Chapter 59: Love you is instinct

Song Yu was furious: "No, I mean you just now, why..."
My head is stuck, why what? Why stick your tongue in? Fuck! How do you ask the exit!
He was in the dark, unable to vent his panic. Taking a breath, almost angered himself.
Xie Sui was very close to him and clearly felt Song Yu's confused breathing.
The air is slightly hot, you don't need to guess that he blushes.
The eyes of the young man in the dark were round and surprisingly bright, filled with annoyance and anger.
Xie Sui smiled and asked, "What and why?"
Song Yu, who has countless people on weekdays, is knotted in his tongue at this moment, and he stumbles for a long time to find no words to express.
Before he died of depression, he broke the can to pieces, thinking that no one could see anyone now when the power was cut off, and asked: "No, why are you, tongue, why are you like that......"
In fact, his brain is messed up now, and he doesn't know what he wants to say.
Xie Sui made him addicted, changed the subject and laughed: "Did you eat mint?"
Song Yu's confused thoughts were interrupted: "Huh?"
Xie Sui said lightly: "It's weird."
Song Yu: "......"
Oh shit.
He felt that his ears must be red now.
Fuck!
"Meow~"
The cat broke free of Ma Xiaoding's hand and jumped onto Song Yu's lap, triumphantly, but he felt the killing intent before he stood still, and the cat stiffened.
"It's you, right."
Song Yu almost found a punching bag, gritted his teeth, grabbed its body directly, and slammed hard.
What a broken cat!
It's okay to run around in the middle of the night!
"Meow!!!" The internet cafe thought of the cat's miserable cry.
At this time, everyone only felt the top of their heads shine.
The internet cafe is calling.
"Fuck me! Is this fixed?"
The boss scolded and walked in from the outside: "It's either the construction team's pot or the trip."
Everyone cheered in the Internet cafe.
"Great! I'm afraid of missing qualifying time!"
"Hurry up, hurry up!"
On the corner of the Internet cafe, Ma Xiaoding and a group of people, who were frightened by the cat, were a little silent after the call.
Everyone looked at each other, either you pressed me or I held you, the chair turned over, the keyboard fell off, and the scene was very embarrassing.
Ma Xiaoding was the most culprit, and was quickly beaten.
Everyone took the keyboard and typed, angrily: "What the are you screaming! I'm scared to death!"
Ma Xiaoding held his head, admitting that he was at a loss, and could only divert the firepower: "Don't fight, don't fight, you go and fight that cat, it should be the best one."
Everyone remembered to look for the cat, angrily put the keyboard away, their eyes were chaotic, and they noticed Song Yu and Xie Sui.
Then collectively stunned.
"???"
Are they blind?
The cat is in the hands of Brother Yu and is being slapped by the devil's claws. And Yu Ge lowered his head, his ears were red, and he gritted his teeth.
Everyone was accustomed to his disdainful arrogance. The first time I saw this, I was embarrassed.
What the hell? What's wrong with Brother Yu? Shy?
Compared with him, Xie Sui was much calmer, with one hand on the table, his eyes curled, and a happy smile.
"..."
Everyone felt a little weird in their hearts.
Between Brother Yu and Xie Shen...how weird.
Ma Xiaoding leaned forward first, squatting in front of Song Yu, looking up in surprise: "What's wrong with you, Brother Yu? Why is your face so red? Hot? God, what's wrong with Brother Yu, don't scare me, you can't afford to get sick."
Song Yu took the cat in his hand and slapped it directly on his face: "Shut up!"
"Bah, baah."
Ma Xiaoding was stuffed with cat fur, and then the cat sat directly on the ground, confused and even more confused.
The crowd was shocked by Song Yu's angry voice, and silently shut their mouths.
After all, the battle for school supremacy in Shushan Tower was broadcast live throughout the forum. Standing on the edge of the top floor with Sayhi dragging Gao Feng, Brother Yu was ruthless and could not provoke him.
Song Yu put on the headphones and maximized the music. He didn't want to see Xie Sui or care about the people around him.
The mouse clicks randomly on the computer, opening a software and turning it off, opening another and turning it off, there is no purpose.
My mind is messy, my mind is full of things that happen in the dark. The strong hand that held his waist, licked the tongue of his mouth, the ambiguous breath, the low smile in the ear.
Song Yu subconsciously took out a mint candy, trying to calm down, but before the candy paper was torn apart, he remembered Xie Sui's "weird sweet" sentence.
