Chapter 953: 14. The day to stop the missile (2)

"...Nah, Minerva. (om biqiwu's pinyin)"
The determined voice broke the almost frozen silence, and Favna stared at the girl with her head down deeply.
There was no sympathy and pity in the voice and expression, she just asked indifferently as if confirming the facts.
"You, like Roland?"
"..."
Of course, like it.
The answer, which should not have been hesitant, blurted into his throat.
Only because she heard Favna's implication.
Fafna doesn't want to listen to the "official formula answer", she just wants to confirm... a girl's heart.
Do you really love Roland from the heart?
Do you regret the combination with Roland.
If it is not out of sincerity.
If you regret it now.
If it is still just to fulfill the "obligation as a royal family" and maintain the relationship with Roland.
Perhaps it would be a relief for each other to release this twisted relationship before causing irreparable harm to both parties...
In this turbulent era, people do not choose the luxury power of destiny. Everyone advances involuntarily in the tide of destiny. Sometimes the seemingly cruel breakup is actually a gentle end.
"I--"
Suddenly raised his head, but I do not know where to start.
I don't know what to say, but my head nodded unexpectedly and easily.
That's right, I have been educated from the "standard royal family" since I was a child, and I have been stuck with the status of "king girl". I have only lived to become an "outstanding king girl". Other things and thinking are not in sight at all.
At first, he did have an interest in Roland and had a good impression, but it was more of an obligation to approach him.
Knowing this, Roland still treated her tenderly.
The more gentle you are, the more guilt you have in your heart. Unconsciously, her sense of guilt and duty tore and confuse her feelings for Roland. Minerva, who has always been clever, did not know what to do with this feeling.
After going through many of these, the rules and conditions that bound her mind to the stereotypes have been loosened and fallen off, and the girl's personality and mind have finally been released.
For the first time, the mask came loose from his face.
"Favna..."
"……I am listening."
There was a smile on the corner of his mouth, and Favna responded cordially, quietly waiting for Minerva's answer.
"I don't want to leave him..."
Favna gently "um" echoed, with a little excitement and joy in her voice.
"This separation made me understand...I don't want to be separated from him, I want to be together forever and ever."
As soon as the conversation started, the words were continuous and could not stop.
As soon as the dam that controlled thinking and behavior broke down, Minerva felt that he had become another person, and he could not help pouring out his thoughts, as if he were not himself. But every time a word or word is spoken, the lumpy clumps on the chest dissolve, and the heavy heart becomes lighter.
"I don't want to leave him... But in this war, we have no chance of facing the agent of the mind... Knowing how despicable this is, but I still can't help relying on Roland, sending him to the battlefield again and again... I don’t know what to do, maybe it’s right to keep him away from this war... But once that is done, once Roland is not our savior, we can only part way. So— —What should I do, really... I really don’t understand..."
"Ok."
"The more I think about Roland, the harder I feel... I want to carry out my responsibilities as a'daughter', but I still can't do it..."
"Ok."
"When I was embraced by Roland... I always thought it was a very, very happy thing... Actually, now I think about it, I was actually very scared at that time... to that rude... but... but... This place is still happy. If...if...if it is the usual Roland, that...it will definitely be more...so, so...want to let him hug...that..."
The girl was no longer able to organize coherent sentences, and wept like a twitching moan, her face flushed, and her body was uneasy.
It is not like the queen girl who bears the destiny of a country, but a little girl everywhere.
"You did very well."
Freya gently stroked the head of Charlemagne, with a narrow smile on her face.
"Hey? What..."
Minerva, who realized that she had been successfully attacked, only realized that her face was full of tears.
"Excessive..."
Wiping off the spicy water stains on his cheeks, Minervalo rebuked.
"It's too much, I'm crying, is that funny?"
"Very funny."
Contrary to the teasing laughter, Fafna's expression was very gentle.
"Can't stand it at all."
"I can't bear it..."
"After all, since dealing with each other, the first time I saw you like a puppet, I will also speak the truth and show the feelings that people should have."
"..."
The flushed face drooped down again, and the girl who was said by others for the first time didn't know what to say.
Favna had no intention of letting her go.
"Don't pretend to be like that, is it not good to be honest with Roland?"
"……but."
Minerva whispered softly.
