Chapter 151: secret

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Lianer and me, we have never tried any real disputes so far in the relationship, and along the way, when encountering a link that is not well understood, she is occasionally irritable and confused, but herself She has always played the role of seductiveness, leading her step by step to deepen and understand.
When I was so guided in the beginning, I sometimes thought helplessly, thinking about not knowing when I could get rid of this kind of "counseling", and could stand side by side like a pair of real lovers, moving forward hand in hand, no need If you think about it, you can feel the natural admiration of the other person, even if it is occasionally jealous.
Thinking about it, I don't know when I'm used to it, I'm used to that special way of getting along, the so-called special, is the most common among us, everything goes with nature, and everything need not be too demanding.
However, I did not expect that after years of accustoming myself, I suddenly faced a surprise initiative.
Should it be worthy of training? The first time he took the initiative, he hit the point with great precision.
Of course, these are all thoughts after the fact. At this moment, when confronted with the aggressive questioning, when meeting the unrelenting gaze, I inevitably felt a lot of panic in my heart, unable to look at each other, and looked at the two left and right. In my eyes, my heart is like a pot, so-called guilty conscience, or is it just like that?
But what's your guilty conscience? And what does it mean to ask? In fact, there are too many possibilities ... I finally settled down, and smiled reluctantly, so I decided to use rhetorical temptation first; "... exercise, practice, I don't understand too well, can you speak more clearly? ? "
I do n’t believe it, I do n’t believe she will be so sharp, no matter what, it ’s impossible ...
"I really don't understand?" Lianer seemed to be unbelieving, and stared at him fiercely. He had such a sharp eye, and when she was rarely stared at it, she had to bite her head and continued to explain: "Naturally, I don't understand. Everyone ’s name is given by the master. Bamboo fiber is me. Just as you are in a costume, what ’s the difference? I ’m really confused ...

"Of course it's different!" Lianer replied without hesitation, without giving a slight concession, and still calmly said, "We are both named by the master, but I'm practicing nei clothes, you are not only bamboo fiber! You have nothing else Master said, when she met you, you were called San'er. At that time, you just wanted to be San'er and leave us for a few years! When Dingjunshan reunited, Wang Zhaoxi and others called you Zhu Zhu again. In their eyes, You are not bamboo fiber! You always have another name, there is always something else hidden in the name. I am not mistaken about this. Bamboo fiber will not hide from me, but you will! "
These words were spoken in one go without hesitation. Practicing children is not a clever tongue. It can be said like this at once, and it can be seen that it has been groomed for a long time in the heart, and the name was fluent at first sight. It appeared frequently several times, but it was a bit uncomfortable.
It has always been taken for granted that she does not want to call the name Zhuxian, just because of pride and habits from childhood to age, but can it be said that ... is this the main reason?
If so, I don't know if it should be shocked or ... hi.
That's right, after listening to this question in one go, under the eyes of that aggressive look, the first feeling that spontaneously emerged in my heart, besides the great surprise, accompanied by a touch of faint and bright delight, how much Some understand why this joy came, but for the time being there is no time to delve into it. The first thing to deal with at this moment is naturally her questioning.
"... Exercise, if that's what you mean, you're right or wrong."
She felt a little bit more relaxed, and then keen and intuitive, she couldn't possibly see through something that was obviously contrary to the truth, because her unilateral speaker had no intention of listening.
After relaxing, I calmed down a bit, and saw her sincerely: "I was born in an ordinary house, and I had other identities before the name was given by the Master. There were other relationships, and some things you didn't know ... these You may not be sure, but you must understand that those names and relationships are far less important in my mind than 'bamboo fiber'. In this life, only this name is unforgettable, and ... "Hesitated slightly, still determined Then he said, "The things I didn't mention to you were not intentional to hide, but I just didn't know how to say it ... Besides, you said it at the beginning, and said that you can figure it out by yourself, I can Needless to say ... "
The last sentence was deliberately narrowed, "You! What do you mean? You mean that I stopped you from talking!" Lian Er was really ashamed, and her face was reddened slightly, her body exuding. The sense of oppression has faded a lot.
