, with a cold face, strode towards him.
Jing Sui came to the teenager step by step and looked at this eager face.
Separated clearly and not too long ago, but there is a kind of feeling like another world.
Since Brandon left the palace with the boy that day, he has never seen him again ... not because he doesn't want to see it, but he can't see it. Until now, he didn't know what else he could say or do. .
It took him a long time to accept the fact that the teenager no longer loved him.
And how should I deal with this person who does not love him?
He was not ready.
Until it was learned that the boy was taken away by Wen Yan, and he was in exile, and then Ning Yu's identity was exposed, Carlos first found the boy ...
Jing Sui was finally unable to continue his silence. He remembered the torture suffered by the kidnapped last time, and thought of the use and damage of "Gabriel" to him. He couldn't imagine that the simple kid fell into the villain's hand again. How he was treated, all this made him suffer so much that he couldn't sleep at night.
Who would have thought that Ning Yu would be Gabriel?
Jing Sui laughed at himself from the bottom of his heart. In the last life, he claimed to be famous, but he didn't know there was a person who was always hidden in the dark or even beside him. He knew nothing.
Ning Yu, did he torture him in this way in order to avenge the humiliation of the boy in the last life?
Jing Sui didn't know.
He definitely looked at the boy in front of him. At this moment, countless complex emotions appeared in his heart, countless words he wanted to say, wanted to be close to him to comfort him, and asked if he was okay ... but he was indifferent to the pair of blue The eyes were so close, but they couldn't be any closer.
Jing Sui was silent for a long time, and finally just said, "I'll take you back."
Ji Ling calmly looked at Jing Sui and raised his mouth: "Yes, but I have a request, you now withdraw your troops and leave here."
Jing Sui's expression finally changed slightly, and surprise and pain appeared in the golden eyes. Is Ji Ling defending these rebels? Did he forget how they treated him to torture him?
Damn these people!
Jing Sui took a deep breath and said, "Why?"
Of course, Ji Ling had already made up an excuse. Although he knew that Jing Sui liked himself, there was no sufficient reason to persuade Jing Sui to retire, and he had to do everything to make Jing Sui unable to refute it!
Ji Ling looked at Jing Sui and said calmly and clearly: "In the last life, when I fell into the hands of the Resistance, when I was most afraid, desperate, and helpless ... When you have completely abandoned me, declare my At the death ... "
Jing Sui's pupils shrank sharply and looked at him.
Ji Ling said, "He saved me."
Jing Sui's fingertips almost got into the palm of his hand, and his knuckles whitened out and rattled. That was one thing he could never forgive himself. He knew that Ning Yu didn't really save Ji Ling. He just didn't want to be carlos. Use it, but no matter what the reason ... In the last life, at the moment when the young man needed most help, the only one who appeared to save him was Gabriel.
But he gave up on him.
This is probably the reason why the teenager knows that Ning Yu hurt him to deceive him, and still wants to stand up for him.
With clear grudges, clear love and hate, and never want to owe anyone.
Even more unwilling to hurt any innocent person.
Ji Ling said: "And there are still many civilians here, they have not harmed me and are innocent."
Jing Sui looked at him silently, the pain deep under his eyes, like a dark cloud sweeping across.
He can understand what Ji Ling is doing, but he doesn't want to give in, he doesn't want to leave, he doesn't want to let go of anyone who hurts the teenager, especially he doesn't want to let go ... Gabriel.
The violence and pain in his heart made him on the verge of losing control.
Jing Sui slowly opened his lips, his voice with Mori's chill: "Even if you save them, they will not thank you."
Is it really worth it for a group of Dalits who hate you?
"I don't need anyone's gratitude." Ji Ling said lightly: "It is my Majesty that you, in order to compare with a group of ants-like pariahs, and Carlos will be able to take advantage of the enemy's back, is the real loss."
Jing Sui's eyes suddenly became sharp.
Ji Ling couldn't avoid it, and looked directly at Jing Sui's gaze, "Your Majesty, don't forget your original purpose, don't forget who your real enemy is."
Jing Sui pursed his lips tightly, as if to thoroughly see the person in front of him, as if he really knew him for the first time.
The juvenile was clear-cut and understated, but every word hit his weakness. He was reminding him that defeating Carlos and maintaining his dominance was what he should do at the moment as an emperor. Now he should disperse his strength and energy to deal with it. The rebels are wrong and outweigh the benefits.
He didn't understand this truth, but he shouldn't say it from a young man's mouth.
Do you really care about everything you suffer?
Or is it because it is too painful?
Jing Sui's voice was low and dumb, and each of them thundered: "You are defending a rebel, an enemy, and a person who cheats and hurts you."
Ji Ling really regretted that the acting had gone too far. There was no way to explain it, but he could avoid it and just ignore it! His eyes were indifferent, it seemed that he didn't care about anything, he laughed a little, and said indifferently, "If you want to say hurt, haven't each of you hurt me?"
