Vol 4 Chapter 130: Farewell to Bei Gong

The North Palace was originally gorgeous, but after years of being abandoned, it looked like a broken wall. Only occasionally, sporadic houses stood on the wasteland, surrounded by weeds, and occasionally there were foxes and rabbits that could not speak.
If you ignore the towering palaces behind you, you almost have to suspect that you have left the palace unconsciously.
"Do you remember?" Although looking at Yun's face, Jie Yu's position was retained, but after all, he was beaten into the cold palace, Yun Qingman and Huahuahuahua were all removed, pale face, thin Her stature, bleak tone when she spoke, revealing the weakness and erraticness that can go by the wind anytime, anywhere, "You used to give me an idea, and secretly went to see my aunt, where she lives is similar to here."
Her tone of voice was casual, as if the two had not gotten together before entering the palace.
Yun Feng narrowed her eyes, looked at her for a moment, and said slowly: "When did you reach into my palace?"
"I have that ability, why did you deliberately frame you into the palace?" Yun Qingman turned her head, she is the most beautiful girl under the knee of the wing country, otherwise she would not be young and was brought up by her mother-in-law.
On posture, it is actually no worse than Yunfeng Huang.
It's just because of the long-term nature of looking forward and back, that there is a sadness between the eyebrows, there is no freshness that the young people should have, and it is far less smart than Yunfeng Huang.
So that the original gorgeous appearance, it also seems boring.
But at the moment, it was boring, but it seemed that someone had traced a few strokes vividly.
She had always looked through her weak and hesitant eyes, and she had a rare ridicule, "I'm the only one who pits you for success. That's it. After that, my sister-in-law is gone, and I can do it again." what?"
Yun Fenghuang didn't move at all, and after a while, he said slowly: "It turns out that you did it on purpose."
At this moment, she had a mixed heart, five years.
In the past five years, from the initial indignation into the palace, to the later acceptance, and now to the ambitious... about who will enter the palace, who hurt her, is it destined to be destined or the young Han's jealous, Yun Feng Huang did not think about it.
Because of Yun Qingman's excuses and understanding of her being taken care of by her mother-in-law, Yun Fenghuang hated her for retaliating at her. Even if something went wrong this time, she unkindly dragged people out of the tank, but For the reason why she was elected to Gong Wei, she actually tended to Yun Qingman not being careful or being used.
After all, she had been a good friend of this girl for three years and thought she knew her better.
And three years of getting along with each other, and the age of only ten years old, how could there be no emotion at all?
Yun Fenghuang felt that he was cruel, but when he realized that he had an inextricable relationship with Yun Qingman when he entered the palace, why didn't he shake his heart?
She herself is like this. How could Yun Qingman, who was deliberately fostered and discarded by her mother-in-law, have such a cruel heart?
But Yun Qingman said frankly: "Yes, I did it on purpose. And do you know when I decided to do this?"
Waiting for Yun Fenghuang to speak, she said, "I didn't expect you to go into the palace with me at all, I was just afraid. I even rely on you to find faults with the Han servants. Only by making a plan can I cope with it. After entering the palace, even if there is a sister-in-law's protection, can I really be loved by your majesty and have a place in the palace? Although everyone around me congratulates me and says that there is a sister-in-law in the palace One of the concubines, I will definitely not be wronged after entering the palace..."
"But I was raised by my mother-in-law, how much grievance have I suffered?"
"I am wronged and I want to thank my mother-in-law's grace!!!"
"This is the case with my mother-in-law, and why does your own daughter treat me sincerely? At that time, I confided to you. What you said, I still remember it clearly. I didn't understand it at that time, just tried to remember your instructions. Now I want to come, you are really good for me, you advise me to maintain the pre-entertainment after entering the palace, do not be particularly smart and shrewd, listen to the sister-in-law everything. After giving birth, what should the sister-in-law do? Whatever you do, don’t show any unwillingness..."
"I didn't really understand why I was wronging myself like this. After all, I was younger than my sister-in-law, and I was not bad in appearance. I was also the father's daughter. Why can't I fight for my own favor and get rid of my mother-in-law's jurisdiction... "Yun Qingman breathed lightly and smiled helplessly, "Look, how smart are you? Even if your background is not high, even if you didn't know anything about Gong Wei at that time, you still saw the most important point: if I enter After the palace, there was a little bit of ambition, a little bit unwilling, even if she could get pregnant under the hand of the sister-in-law, it would be difficult to escape to the end of the mother and the son!"
"I'm not you, I don't have the ability to resist them."
"Even if I knew that the mother-in-law and the sister-in-law wanted to borrow-abdomen-birth-child, let me give birth to the emperor's heir to the sister-in-law, the death was unknown, I couldn't help it."
