Chapter 82: Abnormal love

After Tong Yue Chunsheng had a skin relationship, Xiaodi began to blame herself and annoyed herself. She even looked down on herself, so why was she so shameless? Did you do such shameful things with your husband's uncle? What face do you have to see people? What face is living in the world?
After tossing and turning all night, she was full of contradictions and even unable to extricate herself. She even thought of death, but when she thought of the child and Yiping, she suddenly felt that she shouldn't think so. They are all living and unable to take care of themselves. They need themselves. Why are they so selfish? No matter what happens, I shouldn't give up on them.
She made up her mind to never do such shameless things again! However, involuntarily, she would always play back the scenes of being with Yue Chunsheng, for some reason there is an inescapable happiness and desire hovering in her body. She began to get scared: she was really incurable, she was so low from the bottom!
The next day she repeated the things she had to do every day with ambivalence. Yue Chunsheng looked at her silently. Although she knew he was looking at herself, she did not dare to look at him. She was afraid of those eyes that were burning with flames. She didn't want to see him. She couldn't calm down when she thought of being with him the night before. She even felt something surging in her body.
In order to avoid him, she always lowered her head, and flees like a ghost when he appears. Seeing her shyness, he was in a good mood! Of course he knew that she cared about herself and even liked herself. He wanted to block her in a certain corner and then tease her a bit, but her shy, scared and pitiful appearance made him unbearable.
In the evening, he performed the same trick again and took her to his room "forcibly". After their cloud and rain, Xiaodi wanted to leave quickly. He put her in his arms, and his voice was a little hoarse: "Why hide from me? Do you hate me or hate me?"
Xiaodi's face was buried in his armpit, afraid to look at him. Hearing his question, she plucked up the courage and said melancholy: "We should stop doing this kind of thing! We are all Yiping's closest relatives, if he knew How sad should I be? I betrayed him by doing this, sorry for him! Please don't do this in the future!"
Yue Chunsheng hugged her tighter: "The first time I saw you in Yiping's house, I did intend to fulfill you. As long as you two are happy, I won't care! But destiny is playing tricks. Yiping loses your health and makes you suffer. I know that both mentally and physically, you need a healthy man. That is the life of a normal person! What Yiping can’t give you, I am his dearest A relative will give it to you for him!"
Xiaodi did not expect that he would say such a high-sounding and shameless home! In her impression, he has always been a respectable and trustworthy person. What does he think in his heart? He actually said that he did this to himself to help Yiping?
Xiaodi couldn't accept his words. She wanted to stay away from him. When she was sober and clear, she still had shame and understood ethics. She felt ashamed and flat more often, and she even wanted to sweep his uncle out. But she didn't dare. She knew Yiping's relationship with him. She couldn't even tell whether Yiping trusted him or herself more?
She chose to be silent, silently and step by step doing what she did every day. It's just that she looked very uncomfortable in front of a flat surface, she didn't even dare to look at him directly, she had done something wrong after all, she felt that she could not lift her head in front of him, she felt that he had seen through his own despicable behavior.
Yiping also noticed her abnormality, and he asked concerned: "Xiaodi, what's wrong with you? Is there something wrong? Tell me?"
auzw.com She hurriedly avoided: "Nothing, nothing!"
Yiping said to his uncle: "I don't know what happened to Xiaodi these days? It seems that she has changed herself? Is there something unhappy about her?"
"Probably not. There hasn't been anything happening at home recently? Maybe it's because she is busy all day long and is too tired? I just need to help her with some housework." Yue Chunsheng understood in his heart and said insincerely. In fact, he didn't know how to talk to Xiaodi and Yiping about it?
Yue Chunsheng spends more time taking care of Yiping, speaking with him when he is fine, or confessing the same business of the two original families, and then the two make analysis and decision-making. He knows that Yiping is now difficult to support independently. He wants to make him feel that he can do things, not a useless person, he wants him to have the confidence to live.
He would help Xiaodi do all kinds of housework while handling business matters well, and Xiaodi also silently accepted his approach. From time to time he would bring some small gifts to her when he went out, of course they were all given with Yiping on his back. Most nights, he had to bring Xiaodi to his room, and Xiaodi only half-pushed and acquiesced to this relationship.
A few months passed in a flash, and it was April 2004. Xiaodi suddenly felt something wrong that day. She was so dizzy that she wanted to sleep, and she was nauseous when she saw Xunxuan. After calculating, her menstruation had not come for nearly three months, and she immediately realized that she might be pregnant!
That night, when they Wushan Yunyu, Xiaodi did not leave his embrace in a hurry. She looked a little worried, and finally said worriedly: "I may be pregnant, what should I do? Go to the hospital and do it now?"
Yue Chunsheng was startled at first, and immediately turned to joy: "I'm going to be a father again? You have my flesh and blood? Great! It's true that God has eyes, I finally have my own child again!"
Xiaodi was surprised: "This kid can't take it! Yiping will be to death if he knows it! I'm already sorry for him, and I can't do it anymore!"
He hurriedly hugged her tighter, for fear that she would do something to hurt the child, he said half-happy and half-worried: "Xiaodi, rest assured! I will settle the matter. I only have one request for you. , That is you want to give birth to this child for me! You should pity me, a lonely old man, so that when I grow old, there can be someone who can give me the end of life!"
"But, how should we face Yiping? Besides, if we leave this child, are he and Cancan a brother or a nephew? How do we face others in this relationship?" Of course, Xiaodi thought a lot, she didn't want the child to feel embarrassed. , Let them face the rumors.
"There are many things that we have to face sooner or later, now is the time to face them!" He put his arms around her as if to himself.
Xiaodi's heart was up and down, she really didn't know what to do at this time?