Chapter 165: Return and End 20┃ is my little star.

"I want to be acknowledged and acknowledge that I existed."
"It's because you are so cowardly and extravagant for things you shouldn't get that you will end up like today." Amu had no sympathy for the faceless man, and mocked the other side ironically. "Want to be admitted? Oh, how could anyone admit you? "
"Of course there is!" The faceless person was immediately enraged by Amu's taunt, and he struggled, reaching out and trying to push Amu pressed on himself, "Of course someone will admit me!"
"Then you talk about it, who acknowledged you?" Amu didn't put his struggle in his eyes at all, and he stopped the faceless person at will without force. He lowered his voice and questioned the faceless person: "You talk about it Look, who has allowed you to recognize you during the centuries of your stay in this world? "
The faceless man was speechless. He shivered and looked at Amu. He was unconsciously afraid. He was afraid of the questions Amu asked him. He refused to answer and he tried to escape.
But Amu was always able to hold his life gate quickly and accurately. He held the neck of the faceless person and forced the faceless person to look at him.
"Don't want to run, dear." Amu sneered. "You see, I can always fulfill every word I have said, I said I will torture you mercilessly, so I will take it little by little You chop clean, just like chop your clothes, tear your hypocritical surface and expose your heart, and in the process, you can only watch.
"I swear I will make you very painful, but you don't have to be so scared." Amu gently kissed the corner of the faceless man. "You just have to rely on me, this process will not be too long because I will very gentle."
"Why don't you kill me directly?" The faceless man shook his head frantically, and he shrank himself into a ball, his voice hoarse: "I know you hate me, I know you want revenge for your brother, I know ... so why do you Don't just kill me !? "
"No, you're wrong." Amu shook his head. "I don't hate you, I would rather ... I love you."
"I'm not Ashin." The faceless man really cried and he covered his face. "I'm really not Ashin, please, please don't do this!"
"Of course you are not Axin." Amu rubbed his hair gently. "You are my little star."
It always says to prove that you have existed, but the first person who tries to erase your existence is still yourself.
"You haven't been able to come out of that battlefield for the past 300 years," Amu said to him softly. "You have been on the battlefield, keeping what you originally got—mission, ending all missions. "
"From an outsider's perspective, you seem to have really ended the dispute between those people three hundred years ago, but in fact they have not disappeared, and they continue to fight deep in your heart."
"The war never ends, so you never leave the battlefield."
"But you know that you can't end the war at all."
"Why was you born of the desire to 'end the war', but you have never been able to end this century-long war?" Amu said to himself, "Which step was wrong?"
"The reason is very simple." Amu concluded, "Because human desires are always not so pure, we have too many feelings and desires, and our wishes are also mixed with too many elements that should not be possessed. All the Amu and Axin are probably not as firm as we think. They are not really trying to end everything, they are just escaping it. "
"The cowardly brothers never thought about relying on themselves to solve the problem, so when they were in trouble, they begged others to help them shield them from the wind and rain, and they begged someone from the sky to solve the problem. , But weak as they are, they can only attract the weakest ... God. "
Ah Mu lowered her head, pressed her forehead against the forehead of the faceless man, forming an intimate affair, and smiled: "Admit it, my poor little star, you are so weak that you cannot become a true god."
"You can only give up your identity and stay in my arms. Only I can protect you ... and I will always protect you." Amu touched the faceless cheek extremely gently.
The faceless person was very embarrassed. He tried to believe Amu ’s words and was afraid to accept this unknown emotion. He was afraid: "But I am a thought body born of a wish. If I give up this identity, I give up my master's gift to me. Mission, without this mission, I would disappear. "
"Only wishes can keep me alive." Faceless people are sad and helpless. "Only someone wants me to exist, I can continue to exist."
"Then you just disappear." Amu clenched his hands and stared at the dark eyes of the faceless man. Amu seemed to have made a decision, and this decision made him look deep.
Amu, who made the decision, swore in a heavy voice: "I, as Amu, declare that I will lift all the restraints on you."
