Chapter 48: Be the father of the male lead for the second time (17)

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Si Yang said these words quite calmly, without anger or resentment. It seems as natural as eating and drinking.
But for Chen Zhao, it made him more frightened than a bolt from the blue.
Because in many cases, hatred means at least once loved, resentment proves that there is injustice in the heart, and still care about it. But if it becomes a quiet lake, there is really nothing left.
Chen Zhao looked at Si Yang blankly, and subconsciously pulled his wrist. This time, Si Yang didn't break free, just let him pull it.
The skin under the palm is not so flat. Chen Zhao shook his hands and untied his cuffs, exposing the skin there.
Si Yang's complexion is white, and under such bright sunshine even gives a jade-like warm and transparent feeling.
But such a beautiful picture was completely destroyed by the hideous scar on the wrist.
Chen Zhao swallowed and stroked with trembling fingertips. The one closest to the artery is pale in color, like an old scar. The rest are random, wide and narrow, all newly healed injuries.
"Director Xu may have told you a lot, but one thing he said is wrong. It's not a needle, it's a knife." Si Yang's tone was gentle.
"In fact, at the beginning, it was said that needles were used, but that brother Xu, he was somewhat timid, so he went out after the first game of gambling started, and what I learned later was heard one after another. , And show off to my brother. Naturally, it is not so comprehensive."
"Besides, cutting the wrist is different from the movie. Unless you can see the bone in a knife, it will be difficult to die. After all, the blood will clot."
"...Stop talking." Chen Zhao shook his head, pleading in his eyes.
But Si Yang kept talking, "So as long as the blood had the meaning of coagulation, they would make another cut."
"Chen Zhao, do you understand what it feels like?"
"In the dark world, there is nothing but the sound of blood flowing. By the way, those will play some mini games with me. It is better to survive than death, but if you lose, you die."
"Stop talking, I beg you..." Chen Zhao went up and hugged Si Yang.
Si Yang's voice became closer and closer to him.
"Don't you think I'm dirty? Didn't you just vomit when you helped me at night?"
"No, I didn't, not like that."
"Why bother?" Si Yang patted Chen Zhao on the head. This time he pushed him away from him with a little effort. "They are all grown-ups. In the past, it was your wish. Now it is clear. What should I do?"
"Don't..." Chen Zhao still wanted to rush forward, "I will make up for you."
He is eager to make it back, "Si Yang, listen to me, I will definitely make up."
"..."
"Don't refuse me first, I beg you, will you listen to me, OK?" Chen Zhao was already begging, "You call me senior, you also know how I grew up. Since childhood, except for my mother, No one treats me sincerely. If it weren't for me to pretend, and I calculate, no one would really like me."
"I thought from the beginning that you were different to me just because of your glamour. I really didn't know that you were willing to do so much for me."
"Si Yang, I have never liked anyone. You are the first one. I also know that I was blind in the past and couldn't see your good, but I promise I will never do it again."
"You can't...can't be so cruel to me." Chen Zhao paused, and once again took Si Yang's hand to make him look at himself. "You can't let me abandon me like this after falling in love with you."
"Si Yang, how can there be someone as cruel as you in this world?"
"You still love me, don't you?"
But Si Yang slapped his hand away, turned around and got into the car without hesitation.
"Why doesn't Chen Zhao think about it? Si Yang can no longer love you."
Because he is dead, even his soul sacrifices for a wrong you, and there is no reincarnation forever. But can you tell whether the person who makes you desire and attracts your attention is the one you love? Chen Zhao subconsciously wanted to chase, but was stunned by Si Yang's words of farewell, and stayed in a stalemate, unable to move for a long while.
In the end, I could only watch Si Yang's car drift away from afar.
He knew that in the end, there was no possibility for him and Si Yang.
"Mr. Chen, Mr. Si called us to pick you up." After not knowing how long, the two young men took the initiative to walk to Chen Zhao and greet him.
Chen Zhao didn't say anything, they just pretended that Chen Zhao acquiesced, took Chen Zhao into the car, and went to where he should go.
Si Yang said before that Chen Zhao should be changed to a new place. When Si Yang did what he said, everything was configured.
The high-end community with good security and privacy, the duplex apartments add up to more than 200 square meters.
As for the decoration inside, they are all Chen Zhao's favorite style, and even some small details such as green plants are what Chen Zhao is most used to.
"If you are not satisfied, just tell us directly, and we will replace it for you."
However, Chen Zhao looked around, but only asked one question, "Did Si Yang arrange it?"
"Yes."
