Chapter 220: Spiritual grief

Late at night!
Summer songs always refuse to let such a night be quiet, just like this noisy city. Everyone has their own minds, and the noisy and labor during the day, it is impossible to have time to think about these issues. Only when the night is over, when the hot sun fades and the worried moon hangs in the sky, the grief that is hidden inside can no longer be hidden.
People are such a strange animal. Different from animals, we can think, so we feel that we are living better than animals and happier than animals. However, it is precisely because we can think, we have lost a simple life. No matter who it is, the poor streets, the wealthy daughters, the big politicians who have mastered the lifeline of a country, and the ordinary civilians. Everyone has their own troubles and needs to think.
life! life!
Simple is to give birth to live, but people's thinking, human imagination, must make their own life wave. If you don't eat enough, you will pursue a rich and warm life. When you are full and warm, you will have a warm and lustful desire, and even expose the greater ambition and of human beings.
Rights, money, and women are all things that make people fall.
The human is gradually expanded in the realization of the step by step goal. The insufficiency of the human heart is the truth of the world. The gully of is always filled with dissatisfaction, it does not end.
However, it is precisely because of the human that there is human greed. Society will progress. Technology will be developed. Science and technology are the primary productive forces, but in fact, it is still the expanding expansion of mankind that promotes the progress of human history and society as a whole.
Surin is now lying in his room, but sleeping on a new air bed. With his mouth open and snoring, his mind is a dream. His dreams are long, messy and beautiful.
The world inside the dream is very strange. Sorin has never remembered what dreams he has ever done. Some people say that dreams are realistic, think about it, dream at night! Some people compare the infatuation of human beings to daydreaming. But now, Su Lin thinks. In my ordinary life, these changes are happening only when I dream. These are the best beauty development systems for themselves.
Today's family of four warm lunches and dinners. For the first time, Surin felt that family and family could have such warmth. I also remembered that after I went to college, I would leave the city that had been in existence for 18 years, leave this place that I would not lose when I closed my eyes, and leave this daddy and daddy who is full of faces. s home. Su Lin’s heart was somewhat lost. The heart is empty.
unfamiliar environment. A bigger city, a beautiful stage of life. Surin knows that it is a place worthy of conquest. There. It is like a desert full of treasures. Although I am unfamiliar with my life, with my own efforts and special functions, I can definitely find a world of my own.
The heart of people is most afraid of not being pinned. This kind of sustenance can be a person who likes it, a loved one, a dream, or even a to try to get something. As long as you have a sustenance, you have the goal of struggle. Believe that human ability is unlimited, you can do it.
Now, Su Lin’s heart is his parents, his loved ones, and his own loved ones. Su Lin smiled in her dreams and smiled very happily, because he seemed to have passed through many years, watching his parents enjoy the blessings, and the relatives and friends also lived a good life one by one, and the brows could not be wrinkled for a long time. What makes Su Lin’s heart bloom is that inside the dream, Yan Yanyan, surrounded by various beautiful women.
But in the end, they were all thrown out. Qin Haoran took his hand, and Zhu’s sister held his ear. Ping squinted and looked at him with his hands on his hips. Teacher Lin was screaming and banging, and knocked over Su Lin’s head. More savage policewoman Han Hanxiao smiled around Su Lin's back, the little hand hit Su Lin's and smashed.
"Su Lin, let's sing a song together!"
This is the voice of the big star Yun Yiyi, but Su Lin can't see her, and looks up in the voice.
Scorpio! Cloud Yiyi actually danced in the sky, a white dress, really the same beauty as the fairy.
"Little brother, and spirits..."
Turning around again, Surin saw his lovely Lolita cousin Han Lingling, just want to speak. On the face, people were knocked down to the ground. How soft, big, soft, this is... This is the blonde Sally...
Oh!
Su Lin, who is in a dream, doesn't know that she is dreaming. He is completely dizzy. One dream after another, he is in his mind, and his brows are sometimes wrinkled, sometimes soothing, and snickering from time to time. a few voices...
"Little brother, is this... dreaming?"
Han Lingling was awakened by Surin's laughter. He sneaked out his small head from the bed and looked at Su Lin's silly look. However, his heart suddenly had a very solid feeling.