Jing Sui laughed sadly.
Yeah, if it hurts, who can stay out of it?
He closed his eyes for a long time and said, "You are right, I should not reject your reasonable offer."
Ji Ling said, "Your Majesty is wise."
Jing Sui's throat knot shook a bit, and his chest was cold and painful. He would rather Ji Ling hate him, get angry with him, and be angry, but none of this ... no gratitude, no resentment, or even mood swings.
At all costs, he came here with the enemy ...
Let go of hatred for him, stop for compromise, and even let Ning Yu go for him.
In the end, I only got one sentence: Your Majesty.
Do you know that you are actually the cruelest person.
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The army withdrew.
The overwhelming coming came violently, leaving quietly, leaving only a piece of ruins.
Ji Ling followed Jing Sui back to the starship. People saluted him respectfully, the servants delivered exquisite clothes and food, and trembled carefully, lest his anger would be caused by his poor service.
Ji Ling calmly accepted all this, sometimes he felt that he really became a noble, as if he had gradually become used to this life, but ... he knew that this was just an illusion, no matter how long he was here, the essence Or the ordinary earth boy.
In order to avoid Jing Sui, Ji Ling stayed in the house every day and did not go out, even letting his servants come in for dinner.
Although it was very cool before, I remembered the situation I was about to face, Ji Ling's faint and systematic vomiting: [I want to go back to the lonely one's 'below' people. Only money power can fill the empty and painful life . 】
Under the word "Xia", Ji Ling especially emphasized the pronunciation.
The host of the system's mentality actually persuaded him, asking tentatively: "Are you scared? 】
Ji Ling immediately exploded, saying aloud: "Hehe, I will be scared? My dignified big man, would be afraid of this kind of thing? !! 】
System: [...] If you are not so excited, I might believe it, and if it is bigger, I think Jing Sui may not lose to Carlos ...
But in the end, the system could not bear to remind the host of this cruel fact at this moment, so he confessed his mistakes in good faith: [I was wrong, you are the bravest. 】
Ji Ling: [……]
He thought the system might be perfunctory, but he didn't want to find out.
Being a human, it's rare to be confused.
………………
Ji Ling stayed idle in the starship and lived a comfortable life of drunk life and dream. Comfort really made people lose their fighting spirit. After only a few days, he felt that he would start to degenerate again.
Ji Ling: [System, how is your Space and Time Administration Committee discussing? Why didn't you answer me for such a big mistake? At least give me another task! 】
System: [Don't worry, I urge again, the result should come out soon. 】
Ji Ling had to continue to wait, but he felt that this time should not be long, after all the investigation results have been obtained, and now it is the issue of tasks and compensation.
After a few thoughts, he decided to stay with Jing Sui before the results came out. If he had to choose one, Jing Sui was actually quite suitable. After all, as an emperor of the empire, he had the greatest power and had enough ability to protect him. Live yourself and not be killed by other love rivals. Emperor Star is also the safest place.
Although it seems to be using him ...
But isn't there no alternative? He's really tired of being robbed and robbed, so it's better to build a harmonious society, at least have a freedom of love, right? But don't talk about falling in love now, choosing a target is the same as picking Chinese cabbage in the vegetable market.
However, something unexpected for Ji Ling, Jing Sui rarely appeared in front of him.
Ji Ling was a little puzzled. Jing Sui had found himself after a lot of hard work, but he didn't even see himself and let himself die. This is not in line with common sense. Shouldn't he be doing any big tricks again? Right? He really has a lingering fear for these people ...
Ji Ling couldn't sit still because of the strong anxiety and uneasiness. He felt it necessary to go out and investigate the situation to see what was going on.
Don't be caught off guard when you get it.
To treat the enemy, you must know yourself and yourself to win.
Alas, although he seems to have been losing before, this does not hinder his fighting spirit. After all, he has successfully kept the chrysanthemum-flowers. Isn't this another victory?
Ji Ling finally walked out of the door.
The servant waiting at the door immediately respectfully said, "Do you need anything?"
Ji Ling felt a little uncomfortable. He took his hands behind him, took a few steps, and frowned and asked, "How long can we return to Emperor Star?"
The servant said: "The day after tomorrow will come."
Does Ji Ling feel so fast? After saying this, he didn't know what to say, paused, and asked, "What is your Majesty recently ..."
Servant said: "His Majesty is busy negotiating with other generals on combat matters. Archduke Carlos's army has already attacked two galaxies, and the current situation is not optimistic."
Ji Ling showed a surprised look. Did they hit this point? After all, Carlos rebelled ...
Ji Ling no longer asks. It doesn't make sense to ask such things. Is it possible that he can make Carlos and Jingsui not fight?
In any case, the most wounded in the war are countless civilians.