Seeing that the goal was achieved, I rushed to accept it as soon as possible, and pulled her to say soothingly: "No, don't be careful. I'm just telling the truth, there's no meaning. You can't stop talking about it when you are young. To figure it out, just because I didn't know where to start, I just shut up, and after a long time, I forgot to live ... This is my fault. "
"Of course you're wrong! Hum." Lianer said, his voice was still complaining, but the conversation was effective, and the look had improved. He didn't shake my hand and pulled her, but he didn't feel relieved. When he caught it, he asked again, "Where else are you clumsy? I would say clearly, but this time, I wouldn't want to confuse it again, no matter how I justified it, I asked one, you once said that love is the only person Each other, is your only one in your heart from start to finish? Have you ever pretend to be someone else? You answer quickly, but you are not allowed to talk about the others! "
At this time, as long as you swear an unequivocal answer to no, you can end this topic of potential crisis.
But he opened his mouth but couldn't make a sound.
I could hear it clearly in my ears, so I could n’t pretend to be stupid. I was asked by the training institute, from the beginning to the end, if I had ever pretended, and she said it plainly, she asked not bamboo fiber. , But ... me.
Who am i Naturally, she didn't know clearly. This question was just crooked, and she had limited thoughts. Of course, I can utter the word "no" without shame. This is not a concealment or a deception. She was the only one.
It should be obvious to answer like this, but I can't say it because I opened my mouth.
Because this answer cannot pass my level, who I am, I know very well.
No matter how you get used to it, no matter how you go to the countryside, you will occasionally still dream back to the neon flashing city of high-rises. The biggest secret lies deep in your heart. This secret has been released for more than 20 years. It is too outrageous and weird, so He had decided that he would not be mentioned to anyone in his life, even if he was loved by his dear ones ... but as his experience gradually grew, his keenness and insight had greatly surpassed his grasp. If he continued to conceal it like this, it would be difficult to say when , This secret will become an invisible and invisible barrier or hidden danger between the two.
In the face of the unknown but unavoidable challenge ahead, any gap or hidden danger with her that may be taken advantage of should be eliminated in time.
But if you choose to face it frankly and answer it seriously ...
My heart is full of conflicting thoughts, which will definitely affect the performance at the moment, and this performance need not be looked at, and I know it is called hesitation.
Lian Er's original look gradually cooled down again. She twisted her eyebrows and moved her lips as if she wanted to say nothing, but she didn't say anything. It seemed to be patient, but the thicker her breath was, the more she wanted to shake her face. Holding hands!
It was just that these hands were holding each other. When she broke down, she clenched more and more firmly. Although she didn't know what to say for a while, she knew what she had to say: "Don't be mad, train!" The ground hurriedly said, "Not what you think!"
"Oh? You know what I'm thinking?" Lianer was already cold and frosty at this time, and the slightest smile on his lips would only make the face colder.
Fortunately, the more urgent I was, the calmer my heart became, so even if I was a little panicked, I did n’t mess up. Hold the hand tightly, lest she walk away and not listen, and hurry up and say: "I do n’t know what you think , But know that what you think is certainly not what I think! I hesitate for another reason! You can listen to me and talk again, OK? "
This quick and short explanation finally had some effect. She broke away a little bit, but still did not squeak, and the coldness on her face did not fade at all. She didn't dare to delay, and rushed to continue: "Just now I also said, Lianer, I said that something you do n’t know is not something you want to hide, but you do n’t know how to say it, right? And to answer your question, you have to tell those things to you. Success, practice, I'll tell you everything! Just give me some time to get my head organized, okay? "
Although I was rushing to explain, I was very uncertain. For the training child, things were usually black or white, or she didn't have the patience at all, but unexpectedly, the opposite was really quiet, and there was no longer training What big action, instead, frowned and frowned for a while, finally let out a breath, and then the voice has calmed down, and only asked: "How much time do you say?"