He scolded an and put the sugar aside.
I was kissed for the first time in my life. Song Yu felt that he had to slow down for a long time. In fact, shame and anger are second, what he is depressed is the loss in his heart.
There was even a moment, making a mess of hypotheses, thinking that if it was not Xie Sui that he kissed in the dark, it was another person who kissed him by mistake? How will he react-oh, if the hypothesis is not true, that person will not stick his tongue out.
Fuck.
His heart was upset, but his face returned to calm, his white face was cold and delicate, and his light-colored pupils hid a beam of fire.
Facing the screen, he looked coldly as if he was going to live on the computer next second.
A group of people trembling next to each other, "..."
I didn't dare to press the keyboard.
Brother Yu is really a magical person, Yuekao is the crematorium of the trolls, and they are shy and unlucky.
Xie Sui chuckled beside him. If he really wanted to understand a person's mind, it would be very simple.
Besides, Song Yu is a person he likes, and he gets along with each other day and night.
There is no choice to order him at this time.
Xie Sui leaned back on the chair, looked away, and started playing with the phone.
Song Yu didn't squint at first, just forcing himself to treat Xie Sui as air.
he is very angry! Can this not be angry? Day, his first kiss.
He was tense and noticed that the oppressive sight of Xie Sui disappeared.
Secretly relieved, the whole person relaxed.
Dididi.
The q.q message on the computer rang.
Song Yu clicked open, and a familiar dialogue window appeared.
[Xie Sui: Angry? 】
Song Yu: "..." Holding back, he sighed, holding back himself without turning his head to look at Xie Sui.
Place the mouse on the "x" and stop again.
No, does he seem to be so shy that he cares too much about it? Like a hairy boy who has never seen the world, his first kiss is more important than anything else.
Be steady. "I have seen the world", Yu Ge calmly replied.
[Your husband Yu: No, what is so angry about this]
Xie Sui hooked his lips, but didn't disassemble the pretending Song Yu.
[Xie Sui: Are you curious? 】
[Your husband Yu:? Curious about
[Xie Sui: Why did I kiss you. 】
[Your husband Yu: Oh, this is an accident, cat’s pot, I will be responsible for you to beat it up. 】
[Xie Sui: Do you really believe it was an accident? 】
Song Yuren froze, the cold expression he tried to maintain shattered, and his eyes under his curly eyelashes were startled.
Accident... It's okay to accidentally go in person, and the subsequent actions are not accidental.
He is not straight, so ambiguous, shouldn't appear to him and Xie Sui.
He felt that his typing hands were a little weak, and he was frightened.
[Your husband Yu: It’s not an accident]
The two were sitting next to each other, but no one looked at anyone. Communicate in another way.
Xie Sui smiled, with a trace of tenderness in his eyes.
[Xie Sui: Instinct. 】
Song Yu blinked suspiciously.
Knocked a question mark.
[Your husband Yu:? 】
[Xie Sui: I want to kiss you]
[Xie Sui: Or, I like you]
[Xie Sui: This is instinct. 】
Boom. Song Yu took off the earphones, suddenly turned his head, his eyes widened, so scared that he had forgotten all his emotions.
Xie Sui also slowly put away the phone, looked up at him, smiled and blinked. Calmly and calmly, as if just told a very small secret.
In the cramped Internet cafe and the noisy environment, Song Yu's brain was blank.
This time I can no longer attribute "like" to the kind of liking for a certain weather and a certain taste.
Contaminated with sex, skin blind date is the love among lovers.
What's this-he grew up so serious, the first time he was really confessed so seriously? It was from Xie Sui, who he considered his best friend in this world.
Song Yu looked at Xie Sui blankly, opened his lips, trying to say something.
Xie Sui had already got up and put his hand on the soft lips of the young man, a gesture to stop speaking. Even if his dark eyes were gentle and smiling, his momentum remained unabated.
He said with a hoarse voice: "This is just my instinct, you don't need to give an answer."
"!" What logic!
Song Yu couldn't wait to bite on his hand.
Step back a bit. The information he received was too explosive, subverting his perception. His brain was in a mess, his eyes were tangled, and he was confused and had no focus.
When Xie Suida said it so early, he was not afraid to scare Song Yu away.
He curled his lips and smiled, with a hint of deep meaning in his eyes.
Do you know the future?
Because you love me, come to me?
Then... I feel more distressed, Yu Yu.
Song Yu was confused, and said with difficulty, "No, how can you like me."
