Chapter 1221: Belittle oneself

Su Yi's heart skipped a beat for a while, something familiar flashed in her mind, her heart suddenly hurt, and her nose suddenly sore.
So uncomfortable, so uncomfortable, she seems to have forgotten something, what has she forgotten? What should she remember?
After a moment of abnormality, the uncomfortable and strange sense of familiarity suddenly disappeared without a trace, as if everything was just her illusion.
"What's the matter?" Lu Yubai noticed her momentary abnormality, and nervously stepped forward and clasped her arm: "Is it uncomfortable?"
Su Yi didn't know what was wrong, she stubbornly pushed away from the man, looked at him and said, "Mr. Lu, I am a little online singer with the 18th line."
"I know." Lu Yubai looked at her and said seriously: "I know."
"I have a lot of black material, you can search the Internet, you can't finish it for three days and three nights."
"I do not care."
"My family's conditions are not good, my parents are just ordinary workers."
"So what?"
"Do you understand? I..." When Su Yi was speaking, she never dared to look at him, her eyebrows narrowed slightly, and she gathered up the courage to raise her head, and she met the man's deep and narrow eyes.
His eyebrows are so gentle.
His eyes are so sincere and so soft.
She didn't know if she had an illusion, but she saw a lot of pity in the man's eyes, making her eyes swell with heat, and even her heart was sore.
At this moment, she didn't know what to say or what to say, she knew that she had to come out quickly, she couldn't continue to fall, she couldn't continue to fall.
She and him are people of two worlds.
"Mr. Lu." Su Yi clenched her fists and encouraged herself, like a brave warrior. She looked at him earnestly, saying every word: "I don't deserve you, I will hurt you. "
"You're fine." Lu Yubai's voice was a little hoarse, and looked at her distressedly. He stretched out his hand to hug her, fearing to scare her, and stopped stiffly in the air.
He was only shy when she was a little girl, afraid to look at him, afraid to talk to him, and even afraid to accept his kindness.
But now, he knew that it was his negligence. It turned out that she had put herself so low in front of him, humbled to dust, and small enough to make him feel distressed.
"Teacher Lu, you know now." Su Yi laughed, how painful and uncomfortable her heart is, only she knows how she tries to make herself behave indifferently: "Then I can trouble you not to talk to me, don't Is it so good to me?"
The better he treats her, the more uncomfortable she will be, and she will sink into the gentleness he paved step by step, and never get out.
In that case, it would be too sad. Her whole life shouldn't just be living in memories, nostalgia and fantasy.
If she had just made her debut, she had a bright future, a bright future, and full of confidence in the future, and she was not afraid of tigers when she was born with a calf, and she might have the courage to pursue him.
She will work hard, will work thousands of times, to walk to a position enough to be side by side with him, so that she will be worthy of his identity and his position.
But now, her self-confidence and her brilliance have been smoothed out long ago, and she doesn't even know what the road ahead is, she's covered in black.
She didn't dislike him, but she couldn't accept that she became the only stain in his life.
Lu Yubai thought about countless reasons why she would desperately alienate him every time she met, but she didn't expect that she would think so, a little convulsive distressed, suddenly stretched out his hand to clasp her waist, and one forcefully pulled her into his arms.
The moment Su Yi was pulled into her arms, she subconsciously wanted to push him away, but the man's embrace was so warm and warm, her eyes suddenly sour, her tears were uncontrollable, and the screams flowed down.
"You are fine, in my heart, you have always been the best." Lu Yubai's voice was a little hoarse, his chin resting on the girl's head, every word was distressed: "Black material is just black material, I know They are all fake, they are all their slander on you. I know you work hard. You have always worked hard to live a good life. I know you are strong and nothing can defeat you."
Su Yi's shoulders began to tremble uncontrollably. She didn't know why, she wanted to leave, but she was greedy for the warmth of his body and shook her head desperately: "I'm not good, I'm not good at all."
Does he like her? Teacher Lu... why would he like a woman who is worthless and wants nothing?
"I'm sorry." Lu Yubai sighed hoarsely, patted her back gently with his big hands: "I'm late, and I'll be with you in the future."
If possible, he would want to return to her first debut, full of confidence and radiance, he would want to be there, watching her youthful appearance.
He has missed too much, and in the days to come, he will never miss it again, he will accompany her out of the trough and become the radiant her again.
Su Yi couldn't help it anymore, sobbing lowly in his arms, as if she was trying to vent all the oppression and criticism she had received in the past few years.
Lu Yubai patted her back lightly, curled his eyebrows slightly, and looked at the girl in his arms. The shattered light in his eyes flickered, filled with distressed self-blame.
He always thought that she was optimistic and cheerful, and that no matter what difficulties she could solve, she was invincible. It was because of his negligence that she felt so bitter in her heart.
She is still a girl. She has received such a heavy blow in the entertainment industry, and she has to carry it by herself. How can she not be bitter or tired?
Su Yi cried for a long time, and finally choked off her tears. She wanted to withdraw from his arms and was so embarrassed to look at him in front of him.
Lu Yubai clasped her arm to prevent her from leaving, and wiped her tears with his big hands, "Teacher Su, look into my eyes."
Su Yi didn't know what he was going to do, or she met his eyes obediently, clearly saw the distress in his eyes, bit her lip, and choked again. She didn't know why he was so fragile. Hearing his words, Suddenly I couldn't help it.
For so many years, no matter how hard it is, she has endured and survived by herself, but what's the matter, is it because the moonlight tonight is too ambiguous and sad? She was planted in his hands.
"You are not allowed to humble yourself in the future." Lu Yubai looked at her seriously: "Especially in front of me, you can do whatever you want, don't suppress yourself, don't wrong yourself, if anyone bullies you, just tell me. I'll help you teach them, do you know?"