So far, even if Minerva opened his heart to open his heart, Roland may not believe it.
After all, he hurt him time and time again, sending him to the battle scene to face danger and experience all kinds of despair. Now what do I say "I like you", how much credibility is there in Roland's ears?
It is difficult for people to trust each other-no matter when and where, this is always common.
"Speaking of it, there are front-line reports."
Suddenly the tone changed, Favna rose slightly, and the silent spider frowned slightly, then immediately understood what seemed like a slight sigh and got up to the door.
"I said that people pretend to be pretend, don't they go around in circles, just say "Let the two be alone?"
"Long word. Do you want me to tell you why you are not welcome?"
"Yes, no one likes a woman who doesn't understand style."
Opening the door, the spider turned his head violently and faced Minerva with a deep smile.
"According to the doctor's examination, the young master's body is still very weak. His Royal Highness, even if he is awake, he can't ask for coquetry. At least bear his physical recovery."
"Any request? Physical strength?"
For the first time, Minerva did not understand what the spider meant.
After just one second.
"Ah ah ah ah ah!!!!"
At the same time her face turned red, the innocent highness screamed like a boiling kettle.
"Come on, our two hindrances flashed first."
Even dragging, Favna dragged the spider and quickly disappeared outside the door. The intermittent rebuke and defense gradually moved away, and eventually disappeared.
Minerva, sitting back in his chair, smiled bitterly.
Although still unable to adapt to the alternative refueling of the spider, the colored encouragement could not make any further response except to give a bitter smile, but Minerva really felt the spider's recognition and encouragement to her. Not to mention that the confession to Fafna made her feel some kind of salvation.
Thank you--
The girl with unsatisfactory words of meditation meditation in her heart, it is they who inspired themselves to stop, so that they have a little courage to face Roland.
Look back on the bed.
Fingers lifted slowly, gently touching the cheek of the teenager, a familiar touch came along the fingertips.
A simple action, a touch of skin.
Only in this way, the feeling of happiness keeps coming out.
Although unilateral violence is not completely forgotten, it will not be deliberately entangled. Perhaps for people who continue to use others and weave lies to deceive others and themselves, this is just self-reliance. With such a thought, the guilt lingering in Minerva's chest was reduced by a few points.
Minerva now fully understands that the relationship that once existed between her and Roland is by no means normal.
Perhaps the political marriage that was arranged at the beginning did have a lasting element, but after going through various crises and difficulties and having a good relationship with each other. If Minerva is not so obsessed with "the responsibility of the queen", if you open your heart and confess to Roland, maybe they have already conceived true love.
However, Roland violated her in order to hurt Minerva, and Minerva was for the country and the royal family to transform themselves into a collar that bound Roland and was voluntarily occupied by Roland. The combination on the surface cannot conceal the emptiness behind, and the pure physiological pleasure for a time did not bring spiritual happiness. The distance between the hearts is not closer, but it is blocked by the more solid invisible walls.
What must be done.
Minerva is so determined.
Something must be done for Roland to compensate him, and he must be restored to his original form.
Maybe she will be reprimanded, maybe she will be violent again, maybe it will be extremely difficult to make up for the once destroyed trust, but Minerva’s determination has been made, and even if she uses her life to make up for her mistakes, she will never Will give up.
"...!!!"
The finger touching the cheek of the boy suddenly shivered like an electric shock.
Somehow, Roland opened his eyes, and purple eyes were looking at Minerva.
"Roland...!!!"
The determination that I had just made was shaken again. When I stood up in a panic, I overturned my chair to the ground. When I thought of the cold words and swearing that would soon come down, I couldn't help but shrink back and froze.
Being psychologically prepared already does not mean that fear can be eliminated when it is actually faced. The loved ones who listen to their own violent words will still make people feel uncomfortable~EbookFREE.me~Sorry... sorry. "
In a hurry, all apologies and love, all concerns and fears, condensed into such a sentence.
After speaking, Minerva waited for Roland's response.
No matter how unpleasant it is, at this moment she is completely ready to bear it.
however--
"……Sorry."
It is the same sentence as Minerva said.
It is filled with sincere apologies, without any modification, without perfunctory frank apology.
A sincere apology has dispelled all Minerva's concerns and fears.
When the girl came back to cover her trembling lips with her fists, her eyes were overflowing with crystal tears again.