Chapter 140: Twelve. Mask (5)

I chewed the oatmeal up and down the mouth, and cooked until the sticky food was incomparable to those made by my mother. After eating more luncheon meat, margarine, [burrito of black beans and rice], the saltiness was not good. The bowl of porridge also feels that this is a gift from the goddess, and there is no sweeter dinner than this in the world.
Meal is not torture, it is a joyful enjoyment-this is very basic and natural, and the often overlooked cognition is carved into Roland's cognitive sensation with different levels of depth.
h.rtanen) The silent face of being ravaged by the hardships of life and ravaged by the ravine also exudes a completely different kind of intimacy from the image.
After a few journeys that have never been in contact with others, after experiencing the emptiness and desolation of the soul. Roland deeply feels that human beings-intelligent species are powerless creatures.
People who end lonely journeys become more talkative, especially children. However, Roland was sensible and reasonable, but only passively answered the questions of the miller's daughter, wanting to spit out the mood and the impulse to know what he saw.
Learning something from nature that does not apply gentleness and compassion to humans is part of the reason for this low-key, the positive benefit is the backside of hesitation and fear from the bottom of the heart-these natures are derived from Brun Hill respectively The gentleness and kindness of Li Lin, as well as Li Lin's almost outrageously powerful and spicy means.
Even children who don’t have enough understanding of the human world can understand it when they witness the village become that miserable because of an almost cursed reason. What kind of power Li Lin has and how to deal with people who violate or obstruct things. Involving his life-saving benefactor in irrelevant matters and the brutal revenge that may come-this kind of temporary, irresponsible and despicable practice is Roland's unacceptable and unwilling to imagine.
It's better to say cowardice. Criticizing this is to escape. The facts are very clear, Li Lin's power is so exaggerated, even a 5-year-old child must grasp the consequences before speaking, and calmly consider the extent of the talk. Chao only needs a quick glance at the tip of the iceberg, which is beyond the power of common sense, to make anyone who questioned and laughed at Roland shut his mouth shut.
[Perhaps to go to a crowded place and let powerful people deal with Li Lin]-The moment when a typical child should have an idea, fierce irritability and disgust immediately rush into the heart. A strong indignation burned in Roland.
Emotions are not referring to Li Lin and his jīng spirit who always bend their lips upward, nor are they
everywhere, omnipotent
, [caring for the world and humans]. However, he ignored the tragedy of Bode Village, and did not intervene and redeem the mother goddess.
It is Roland himself who is directed by agitated emotions, and the turbid and dark impulse is called [Self Aversion].
[The stinking ghost who only throws stones from behind]-
The disdainful voice is tangled and wandering like auditory sounds. Almost made Roland doubt whether his head had become strange. After determining that his thinking was normal, Roland only ignored the ridicule and mockery to deal with it, but the effect was not ideal.
Once you think of venturing the church and leading a strong knight to attack the spirits of the jīng, hallucinations will emerge. Emotions will change from the gloomy joy that is close to the success of revenge to the boy who feels fear and hatred for his shameless face, and the conflicting emotions can't decide.
Too young, forced to mature earlier than his peers, and Roland, who has experienced natural wildness, is still a boy. Facing emotional and unforgettable things that cannot be handled. What he can do is still helpless like a child, avoiding and delaying the time for making choices.
For those things that happened to you. Roland has not yet been able to appreciate it, but he has dedicated himself to eliminating the oatmeal, using taste shock to dilute and forget these problems.
"What a wonderful meat. This is the first time I have eaten this kind of food."
Obviously it was the first time to try the simple testimonials of new-style food, but because of the combination of something bad and inferior with the sacred and inviolable praise of [food], the blasphemy and the disgusting nerves almost gave Roland the stomach The digestion in the food is poured back into the plate.
Following the impression of luncheon meat. The spirits also heard Roland's experience of anyone who praised the luncheon meat.
Even if there is no praise, just mentioning those horrible foods, vomiting will explode in an instant.
"What's wrong? Roland? Is it uncomfortable?"
Can't see the boy's face suddenly changing from red to white, from the confusion of his breath to the status of Roland, Leleco's concerned face turned and asked.
"Uh... nothing, eating too fast is a bit choking."
Press the sour paste pouring into your throat back into your stomach. Roland tried to squeeze out an embarrassing smile, and the unheard Rosse cast a deep glance, and was stared at by the glimmering silent eyes, and Roland tried his best to maintain a polite and respectful smile.
Roland has never observed such middle-aged people up close. The small hotel run by the family has received all kinds of guests. Among them, there are many middle-aged uncles. In the small hotel, the guests will show politeness and pleasant side. Even if there is something unpleasant, a few glasses of bitter beer or wine, the face will become optimistic~EbookFREE.me~Rose-Leleco's father is not such an adult, a silent head of the family Not a handicapped person who is born with a disability and cannot speak, but he never talks much. Even when he comes back from outside to question Leleco about himself, the tone is very depressed, the tone of the voice is cold and piercing. Roland's painful eyes made Roland feel incomprehensible and uneasy.
[What is this yīn dark, cháo wet and heavy feeling? 】
Focusing on Rose's back leaving the dining table, the pupil reflected the dim light swaying from the candle and washed away the color, slowly blending into the dark back of yīn. Roland held his face with the strange question of impoliteness, looked at the mysterious glance and turned to a blind girl with a stiff smile.
"Sorry, Dad is still annoyed by what I am claiming."
The heartfelt apology and apology form a sincere apology on the face, and some adults apologize, but the details of the expression show the disapproval of the apology. Such a hypocritical apology does not have any similarity, adapting to emotions and Instead, the nature of thought embarrassed Roland.
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