: chapter 20

At home.
Tianhe took a bath, wiped her head with a towel, and sat on the edge of the bed, saying to herself, "I believe your words now, this guy shouldn't really let go."
The sound from the speaker is "A piece of memory is like data stored on a hard disk. It is difficult to erase. You, too, have not let it go."
"For hard disk data, replacement is always more thorough than deletion." Tianhe said, "Well, I think I should have given up."
"If you don't mind, I think it should be that if you don't mind helping me, as long as you show a little hesitation, he will take your hand, leave the banquet hall, take the plane at 12:25 to London . "
"When you arrive tomorrow morning, the London Civil Affairs Bureau just opens the door"
"You know, he is a very rebellious person, so that he can effectively confront his parents. After all, Guan Family did not specify a gender in marriage."
"This way, you two will start to pretend to be real families. He will buy your original house so that you can live under the same roof as you for a long time in the name of acting."
"This allows you to quickly enter into each other's roles. In the end, it is logical to succeed in a perfect life, support each other, play with each other, play with your case, love without doubt, until the end of life."
"This is a romance novel type theme called first marriage, then love, and is sought after by a large number of readers. This should be his family sister named Zhang Qiu, who gave him an idea."
Pu Luo finally concluded, "But poor Guan Yue, before he started his plan, died without disease. He now has a probability of more than 90, drinking drunkenness in his own home, because once accidentally drunk again, maybe no one will take it today. he goes home."
Tianhe brushed her hair and lay down on the bed. "Trouble you, don't read romance novels again, Pro. If it wasn't because I already knew you were ai, I must now think you're ironic."
"Pride and prejudice are also romance novels," said Pu Luo. "The above are the high probability facts I have predicted based on my understanding of him. I just want to say that his request today is destined to succeed only with small probability, but you did He should not be interrupted. "
Tianhe dreamily looked at the ceiling "Pu Luo. Today on the terrace, I suddenly felt like I wanted to fly to Xinghe, but I didn't know if Guan Yue would come after me, like two little robots of Wally. "
One week before Guan Yue left London and joined New York, they watched Wally once.
It was winter. Guan Yue wrapped up a movie theater. Two small robots flew around in space, one propelled by a jet, and the other chased with a fire extinguisher. Tianhe laughed. Guan Yue glanced down at Tianhe and held him in his arms.
"Follow your inner guidance," Tianhe said suddenly, "I suddenly feel that many things are not so important."
Guan Yue simply replied, "You have to know, this decision is more difficult than you."
Cambridge and Oxford are more than a hundred miles away, and while studying, Guan Yue bought a house in Sanyo, near Cambridgeshire. He lived with Tianhe in this family for seven years. For the first four years, Guan Yue took care of him as a guardian. After three years, they fell in love.
For seven years, Guan Yue always returned to Tianhe with his classmate's helicopter after school. When e was approaching graduation, Guan Yue was at home almost all the time after he finished his defense, but inevitably, the quarrel gradually became more intense. The most acute contradiction lies in the unwillingness of Tianhe to separate from Guan Yue.
At that time, Tian He was a capricious and impulsive child. He could not allow Guan Yue to leave him even for a day. Whenever Guan Yue goes out to meet with friends, Tianhe will ask this and ask, and if he comes back too late, he will also show Guan Yue's face. Guan Yue always came home late, and always made an appointment. Fortunately, he would return eventually, even if it was late.
When Guan Yue made the decision to go to work in New York, Tianhe couldn't accept it.
He must not allow Guan Yue to leave him, otherwise how to spend the next four years
At that time, Unilever, Lloyd and Se all gave Guan more and more offers. Unilever's position is a market consultant in the Asia Pacific region. Once the internship period has passed, Guan Yue is the youngest regional consultant in history. Lloyd was the account manager and asked him to be a teaching assistant, but Guan Yue insisted on going to Wall Street.
It's not good to stay in London, and I have searched for various reasons, even suspecting that Guan Yue is tired of himself, but no matter how arguing with him, Guan Yue's decision cannot be shaken.
"This is not your favorite job," Tianhe said, "you said personally that you are not interested in Wall Street."
Guan Yue had just returned home, was silent, took off his suit and handed it to the maid, and sat down on the sofa to read the newspaper, while Tian He wrote his code at the dining table.
"That was before. How many lines did I write today?" Guan Yue said, "Need someone to help you?"
Tian and the sound of typing on the keyboard have reflected his irritability.
"Must go" Tianhe answered unquestionably.
Guan Yue simply answered, "Yes."
Tianhe ’s plan is that the two stay in London after graduation. The UK is more friendly to homosexuals than the United States. He does n’t like New York. He always feels that New York is impersonal. Taking a nap and laughing again, bold and abrupt, like a large group of mental patients who do not know where to run out.
