Chapter 199: Passionate is always hurt by him

Leng Xiyao walked towards Leng Haojun step by step, it was him, if he didn't guess wrong, everything was because of him.
Did he come here all the time when he was not in the country to find someone to rescue Grandpa?
However, after five years, he didn't wake up Grandpa. How did he do it?
Leng Xiyao approached Leng Haojun, and just five steps away from Leng Haojun, Grandpa's attending physician, Dr. Lan, suddenly came out.
He looked at Leng Xiyao with surprise.
"Miss An, you are here, thanks to this gentleman! He organized an expert seminar, and finally, he invited an old Chinese doctor to help the old man with acupuncture. I thought, There won’t be any improvement. Unexpectedly, after about ten days of acupuncture and moxibustion, the old man would wake up. It’s incredible! Miss An, come in and take a look!"
Leng Xiyao glanced at Leng Haojun, her expression a bit complicated.
Then, she followed Dr. Lan to Elder An's ward.
Because the person has already woken up, some of the instruments from Mr. An have been taken, and he can now eat and sleep normally.
Leng Xiyao approached the ward and saw Grandpa An’s skinny face, her heart hurts terribly. Grandpa, you have suffered for the past five years. It is because I have no ability to wait for so long to wake you up. !
Dr. Lan followed behind Leng Xiyao, sighing constantly. This is really a miracle. The average person who has suffered a stroke for five years, the probability of waking up is too small.
However, Leng Haojun still made this possible.
When Leng Haojun first came, he told himself not to tell Leng Xiyao. He was still hesitating, but later found out that he really wanted the old man to wake up, so he didn’t say anything, but he really didn’t expect , The old man can wake up again.
This is simply a miracle in the history of medicine!
Leng Xiyao sat in front of Old Man An's bed for a long time, and finally stood up slowly.
She walked to Leng Haojun and slowly said, "You come out, let's talk!"
Leng Haojun's face finally showed a smile that could be called a smile.
This time, she asked herself to talk.
His efforts were finally not in vain!
The two people walked out of the hospital and walked slowly along the street.
After a long time, Leng Xiyao slowly said, "Thank you for this matter. I am really happy that my grandfather can wake up. Of course, thank you very much!"
Leng Haojun looked at her and said seriously, "Yaoyao, you should know that I don’t want you to thank me. Your business is my business. If you want Grandpa to wake up, that’s my hope and I will help. You are done!"
Leng Xiyao turned her head and glanced at him, "I...I don't know now, should you be called your uncle, or should you be called Mr. Leng, or Leng Haoyun, between us, this is not all right solves the problem!"
Leng Haojun’s face became cold, "It’s not like that, then you think it’s like that. You said, Grandpa An, Selina became like this, you can’t be with me, then I will make them all better, for you, for me It doesn't matter what you do! Can't you give me a chance?"
Leng Haojun suddenly felt a little sad. He looked at Leng Xiyao, "You know, for you, I am willing to bear it, but what I fear most is not being unable to bear it, but you are unwilling, or if something happens to you , You don’t understand. In the past five years, you disappeared completely and made me think you were dead. Do you know how I got through? I can’t sleep almost every night. When you have an accident, I go to the monitoring room I saw the scene where you were shot. In the past five years, the scene seems to have been engraved in my mind. I even want to forget it, but I can’t forget it! That kind of heart-killing pain will no longer torment me all the time, if you You still have a little feeling for me, why can't you try to look back? Do you really want me to show it to you? Or, you have been caring about the matter of my choice to get married five years ago!"
Leng Xiyao's eyes were already red, but when he heard him talk about marriage, everything from five years ago, the sentence seemed to be replayed in her mind, she couldn't even control it.
She suddenly looked at Leng Haoyun coldly.
"What you said, I admit, I will be sad, but in the past five years, my heart has become a copper wall and an iron wall. It is stronger than you think. Others can't get in. Similarly, I can't get out. , It’s not that I didn’t give you a chance, but I never thought about giving myself a chance, do you understand?

"What about An Yichen? Children are always innocent, don't you want to give him a complete family!" Leng Haojun looked at Leng Xiyao incredulously.
He only really didn't expect that Leng Xiyao was really like what she said, becoming a steel wall, and she felt so sorry for herself before.
However, all of this was destroyed by myself!
Leng Xiyao was startled.
"Baby, he's still a child, I know, fatherly, you can give it to him. When you go back, you can tell him that you are his biological father, or it doesn’t matter if I tell him directly. You can come and visit whenever you want. He, I can't say anything!"