At this moment there is no time to be surprised by this calmness, and he immediately replied without hesitation: "In fact, it may not take that long for an hour. In short, the guarantee is no more than an hour!"
It ’s just that I do n’t need much time to sort things out, but I ’m accustomed to leave some room for manoeuvre. I do n’t agree with the practice. I silently silence for a moment, and finally I turn my head and look at this side. This time, I did n’t avoid my eyes. She looked back at her momentarily and momentarily, staring at each other for a while, then the eyes gradually softened, and at last I didn't know what to think, and without a word, the lips overlapped.
Closing your eyes involuntarily, unlike the treatment you might encounter in the expectation, this kiss has no meaning of venting, but just a slow tasting and occasional nibble, which is almost gentle.
After half a while, the soft lip slowly moved away. Before the end, the cheeks were still slightly squeezed, and then the children opened up the distance, whispering: "Okay, just one hour, can't be more, Then I dare to perfunctory things. I really can't spare you. "Then I pulled a water stain on my placket and complained," I asked you to change clothes first and not listen. This body is water, and it hurt me to hold it. It got wet, so I can't change it anymore. "
She took the initiative to change the topic, which meant that the discussion came to an end. A stone fell to her heart and she promised. Then she felt the chill. She was going to get a clean shirt in the cupboard, but she glanced at her and turned to walk outside the door. Suddenly hesitated, and said quickly: "Exercise? Why do you have to go out, haven't you breathed out?"
After all, I ca n’t stop it this time. Lianer went out three or two steps, or laughed a long time because he thought he was doing it. Then he hummed again, "Who is going to stay and watch you change? Clothes? I ’m going to the coral. When you think about it, you ’re only allowed to talk! And it ’s better to be faster, you know the most, I do n’t have much patience—
At the end, the voice has gradually drifted away, Looking out the window, I saw a shadow leaving in the night.
So she still got angry in her heart ... With a bitter smile, naturally it is not easy to chase it out, not to mention that the master of training Dazhai has already spoken. Instead of worrying about her anger, it is better to sort out the clues earlier and think about what to do. How to tell her the incredible story to her is serious.
Lianer disrespects the gods and gods, and does not believe in ghosts. To convince her is a difficult task in itself, not to mention that there is a period of ... a period of old love ...
I really do n’t want to remember, and if I want to be completely frank, it ’s still very nerve-racking ... while thinking hard, and subconsciously changing my clothes, I heard a low sigh in the quiet room, and realized that It was he who sighed, shook his head in disappointment, continued to wear a belt on his hand, and stopped after finishing the last knot.
Intuition, what's in the air, right!
"... Who!" Suddenly, the first reaction was to grab the portable short sword that he untied when changing clothes. This was a fast enough question, but the moment he just clenched the weapon, he heard clothes. The sound of flying away has reached your ears! It was too late to turn back and immediately backhanded was a palm, but the other party seemed to have prepared for it, an avoidance, and a sudden attack came to hit the waist. At the same time, the back of the neck was pinched and pinched by five fingers. I just feel a hemp in my body, but I can't move at all!
In my heart, although the comer is suspected of sneak attack behind, but his skill is far beyond imagination. I thought that no matter who it is, at least one can be delayed, and whoever wants to do it will be restrained. In case of himself Taken as a hostage ... At this point, I will desperately get rid of my uncle, but I slap my shoulder and hear: "You girl, I think you are stable enough, no matter how you look at them, Get started without a glance? "
The strength that had just been transported disappeared as a result of this beat, and then he looked back, and a red flower, an acquaintance, came into view.
"It's you!" Instead of being surprised by her appearance, it's better to say that at the sight of this person, another thing that always haunts me suddenly surfaced today!
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Delayed update, the weight is not too much, cough, I ca n’t stay up late lately, I really do n’t have time ... OTL
In short, occasionally unstable is not the first time, we will control as much as possible, the next update is still the next day ~~~
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