Chapter 28: Do you mind

A figure walked out of the crowd and came to Jiang Xiaozhen's side.
"I have something to do with you, can I come?"
She turned around and slammed her eyes into light brown eyes.
With his back facing the warm afternoon sun, the light poured down his hair and outline.
Jiang Xiaozhen was taken aback.
He Yu reached out to her when his fingertips almost touched her shoulder.
Jiang Xiaozhen took a step back.
She glanced at the crowd behind her, the voices she wanted to ignore before... so many people had already gathered.
Jiang Xiaozhen lowered her head and sniffed twice.
When she raised her eyes again, the annoying pride in her eyes returned.
"I have nothing to say to you."
They draw the line as he wished.
She carried the table and walked away like a thug with a heavy weapon, with a straight waist and infinite power.
The onlookers gave way to her.
He Yu didn't chase after him. In fact, he didn't quite understand what he was doing just now.
However, looking at Jiang Xiaozhen's back, he was still uncomfortable, and his indescribable guilt overwhelmed him.
Jiang Xiaozhen does not intend to replace her painted desk.
There was no teacher in the Academic Affairs Office, so she took the table to the management department. The uncle administrator over there is very experienced in repairing things. He beat and beat and helped her fix the desk in twos or twos.
"Can this work?" Although he did it himself, the uncle is not sure: "I think you should go to the Academic Affairs Office to get a new one."
Jiang Xiaozhen did not agree with him. After thanking him again and again, she moved the desk back to the classroom.
If she still has the strength to fight, she will continue to fight.
Jiang Xiaozhen's body should not be cleaned up by herself.
Teachers of every subject will see the conspicuous table when they enter the classroom.
Without using an arm or a book to block the line of "Get out of Class One and Four", Jiang Xiaozhen showed all the evidence that he had been bullied.
The teacher asked: "Jiang Xiaozhen, what's wrong with your desk?"
Jiang Xiaozhen replied loudly in front of the class: "It was written by the students in Class Four of Grade One."
Countless bitter eyes were cast on her.
No one can be more hated than Jiang Xiaozhen.
After class, the entire Grade One and four classes except Jiang Xiaozhen were all detained for lectures. This matter was even reported to the dean and the section leader, and they also came.
Everyone believed that Jiang Xiaozhen was the one who brought the case. If she had time, she would do it, but she had already spent a noon just studying the desk.
Jiang Xiaozhen thinks which teacher invited the dean and the head of section.
When the classmates were being taught, she lifted her unsteady chair and went to the management department again.
The chair is not as badly injured as the table. Ask the uncle to borrow a toolbox. She can try to fix it by herself.
I didn't say a few words with the administrator, someone came from outside.
Jiang Xiaozhen turned her head and saw He Yu.
She was speechless: This person simply loves to see her joke number one, why is he here again?
Borrowing the toolbox, Jiang Xiaozhen walked around him without squinting.
Moving out the chair, she found a secluded place to repair it.
A figure following her cast a black on the ground in front of him.
"Jiang Xiaozhen, you have to find a solution."
Jiang Xiaozhen side to the other side.
It's a pity that he can't hide his shadow or his voice, He Yu persistently asked.
"You repaired the tables and chairs, do you want to continue using them?"
"Correct."
Jiang Xiaozhen waved the hammer in her hand, her voice was dry and hard.
"I will use them every day, so that people who look at me will continue to watch."
"They see you as a thorn in the eye, what good is it for you?"
He Yu squatted down and squatted beside her, earnestly suggesting: "Talk to the teacher in charge and change classes."
Jiang Xiaozhen turned around and glared at him.
Her eyes were fierce, and she was filled with disapproval. It seems that the kind of rooster that can peck people has spread its wings and is ready to attack.
"It’s impossible to change classes. It’s not me who did the wrong thing, and I won’t get out of Class Four as they wished. Your words are the same as my head teacher said before. He knows that the people in the class hate me for running away. Today, I want to change to become a health committee member. I will not agree. I did nothing wrong and I will not accept any punishment."
The person next to him was silent for a few seconds.
Then, he sighed.
He Yu said a word, making Jiang Xiaozhen almost cry.
He asked: "Will you not get hurt like this?"
Exposing his wound, he was at the bottom of the valley, trying to drag other people in.
However, if the wound is not bandaged, how can it recover?
Waiting at the bottom of the valley, isn't it cold?
Would you feel better in that case?
"You are the least qualified to say this!"
Jiang Xiaozhen dropped the hammer and pushed He Yu hard.
He didn't have the strength to resist and was pushed directly to the floor by her.
"You call me ugly!"
"You look down on me!"
"You are the same as everyone!"
He Yu touched his painful tailbone, got ready, and next sentenced Jiang Xiaozhen if he had a brain disease.
Before he stood up, he saw the water drop falling on the concrete floor, spreading a small trace.
He Yu didn't dare to look up and stare at Jiang Xiaozhen's face, maybe that would be better.
she cried.
"How hard I tried to dress up beautifully and likable, why do you laugh at me because I look ugly, because my family has no money to look down on me."
Grieved crying cavity and aggrieved sniffing voice, she cried extremely restrained, but she was already crushed.
