: Nowhere to put it, chatting to my heart

　　 Have you ever had this time when you wanted to talk but didn’t know who to talk to?
　　 In the end, I choose to be here and tell you. In my heart, you are relatives and confidants.
　　 I called my daughter-in-law at night, and the daughter was crying on the other end of the phone, saying she missed her father.
　　 At that time, at that time.
　　 I bit my hand tightly, not letting myself cry, trying to keep calm.
　　 was already in tears.
　　 Due to work, we are in a different place, and we can only see once every half a month.
　　 I really miss my daughter-in-law and daughter-in-law.
　　 But there is really no way, this is his life.
　　 Although I am writing about a successful person, in reality, I am really not successful.
　　 I have a decent job with meager income, but I can’t and dare not give up this job.
　　 I write novels just to make money, to change this dog-day lifestyle, and to reunite my family.
　　 However, I found that I was farther and farther away from my dream.
　　There are readers who have followed me all the time, and they all know how I wrote this book, the data is pretty bad.
　　 Even now, with 840,000 words, there are only more than 700 starting points.
　　If friends who know the starting point can think about it, am I pitiful? Sad enough?
　　 But the good news is that on QQ reading and QQ browser, my results are not bad.
　　 At present, in the reality classification rankings, my sales are ranked in the top three, and there are many readers who vote for monthly recommendations and rewards, but the reality category is really too cold.
　　 Here, I thank all my friends who supported me.
　　 Thank you, it is because of you that I can keep going.
　　 The first manuscript fee was sent last month, plus more than 900 yuan for full attendance; this month, the last month's manuscript fee was also more than 900 yuan.
　　 The book published on October 10th last year only made this money.
Ha ha!
　　 Even so, I really don’t want to give up.
　　 For me, this is hope.
　　 Even if you just lie to yourself!
　　 Even though the data is so miserable now, I still believe that my book is valuable and promising, I can make money, and I can change my life.
　　 One of my favorite writers is the Great God Fenghuo Opera Prince. I especially like what he said.
　　 "Words are powerful!"
　　 I have also been working hard in this direction, wanting to put the strength of never giving up and going forward in this book, so that everyone can read it at the same time, not only feel cool and interesting, but also gain something.
　　 Even if only one person has read this book, I feel that this book is not written in vain.
　　 Suddenly I feel so stupid, the data is so miserable and so big.
　　 But, this is really my truest thought.
　　 I'm sorry, today is indeed hypocritical, I will disturb everyone!
　　 hope that it does not affect everyone's mood in reading!
　　 One more sentence, can you promote this book for me?
　　 Futui is grateful!
Good night, sweet dreams!