"Then there is no problem. Can I stay on my own?"
"Yes, let's go first. The call has been sent to your mobile phone. You can contact me anytime if you need it. Mr. Si said that today is a holiday for you, and you can arrange it yourself. The official work, announcements and various courses will start tomorrow. Start."
"Yeah." Chen Zhao nodded.
The door opened and closed, and Chen Zhao sat on the sofa blankly, closing his eyes, and instantly his mind was full of Si Yang from the past.
"Senior, make do with it, and you can live alone without sharing it when you change to the A-level contract. Then all the layouts are what you like, and there will be no uncomfortable things."
"There is no announcement for the time being and there is nothing to do. It will happen gradually. Seniors, don't be discouraged."
"The senior is really amazing, he will definitely be popular, and it is ten times more popular than the current flow niche!"
"Senior, I will always help you!"
This was what Si Yang had said by his side when he was depressed, and he all regarded it as a joke at the time.
But now, the house, the announcement, the fame, and the future, everything that Si Yang promised was done one by one.
But Si Yang... but no longer loves him.
Si Yang will never fall in love with Chen Zhao again.
Chen Zhao covered his face, bent down and curled up on the sofa, crying bitterly.
"No more...I don't need anything, come back..." He cried low, his tears blurred, and there was darkness before his eyes. But Si Yang's words kept echoing in his ears.
"Chen Zhao, Si Yang can no longer love you."
It's not that it won't, but it cannot. It was like a knife stabbed into the heart, the heart was almost crushed to pieces.
Chen Zhao closed his eyes, cried, and finally fell asleep.
On the other side of Si Yang, he was not in the mood to mourn the lost love like Chen Zhao. He was very busy.
Calculating carefully, there are more than three months left in his life, and the last month is still a waste. Therefore, he still has a lot to do now.
First of all, the most important thing is that he must ensure that Chen Yu can survive after he leaves.
System: This is difficult! After all, he is the one he likes. You must be crazy because of his death.
Si Yang: That's why I have to guarantee that he will survive. Use your authority to check, apart from me and Chen Zhao, who is legally able to donate to Chen Yu.
The system looked it up: there was indeed one, it was a vegetable, and his mother was about to give up. But if Chen Yu chooses him, rejection will happen afterwards, and most of them will not survive. In the original world, Chen Yu died like this.
Si Yang: It's not important. Give me his information and I will provide it to the secretary.
System: The host is big, what do you want to do?
Si Yang: I will use the next two months to train Chen Zhao.
System: Huh? Si Yang: Chen Zhao likes me, I want him to be the last winner in this battle. Chen Yu would not die as long as he thought about it. So I want him to see and not get it, so as to ensure that he will survive. And Chen Zhao is the best choice right now.
System: Why?
Si Yang: Because Chen Yu doubted my feelings for Chen Zhao. You said that if I desperately want to leave Chen Zhao with an umbrella, what will happen to Chen Yu?
System: He will hate Chen Zhao and dare not hurt him. Because your life is in Chen Zhao's hands.
Si Yang: Yes, so I want Chen Zhao, at least on the surface, to be able to compete with Chen Yu.
Si Yang's analysis was thorough, but the system felt cold.
System: The host is big, don't you have any feelings for Chen Yu?
Si Yang asked back: Isn't it a task?
System: ...Yes, but Chen Yu's feelings for you now are true!
Si Yang did not answer.
What is true or false? This shell is not his, including Chen Yu and Chen Zhao's greedy style is just skin and appearance. Who can tell who can really reveal the soul?
Just like Yu Zheng in the last world, can he tell the truth about which brother he missed all his life?
If you can really tell and still fall in love with yourself, it means that everything the original body does is useless. But if you can’t tell, what right do you have to mention love or not love?
It's all a joke.
Si Yang: Let me ask you, are there any executors who collapsed because of too deep empathy in the system?
The system was silent for a while and replied, "Yes."
And there are many more.
Human feelings are the most complicated. But as law enforcement officers, they obeyed the original body's wish, and inherited the original body's circumstances, but it is difficult to be truly indifferent. In the process of constant rescue, there are not a few executors who eventually fall or collapse due to emotional ties.
This is also the biggest reason why he chose Si Yang.
Because there are only two kinds of people who can maintain the heart. One is that when you are gentle to the extreme, you can move forward with love. The other is Si Yang, who never believes in feelings and only regards everything as a task.
Si Yang seemed to see that the system had come to understand, and said to him in a very soft tone, "Silly boy, feelings can only be used to use others, not to hold yourself."
"Don't believe it."
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