Her chest seemed to be tightly pressed by a stone, and she couldn't even breathe.
"You tell me, ugly, fat, poor, no friends, is there anything in this that can make you reasonable and reasonable despise me, exclude me, and hate me?"
Seeing her finally crying, she cried like this. He Yu figured out many things in a flash.
"Do you mind? You are ugly, fat, poor, and have no friends." He asked a question that seemed to be completely unwilling to do.
He Yu did not comfort her and did not hand her a tissue.
His voice was calm, not very warm, as if not moved by her tears at all.
Jiang Xiaozhen cried so much that his mind went blank.
"Obviously," He Yu already answered, "If you don't mind, you won't yell at me anymore."
Yes, she minds.
The normal Jiang Xiaozhen collapsed visibly.
As if she had shed a layer of skin, her whole person became gray. Shrinking her shoulders, hanging her head, hiding her face, standing crookedly, she collapsed, sad, and crying.
The pride and self-esteem that we used for defense no longer exist.
He Yu did not provide her with a buffer space, a hole in which to hide.
Instead, he chased him and caught the deserter with a hook.
She was right, he was the number one who liked to watch her jokes.
"It's ugly, no money at home, no friends even if you try to be likeable, you mind." He read them all, and confirmed according to her response.
"You ask me, why do they become a reason to despise you. Why do you use these same reasons to despise yourself? Jiang Xiaozhen, since I saw you again, you have been torn apart. I have never thought of this. Where does the tearing come from, until just now, I heard you questioning me that way."
She stopped crying and looked at him viciously with tears, trying to put her shell on again.
She failed.
"You are studying yourself when you were young, aren't you?"
Those clear brown eyes reflected Jiang Xiaozhen's embarrassment.
He bluntly said: "But what you learned is really nothing like it."
"At that time, you were self-confident, and you were a real daughter. You were ignorant because you were accustomed to being spoiled by your parents and had not yet grown up. However, now you have understood the worldliness of humanity, you can read the contempt in the eyes of others, and learn to be inferior ."
"I have no inferiority complex!" Jiang Xiaozhen struggled feebly.
He Yu asked: "If not, what do you need to pretend?"
She has nothing to say.
"You wear a princess dress, pretend to be confident, pretend not to be afraid of others' teasing eyes, and feel good about yourself."
"Your family is poor, pretending to have money, and dare not meet your dad at school. The last time I said this, you defended it. However, when you brag to your friends, you didn't notice it for a moment. They would misunderstand that you are still a rich lady. Do you? I don’t believe it. You know you want to say, then you are pretending out of vanity."
"Others hate you, you pretend that you are not harmed, pretend that you don't care what others think, and bite the bullet and tell yourself not to hide."
"do not talk."
Interrupted in a cold voice, she was leaving this place.
He Yu grabbed her wrist.
"You don’t let me say, because you can’t face your own ugliness, poor family, and you’re no longer a princess. You don’t want to admit that your mocking gaze will hurt you. You wear holes in your body and force yourself to do your own way. Provoking disgust, and feeling inferior and depressed at the same time that you are incompatible. Then you can't even swagger to the end on the nasty road like you did when you were a child."
Jiang Xiaozhen looked at He Yu and laughed self-deprecatingly.
"You are right, okay."
She closed her eyes, wrinkled her nose, and started crying again: "Let me go."
"Let you go away and return to your previous state? Jiang Xiaozhen, you really should wake up."
He let go of her hand.
Jiang Xiaozhen's black-rimmed glasses are too much to look at, as is her tear-stained face.
He Yu looked for him, but he didn't bring a tissue.
I had to use my sleeve to wipe away those teardrops from her chin.
Cry like this...
Really...
"Because of those factors that you cannot decide to look down on you, of course it is wrong."
He wiped and wiped her tears again.
He Yu let go of his voice, but what he said was still very bad and unpleasant, making people cry when they heard it.
"But do you know that looking down and hating are in a subjective sense. You don't need a reason to hate you. Even if that hate is wrong and shouldn't exist, no one will sentence him. He has prejudice against you. I should hate you, and hate you as much."
"And what you just said about hating you is not enough. The most annoying thing about you is your character. I hate your character, hate your being in the world, my hatred of being honest, and I despise you reasonably and reasonably ."
Jiang Xiaozhen slapped his hand away, without his hypocritical sympathy.
"Then you hate it, why are you telling me this? You talk a lot of nonsense."
The person who was talking about it just now suddenly lost his language.
He also asked himself blankly: Why?
"I do not know."
Finally, He Yu said: "I can't look at you like this."
...
Do you remember the lunch break in preschool?
Jiang Mingzhen, who was not taking a nap, was arrested by her aunt and called to a penalty station outside.
He Yu really hated her at that time. She broke his watercolor pen, treated him as a puppy, and told people not to play with him, he swore to draw a clear line with her.
However, he saw Jiang Mingzhen being called out of the penalty station.
The clothes were not tucked, and no slippers were worn.
He Yu opened the quilt and voluntarily ran out to stand with her.
There is no why, he didn't think about why.
I just want to help her put on her shoes.