Xie Sui simply said: "Isn't it normal to like someone who is good to you?"
Song Yu: "?????!!!"
Fuck me!
It seemed to be enlightened in an instant.
Song Yu couldn't speak, his whole body was stiff.
-Isn’t it normal to like someone who is good to you?
Yes. Why did he forget it, and memories of the original work flooded all of a sudden.
Isn't Qin Mo able to walk into his heart because he is kind to Xie Sui? Give him salvation in the dark? Be the only light in his chaotic life?
But in the original book, Xie Sui treats Qin Mo only as his best friend, how can he like it!
Friendship has deteriorated to love.
Could it be that he was too kind to Xie Sui?
...Fuck. The more you think, the more possible.
Song Yu was upset, but instinctively he definitely didn't like it. Looking at Xie Sui's clear and gentle eyes, for a long time, he scratched his head and said in a blur.
"No, think carefully about whether you made a mistake, you don’t like it, because a person treats you well and likes him, this...this is too sloppy. Do you want to go back and think about it first? It may be gratitude, friendship is definitely greater than love."
Xie Sui was stunned, his eyes were a little confused, as if Song Yu had reached a certain point.
He smiled, "Is that so?"
That's it.
You are too bitter when you were a child, and others will die with a little gentleness.
Song Yu didn't know how to say that his mood changed, anyway it was very complicated. I feel that I have taken the child crookedly, and I am now trying to correct his thoughts.
Because I knew Xie Sui in the book, and knew that his life before high school was like an abyss. So when you come to him, you have a sense of mission.
The first time I saw that he was so horrified in the face of kindness, it was reasonable for Xie Sui to fall in love with someone who was kind to him. I am ignorant, treat him well, I like it.
Xie Sui was still very measured. He planted the seeds in Song Yu's heart and harvested them. When he was in a hurry, he really left.
He observed Song Yu's expression, and after a daze, he hesitated and said with a smile: "Then I will think about it."
Song Yu breathed a sigh of relief.
Xie Sui smiled again: "If you alienate me because I like you, then I still don't like it."
The stone fell in Song Yu's heart.
Hurt, scare the individual to death. Just talk, Xie Sui really couldn't tell.
It's just that this night, this kiss, this sentence of love, I'm afraid it is destined to make him sleepless for a long time, and even a kind of confusion and regret.
Song Yu said again: "Don't say this kind of misunderstanding next time." His heart beats up and down all night.
Xie Sui said meaningfully: "Good."
Turning back to this screen, Song Yu was finally able to concentrate on playing a few games.
After he finished the call, he found that Meng Guang's information was sent over in his mobile phone.
[You just left suddenly? ! ! ! 】
[Grandma asked me what to say. 】
[Cousin, you are not kind! And you left without the protagonist appearing, and you will surely be taken aback when you go back. 】
Song Yu thought about what it was like when he was talked about by his grandmother.
Tear the corner of his lips.
When he went out today, his grandmother still felt that he and Qin Mo were of the same age and could be friends.
Fart friend, enemy. It's not bad to cut the school gate without a knife at the beginning of school.
Although very unkind, Song Yu still wanted to wait until his grandmother died before going back.
After all, it was really rude to behave like this to Qin Mo.
[It's okay, just say that I suddenly remembered that I hadn't written a paper yet, so I went back to school temporarily. I won't go home tonight. 】
Learning is big.
Meng Guang sent a long series of ellipsis.
【.......】
【? ? ? ? ? 】
[What is your excuse? You just leave me facing the old man alone? ! ! 】
Song Yu flattered with a guilty conscience.
[Cousin worked hard, handsome people are always responsible]
Turn off the phone and take a look at the time in the lower right corner of the computer. It is almost half past eleven. Ma Xiaoding was killed by his dad, so he went online to find someone. He lied with a guilty conscience and tried his best to deny it, saying that he was on the way home and hurriedly turned off the computer. He only said goodbye to Song Yu and smeared his feet. Others also left one after another.
"See you on Monday, Brother Yu!"
Song Yu and Xie Sui were the last to go out together.
Xie Sui stood under the street lamp and asked, "Are you waiting for someone to pick it up?"
After that incident, he was calm and calm, as if nothing had happened at all.
Song Yu secretly spurned, he really hadn't seen the world before, and shook his head: "No, I'll go back to school and sleep for one night."
Xie Sui nodded.
The two separated at the crossroads.
When Song Yu was blown by the cool breeze, the heat was released.