New York's naked chase for money is also a boring smell of copper in the high-end apartment in Manhattan, which he is very tired of. If you accidentally go downstairs, you will trip over homeless people and fall. , And black people will stare unconsciously for a long time.
But no apparent excuses can stop Guan Yue. Tianhe knows more clearly that he only has one reason for not wanting to be separated from Guan Yue. What if he likes others, he will, and he does n’t know how many people there are. Secretly love him, men and women, it is useless to declare the sovereignty, and there are always people who deliberately want to pursue Guanyue.
Tianhe said coldly, "No blog, no Unilever, refused to be a banker, sneered at teaching assistant positions, and finally returned to the pile of money."
Guan Yue "Otherwise how to support you"
Tianhe said, "I can support myself without having to arrange for me."
Guan Yue turned the Times page. "Your brother is playing this way, sooner or later, you must put yourself in. We must have one of us paying for our lives."
Heaven and peace do not like to mention the word "money", as if to say that the whole person will inevitably become tacky. "You can make money as long as you stay in London."
"Britain is dead," Guan Yue said, "not where I should be."
"Well, New York is full of vitality, and New York is thriving. This is the life you want." Tianhe said, "You can make a lot of money, sometimes I think you are like a dragon, squatting on a pile of glittering treasures."
"You always live in your own world." Guan Yue threw the Times to his hand, displeased, "Life tests the test for each of us far beyond your imagination"
Tian He stopped typing and stared at Guan Yue. Both sides knew that the quarrel was about to begin.
Tian He was trying to find another word to stop him, Guan Yue said, "And I don't want to be told by your second brother, ok. Since you told him, we have never given up cursing me since we were together."
Tianhe was also angry. "This is what you value most. Do you care so much about his evaluation of you?"
Tian He patted the keyboard twice irritably, knowing that Guan Yue was quite concerned, and Tian Yue hurt his self-esteem. In the eyes of the second brother, Guan Yue's family business refused to embrace the information finance era. The future is not optimistic. The younger brother who threatened to sever his relationship with his family, ended up eating light meals along the way, and begging for food along the street. High probability event.
Guan Yue's father, Guan Zhenghan, also pointed out to him the rule of "rich but not three generations" mercilessly, although the original intention was only to be annoyed that Guan Yue did not know the system, and found a man to marry, which ruined his political and business marriage plan. Guan Yue knows better than anyone else. It doesn't matter if he spends money. As long as he is happy, he never spends less money at home. As long as he is happy, he is willing to spend more money.
However, those who can spend money must have the ability to make money, otherwise they will be said by their parents, "wounded" by the boy in the family, and the day when the family will fall.
Guan Yue also knew that noisy would endlessly, so he got up and left the living room.
"As long as you decide, no one can change it, even me." Tianhe must say this last sentence.
Guan Yue "Yes."
This time I changed the level, the more I grabbed the last sentence, the sky was blasted as expected.
Then, they had a cold war all day. At lunch, Guan Yue asked "how much" and shook the little white flag with an expression. Tianhe ignored him. After eating, he held the computer and went to the garden. Work here. Guan Yue was a little restless, sometimes reading a book, sometimes getting up, looking at the sky in the garden through a floor-to-ceiling window.
Tianhe saw the figure of Guan Yue standing in the living room from the reflection of the screen, standing for a long time, motionless, he knew that Guan Yue was tangled again, and he deserved to tangle.
No one in Guan Yue's eyes could understand it better than Tianhe. After the quarrel, he would be very contradictory, painful, and guilty. He would feel guilty and not speak for a whole day. He would try his best to coax him with his clumsy tricks, and then he would continue as usual. So Tianhe always tortured him in this way again and again, so that he could clearly feel that Guan Yue couldn't bear to leave him, knowing that Guan Yue still loved him.
This kind of torture is getting more and more frequent as Guan Yue's day of employment approaches. Tianhe couldn't even imagine that that bed left him alone to sleep on it, and whether he could fall asleep at night.
In these years, Guan Yue has never spent the night outside.
Of course, in these years, Guan Yue's decision has never changed for him once, never.
This annoys Tian He. Whenever they disagree, they are like two tacit troops. After a round of wild bombardment, the two sides finish the ammunition, and then go quiet, waiting for the other to admit defeat. Sometimes, he didn't even know if Guan Yue would break up if he broke up.
In the past, no matter how loud the noise was, neither side ever mentioned the word break up. Now that dangerous thought was born without any warning in Heaven and Heart. Since Wall Street is for me, and if you lose me, aren't your hard-working goals, you will be meaningless and you will yield.