She said lightly, "I was more and more afraid and more and less reconciled. After all, when we were at home, it was convenient for us to meet. I suffered a loss. I told you in private, you always have a way to deal with the past, and even give me justice. But after I entered the palace, I wanted to see you again, where is it so easy? I encountered trouble, was bullied, and was aggrieved, so I could only think of myself. But I’m not smart, my mother-in-law doesn’t even like me to read more books, I My talents are just mediocre... If you give me more advice and mention more, I can’t see that I can have a hope for a dead end."
"Then I thought, why can't you let you go into the palace together?"
"This way we can stay together forever. I have something to do with you."
Yun Qingman smiled softly, "Even if you hate me because of this, you don't want to give me advice and even suppress me in reverse, that's okay. Because you will certainly hate my mother-in-law and my sister-in-law, they will also suppress revenge on them. ......It doesn't hurt if you don't cut the knife on yourself. Even if we have intersected for three years, you don't have to give me advice and suggestions, but you are all in control of the size, because you are not bullied and suppressed. It’s my goodwill that helped me come up with an idea, of course it’s impossible to be as dedicated as my own experience.
"For example, when you entered the palace as dangerously as you started, you quickly reversed the situation, but your thoughts and tactics here never told me."
"I don't have the ability to retaliate my mother-in-law or sister-in-law, Yunshi who repays me for raising me but does not treat me as a person, who can't count on you, but who can you count on?
She looked up at Yunfeng Huang, who had no expression on her face, and said softly, "And you are more capable than I thought, did you know? The day my sister-in-law died, I almost smashed my palm in my sleeve To be able to pretend to be sad, otherwise, I almost laughed in public! From childhood, people around me often mentioned her, she is the life-family of the father-in-law, the root-son-child, who has a profound appearance Mingyi is stronger than me. Mother-in-law, while feeding me personally, dislikes me for being inferior to her... Dad hasn’t said it explicitly, but what it means outside of it also means that I give her a child To die, this is nothing."
"But what? She is dead."
"Unless I have been in the palace for a few months, it's gone if I say no."
"I thought about how my father and mother-in-law would look at this news, and I felt happy!"
"I even thought, even if I die immediately, I have nothing to complain about."
"After all, when I hate Han's mother and daughter the most, I never thought that I could get rid of Princess Tangxi's concubine!"
"The four princes are gone, but your aunt is still in the house." Yunfeng Huang finally said, "So you don't even care about your aunt now?"
Yun Qingman said lightly: "Don't you know yet? Also, what is my aunt's identity, and it's worth worrying about? She was pregnant with a clam a few days ago."
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There was a clear satire on her bleak face, "What is my father- son, you know very well, in the eyes of outsiders, he is loyal to the king, loyal to the court, at home, the rules are always good, respect for the wife, and the mother-in-law are different. …Although Han's sexuality and appearance are not liked by him, he still does not allow any Ji concubine to provoke the match. As for our children, we must be more disciplined. But even if we keep the rules, he is not. How can you see us. But if you don’t follow the rules, you must be rejected. I was raised by my mother-in-law, and I have always been jealous of my brothers and sisters. But you know, the mother-in-law just wants me to give birth to her biological daughter. I don’t have any sincerity for my daughter."
"The brother-in-law is not close to me, and even he has a better affection for you."
"It seems that my sister-in-law is actually good to me, but I also know that it is only temporary."
"She is kind to me, as if I treat kittens and puppies well...giving them fun, even indulging a little waywardness and ignorance."
"However, if you hinder yourself, it is also very pleasant to throw away and discard."
"I have always been sincere to me, except for you, only auntie."
"But now my aunt is pregnant again. She has other children. I can't be petted. Even the four princes are gone. How much will she remember me?"
"So you don't want to live anymore? Because you think your aunt has an old boy, you won't want you anymore?" Yunfeng Huang sarcastically said, "Isn't that normal? I don't want you if I were your aunt, who Calling you such a waste, even the enemies you miss, you have to design others to deal with."
Yun Qingman said nothing, but calmly said: "Although you are not noble, but since your younger father loved your mother, your brother-in-law, your grandfather and grandmother like you, and your fiancé who has a sweetheart, you will follow everything everywhere. You. When you grow up in such a situation, you will naturally not understand the sadness of my so-called high-ranking noble girl. What you take for granted is like a human eye that has never been truly loved and pampered by us. Here, that is the most difficult."
"Otherwise, why do you think your majesty likes you? Actually, to be honest, your majesty and I are all from the same way. You are too small to be comfortable."
"No matter how noble and respected the status is now, it is still hard to forget the trembling in childhood."
"The most enviable thing about people like us is your freedom and wantonness."
"I haven't liked me since I entered the palace. I'm not surprised at all."
