Chapter 111: lost control

Watching Ye Xiu’s little Q car leave in the dust and disappear into the night, Zhang Peng finally felt relieved. When Ye Xiu’s gaze came over just now, it was really terrifying. He even felt the air as if They are all stagnated, and breathing is a little difficult.
However, without waiting for him to relax a bit, a cold voice rang in his ears.
"Damn, the surname is Zhang, you have a kind of kid, dare to cheat us!"
Shi San's gaze stared at Zhang Peng fiercely, and there was infinite resentment in his eyes.
The other big guys all stared at Zhang Peng one after another, with a fierce look in their eyes.
Although they were beaten by Ye Xiu today, if Zhang Peng hadn’t asked them to come, they wouldn’t have been beaten by Ye Xiu. They couldn’t help Ye Xiu, and naturally they could only vent the resentment in their hearts. Zhang Peng's body.
"Brother Shi, I was wronged, I was really wronged, I really didn't know this little... he can fight so!"
Feeling the murderous gazes of Shi San and the others, Zhang Peng only felt that a heart suddenly fell into a dozen layers of ice cellars. It was cold and biting. Although Shi San and the others were not as fierce as Ye Xiu, they were not as fierce as Ye Xiu. Good stubble, if they are really resentful, then his future days, imaginable, will definitely be a nightmare.
He quickly explained it in a hurry.
"Brother Shi, really, if I knew, I wouldn't have come to him at all. How could I find my own way and come to him, look at my hands and my feet, ah..."
Zhang Peng said as he held up one hand and one foot that he had been interrupted by Ye Xiu. When he spoke, he couldn't help but yelled a few more times because of the tingling, and the tears in his eyes were also rushing. DC, it looks miserable.
Seeing Zhang Peng’s appearance and anxious look, the look in Shi San and the others’ eyes finally eased slightly. They also knew that what Peng said was indeed the truth, and they also believed that with Zhang Peng’s Guts, I shouldn't dare to cheat them, but no matter what, they were so badly injured this time because of Zhang Peng, so naturally they would not let Zhang Peng go so easily.
"Huh, don't you know about this matter, if you think about it, just forget it? Brothers have been injured so badly, how do you calculate the medical expenses?"
Shi San snorted coldly.
"Medicine..."
Zhang Peng really wants to say that of course you should pay for the medical expenses yourself. I asked you to come and clean up the house. You paid the money. Now you have collected my money. Not only did you not help me clean up that person, but did not do it. If it happens, I have to pay for the medical expenses. How can there be such a reason, and when you collected the money, you made it clear that all the consequences will be conceited, but you will see the fierce look of Shi San and the others. He still gritted his teeth with tears, and swallowed the thoughts in his heart abruptly, "Big brothers are injured because of my Zhang Peng incident. Of course, Zhang Peng should have paid for the medical expenses."
"It's pretty much the same, I won't care about you this time."
Shi San's face showed a trace of satisfaction.
"Yes, yes, thank you Shige for his generosity!"
Zhang Peng nodded with tears in his eyes, only feeling that a heart was dripping blood. Shi San and the others were satisfied, but what about him, who should he talk to? I said a good lesson, but I didn’t learn it, and I was interrupted by someone. Now I have to post a medical fee. The medical expenses of these people must at least add up to tens of thousands!
How did he get his head covered by lard, thinking of coming to Ye Xiu to trouble him, why bother!
In Zhang Peng's heart, his intestines were all blue with regret, and he only hated that time could not go back. If time could go back and let him start again, he would definitely not make this decision to flood his brain!
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When he got home, Ye Xiu rushed into the shower room almost immediately and turned on the cold water tap.
He felt that his heart was full of irritability and hostility, and he needed cold water to wash it down to help him calm down.
After washing under the icy faucet for nearly ten minutes, Ye Xiu finally felt that his mood gradually calmed down.
Picking up the bath towels, wiping off his body, putting on a comfortable nightgown, and returning to the living room, Ye Xiu didn't just pick up the medical book and start reading as before, entering the state of learning, but sitting on the sofa and meditating.
Just now, the reason why he left the scene so anxiously was not only because he really didn't want to see Zhang Peng's ugly attitude, but also because he was afraid that he would lose control!
Before he shot Zhang Peng, although his performance was also very cruel, his mentality was very calm, whether he hit the two sticks hard at Shi San, or hit the big man who threatened him. That stick, he knew very rationally and calmly, what he was doing and what he wanted to achieve, and he controlled his emotions very well.
However, when he shot Zhang Peng, or when he heard Zhang Peng say those words, he found that his emotions were out of control, and his heart was full of violence and irritability. When he said the phrase'will let him know how to write the dead word', in his heart, he really had the idea of ​​directly killing Zhang Peng! And he almost couldn't help but shoot directly!
Fortunately, at the last juncture, a trace of his remaining sanity managed to control him in time, allowing him to stop that crazy idea!
Why is there such a violent idea?
Why did you suddenly become extremely irritable just now?
Ye Xiu reflected hard.
Although he has seen countless deaths on the path of learning medicine from the old man since he was young, he has deeply felt the weakness and powerlessness of life in the face of war when he was on the battlefield. He is not a cruel person, and he never despises any life. On the contrary, he who is used to seeing death, understands the value of life more and more, and cherishes life more!
Just as he grew up in the slums, full of violence and the laws of the jungle, and grew up in the darkest corners of society, but he always kept his sunshine in his heart. Ye Xiu’s character and his Like life, it has always been very stalwart, and has never been easily changed by the environment and external concepts.
Even though the death of the old man cast the darkest shadow in his life, Ye Xiu has always adhered to his beliefs, and he still worked hard to tell himself that the light will eventually defeat the darkness, precisely because of this belief, Therefore, in the hospital, he can always maintain sympathy and compassion for the patients, and always take efforts to relieve and relieve their pain as his own responsibility, so that he can rush out desperately when he sees the injured in the car accident on the side of the road. Rescue.
It was precisely because of this that Ye Xiu realized that his irritability and violent mood just now was abnormal.
Is it because the influence of the old man’s affairs has not been eliminated?
It should not be.
After so long, his mentality has already calmed down.
Is it because work is too busy and tired recently?
It shouldn't be, although the work is really tiring and hard, but he is still within the range he can bear, and he has not overloaded himself with work.
After thinking about it for a long time, Ye Xiu still couldn't figure out why his emotions suddenly became so violent.
No matter what, you must be careful in the future, and you can't let this violent mood breed!
After thinking about it for a long time, he still didn't think of a reason. Ye Xiu could only tell himself secretly in his heart that he must carefully control his emotions to prevent such out-of-control violent emotions from appearing.