Chapter 48: 48th

Qiu Yanzhi didn't think too much when he came out of the ward, but when he got out of the hospital door, he was in trouble. www.sto123.cc
Where should he go?
He Zhou moved all the things he put in his apartment to his house two days ago.
Moreover, when the director moved at the time, it was estimated that he wanted to live with Qiu Yanzhi for a long time, so he moved Qiu Yanzhi's apartment, and he didn't even leave the bedding.
The school's dormitory is still equipped with futons, able to (sleep Shui) people.
It's just that Qiu Yanzhi really doesn't like the environment of the dormitory, and he doesn't plan to go to the dormitory at all (sleep Shui).
Just in the ward, Qiu Yanzhi told He Zhou that he was going to live in the dormitory. Taking advantage of the opportunity to take Ye Mingxu, he was naturally wrong.
Qiu Yanzhitian (sexuality) is selfish and unwilling to go to seek for others. Since he doesn’t like to live in a dormitory, he will naturally not grieve himself in order to go to or annoy anyone.
Thinking about it, Qiu Yanzhi stopped a taxi and went to the apartment.
Big deal, go to Zhang Yuxuan's house for a night.
I had been busy working some time ago, and finally I was idle, but there was such a mess again.
So much so that Qiu Yanzhi has not seen Zhang Yuxuan for a long time.
It is also good to be able to sit and chat and drink and chatter this time, and by the way gossip. With the help of Liu Cheng, Zhang Yuxuan and his seniors have progressed.
As a result, Qiu Yanzhi just walked to the door and was about to knock on the door.
Through an anti-theft door, Qiu Yanzhi could hear Zhang Yuxuan's throat screaming angrily, "Liu Cheng! Do you think I'm stupid like a pig, I'm so cheat!"
Immediately after that, Zhang Yuxuan slammed the door and rushed outside.
As a result, as soon as he opened the door, he saw Qiu Yanzhi standing outside, stunned, standing up, raising his hand to knock on the door.
The second Zhang Yuxuan saw Qiu Yanzhi's eyes suddenly turned red. He rushed to Qiu Yanzhi and hugged Qiu Yanzhi, crying with tears: "Woo Woo Yan Yan--"
Qiu Yanzhi hurriedly patted his back and appeased him: "What's wrong? Don't cry, baby Yu, (fafa) what happened?"
"Speech...I...my senior...Liu...Liu Cheng..." Zhang Yuxuan was crying out of breath, not speaking at all.
Qiu Yanzhi glanced at the side and hung his head, saying nothing, Liu Cheng with a complex expression on his face, already understood (fa) what happened in his heart.
It seems that the East Window incident happened.
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Qiu Yanzhi was pulled to the bar again by Zhang Yuxuan.
Zhang Yuxuan cried towards Qiu Yanzhi with a snot and tears.
Only then did Qiu Yan understand the whole story.
It turned out to be the husband of the senior, Ye Hongyuan, the former gold master of Liu Cheng, and finally found Liu Cheng's hiding place.
However, Zhang Yuxuan had a strong background (Qiang Qiang), and Ye Hongyuan didn't dare to send someone to take Liu Cheng directly, so he sent an email to Zhang Yuxuan.
The one with the bed photo.
Zhang Yuxuan realized that the one Liu Cheng said was taken up in three days, in order to revenge her husband, and the original match with his bed.
It is his beloved senior.
Liu Cheng had known for a long time, but kept hiding from him.
Zhang Yuxuan's brain exploded on the spot, quarreling with Liu Cheng, and then the scene Qiu Yanzhi saw at the door.
Zhang Yuxuan shouted hysterically, finally crying his voice.
When Zhang Yuxuan finally cried and tired, he finally let his emotions (fa) out, and then he calmed down a little. He sniffed his nose and looked at Qiu Yanzhi in tears, and asked, "Yan Yan... how did you come back?" No, you... didn’t you go to live with He Zhou?"
Qiu Yanzhi poured himself a glass of beer and said, "Breakup."
Zhang Yuxuan blinked stunned, some did not respond: "Again...and again?"
Then Zhang Yuxuan thought of something and asked again: "Then... did you find the next house this time?"
"Next house?"
Qiu Yanzhi was stunned for a moment, and then scolded: "Zhang Yuxuan, what the are you talking about? What do you think of Lao Tzu?"
Zhang Yuxuan drew a tissue and blew his nose, his voice with a strong nasal voice: "I can still think of you, I will think of you as a very handsome and ruthless person who is heartless and ruthless. Chanting."
Qiu Yanzhi: "..."
...Where and where is this?
"But words, why did you break up with people this time?"
Qiu Yanzhi skipped the holographic game and only picked one of the reasons. He lowered his head and shook the beer in his hand, saying: "Because, He Zhou knows that I am in love with him because he looks like a person... …"
Zhang Yuxuan opened his eyes, his face was shocked: "Words, did you take Mr. He as a substitute?"
substitute?
Qiu Yanzhi froze for a moment, then quickly reacted and said with a smile: "It's quite fashionable, but I never regarded He Zhou as someone else, He Zhou was just like that person, I'm not so Silly, take n... treat He Zhou as someone else."
Zhang Yuxuan wiped the tears on his face, and his voice was hoarse: "Who is that person? Is it someone you particularly like? Just like I particularly like the seniors?"
