Chapter 41: Chaptery, don't say you dare not gamble.

Ji Mingyue deliberately went downstairs and walked to the hospital's underground parking lot. The underground parking lot around zero was cold and empty, and the lights were dim, and it felt like a ghost movie was about to be staged.
Ji Ming stomped his feet and breathed a sigh of relief. Although a little scary, he still had to bear it because of the remoteness and quietness, and when someone came over he could hear it for the first time.
He leaned at the exit of the parking lot, pressed his cell phone, and sent a text message to Ji Hong, "Dad, are you asleep?"
Ji Hong's answer was to call him back directly: "Still looking at the documents."
Not a question.
Ji Hong has actually been waiting for his call.
From the news of Lin Feng's accident in the afternoon, Ji Mingyue knew that he had to call Ji Hong.
The solution to the need for the best family is still second. In fact, Ji Mingyue showed off his wealth, indicating that Lin Feng will not be short of money in the future. You can roll smoothly and barely parry it, although there will be considerable consequences. The main problem lies in the huge gap in Jiang Manyun's medical expenses.
In the past, Lin Feng reluctantly supported the past by selling the only house in the home and working day and night. Now, with Ji Mingyue's own pocket money, how to draw the "make-up fees" is not enough. Fill this gap.
He must ask Ji Hong for help.
The performance with Ji Hong's "internal and external cooperation" is more like a breakthrough, which Ji Hong once taught him: "If you want the other party to identify with you faster, it is best to let him feel that you and him are in the same trench."
At that time, Ji Hong wanted to retire, pulling Ji Mingyue, who had just returned to China, and taught him the strategic means of doing business and wanted to train him. Later, he found out that he was not the one, so he simply "put him free" and asked Ji Mingyue's distant cousin Yao Chen to top it.
Ji Mingyue also thought that his dead wood could not be carved, but later discovered that he was particularly not talented in business.
However, this "self" was willing to cooperate with Ji Mingyue in a play because of helplessness and affection, but for Lin Feng, for him, at most, Ji Mingyue's classmates, friends, and half of the teachers, may have a good impression This favor made him open one eye and close one eye, acquiescing Ji Mingyue to Lin Feng's exorbitant "make-up tuition fees."
However, it is obviously unrealistic to ask him to bear the huge and bottomless pit medical expenses from Jiang Manyun because of this favor.
It ’s like someone always chases the rich and asks
Why do n’t you give me hundreds of thousands if you ’re so rich?
The money of the rich is not brought by the wind. They know the hard work of making money, so they do n’t Decided any expenditure lightly.
Not to give, but to have a reason. Good enough.
In the afternoon, Ji Hong asked on the phone: "Why do you help Lin Feng so much, can you give Dad a reason?"
Ji Mingyue spoke for a moment before he said, "I, I will tell you more in detail later."
At the moment, there was the sound of flipping the pages of the phone, the sound of a crisp collision between the tea cup and the tray, and the rustling sound of the pen tip leaving traces on the paper ... reminding quietly that Ji Hong was waiting for his "detailed Description. "
Ji Mingyue swallowed slightly.
He actually ... hasn't figured it out yet.
"Aren't you cold, baby? Listen to the sound and you're standing in the air." Ji Hong finally couldn't help but say.
"I'm not standing at the air outlet. Although it's windy and there is a door blocking it, I'm not cold." Ji Mingyue snapped for a moment and called, "Dad ..."
"What's that?" Ji Hong reluctantly said, "Well, Dad conceded. Come, talk about, what on earth did you intend?"
Ji Ming took a deeper breath and tried to speak as fluently as possible: "Dad, Lin Feng and I have been together for so long. I know he has worked very hard. But he is still there and he is still studying at school. His mother's illness It ’s like a time bomb. I do n’t know when it will suddenly burst out. He really ca n’t make so much money at one and a half. I ’m his friend, and I ca n’t bear to see that he is affected by his life because of money alone.

"'Just because of money?'" Ji Hong said slightly, "Baby, you have to know that a penny stumped the hero, how many people have worked hard all their lives 'just because of money' ... tell your dad truth, this one Did he ask you? "
"No!" Ji Ming categorically denied, "He never asked me for any help, it was I who wanted to help him, but I couldn't bear it ..."
"You can't bear it. Let Lin Feng be your teacher and give him a high price for tuition. Let's just say it's an equivalent exchange. Dad doesn't say anything." Ji Hong said indifferently. "But now you want to take over his life. This time maybe It is more than 100,000, hundreds of thousands, how much next time? What next time? As long as his mother is not completely recovered, you have to carry this bomb for him and fill it in endlessly. You are now his good friend, In another year, five years, ten years, can you guarantee that your 'friendship' will never change? "
"I……"
"Mingyue, do you remember what Dad told you?"
Ji Mingyue suffocated, and then slowly said, "... Remember."
"Emotion is the thing that cannot be tested with money." Ji Hong said, "Dad has seen too much these years, let alone friends, even close loved ones, sweet couples, can not stand this test. Do you remember that The serial killer? "
"……I remember that."
"The first time he committed the crime was fifteen years ago. He and his wife did business in partnership, because when they settled the accounts, he suspected that his wife was hiding money, took the watermelon knife, and chopped his wife to death."
