Chapter 4980: , accept yourself

Miyamoto Shingen, who quickly evacuated the battlefield, actually noticed the situation behind him.
However, the situation here was undoubtedly a bit complicated for him, and at the same time it was too dangerous. Out of prudence, Miyamoto Shingen decided to hide it first and observe it.
During this period, Jarrett, who was a beast king-level powerhouse, completely fought with the knight commander.
When it comes to combat skills, compared to Miyamoto Shingen, Jarret is undoubtedly far behind, but the Eagles are among the best among the Orcs in terms of skills.
Under this premise, the more important thing is to put aside the special factor of 'oath'. There is no doubt that Jarrett's comprehensive strength is above Miyamoto Shingen, who has no oath power bonus, and the knight commander is Zhenger. The same level of the Eight Classics exists!
Of course, the difference at this time is that the knight commander has already exploded one step ahead, entering the 'judgment' mode, and began to burn his own belief power in exchange for combat power.
This made Jarrett, who had gone through a simple fight, soon felt the pressure, and then he turned into a state of madness without saying a word!
From this moment on, Jarret also began to fight with the Knight Commander with all his strength in the true sense, and the intensity of the battle between the two sides also rose sharply.
In terms of state alone, although the Knight Commander entered an explosive state first and experienced a fight with Miyamoto Shingen, on the other hand, Jarrett had also experienced a rush on the battlefield before, and both sides were at a loss. It can't be said who takes advantage of it more.
Now that the two sides are fighting, if you want to decide the outcome, or even life and death, you really have to see who can win!
At this moment, hiding in the dark, Miyamoto Shingen, who was secretly observing the battle situation while adjusting his state, felt a lot of pressure in his heart.
When facing targets other than youkai, his combat power is too limited.
The Knight Commander and Jarrett, who were fighting at this time, were undoubtedly top-level powerhouses.
To be honest, in this state, Miyamoto Shingen really doesn't have much confidence in wanting to intervene in this level of battle.
Don't look at how he fought the Knight Commander for two rounds before.
But in fact, in those two rounds, he had the advantage of some strange moves and first movers.
He suddenly turned around and slashed, not to mention grabbing the first mover. The evil eye attack that followed was unexpected, and he just wanted to seize the opportunity and kill him in one wave.
As a result, the opposite knight commander directly entered the 'judgment' mode, and in one burst, he smashed all his means with the most simple and rude hard power.
In fact, if there was no Divine Sword Xiaotonglian who took the initiative to protect the master at that time and blocked Miyamoto Shingen for a while, allowing him to seize the opportunity to escape, he would probably have died under the blow of the knight commander. .
In this way, where does he have the confidence to intervene in this battle?
However, he didn't mind squatting here for a while to see if he could squat until a big demon appeared.
After all, the winged man and the group of monsters are already a group.
Now that the orcs are coming to get in the way, those big monsters hiding in the dark may not be able to help but deal with the orcs, so that the six-winged holy-winged species can free up their hands and continue to pursue him.
And as long as a big demon appears and locks on the opponent, he can get the blessing of the power of the oath.
Of course, like appearing through the big demon, deceiving the blessing of the power of the oath, and then killing the six-winged holy winged species, he can't actually do it.
Because the 'restriction' shackles of this 'oath' ceremony are bound to his soul.
In other words, any of his thoughts could not escape the perception of this ritual. Unless Miyamoto Shingen could even deceive himself, and he wanted to make himself believe it completely, otherwise, even if there was only a trace of shaking in his heart, he would be restrained. Shackles are triggered.
Because the shackles of conditioning perceive your will from the most fundamental soul level, it is completely unrealistic to want to deceive it.
And once the shackles of restraint are triggered, the blessing of the power of the oath will be lost at light, or the soul will be directly crushed by the shackles of restraint, and the soul will be scattered.
The risks involved are undoubtedly too huge for Miyamoto Shingen.
In comparison, for the knight commander, Miyamoto Shingen doesn't care whether he kills him or not, or he doesn't care. There is no need to risk his life for a goal he doesn't care about at all.
After adjusting his emotions, Miyamoto Shingen continued to dormant.
It must be said that he has never been in this state for many years.
And the root of all this, I am afraid, is the integration of one's own evil thoughts.
Miyamoto Shingen actually imagined more than once what would happen if he merged with evil thoughts.
He had thought that the evil thoughts would be completely defeated by himself, and he also thought that he would be completely swallowed by the evil thoughts.
But when it really happened, he realized that he was wrong, and he probably didn't expect it to be like this.
In the final analysis, they are all part of each other, and they are complete only when they are combined into one. Under this premise, where is there a saying that who devours who? They are one in themselves.
At that time, he did compete with evil thoughts, but in the process of fighting each other for control, they were constantly intermingling.
At the moment when they merged into one again, Miyamoto Shingen's first feeling was actually a sense of loss, because for a while, he didn't know what had happened to him, or, in other words, it seemed that everything had changed. did not happen.
But as the action unfolded, he finally gradually noticed some differences.
In the past, because all the unfavorable emotions were condensed together and turned into 'evil thoughts', he was suppressed in the demon sword, so in the past, his actions were very pure.
Simply put, there are no distracting thoughts, what you do is what you do, and it is very straightforward.
With the re-integration with the "evil thoughts", he became complete again, his emotions became complicated, and even in the face of some situations, his thoughts became more complicated.
For example, now, before, he would never think so much.
Because once he draws his sword and starts killing, all his actions will become instinctive, and his core purpose is to kill monsters, and he will not think about anything other than that.
But now it's different. He will weigh the pros and cons, observe the situation, and even speculate, and the whole inner activity has become more complicated.
Up to now, Miyamoto Shingen didn't actually know whether it was like this, whether it was good or bad, but what he knew was that this is a normal creature and what it would look like.
He is calm, he is crazy; he is free and easy, and he is obsessed; he is the one who is willing to draw a knife to help when the road is uneven, and he is the one who is violent and bloodthirsty everywhere he goes!
All of this is itself a part of him, but in the past, he chose to eliminate all the parts that were not good in his opinion, but now he is reunited with evil thoughts. , Gradually began to understand, and began to accept their so-called bad...