Chapter 95: Late apology

Xiaodi solemnly thanked Yonggang for making Yonggang even more mixed. He stood up and nodded to Yue Chunsheng who had already stood up, and then shook hands symbolically.
As soon as Xiaodi talked about her neighbors, Yue Chunsheng had already thought of knowing what she had told herself to give to a boy who had been guilty for the first time. Then the man in front of him should be the one who had loved Xiaodi and had had with Xiaodi. The dear of the skin, the man who later hurt her with words?
He is not very friendly but not too hostile, looks like he doesn't know anything, and seems to look at him casually. A young man less than thirty years old, average-looking, not ugly, nor handsome. It looks gentle and gentle, but it gives people a feeling of not being solid enough or calm enough.
Looking at his clothes, his family conditions should be average, his clothes are not too particular, he should be a very ordinary working class. Seeing his look at Xiaodi's eyes, Yue Chunsheng always felt uncomfortable in his heart, as if his own things were missed by others! It is not difficult to see that he is still unwilling to her, and even unwilling!
But Xiaodi looked more calm, he knew that Xiaodi had completely put this person down. Even the resentment of being stung and humiliated at the beginning is not at all. Seeing this, Yue Chunsheng felt very proud and satisfied, as if his little vanity was satisfied.
He saw that Xiang Yonggang seemed to have something to say to Xiaodi, probably due to the large number of people in the room, it was difficult to speak, so he kindly reminded him: "Xiaodi, haven't you always wanted to see his lover and children? Didn’t you still buy the clothes and want to give them to them? Right now there is someone in the house. When Yonggang goes back, you should also go over and check it out? By the way, take the clothes and see if it is appropriate?"
Xiaodi didn't react, but just responded mechanically: "Oh, don't you say I almost forgot! I will take out the clothes immediately."
Yonggang was taken aback, he didn't expect Xiaodi's man to let Xiaodi go out with him. Does he know what happened between himself and Xiaodi? I heard that he was very arrogant and scared the Peng Family Fusheng back. Didn’t he know? Xiaodi shouldn't tell him her shameful past, right?
He had his own basis for thinking so much, and he had never told his wife about it. He was afraid of causing her misunderstanding and unhappiness. One thing more is worse than one thing less. After all, it is not a glorious thing.
Thinking of this, he suddenly became more relaxed and natural, and the whole person felt that he had changed himself.
Xiaodi took out the down jackets and some beautiful clothes bought for Yonggang's wife and daughter, and then walked out of their home with Yonggang.
When Yonggang saw no one around him, his eyes flickered, and he looked at her contradictory and said, "Xiaodi, I have wanted to apologize to you for a long time!"
Xiaodi replied sincerely: "Brother Yonggang, I am sorry for you! Why do you apologize to me in turn? Brother Yonggang, are you still blaming me?"
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Yonggang's eyes flushed: "Xiaodi, remember what I said to you at Peng's house on the day I was admitted to university and hosted a banquet?"
Of course Xiaodi remembered that although she didn't blame him, let alone hate him, it didn't mean she could forget everything. She nodded honestly: "Remember, but it's okay?"
"Xiaodi, what I said that day was really too much, and I formally apologize to you! In fact, when I say those words, my own heart hurts like a knife! Xiaodi, you know that I have always liked you since I was a child. , And until now, the only person I like in my heart is also you! Others can't walk into my heart, let alone replace you! I really hated you at the time, I couldn't let go of you, so I told you those Words! I thought that after a long time, I would slowly forget you! But until now I didn't realize that it was impossible!" Yong Gang got more and more excited.
Xiaodi was taken aback. She didn't know why Yonggang would tell her this? She was a little hard to deal with: "Brother Yonggang, I am sorry for you! You should forget me and live your life!"
Yonggang looked at her for a long time. There were too many and too complicated feelings in it, but he could only be hidden by his faint bitter smile and clumsily: "Xiaodi, in fact, I know that what I said that day was very unfeeling, I Why don’t you know the sacrifice you made for me? If it weren’t because you gave me the first time, I wouldn’t be treated so cruelly by Peng Jiafu. In fact, I am still very grateful and guilty. Fortunately, you have lived it now. I live a happy and beautiful life, otherwise I would really feel guilty for my selfishness for the rest of my life."
Xiaodi finally waited for Yonggang's words, she really didn't regret what she had done! In fact, even if Yonggang did not apologize, she has never regretted it. She believes: All this is destined. Otherwise, she would not have the happy life now.
She looked at Yonggang gratefully: "Brother Yonggang, as long as you live a good life, I won't be so guilty, so you must live a good life."
Yonggang looked at him affectionately, and then smiled sadly: "Don't worry! I will live a very good life, especially with our common memory, with that unforgettable moment, I am really satisfied and very satisfied. Happy!"
Xiaodi suddenly felt sore in her heart, she even wanted to cry! Or it was an irreparable mistake to repay Yonggang for his love with his body in the first place! If you are not so ignorant, how can you cause such an outcome?
If it wasn't for his own irresponsible behavior, how could Yonggang leave an indelible memory in his heart? And this memory shouldn't be that beautiful and pure? At the time, I didn't think about anything or cared about anything, and the result almost caused both of them to live in pain all their lives.
But everything has become a reality, everything has become a thing of the past! Xiaodi knows that no matter how much she regrets and blames herself, it won't help! The most important thing now is to let Yonggang face his life and cherish the people in front of him.
Xiaodi looked at Yong Gang anxiously, her eyes like deep pools filled with worry and helplessness. Yonggang once again saw these long-lost eyes, his heart seemed to be bleeding.
He looked at her a little desperately, and finally, to reassure her, he calmly said: "You don't have to worry about me, I am pretty good, my wife is very considerate, and the children are cute! Our family of three is really warm and happy! This can only be in my heart. I will not dry in front of others, let alone let them affect my life. I will not let anyone see that I still love another woman in my heart!"