Chapter 1872: 18. The end of gold (22)

The whole life, will, faith, strength, life is condensed in one blow.
The blow was sharp, dazzling and miserable.
Exhausting everything in the world, many people will regard it as brave and brave, but from another angle, it can also be interpreted as the value of life is only such a disposable consumable.
Stupid guy, stingy man, paranoid stupid.
If civilization still exists after this battle, someone can still evaluate and record this battle. No matter what position he holds, he will give Caspar a similar evaluation.
Discard all your accumulated life, efforts, reputation, status, relationships, and future, just in exchange for a chance to fight privately-such behavior is unacceptable to humanists and scholars, the former is disgusted Despising life's behavior, the latter loathes the act of ignoring organizational discipline.
There is no way to have that kind of opinion. After all, if Casper's behavior becomes mainstream, this world is really not far from being finished.
Abandon the original self, and transform into the most suitable form to fight Roland.
On the battlefield, as an enemy, perhaps this is the most correct choice.
If you are born for a fight, you should only exist for a fight.
If you want to defeat your old enemy, you should only focus on fighting and not know the others.
This is what the so-called struggle is like.
You cannot prove yourself without knocking down the opponent.
For this purpose at any cost or even to practice themselves.
That's right.
This is the case with the old Charlemagne kingdom.
The church is so.
The empire is so.
Caspar is the same.
Want to fight Roland, even want to win him even once.
If you do not do this, you will be at a loss as to how to move forward and how to take the first step.
and so--
"... Isn't it just like fighting with children?"
Caspar smiled bitterly and looked down at the pierced chest.
Incarnate into the strongest blade, the body that can never be injured is penetrated by the sword of the brave.
"The brain quantum wave induced force field is raised to the limit, punctured at the right moment, and the inertia I rushed over is used to enhance the power of the stab. After breaking through the existence of the diluted protection, the mirror image substance is injected at a stretch and destroyed from the inside... beautifully done. "
"You're not bad, I forced out all my cards."
The hand holding the sword trembled.
It is of course crazy to dilute its own existence. Trying to out of nothing with the flesh and blood, it is also not difficult to convert energy into mirrored matter.
If you want to gain strength, go beyond the limits of humanity to step into the realm of God, and get the trump card that can flip the situation in the final battle, you must pay the corresponding price-this is exactly the same as Kaspar.
"Washing life, squandering life, only to gain strength to win, and eventually defeated by stronger power-this is really a contrasting ending."
From the bottom of his feet, Casper's body collapsed and disappeared.
It completely disappears from the world after running out of power or defeated. This is the cost of acquiring power and the fate of "invisible magic wolf".
"The ability to dilute existence" is destined to be a product of failure that should disappear in the long course of history, whether it disappears because of blood line cut off or lost due to dilute blood line by marriage with other races, it is destined to fade out of people's vision. The ability to awaken abruptly by the left side of the side door disappears with the host after being shined, just like blooming all beautiful and withered flowers in a short moment.
"Really... How can it be so difficult to win you once? I have achieved this point, why can't I win?"
The calm bitter smile showed a little helplessness.
Casper once thought that if he gave up his heart, he would get tranquility.
Conquer Roland-as long as this goal is achieved, his life is no longer empty.
But in the end, he failed to become the existence he had hoped for.
Do not hesitate to practice yourself to achieve the goal, whether it is winning or losing will usher in a disappearing ending-have achieved this, ushered in the final moment, in his heart is neither the pride of fighting in the end, nor the last or the last Endless regrets that missed victory.
At this moment, the picture of the walking lights in Casper's heart is the life with Roland when he was young. What happened in that short and fulfilling time seems to be as fresh and clear as it just happened.
In the eyes of others, maybe it was a boring and meaningless time.
But only during those days can he put anxiety and fear behind him, and only then can he forget the coldness and mercilessness of this world, the ugliness of all beings beyond remedy, and forget that he is also part of this world. A member.
After Roland left, he tried to fill the vacancy in the heart with the worship and battle of the emperor, but the anxiety and emptiness always lingered. He once tried to understand what this emotion was, but he couldn't figure it out.
Now ~EbookFREE.me~ he finally understood the true face of that emptiness.
It is not that it does not care about the future, nor is it without expectations.
It's just... afraid, afraid to stretch out his hand again because of expectations and cravings, and finally still have a desperate ending.
Obviously, there is no motivation to look forward to the future. The so-called pride of fighting is nothing more than a disguise to cover up the inner timidity. I never thought of what kind of future we would win by defeating Roland. In the end, everything was abandoned for this.
It's miserable, funny and boring.
"Please... please..."
The collapse and annihilation had spread to his chest, and with his last effort, Caspar left the last proof of existence in Roland's ear.
"Never...become me...ghostly..."
Can't wait for a close friend's response, "Invisible Demon Wolf"