Leng Haojun was completely shocked by Leng Xiyao's words. In any case, is she unwilling to give herself another chance?
He suddenly faintly said, "I never thought that you can become so cold-blooded and so merciless now. Is it really that I did something wrong back then? Is it wrong that I want to protect you?"
Leng Xiyao turned and looked at him, "No! You are right, I was wrong, I shouldn't have fallen in love with you at the beginning, I fell in love with you, it is the cause of all tragedies!"
Her words, like ten thousand arrows pierced through the heart, instantly made Leng Haoyun's face bloodless, and falling in love with him, was it a mistake?
But why is he so uncomfortable! Is it because my love for her has penetrated my bones?
How could she be so cruel, did she really have to give him all the pain back then before she would give up?
If she really thinks so, then he is willing to bear it.
Leng Xiyao didn't want to see Leng Haojun like this. In her heart, Leng Haojun should always be that, cold and ruthless, who would not show too much affection for anything.
He is always the most eye-catching and shining presence in the crowd.
She didn't want him to make any changes for herself, but there were some things that really couldn't go back. She didn't leave a way out for herself. Five years ago, she chose to leave and choose to die. She had already made a decision.
It is almost impossible for her to change the decision that has been ingrained in her heart for five years.
Why, he wants to force himself, wouldn't it be better to separate?
She gritted her teeth and said unfeelingly, "Don't do it in vain anymore. As I said, Leng Xiyao is dead. You insist on it and don't want to believe this fact, nothing more!"
She thought for a while, and continued to say with her back to Leng Haojun.
"You can go back to see Baby An. Baby An is his nickname. Don't call An Yichen from now on. An Yichen yells. The child is sensitive. If you know that you are his father and are still so strange, he will definitely have other ideas. , That’s it, I’m going to take care of my grandfather. Before I return to China, you can take care of the baby. I will explain to you at home. You can choose your way to tell the baby that you are his father. I will not Mind!"
After Leng Xiyao finished speaking, she walked directly into the hospital.
She shed tears as she walked. This was the biggest concession she could make.
Even if grandpa wakes up, let’s not talk about the hurdle in her heart. She can’t convince herself that Selina looks like this now. She is like this because of herself. If she didn’t insist on going to the wedding at the beginning, everything would not change. In that way.
Now, this is no longer a question of her forgiving Leng Haojun.
To be honest, what is wrong with him? If he doesn't like himself, marrying An Huilin, is it also wrong?
So, in the final analysis, it's just because of yourself!
Sure enough, after Leng Xiyao finished speaking, Leng Haojun returned home.
Leng Xiyao had never seen Leng Haojun for almost a long time.
She didn't know how Leng Haojun told Baby An about his life experience, but Baby An already knew that Leng Haoyun was his father after she and grandpa returned to China.
Leng Xiyao didn't ask, and didn't want to ask, but, seeing the appearance of Baby An, although he didn't say anything, he was still very happy.
Every time Leng Haojun came to pick him up, he always parked his car outside the Anjia villa. He had never stepped into the villa before. As she said, she didn't mind him meeting the child, but between them, It's impossible to even see each other.
Leng Xiyao laughed laughingly at herself, in fact, this is also good!
Leng Haojun was absolutely not close, and within the range given to him by Leng Xiyao, he was always reminding of his existence.
Every time she watched An Baobao go out happily, Leng Xiyao would have an indescribable feeling.
If you have a daddy, you don't want mommy. She found that in recent days, Baby Ann has become more and more cheerful and more like a child, but she herself has become depressed.
On this day, Leng Haojun was about to pick up Baby An, when the psychiatric hospital suddenly called.
An Huilin is gone!
Leng Haojun's heart was lifted instantly, and she ran out unexpectedly.
The more he thought about it, the more something was wrong. An Huilin hadn't come out for five years, and she ran out at this knot of bones. He had to suspect that she already knew that Yaoyao had returned home.
Knowing that she is not only okay, but also the only heir to Anjia.
It must be so!
Leng Haojun became more anxious as he thought about it. Finally, he called Baby An.
"Baby, Daddy won't come to pick you up if something happens today, I'm sorry!"
"En, I see!" Baby An's voice was obviously a little unhappy and listless.
Leng Haojun blamed himself in an instant, and he quickly spoke.
"Baby, my dad will definitely come to pick you up another day, he will take you to play with the little girl from the Ye family, and invite her to eat at our house, okay?"
Baby An was instantly excited when he heard the girl of the Ye family.
"it is good!"