Chapter 261: I hated before, now I don’t hate

"Why don't you eat it?" Luo Ziling wiped a few eyes and looked at Ling Ruonan with red and swollen eyes.
The sound of "Mom" was like being held in the throat.
"The first time I see you eating face to face, I want to watch you eat," Ling Ruonan also forced a smile, "I'm not hungry."
"You eat too," Luo Ziling sandwiched Ling Ruonan with a scallop and a piece of lobster meat. "If you don't eat it, it will be cold."
"Well, I'll eat it," Ling Ruonan immediately picked up the chopsticks and ate the dish Luo Ziling gave her.
But she also couldn't taste it, and her taste buds were "corroded" by too many tears.
As the vegetables entered his stomach, Luo Ziling's mood slowly calmed down, the tears were finally under control, and he didn't let it flow out.
In fact, Luo Ziling's stomach is already very hungry.
At noon, I had a date with Yang Qingyin in a cafe. They didn't eat anything, and were frightened.
When he went back, he didn't expect to buy something to eat, and returned to the dormitory a little desperately.
After waking up from sleep, he followed Wu Yue to Ling Ruonan.
After the mood slowly calmed down, the feeling of hunger suddenly became stronger.
Twenty-year-old young man, his body is not fully developed yet, and his appetite is amazing.
Luo Ziling didn't care about the taste of the dishes in front of him. He felt that only by eating them all would make Ling Ruonan happy.
He was hungry and had this mentality, so after calming down, he ate very happily.
And Ling Ruonan, who had no appetite, hardly ate much. When she moved her chopsticks, she mainly served Luozi with vegetables.
Luo Ziling was very happy in her heart.
In the end, most of the dishes fell into Luo Ziling's stomach, and Ling Ruonan caught him in his bowl and forced him to eat it.
"Mom, I'm full." Luo Ziling said this naturally after a full hiccup.
When he said this, he himself was taken aback. After hesitating for a long time, he couldn't call it a name, but he unexpectedly called it out without any hesitation or hesitation. Of course he was shocked.
Ling Ruonan was also startled by Luo Ziling's sudden "Mom".
Of course, when she saw Luo Ziling, she really wanted to hear him call "Mom", but Luo Ziling didn't call, just shed tears. With tears washed away, all emotions were blended in it. Ling Ruonan didn't really care if there was such a sound. Seeing Luo Ziling appear in front of him alive, and seeing him cry again, Ling Ruonan's motherhood, which had been hidden for too long, was completely released.
The little boy sitting in front of him eating her cooking is her biological son, a child she has not seen in 19 years. Now that the little man who had grown up was truly in front of her, Ling Ruonan felt unspeakable pride in her heart. There was really no way to describe this feeling in words.
But after hearing Luo Ziling yell "Mom", Ling Ruonan, who was already feeling very satisfied, was deeply touched again, and the tears that he finally stopped, rolled down again. She couldn't control her emotions, she burst into tears again in front of Luo Ziling, and cried.
Luo Ziling's tears were also pulled out by Ling Ruonan, but he quickly stopped tears and took several tissues for Ling Ruonan. But Ling Ruonan didn't take the tissue, but took Luo Ziling in his arms, put his entire head on his chest, and burst into tears.
"Ling'er, mom finally saw you. Twenty years, mom waited for this day for twenty years," Ling Ruonan said while crying, "You were only a little older when Grandpa took you away. , You are still breastfeeding, you still can’t speak. After you were taken away, Mom dreamed of you every day, and always cried when she dreamed of you. Mom also swears in public that if anyone wants to be against you, Mom will Desperately with him. Mom will definitely take you back, and our mother and son will definitely meet again. This day, I finally look forward to it, and I don't know how happy Mom is."
Luo Ziling didn't struggle, Ren Ling Ruonan cried with his head. The first time he was held in his arms by a woman in this way, he felt very safe, and he wanted to lean on quietly like this and never separate.
How many times he dreamed back, he dreamed of being held in his arms by his parents, and they held him to play, he was very happy.
Today I finally look forward to being held in her arms by her own mother. Although she has no way to pick him up and play around, Luo Ziling is still very satisfied. He was very greedy for this kind of warm feeling, the security of being held in his arms by his mother, letting his tears wet Ling Ruonan's clothes, and he did not want to leave.
Luo Ziling also felt Ling Ruonan's tears wet his neck clothes, and the wet warm current slowly flowed into the clothes, but he didn't feel any uncomfortable feeling. After the two mothers cried for a while, Ling Ruonan finally controlled her emotions, but she still did not let go of Luo Ziling, but continued to sit with her arms around her, and did not take care of her backache.
"Ling'er, do you... hate your mother?" Ling Ruonan asked softly after stopping her tears.
"I hated it before, I hated it for many years, but I don't hate it after I know the situation," Luo Ziling said, raising his head and facing Ling Ruonan, "I have been longing before, when will you suddenly come to see me and give me A pleasant surprise. But when I was twenty years old ~EbookFREE.me~, I did not wait until this day, so I hate you very much. After listening to my grandfather that you have uncontrollable difficulties, and after coming to Yanjing to find out what happened, I don’t Hate you again."
Luo Ziling's words made Ling Ruonan tearful again.
After trying hard to dry her tears, she choked and said, "Thank you for understanding mom’s difficulties. Actually, I still can’t see you now. If I called you over for dinner today, I was secretly letting you come. I didn’t dare to let anyone know. Maybe you I don't know, if the news of our mother and son meeting goes out, it will cause another disturbance."
Luo Ziling wanted to tell Ling Ruonan that the matter was already worse than this, because the Yang family knew about it, but he didn't know how to say these things at once.
After thinking for a while, Ling Ruonan whispered to Luo Ziling: "Ling'er, let's sit on the sofa. Mom wants to tell you something important."
Luo Ziling nodded obediently and walked towards the sofa with Ling Ruonan.
Maybe it was sitting for too long or holding Luo Ziling for too long. Ling Ruonan felt her legs numb after she stood up and almost fell down after she could not stand her feet.
Luo Ziling quickly supported Ling Ruonan with his eyes and hands, and then asked very caringly: "What's wrong with mom? Is your leg sore?"
"It's okay, just stand for a while," Ling Ruonan smiled embarrassedly.
From Luo Ziling's words, she felt the deep concern of her son, and the relief in her heart really did not know what to describe.
The feeling of meeting between mother and child was much stronger and warmer than she expected.
She is regretting that she should have seen Luo Ziling a few days earlier...
(End of this chapter)