Fortunately, this idea lasted only half a second in Tianhe's heart, and was buried by reason, because he was afraid that even if he broke up, he would not be able to stop him.
He believed that Guan Yue eagerly wanted to prove himself in the family, in the world, and in front of his second brother, that he was not just a rich second generation who would spend a fortune. For him to hear heaven and peace, maybe one of many reasons, but not all. God blesses the world from temptation, so heaven and peace should not be tempted.
Tian He was sad for a while and Guan Yue did not give up his career for him. He was also afraid that Guan Yue would leave. After all, in these years, they never separated.
For a moment, he was even more angry that Guan Yue had never seriously said "I love you". Even when he confessed, he only quoted a few sentences of Neruda's poems.
Tianhe knocked on the code in a random way. Since Guanyue announced his decision, his program has been written in a mess. Most of the time, even Tian and himself don't know what to write.
From the reflection of the computer screen, he saw Guan Yue take off the parrot shelf, the shelf was too high, and the heavens were always out of reach.
The steward will come to clean Xiaojin every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday, but Guan Yue is really irritable today, and maybe needs to do something to divert his attention, so he decides to do it himself.
He prepared fine sand for bathing the parrot and untied its claw chain, but Xiao Jin found an opportunity and flew away in a moment.
"Xiao Jin" Tian He immediately dropped the computer and rushed into the living room. The parrot flew up to the cabinet, Guan Yue hadn't recovered yet, and saw that agile figure flew upstairs, and the two immediately chased after him. Tianhe said, "Are you so bored, it will fly away"
Guan Yue did not speak, a drift, rushed to the second floor, trying to save his mistake, the parrot patted his wings, flew up to the third floor, and then flew out from the half-open window in the corridor on the third floor
Guan Yue immediately followed Xiaojin out of the window and went to the roof. Tianhe ran downstairs, stood in the garden and looked up. As a result, Xiao Jin looked at Guan Yue with contempt, yelled loudly, and flew away.
Guan Yue is no longer right. Watching the parrot flying to the blue sky and flying to the north, he escaped without warning.
The change happened too fast, Tian He hadn't responded yet, Guan Yue also froze, standing on the roof with bare feet, the two were silent for a while, Tian He returned to the living room, fell down on the sofa, and lay down. Talked.
An hour later, Guan Yue pushed the door in.
"Forget it, you can't find it," Tianhe said tiredly. "Run away and run away."
Guan Yue was a bit helpless, looking at the empty bird stand, then looking at Tianhe, and sitting cross-legged in front of the sofa.
"Buy one more," Guan Yue said. "I'm going to Colombia now." He said, looking for a cell phone, calling, and preparing a private jet.
"Don't you understand yet?" Tianhe sat up and almost collapsed. Chaoguan Road, "I don't want you to go."
The sentence almost shouted in a crying voice, "You promised that you would never leave my side at any time"
Guan Yue finally understood, sitting on the sofa, reaching out, and holding Tian He in his arms, Tian He wanted to push him away, but his wrist was locked by Guan Yue.
Do n’t overdo it, Guan Yue pulled him over, hugged it hard, pressed him on the sofa, and bowed his head to kiss him. Tianhe wanted to break away, but Guan Yue ’s movements came down gently, one hand slowly pushed up along the side of Tian and legs, pushed into his t-shirt, and stroked his back. This familiar behavior immediately made Tianhe Be quiet.
At the lip, Guan Yue looked at Tianhe silently.
"Follow me, we're going to Las Vegas to get married," Guan Yue said suddenly, "Wait."
"What did you say last time?" Tianhe looked at Guan Yue and said, "Don't you want to prove it to your parents?"
Guan Yue bowed his head and kissed Tianhe's collarbone, Tianhe reached out and pinched his shirt, and they hugged tightly together. Guan Yue's body is strong, his movements are brutal and aggressive, and he is white and thin, young and sunny, full of vigor.
That year Guanyue was twenty-four, days and twenty years old, and it was precisely the age at which was obtained endlessly.
Tianhe always knew that Guan Yue was obsessed with madness. They are quite aware of the most sensitive part of the other person's body, just like a switch. As long as it is turned on, Guan Yue will sink into the night.
"Baby." Guan Yue whispered.
Tianhe endured the pain, clasped Guan Yue's shoulder tightly, bit his shoulder fiercely, Guan Yue pressed Tian He's head, and kissed him side by side.
When it was over, Guan Yue hugged Tianhe and took a bath. Hot water flowed through their bodies. Guan Yue said, "Go out and walk."
Tianhe nodded, leaning on Guan Yue's shoulder, he had not gone out for several days.