He took out his cell phone and chose to call Song Wanying. His sister and boyfriend didn't know how much they had talked about. He only dared to ask her about the emotional matters in the whole family.
The call is connected soon.
Song Wanying's voice was brisk: "A rare visitor, is it a good thing to call me?-Your teacher finally found out that your monthly exam papers were corrected by mistake, and the score was one zero?"
Song Yu rolled his eyes and was not in the mood to intervene with him. He said to the phone, "I want to ask you something."
Song Wanying laughed: "Tsk, do you have something to worry about at a young age? I'm going to bed before twelve o'clock. If you have something, it's best to force me to finish it quickly."
Song Yu solemnly said, "Listen to me."
"Yep."
"I have a friend......."
It's just that he hasn't finished speaking, where Song Wanying could not hold back and laughed.
Song Yu laughed very angry. "Can you show respect, let me tell you about my friend!"
"Okay, okay, I'm very curious about what happened to your friend."
Song Yu said indifferently: "He recently encountered an emotional problem. Asking me, I don't understand it very well, so I want to ask you."
"He feels sorry for a classmate in his class who has been bullied. That classmate is really miserable. He has been alone since childhood, and there is no one who is kind to him. He lives lonely and lonely. My friend couldn't bear it. It’s very good for him to get close to him. Then something happened. The classmate confessed to my friend today and said he liked my friend. But from what he said and behaved, it’s not like liking. My friend thinks he is I took kindness too seriously, misunderstood the boundary between friendship and love, and was very confused for a while."
Song Wanying smiled and listened: "So what do you want to ask? Ask her whether she likes you or not?"
Song Yu coldly corrected: "My friend."
Song Wanying: "Oh, your friend. Ask her if she likes your friend?"
Song Yu: "No, I want to ask, how can my friend help him correct this wrong perception."
Song Wanying couldn't laugh or cry: "What's wrong, I also corrected my misconceptions, telling your friends that they don't like it, don't hang other people's girls, and just refuse. If you don't become a friend, you can break by, lest people get deeper and deeper."
Song Yu: "...You can't say that, right? It's a bit emotional."
Song Wanying: "Oh, the classic scumbag is here."
Song Yu twitched the corner of his mouth. Wouldn't he wear the scumbag hat?
And I always felt that Xie Sui's attitude really didn't feel like he would get deeper and deeper. Just now, he was naturally like a okay person! It seems that the person who confessed in the Internet cafe is a ghost! It was a dream he had!
The more he thinks, the more entangled and the deeper he sinks, is he good? :)
Song Wanying: "First of all, I don't have a family concept, and I don't reject puppy love, but you have to keep your eyes open when you find a girlfriend. After all, the threshold of the Song family is still a bit high. I'm afraid she will be uncomfortable then, you will regret it then. ."
Song Yu: "...what does this have to do with finding a girlfriend?"
I said it was my friend!
Song Wanying didn't bother to expose him: "Not a girlfriend? That boyfriend? Tsk, that's more difficult. Think about how to come out."
Song Yu: "I don't think I can talk with you anymore this day."
Song Wanying kept laughing.
Finally laughed enough, and the voice of a gentle smile came through the phone.
"Her confession made you upset, and even called me. It means that you are actually not very calm."
"Friendly love, is it because of kindness, so important? To like is to like, two loves are together when they are happy."
Song Yu: "Actually, my friend's situation is particularly complicated."
Song Wanying: "I think your friend is a force."
Song Yu: "......"
The relationship between siblings can be maintained till now, and they are not easy for each other.
Song Wanying: "First of all, because a person is miserable and treats her well, it is a very strange premise. It is so good that people fall in love with oneself. To what extent will it be. What kind of sympathy will give birth to such a good degree? Be with you day and night? Baby, how come I don’t know how gentle you are?"
Song Yu: ...More than that, so good to transfer him to this city for him.
Song Wanying: "Rather than thinking about that classmate's love, is it more grateful. It's better to think about your friend's kindness to her, is it sympathy, in fact only a minority."
Sympathy is actually only a minority. He was stunned, feeling that there was something he didn't want to think about, and it flashed through his mind. As soon as I wore the book, I went straight to Jingcheng. It was really just reading Xie Sui's life in the book.
But he didn't know Xie Sui before!
terribly upset.
Song Yu said seriously to the phone, "Forget it, my friend finds it troublesome, so I don't plan to think about it, goodbye!"
Song Wanying complained: "Your friend is not only forced by things but also impatient, his classmates wanted his money."