"That's because the murderer has an anti-social personality. He ..." Ji Mingyue shivered, his voice trembling, "Daddy ... don't think of Lin Feng like this, please."
"Dad doesn't want to, but you are the closest person to your dad. I will only stand in your perspective for the first time and consider everything for you." Ji Hong calmly said, "Ming Yue, do you want to insist? "
"I, we can also buy Lin Feng's house, let him solve this urgent problem, and then ..."
"It's just for Lin Feng to be able to accept your gift more securely." Ji Hong interrupted him mercilessly. "Does buying their house have any practical effect on us? You will live Or am I going to live? Or, do you allow dad to sell it for sale? "
"..." Ji Mingyue was silent.
"Or, Dad can sign a contract with Lin Feng. How much I subsidize him, he will work in my company for many years without pay. If his mother's condition is not stable, go to college in high school, maybe This deed will be signed until he retires-so, do you think it's OK? "
"..."
"So." Ji Hong concluded, "You want to give him what you have, selflessly, free of charge, and asking for nothing in return, is that so?"
"..." Ji Mingyue seemed to notice something, his fingers trembling slightly.
"And Lin Feng never even asked for your help." Ji Hong said a while after a pause. "Baby, don't you think that your dedication to Lin Feng has exceeded your friends' limits?"
Ji Hong originally didn't want to break through Ji Mingyue. Before, he felt that if the dim feelings during adolescence were not broken, maybe Ji Mingyue wouldn't necessarily realize it, let it pass dimly, and eventually he would leave. On the "normal" road ...
But now, Ji Mingyue is more than "selfless dedication". Once he really agreed to his request, the entanglement between Ji Mingyue and Lin Feng is bound to be in a long time, even in the next ten years. Will never end. At that time, will "dim feelings" grow up and become increasingly firm?
Moreover, observing Lin Feng's attitude, he may not be "hazy" to Ji Mingyue, and maybe one day this "hazy" will both deteriorate and turn into a storm that sweeps through everything-
He just didn't want to break it, and didn't want to let it go.
After Ji Hong asked that sentence, Ji Mingyue had been silent for a full minute.
The wind was blowing, and the hospital's underground parking lot was dark and bleak, but his palms were constantly sweating. Before leaning on Lin Feng's shoulders to fall asleep, he was actually avoiding the call.
He really hasn't figured it out yet ...
No, rather than thinking about it, it is better to say that he can't make a decision.
Either acknowledge or deny.
It is not impossible to rely on the same "I and Lin Feng are brothers, what's wrong with inserting a knife for the brothers!" But his father can ask such words, indicating that he has seen what has come, and has been thinking for a long time.
If you give this answer that is obviously pretending to be stupid and know at first glance that it is a lie, it will only disappoint Ji Hong. After losing trust, it is impossible to ask Ji Hong's help again and again in the future.
But admit it?
Admit that he really likes Lin Feng very much. He is a homosexual. He is willing to do many things for Lin Feng.
It's 2008, and he's only sixteen.
No matter how enlightened Ji Hong is, it will take a long time to accept this fact. As a father, as he said, he will only consider him from the perspective of Ji Mingyue for the first time, will he not think Is it Lin Feng that broke him and seduced him?
What would be his first reaction? Isolate, separate, transfer yourself, or even go abroad again?
These actions are all reasonable, and Ji Mingyue can even understand.
But in this way, Lin Feng will once again fall into the nightmare of the previous life.
All his efforts will go to waste.
He didn't want to stalemate with Ji Hong in the cold war. He knew that Ji Hong was the person who loved him the most in the world ... but he also didn't want to give up Lin Feng.
He dare not bet.
Because I can't afford to gamble.
"I ..." Ji Ming took a deep breath. "Dad, do you remember what I said, do I have a 'dream'?"
"Remember, what's wrong?" After several ghostly and magical verifications, Ji Hong even believed in it, but just couldn't understand why Ji Mingyue suddenly raised it at such a time.
"Actually, in the dream ... I've died once."
This sentence is true.
Ji Hong lost his voice: "What did you say ?!"
"I will die," Ji Mingyue said.
His voice couldn't stop shaking because of guilt and pain, and his teeth were biting loudly, but in Ji Hong's hearing, it was Ji Mingyue's panic and helplessness. Ji Hong hurriedly said: "When and where? Don't be afraid, tell Dad, Dad will save you!"
"I don't know ..." Ji Mingyue said, "I just know I'm dead, there's a big storm there, it's empty, it's cold ..."
"There has been a voice guiding me in my dream. It tells me what to look at and what to do to avoid the calamity that will happen. I rely on it to let you give up the land and let Aunt Huang take her son to Checking ... it tells me that the only person who can save me is Lin Feng. Before that, I must save him first. "
"Dad, I'm alive again, but I only have one chance ... I dare not bet."
"Dad ..." Ji Mingyue's voice almost changed the tone, and the murmured whisper was almost inaudible, "I'm sorry ..."
He didn't know why, even though he was lying, but he had a strong, deep, and sad power, which hit him his chest, making it difficult for him to breathe and tears involuntarily.
"Baby, don't say you dare not gamble." For a long time, Ji Hong whispered, "Dad ... dare not."
The author has something to say: Ming Yue thought he was lying, but in fact he was telling the truth. _ (: з 」∠) _