... someone you particularly like?
Not so far.
Qiu Yanzhi did not take the initiative to mention the name Qin He with anyone, and never admitted that he liked Qin He.
When the small trash was still with him at the time, he felt that he really only regarded the small trash as a friend.
Later the little trash confessed to him.
Qiu Yanzhi's thought flashed in the first moment in his mind at that time: If his mother knew this matter, he would kill him.
So he quickly rejected the small garbage, and also said to him: "Qin He, I am not in love (sex xing), if you like me again, I will not play with you."
He didn't understand anything at the time, and he only regarded small trash as his friend, best friend, and only friend.
After the little trash left him, Qiu Yanzhi scolded and didn't care, but he was actually sad for a long time, but the days still went on, and he entered the Qiu family again, and troubles came one after another, and soon No time to think about the small garbage.
It was only when I grew up that I knew that I was in love (sexual love). I remembered the past and vaguely understood that I should have felt something about the small garbage.
But Qiu Yanzhi did not admit that it was like, he only felt that it was only the throbbing in his youth.
And this throb was like a small flame that had just been ignited. Before it could grow into a deeper love, it was already extinguished by the ignorant self.
But the flames were extinguished, Qiu Yanzhi felt good.
Qiu Yanzhi hates the label "like someone", especially behind this label is an old man who may never see him again in his life.
"Like a person" means to follow his joy and worry, and means that his body and mind will be pinned by others, meaning that he will give a heart to others from now on, and let others rub it.
Qiu Yanzhi felt that he was really a selfish person, unwilling to give up, unwilling to be sad, and even less willing to be hampered by others. His heart is so small, and there are not many happy things. Why should he be occupied by others and bring him pain and suffering out of thin air?
The little scolded him that he would not like others forever.
Qiu Yanzhi felt reasonable.
Small trash also scolded him, saying that he did not deserve to be liked by others.
Qiu Yanzhi thought it was reasonable.
Only occasionally, occasionally thinking about this, will feel lonely and sad.
But only a little.
Qiu Yan didn't know what to do, and remembered that He Zhou said something similar when he was angry and left.
Qiu Yan's heart was breathless at the time.
He thought about it now, perhaps because the cold water on the shower at that time washed his mind awake and amplified those emotions for no reason.
Zhang Yuxuan asked again: "Doesn't you like him, Hezhou?"
like?
He Zhou is estimated to be his favorite npc.
But to say anything else, Qiu Yanzhi couldn't say it again.
Hezhou is a very special npc.
He just looks like little garbage, and in many ways has a strange sense of overlap with little garbage.
And thanks to Hezhou being an npc, he can completely separate Hezhou from small garbage.
If He Zhou was a real person, Qiu Yan would have suspected that He Zhou was a small trash.
When Qiu Yanzhi and He Zhou were together, they were always able to produce a very illusory beauty.
Qiu Yanzhi played holographic games for the first time, and did not know whether it was normal to have such feelings for npc.
But Qiu Yanzhi knew that if he was addicted to the game and could not extricate himself, the existence of He Zhou was definitely the strongest incentive.
In order to continue to maintain this illusory beauty and happiness, Qiu Yanzhi originally planned to continue to stay in this game.
Qiu Yanzhi thought that even the best toys would get tired one day, and the best games would get annoying someday. When he feels tired and annoyed one day, he will be able to pierce the colorful imaginary bubble with satisfaction. Bubble, continue to roll back to his dark gray (color) reality.
But Qiu Yanzhi didn't expect that before he was bored, or before he was bothered, the colorful bubble broke apart on its own.
-In the most tragic way.
This does not meet his expectations at all.
He even gave him a strong (strong qiang) melancholy and loneliness. He was unhappy, he was sad, he didn't want to leave He Zhou, he didn't want to hear He Zhou sneer at him, let alone watch He Zhou and another person sweet.
He Zhou was in a bad mood, and he followed his discomfort and irritability.
He couldn't help but want to please He Zhou and wanted to make He Zhou happy.
But sometimes he wanted to be angry with him deliberately.
Qiu Yanzhi felt a bit suffering.
Qiu Yanzhi thought that if He Zhou was an individual, his performance would probably be planted, and he would like to fall in love with others.
Ke Hezhou is an npc. Qiu Yanzhi thought about it, and thought that such a complicated emotion should be attributed to: the frustration of losing his beloved toy accidentally.
Qiu Yanzhi thought of this and suddenly felt bright.
It's because his toys were not lost, but they were lost.
It was because his colorful (colored) bubbles were broken before he had time to appreciate them seriously.
His uneasiness, his sadness, his unhappiness and his possessiveness all come from here.
To be honest, his mood in the past two days is really complicated. He felt that his emotions became a ball of yarn, and it was unclear how to fight it, but the more he pulled, the more he felt uneasy, and he didn't have any energy.
Now that it was finally clear, Qiu Yanzhi took a sigh of relief and felt full of understanding.
......As for the heart from time to time, there was a lot of pain.
He has long said that he should do an electrocardiogram.
Qiu Yanzhi patted Zhang Yuxuan's shoulder: "Thank you, brother, I can finally understand."
Zhang Yuxuan: ...I did something, why thank me?