"You will no longer have to fulfill missions such as 'Ending the War.' You will also lose the power to become a marginal will. As a 'God', you will disappear. As an Amu, I sincerely hope that you will disappear."
Amu ’s words have some terrible power, especially after Amu just said it in a solemn oath, the faceless person suddenly felt his body became lighter, and the whole person had a sense of erratic, even consciousness All become blurred.
When he looked down at his body, the faceless person noticed that his body had become transparent, and he could see the flowers and stones on the ground through the palms of his fingers.
At the same time, in his transparent body, there were countless light spots emanating from the inside, like countless fireflies flying. These light spots constantly flew out of the faceless person's body, and flew into the air, flying out of this narrow Map of the throne, flying out of the dark fringe world, flying to an unknown distance.
The faceless person knows that the light spots overflowing from his body are the souls trapped in his consciousness. At the moment the faceless person is "liberated", they are also liberated together.
This feeling of slowly disappearing is very strange, and it makes the faceless people feel more frightened and feel a little more relaxed. It seems that they have relieved their burdens. Those heavy burdens that have long been carried on him have finally landed today.
In the middle of the night, the faceless person asked Amu stupidly, "Are you going to kill me?"
The faceless person is a thought body born after Amu made a wish. Amu also has the power to kill and kill the faceless person, so as long as Amu truly repents this wish and prays for the disappearance of the faceless person, the faceless person will It really disappeared.
Disappeared means death.
Faceless people are scared of death and disappearing, which is extremely scary to him. Before that, he also expected that someone could admit himself, even if Muqin couldn't give him eternal desire, then other wishes would work, as long as he could leave a trace in this world.
He wants to be real human.
Staying in the marginal world does not really become human, so the faceless man once planned to leave the marginal world, but as the marginal will he lost his freedom at the beginning, and did not leave this option in his life.
He was trapped in this world, and he was trapped on the battlefield in his heart.
He is always standing at the bottom of the dark edge world, looking at the colorful real world not far through the distance that seems to be close at hand.
Close to the earth, far away.
Envy, jealousy, hatred, and the most primitive feelings slowly breed in his heart. He began to become a little crazy, using all the means he could think of, to try to plunder from the colorful real world.
But so far, he has got nothing.
Only death, only eternity, is the only destined end.
So, even if the faceless person was very scared of death, when he faced death and was about to fall into invisible, he was relieved.
He will fail, he will die, he will disappear, and he will already be mentally prepared.
It doesn't matter if you are sorry and unwilling.
After all, after dying, you will never feel this sad pain.
His body became more transparent, and his vision became extremely blurred. The whole world was strange and the faceless man gradually couldn't see Amu's face. He didn't know if the other person was talking, because he couldn't hear the sound, and he felt extremely quiet around. Needle drop can be heard. It seemed as if there were rumbling sounds in the ears, such as soaking in the deep sea.
In this silence and noise, he sighed and asked, "Can I sleep?"
Sleep for a long, endless sleep.
"... Don't sleep." But after a while, someone answered him in silence.
The voice continued to say, "Don't sleep, dear, I will be with you today, and I will abandon the identity of Amu and change back to a human named Muchen."
"Then I wish you, I want to have you, I want you to be my loved one, friend, or lover, I want you to stay with me and live for me, and I want you to be there even after I die , I hope we fall in love and never separate, and I will give you a new name and life. "
"I wish ..." Mu Chen whispered, holding the faceless person's hand, "From today on, you are Muxing, my little star."
Mu Xing felt that his body had become solid again from a transparent state, and invisible power had poured into his body, and Mu Chen's words were imprinted in his soul like a fire.
His vision returned bright and clear, the senses and temperature gradually recovered, the chaotic noise in his ears subsided instantly, and the depth of spiritual consciousness ... peace and tranquility were like a mirror lake.
Mu Xing still couldn't react. He stared at Mu Chen with eyes wide open. Mu Chen squeezed his face, and sighed so well.