I don't know how long I haven't slept in a room with my brother Xiaolin. Han Lingling’s memory dates back a long time. When I remember that I had not yet gone to school, I often went to Xiaolin’s brother’s house to play, lunch break at noon, and rest at night, just lying on a bed with Xiaolin’s brother. Ha ha! Han Lingling remembered that he would still wet the bed and wet the bed of Xiaolin’s brother several times.
In particular, Han Lingling remembered that the second aunt had already warned that she would not be able to wet the bed again, but eventually she still urinated. Finally, Xiaolin’s brother collapsed and said that he was urinating...
Thinking of these childhood things, Han Lingling's memory can not be recovered, all the pictures are floating in my mind, the protagonist is undoubtedly his own and Xiaolin brother. In my own life, Xiaolin’s brother occupied such a large part.
Although after going to school, Han Lingling rarely came to Jian'an City. However, the impression and memory of Xiaolin’s brother in her heart has not changed. At every family gathering, Han Lingling is also the most sticky to Surin.
"But, Xiaolin brother, you...after all, my brother..."
Thinking about it, Han Lingling’s big eyes can’t help but tears. In the past, Han Lingling always felt that his brother Xiaolin was the sister's favorite of his brother, but later, Han Lingling's spring heart also sprouted, knowing the feelings of men and women. Seeing the female students in the school, my girlfriends have the favorite boys. Han Lingling was surprised to find that the feeling of like and lover that others said was only in the body of Xiaolin’s brother.
When you see him, your heart will jump, as if there is a deer in a collision.
I always want to stick to him all the time, holding his hand and not letting go, I want to live like this forever.
Looking at him, he will blush and dare not speak, but he is even more afraid that he will ignore himself and often will often be unreasonable.
Only when he is around, can he feel safe and feel happy, and he will have a down-to-earth feeling.
......
This feeling, let Han Lingling feel full of heart, is his own brother Xiaolin. However, the more enriched this feeling, the more emptiness Han Lingling felt in such a quiet night.
I don't know how many such nights I have, I look at the white ceiling, thinking about Xiaolin's brother, how I hope Xiaolin's brother can be by his side.
Now, it seems that I am close to such a dream. I successfully lived in Xiaolin’s brother’s house. Looking at Xiaolin’s brother’s silly sleep, Han Lingling smiled, and the water’s big eyes bent like a crescent. Same as children.
"Oh... if you can always be with your brother Kobayashi forever, how good!"
I think that Su Lin will go to college after a month or two, or go to other cities. I am afraid that it will not be seen for a year or a half. Han Lingling’s heart is particularly uncomfortable. This is his own brother Xiaolin, but he is going to go away soon.
It is a strange city, Xiaolin brother may encounter a lot of people, will experience more and more things. So, will Xiaolin’s brother forget himself? Perhaps, Xiaolin’s brother will go to college and will like other girls. He will make a girlfriend, he will...
Can't think about it! Han Lingling originally felt that his mood was very beautiful, but the more he thought about it, the more he felt bad. She also remembered the sister of the big sister Su Guoguang’s birthday party that day, yes! My sister is so good, so beautiful, and Xiaolin brother is the best match.
It stands to reason that Xiaolin’s brother can have such a beautiful and beautiful girl to accompany him. I should be happy. But why, now, my heart is a burst of sadness?
Inside the mind, I imagined that Qin Haoran took Su Lin’s hand and the two people were together sweetly together. Han Lingling stunned his heart and felt that he had a feeling of suffocation. Such a scene, such a picture, absolutely can not let it happen. Xiaolin’s brother is his own, and everyone else can’t take it away...
The cranky Han Lingling quietly got out of his bed and wore thin pajamas. Two chests that were as big as a were not enough to open their pajamas. Han Lingling touched his chest gently. Biting his lips and whispering to himself: "Why didn't I grow up, when my brother said it when I was young, let me be his bride when I grow up..."
A trace of sadness, a grief, Han Lingling lay on the narrow air bed of Surin, whether or not he would wake up Surin, lying on the side of Surin, gently holding the hand of Surin , pillow on his chest. (To be continued, please search for astronomical literature, the novel is better updated faster!