"Xiao Jin was lost," Tianhe said sadly.
"Will be back." Guan Yue still hugged him with one hand, and hot water washed their bodies from all sides.
Tianhe Dao "Your faith in where it came from"
Guan Yue "It represents our love."
This sentence suddenly said that Tianhe's heart disease, this parrot seems to represent their love in a sense, now love is flying, quite ominous. And this was doomed. Guan Yue decided to go to a different place, causing them to quarrel. Guan Yue had nothing to do, went to the parrot rack, and finally made Xiao Jin fly away. Look at it. Tianhe is not willing Think about it before it gets worse.
That evening, they went to downtown London, Guan Yue took the sky and took the Ferris wheel to the London Eye, took a picture under Big Ben, and ate dinner at Trafalgar Square. Tianhe always remembered that it was The day he came to London at the age of fourteen, Guan Yue took him everywhere he went.
In the evening, Guan Yue packed a movie theater, and he watched the old movie Wally a few years ago.
When watching a movie, Tianhe suddenly figured it out.
Guan Yue once said that when he was completely separated from his family and could be self-reliant, he wanted to join hands with Tianhe and get married in Westminster or the church in Las Vegas.
Today, Guan Yue said, "Walk with me, go to Las Vegas to get married, wait."
Guan Yue finally changed his decision once for him. Tianhe glanced at Guan Yue with a light from the corner of his eye. Guan Yue was watching the movie seriously, but he felt it and hugged him sideways.
"Come on," Tianhe finally put down, and said, "Suddenly now I feel that many things are not so important."
"You know, this decision is more difficult than you." Guan Yue's answer was very simple.
That night, Guan Yue parked his car in the garage, holding Tianhe's hand, looked at the stars in the garden for a while, and heard a flap of wings
Xiao Jin is back.
Tianhe didn't dare to make any sound, Guan Yue passed gently, reached out his hand, and approached Xiao Jin. The parrot did not struggle, let Guan Yue hug him in his arms.
"A little temper," Guan Yue said, "I know it will come back."
Said Guan Yue Chaotian and smiled, this is the first time in nearly a month that Tianhe saw Guan Yue smiled.
The two looked down at Xiaojin again, Tianhe nodded, and said, "It's good to know when you come back." Then put it back on the bird stand. Xiaojin seemed hungry. After eating a small cup of bird food, he buried his head under his wings go to bed.
A week later, Tian He boarded the plane with Guan Yue and sent him to New York to join the post. As soon as Guan Yue joined the company, he kept busy. Tianhe wanted to buy a suite in Lower Manhattan, but he didn't like what he liked. He could only stay in the hotel temporarily. That day, Tianhe hugged Guan Yue tightly and slept in the same bed. Early in the morning on the day of school, Tianhe got up lightly and did not wake him up. He just kissed Guan Yue's lips and returned to London himself.
"I've thought about many times when we got married." Tianhe turned sideways and flipped the phone. The message above was from Jiang Zihuan. He only remembered what happened to Kai Kai today, but the decision to get married was already washed away. Today's gossip about Kai Kai.
Tianhe thought that he would no longer care, but when Guan Yue told him this fact, it was in the calmness of Tianhe that set off a terrible storm.
"I want to host a wedding at Westminster Abbey. He likes the Little White Church in Las Vegas, where Elvis married. It was noisy wherever he got married." Tianhe reluctantly laughed.
Pu Luo "If you get married earlier, you may not break up."
Tianhe responded to Jiang Ziyi and asked him to meet tomorrow. At the same time, he replied, "We have a good discussion. We all hope to wait until his economy is completely independent before discussing marriage. Then he can confidently prove to his family that this is the love he chose." The life he chose. At that time, we always felt that the marriage contract was just a piece of paper. With or without it, we would not be separated in our lives. Therefore, life is impermanent, there are too many things, and we cannot use probability one. In a word. "
Tianhe was lying on the bed, looking at the ceiling, pulling over the quilt, covering her body, spreading her hands and feet, the lights automatically dimmed. Finally, Pro said, "Maybe he will remember, you like Westminster."
Tianhe "If he insists on the Little White Church, I can also make concessions. It's too stupid to argue all day for this. We can drive a convertible into the church's awning and take off the sunglasses. Look at the priest standing behind the window. "
"We asked a church janitor to marry us, and then in the presence of the priest, jokingly finished the vow and took the marriage certificate. Okay, let's get married. Let's go for a honeymoon."
"So we got married, God knows, earth knows, the car that drives us knows, the way knows, the gods know, the priest and witnesses know. Come again, no one tells, silent elopement is just as sacred and solemn, we just need Give each other a simple account with God, and apart from that, they have nothing to do with the world. "