Chapter 43: The reason for being loved

Everyone in the female dormitory became close, and the direct manifestation was the chattering after turning off the lights.
Girls talk about life, talk about ideals, and talk about feelings. You talk about me. However, Jiang Xiaozhen's voice is not among them.
She goes out early and comes back late every day. The time in the dormitory is basically only used for bathing and sleeping.
The reason for not participating in the girls' conversation was not because Jiang Xiaozhen was excluded.
Instead, everyone is happy to let her participate. They have a problem with this lonely fat girl who often dresses up weirdly.
Why is she always so busy? Why do you often come back in fancy clothes at night?
Who is the super handsome guy who often comes downstairs to look for her? What does it have to do with her?
Jiang Xiaozhen’s birth year on her student ID is two years older than them. Did she repeat the grade for two years? Still repeating?
A few months after school started, they got answers to some questions, and some did not.
What Jiang Xiaozhen says to all the people in the dormitory every day can be counted with both hands.
The roommates worked together and took the initiative to talk to Jiang Xiaozhen. Show her their friendliness and enthusiasm, and make no secret of their vigorous curiosity.
The reason Jiang Xiaozhen failed to make friends is herself.
The previous school experience created a certain psychological shadow for her. Seeing those beautiful and well-informed little girls huddled together well, she didn't dare to play with others.
Even though Jiang Xiaozhen was obviously difficult to deal with, her roommate did not remove her from "Lights Out and Night Talk". When they talk about them, they will not avoid anything just because Jiang Xiaozhen is present.
Maybe she listened and wanted to answer someday, that would be a better thing.
"By the way," the girl next to the bed pressed off the phone screen and started the topic: "Do you have any dreams?"
"Yes, I want to be a designer, so I chose industrial design."
"Me too, the designer sounds so tall and independent, it feels like a beauty in the workplace."
"A beauty in the workplace? That must be a lot of pressure. My dream in life is to travel the world. When I get enough money for air tickets at work, I will quit my job and set out to see the best scenery in the world."
Jiang Xiaozhen closed her eyes tightly, keeping her breathing symmetrical, and urging herself to fall asleep as soon as possible.
She hasn't handed in her homework. She will get up early tomorrow and have home tutoring in the afternoon. By the way, it’s better to go to the bank after school and send some money to her parents...
"Jiang Xiaozhen, do you have a dream?" She didn't say anything but the girls called her name.
It didn't take long for the lights to be turned off. It stands to reason that she wouldn't fall asleep so quickly, Jiang Xiaozhen himself knew.
In the darkness, she opened her eyes.
Dream? Jiang Xiaozhen is ready to say a few words casually, uniting as one.
What should I say?
Why choose industrial design? Because He Yu is in this school, industrial design is one of the majors that a limited number of non-art students can choose. Ideal in life? I hope that the debt my father owes can be repaid as soon as possible. Is this ideal?
In terms of herself, Jiang Xiaozhen didn't think about what she wanted to do.
There is no one that can tell, that kind of shining wish, and I don't know what to do in the future.
Make one.
"I..." She opened her mouth, her voice sinking into the higher voices of other girls.
When Jiang Xiaozhen fell asleep, or didn't want to talk, they taunted her and changed the subject.
"Li Cui, are you going to accept the confession of the black hat?"
"Ah, I want to know too! Black hat brings breakfast for you every day. What do you mean by not agreeing and not rejecting?"
Li Cui chuckled, but still did not tell them her true intentions.
"I think it makes sense for Li Cui to do this. Why is she eager to agree or refuse? She is being chased. She must have an attitude of being chased. That black hat can't wait. Li Cui doesn't lack him as a suitor. ."
"Indeed," the girl who had beaten and hugged the injustice was immediately persuaded: "Li Cui is beautiful and of good figure, and he is chasing her a lot. A black hat has been promised on the front foot, and it is a pity that there are better people on the back foot.
"I can't say that, it's not a pity, I want to be more cautious."
Li Cui maintained a sufficient sense of reason, and said something calm and calm: "I can't find in him for the time being what is particularly good in him. The shining points that can make me like it, but there is no too bad. The law accepts it. So drag it first, and then take a look."
In the corner of the bed, Jiang Xiaozhen with his eyes closed is slowly entering a state of sleep.
Her body is too exhausted and needs rest.
Therefore, she did not listen to their conversation and focused on her own world.
It's just that, occasionally there will be some words, and they burrow into her head recklessly, into her chaotic consciousness.
The one being chased is beautiful and in good shape.
There is nothing particularly good about chasing people.
Look again.
There is always something different, which constitutes the reason for being loved. Two people can fall in love.
It's all like this.
I love you because you are beautiful.
I love you because you are smart.
I love you, because you and I are in perfect harmony.
I love you because you are the best to me and compare others.
I love you and you love me, we find the reason from the other side, and get the balance, and then we can love with good reason. We need that reason to fill ourselves and become a solid existence in a relationship; to explain why in a big world, we will become the only one for each other.
Jiang Xiaozhen has a favorite.
His appearance is as beautiful as his heart.
There are countless long strings of reasons for being loved.
Correspondingly, he deserves the most beautiful person in the world.
Jiang Xiaozhen will not chase him. He is so good, she will feel sorry for him when she sees anyone who matches him, not to mention that she knows well, she is the last one.
Even if it was, she couldn't find anything particularly good in her body, she was too bad to accept it, and she would choose to muster courage.
However, the ugly soul lives in the ugly body.
"Hold it first, and then take a look." Jiang Xiaozhen thought so too.
Dragging the heavy past, looking towards a fuzzy future.
She has the heart to move forward, towards the direction of the person she likes, but can't help feeling that she is mean to be lucky.