Chapter 250: Self-blame

At night, Yang Qingyin slept at home.
After returning to the room, she locked the door, and her mother Chen Qiaoyu knocked on the door outside. She wanted to chat with her but she refused.
She is very angry with her mother, and also angry with her grandpa and father, but she knows that this is not the time to be angry.
She already knows about being a niándeshì love, and she also knows what punishment Luo Ziling and his father and mother Ling Ruonan have been punished.
The people of the Yang family did not allow Luo Ziling and his father Luo Xusheng to return to Yanjing, and they did not allow the family of three to meet each other---this is a clear and unmistakable matter.
My grandfather, the old man who is in the center of power and who never usually takes care of small things, actually came to ask about this in person today. From the anger that grandpa deliberately suppressed, Yang Qingyin knew how serious the consequences were.
Grandpa doesn't show up, even if it's just the anger of the father, things will not be easy.
Although Yang Qingyin feels a little bitter for being niándeshì, that is, her uncle died after chasing Luo Ziling and Ling Ruonan who eloped, but she sympathizes with Luo Ziling's family more.
Not to mention the changes in Luo Ziling's feelings after being in contact with him for so long.
For Yang Qingyin now, Luo Ziling is a very important person in life. The two have so many good times and so many unforgettable happy memories. Of course, she considers things in favor of Luo Ziling.
Yang Qingyin also blames herself very much. She knows that things will turn out to be like this. The very important reason is that she is too bold and careless in doing things.
That day, my mother suddenly broke into the place where they were eating together. In fact, she had to consider that Luo Ziling's affairs would be investigated by them soon. She should respond in time, and she should not openly travel with Luo Ziling during the National Day holiday.
She too underestimated the impact of this incident on the elders of the Yang family, and also highly regarded her status in the eyes of her parents.
She regretted it in her heart.
Of course, she also hates her parents, especially her mother Chen Qiaoyu.
Without Chen Qiaoyu's curiosity, Luo Ziling's identity would not be exposed.
Luo Ziling's identity is unknown, and grandpa will not be alarmed.
She also hated Ye Xiaoli, the bodyguard who followed her, but after thinking about it, she forgave Ye Xiaoli.
She understood Ye Xiaoli's loyalty. Her mother Chen Qiaoyu wanted to see the boys playing with her and asked Ye Xiaoli about the situation. Ye Xiaoli certainly did not dare to disobey the order, and finally told Chen Qiaoyu of Luo Ziling's whereabouts.
Yang Qingyin also believed that Ye Xiaoli must have never expected that things would become like this.
She couldn't drive Ye Xiaoli away, Yang Qingyin believed that Xiaoli would be very important to her in the days to come.
Many things that are not convenient for her to do must be done by Xiaoli.
"Yin'er, you open the door, Mom wants to talk to you," Chen Qiaoyu's voice rang again, and there was a knock on the door.
Yang Qingyin ignored, lying on the bed thinking about things.
"Yin'er, don't be angry. It's all bad for mom. You open the door and tell mom that the conversation is good?" Chen Qiaoyu said again across the door: "We two women talk about this, okay?"
"Mom, I'm tired and I'm going to sleep. Let's talk about it tomorrow," Yang Qingyin finally replied, "I'm already lying in bed."
With that, he turned off the light in the room.
Chen Qiaoyu outside the door slightly sighed, but finally did not knock on the door.
The whole world was quiet, Yang Qingyin breathed a sigh of relief.
She took out her mobile phone and wanted to call Luo Ziling and explain the situation.
But after finding out Luo Ziling's phone number, he didn't have the courage to pull it out.
Luo Ziling also didn't call her or give her a message. She knew that Luo Ziling must be waiting for her call or message. He didn't call her or send a message, just for fear of causing trouble.
After thinking about it, I still sent a WeChat message to Luo Ziling: "Scholar, are you tired today?"
Luo Ziling's message was answered almost in seconds: "I'm not tired, Sister, you must be tired?"
Then there was a message immediately: "How is it?"
A few embarrassing emoticons hào followed.
"It's okay, don't worry," Yang Qingyin responded with a message, and immediately followed one. "Tomorrow I will go back to school. Then we will meet and talk again, okay?"
"Of course it's good," Luo Ziling certainly wouldn't refuse, and there were a few happy smiles behind the news.
Yang Qingyin suddenly didn't know what to say.
She was very depressed, and wanted to tell Luo Ziling all these depressing things, but she couldn't say it, and she didn't know how to say it.
Luo Ziling waited for a while, but when he saw no news from Yang Qingyin, he sent another message: "Senior sister, it's really okay? Why do I feel that things are not so good?"
"No, don't worry." Yang Qingyin immediately responded with a message.
"I feel that you are in a bad mood right now, and you can't even think of anything to say to me, right?"
Seeing the news of Luo Ziling, Yang Qingyin couldn't help feeling a little sad. She wanted to tell Luo Ziling what had just happened again.
She thinks that these things should be let Luo Ziling know, but it is not clear on WeChat, and she does not know how to say it now.
At this moment, Luo Ziling sent a request for a video call.
Yang Qingyin hesitated, and finally clicked to agree ~EbookFREE.me~ and turned on the light.
Soon, Luo Ziling's smile appeared on the phone screen.
"Senior sister, where are you?"
"I'm at home." Seeing Luo Ziling's smile, Yang Qingyin felt a lot more settled for some reason.
She likes to see Luo Ziling's smile, his smiling face is pure and shy, his eyes are so clear when he laughs, people can't help but want to look more.
If I watch too much, I feel my whole person sinks in.
Seeing this smile when I was depressed, I really didn't know how to describe the warm feeling in my heart.
"Senior sister, you lied to me just now. Looking at your face, you know that something unpleasant must have happened." While Yang Qingyin was pondering, Luo Ziling's voice came again, "Your parents must scold you, right? Sorry, I am embarrassing you. Or, when I go to your parents, let them tell me something, okay?"
"No," Yang Qingyin shook his head without hesitation, "Don't get me wrong, I'm just afraid you will have a conflict."
"What's the matter?" Luo Ziling's smile disappeared. "Can you tell me what happened?"
"It's not clear on the phone. Why don't we talk about it tomorrow when we meet, okay?" Yang Qingyin showed a far-fetched smile, "Tomorrow I will come to school to find you and tell you everything."
"Well, then we will talk to you in person tomorrow. You must be tired today. Go to bed early."
"OK, good night."
Thank you Da Pihua book friend for your reward
(End of this chapter)