It ’s okay to say that he is sentimental and virgin, but Ji Ling really likes the earth and his hometown in his country. At least he does n’t have to face this kind of disaster and death.
He thinks life is simple and simple.
After experiencing everything here, the more I discover what I once owned, it is worth cherishing.
Ji Ling said to the servants, "I just turn around, you don't have to follow."
The servant said respectfully, "Yes."
Neither blocked nor followed Ji Ling.
Ji Ling came to the edge along the corridor and looked at the starry sky through the huge floor-to-ceiling glass. Such a magnificent universe is breathtaking, picturesque, and can not help but indulge in it.
If the world's cruelty always reminds me of being out of step with this place, can I still keep my heart firmly home?
Ji Ling didn't know.
Time passed slowly.
He heard the sound of steady footsteps from the front, turned around, raised his eyes, and saw Jing Sui standing not far away.
The man stands in front of the floor-to-ceiling glass, and behind him is the endless Xinghai Galaxy. His long black hair is tied behind his head, his golden eyes are narrow, his beauty is like a god, like Ji Ling came to this world to see him for the first time, forever They are all such noble, powerful, ruthless gods.
But Ji Ling knew that some things were different.
Jing Sui looked at him in this way silently, without stepping forward or leaving.
Ji Ling looked at him, and suddenly turned and left in the opposite direction. At the moment he turned around, he seemed to see Jing Sui's eyes flashing with sadness.
But his steps didn't stop.
Ji Ling returned to his room, walked on the sofa behind him, put his hands behind his head, and stared openly at the roof.
Don't know how long, he suddenly said: [Am I cruel to him? 】
He always wanted to protect himself, just to run away, just to leave ... but never thought, would the person who was left behind himself be sad? After all, Jing Sui ... thought he loved him.
The system was silent for a moment and said: [If you don't plan to accept him, then being cruel is better than giving him hope. 】
Ji Ling paused, closed her eyes, and chuckled: "You're right. 】
At least for now, I don't have to love him anymore ...
………………
Two days elapsed.
This morning Ji Ling changed clothes under the service of a servant.
Several times, repeated, and finally came back here.
He looked into the mirror, looking at the strange and beautiful face in the mirror, cheering himself up, cheering! you can! You're the best!
Ji Ling turned around and walked out the door, and walked along the wide metal corridor. Jin Chancan's sunlight poured in from the entrance, reflecting the light on the ground, causing Ji Ling to narrow his eyes slightly.
After a while, he stopped.
The black-haired, gold-eyed man stood at the exit, and no one else was around. It should have been screened back. The man was tall, majestic, and upright ... but it seemed a bit lonely.
It's not surprising that Ji Ling said in his heart, it seems that he will return to the palace again ...
Jing Sui watched the boy come to him. He raised his eyelids slightly, his handsome face was cold and tough, and his golden eyes seemed to have paranoid pain. He said dumbly, "You know I won't let go ... ... "
"No one can ever disobey me, as long as what I want will be obtained ..." Jing Sui's thin lips radiated slightly, with a sense of coldness: "Carlos will die, Gabriel will also die ... Anyone who beats you should die, you have nowhere to run but can only belong to me. "
Ji Ling thought that this man was really ill. He raised his eyebrows coldly, and was about to speak ...
Jing Sui looked into his eyes, and suddenly the coldness disappeared, the corners of his lips were raised, and he laughed at himself: "In your eyes, I am such a person, aren't I?"
Ji Ling froze, as if there was something wrong, but he couldn't tell.
The man's eyes were cold and indifferent, with a sarcastic smile on his lips, and said, "In your eyes, I will ignore my people in order to get a person who no longer loves me and lose my mind, like a lunatic. Crazy for love ... "
Ji Ling was really a little dazed this time, staring blankly at Jing Sui.
"Do you think-is it possible?" Jing Sui bowed his head close to him, and chuckled in his ear: "What kind of person do I want? Noble ladies and young masters of the entire empire want my favor, countless People do everything at all to get my favor. In addition to having a heart that loves me deeply ... what else is worth me to love you? "
"I admit you did impress me, but all I want ... is just the one who loves me."
Ji Ling looked at Jing Sui in surprise, and seemed to be able to tell whether what he said was true or not, but what he saw was only the once indifferent emperor, who was above all others, indifferent and sensible and terrible.
If it had been before, he would probably be very happy, happy that his mission finally has hope, and happy Jing Sui has finally returned to normal.
Now that he finally got the result he wanted, he found that it was not so happy.
The happiness built on the pain of others cannot be reassured.
Jing Sui looked at the boy in front of him again, with a little affection and perseverance, but only a moment of indifference remained in his eyes. If this is the answer you want ...
"So, you go." Jing Sui said.
If I had n’t had one, I would have thought you never loved me ...
But whether you love me or not ...
I have fallen in love with you, so I decided to give you freedom.
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