"Although I am not bad in terms of appearance, but...Your Majesty sees me as boring and dull, I am afraid that I will think of myself as a child?"
"I don't like your majesty either. When I saw the gentleness of your majesty, I thought of learning rules when I was a child. My aunts said that I was not born to my mother-in-law. It is my good fortune to have someone to teach the rules."
She sneered, "Your cautiousness was learned after you came to Dijing, so you simply don't understand that people who are coming out of thin ice can't walk generously even if they step on a firm ground one day."
Yun Fenghuang was silent for a while, and said lightly: "Since you have so many views on me, just before Yuqian, why should you admit those crimes?"
Yun Qingman's expression softened abruptly and said, "I have nothing but envy and jealousy about you. If you can choose, I'd rather choose your life, even though your origin is not so noble, you can have a relationship with your father. Dad looks like a mother-in-law, my brother-in-law and sister-in-law remember you in your heart, and your distant aunt treats you like your own flesh and blood...I don’t want to live anyway, since you need a scapegoat, then I will Recognize this, so, it can be regarded as repaying some of the grudges that hurt you into the palace and missed the Qi family!"
After a pause, she slowly said, "Maybe you don't believe it, but I really didn't know that Qi's son would come to Dijing. Otherwise, I might not do that. In fact, I have always liked you. I said In this life, apart from my aunt, only you have treated me sincerely. Although you hated me when you entered the palace when you didn’t know anything, that’s what I deserve."
Yun Fenghuang looked at her and sneered: "Even if the four princes die, don't you hate me?"
"The four princes are not yours." Yun Qingman said nothing but intense emotions, but said very calmly, "He is gone but it is a good thing, after all, this child passed on my life, my dear father It doesn’t hurt, the mother-in-law is useless, and there is no such thing as his mother-in-law. Even as a prince, when he grows up, he will surely be accepted as a prince, but is it interesting?"
She said lightly, "After my sister-in-law's death, after you formally had an enmity with the Wing Kingdom Mansion, I always thought, what does it mean for me to live in my life? The person who gave me to raise me cares nothing about me, I am waiting for your majesty awe, and there is no me in my eyes. Even by relying on the government of the wing country, and relying on your jokes, continue to spend Jinyiyu food in this palace, but it is just in vain to spend Chenguang."
"It's better to reincarnate early, maybe the next life, the family can treat me well?"
Yun Fenghuang couldn't understand her idea of ​​not being able to live because of the family and the people around him who didn't treat themselves sincerely. From Yun Fenghuang's point of view, they didn't live for the people around them, and the people around them were of course good to her. It’s not good for her. Isn’t it good to step on them without any burden?
Isn't it good to retaliate after gaining power?
Is it better than them to make them envious and jealous?
...Why don't you think?
However, Yun Qingman himself was willing to bear the charge that the brothers and sisters made troubles and caused the injury to Princess Zhaoqing, which was also a good thing for Yun Fenghuang.
As for explaining the truth of the year... This is the end, this answer is not important.
She then said to Yun Qingman: "Since that is the case, after you go on the road, I will let people do some extra dojo prayers for you. I hope that in your next life, you will be like my father, your mother will love you, your brother-in-law will pity, Elder sister cares."
Anyway, she won't let Yun Qingman live through today.
The troubles caused by the soft heart five years ago will not be eradicated. Who knows whether there will be troubles in the future?
Only when Yun Qingman agreed to enter the house, Yun Fenghuang thought of it, and stopped her, and asked, "Your Majesty practiced Zuo, all the ministers were frightened by Ji's wait-and-see. ...Do you know why?"
"... Such a thing, I am afraid that those of my brothers who don't know, where can I be heard by a girl?" Yun Qing looked at her in surprise, frowned at Yunfeng Huang, and waved her hand to signal that she had no other problems. She thought about it and said, "But you can ask my brother-in-law."
Yunfeng Huang snorted with a smile: "Have you been indifferent all these years? Can I talk to Yunqike well?"
Yun Qingman pursed his lips: "At first, he fell in love with you at first sight, and he wanted me to talk to you privately, so he went out and bought a bracelet for me. The bracelet is now in my makeup box. Underneath, Chijin tiredly wrapped the pomegranate inlaid with turquoise. But I saw that you were afraid that you would be buckled up to use my name as a high-school prince, so I gave you a resignation and asked him to find his father and mother to discuss that the Ming media is marrying. You know the thing about it. I kept telling my mother-in-law that you don’t know anything."
"I know." Yunfeng Huang nodded thoughtfully. "Do you have anything else to say? If not, I will leave later."
Yun Qingman smiled, shook his head, and went in.
After a long while, Chen Jing glanced in the door slit and said softly, "Ma'am, Yun Jieyu has suspended the beam."
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