Chapter 20: Thoughts of the girl to be married (1)

On the computer side, Xiao Qing stared at the screen silently, unable to speak a word for a long time.
For Xiao Qing, sister Qi Juan has always been a leading figure that she admires or even admires, and the weight of her words in Xiao Qing's heart has risen to the height of "the most famous saying".
Even so, Xiao Qing still felt that marrying Shen Jun according to Qi Juan's suggestion was a bit...unreliable.
Marriage is not a child's play, how can it be as simple as Qi Juan said?
Xiao Qing was not stupid enough to marry him to get revenge. Using such a stupid method to take revenge is exactly like that fool of Shen Junze, idle and bored, throwing stones at his feet, acting and acting, harming others and detrimental to himself.
If she really wanted to take revenge, with her character, she didn't need to sell her at all, and it would be quite loud to hit his car window with a rock directly.
However, after thinking about it, Xiao Qing still decided to agree to the marriage.
In addition to the reasons Qi Juan said, the most important thing is the family.
Before she went abroad, although her parents had never told her about the difficulties at home, she woke up in the middle of the night and heard their parents' whispered disputes in the study several times. Sometimes, seeing the haggard look of a woman who was so proud of her mother, Xiao Qing felt very uncomfortable.
I have known for a long time that a girl like her has such a complicated family background and currently has no one she likes. After two years of postgraduate graduation, her parents must find someone for her. The other party’s conditions don’t have to be good, the right one is the most important, and those who are helpful to the family’s business will definitely be given priority. That's how her parents came together back then. It's the same for her uncle and aunt, and she's not surprised.
like?
How does it feel to like someone?
How much value can it be in their eyes?
Xiao Qing rubbed her sour eyes and looked at the window chatting with Shen Junze, feeling a little uncomfortable in her heart for some reason.
She deliberately made things difficult for him just now and made so many requests, but in her heart she also vaguely hoped that he could refuse, so that she would have an excuse not to marry. As a result, Shen Jun actually accepted all the orders, no matter what she said, he said: "OK", "OK" and "Yes." It made her a little bit unable to get off the stage.
Xiao Qing felt that she was like throwing a bomb into a pool of calm stagnant water, changing from a grenade to an atomic bomb. The stagnant water was completely silent, but instead she made a mess.
In fact, she knows very well that marrying him can help the family tide over the difficulties, and that her unhappy marriage can exchange such benefits, at least the family should be very happy and satisfied. And Shen Jun, the fundamental reason for marrying her is just to use her as a "shield". After marrying her, he doesn't have to deal with blind dates, and he often has the excuse of "wife" to do things more convenient.
But she would rather continue to be her stupor at this time.
She would rather pretend that she doesn't understand anything.
Just like Qi Juan said, marry the past revenge, so that she at least will not feel uncomfortable, will not be depressed, perhaps she will be happy and fighting spirit, marry into the Shen family under the banner of extinguishing Shen Junze, and then try to torture him. , Bullied him, him off, and even enjoyed it.
But now, she really has no fighting spirit.
There is a grave in front of her, waiting for her to jump. Who can fight?
Xiao Qing turned off the computer screen dejectedly, picked up her mobile phone, and dialed her mother's number. At this time, she suddenly wanted to hear her mother's voice.
Yue Ning still had a cold and indifferent tone, but his slightly hoarse voice showed some fatigue.
"Don't you remember the time difference between China and the United States? It's three o'clock in the afternoon and I am in a meeting."
"Oh..." Xiao Qing was startled, and said cautiously, "Then you should have a meeting first, and I'll call back when it's over."
"Forget it, I'm already out of the meeting room." Yue Ning paused, "Are you still up at two or three in the middle of the night?"
"Uh, I read novels. Well, the novels are so wonderful. I can't sleep when I see the finale."
"I knew it." Yue Ning rolled his eyes, "School is about to start? Are you still used to living with your cousin?"
"It's a habit, it's good." Xiao Qing paused, and finally turned to the subject, and said seriously, "By the way, mother, what did you think in your heart when you married your father?"
"...Xiao Qing." Yue Ning was silent for a while, and suddenly raised her voice, "What are you thinking about! Calling during my meeting and asking me what I thought about marrying your dad? What do you think I thought?"
"...Uh." Xiao Qing smiled and touched her head, "I just want to hear the views of people from you, so I can refer to your opinions when I get married."
"Oh, that's it." Yue Ning smiled slightly, and said calmly, "I wanted to run away from home at the time, would you like to refer to it?"
"..." Xiao Qing was silent for a moment, "Mom, go to the meeting, I won't disturb you, I'll hang up and bye!"
Hey, I wanted to cultivate a mother-daughter relationship. I was about to marry and suddenly wanted to say something to my mother, hug her mother and cry for a while, but... her mother didn't give her this sensational opportunity at all.
Xiao Qing thought for a while, always felt that she was missing something if she didn't talk to her parents before marrying, and she didn't give up on calling her father's phone. She has been relatively close to her father since she was a child and can talk to her. Her father should be more sympathetic to her, and even moved by the sacrifice she made for the Xiao family. Maybe she would say a few words earnestly, Xiao Qing, you are our Xiao family Encourage her with words like her pride.
"Dad, this is Xiao Qing." The phone connected, but there was silence, Xiao Qing went on to say, "I know there is a time difference, but I really want to chat with you. Hey, I just called mom. On the phone, I was scolded so by her, and I had nowhere to vent my grievances. By the way, you were introduced to you when you got married, right? After the blind date, you decided to get married. Your personalities are so far apart. Huh? Mom is so fierce, how can you stand her for so many years, Dad, I really admire you."
There was still silence over there, Xiao Qing suddenly felt that the breathing from the other end of the phone made her back chill.
"Dad?" Xiao Qing said suspiciously.
Before I got over, I heard a gloomy voice in my ear.
"I am your mother."
Xiao Qing stiffened and almost dropped the phone. God! Why did she meet her mother when her father called her last time, but did she meet her mother when she called her father this time?
"Mom..." Xiao Qing almost cried.
Yue Ning said with a cold face: "You idiot! You will immediately check your card book for me to see if your dad's phone number you saved starts with 139!"
Xiao Qing checked obediently, "Yes, the beginning of 139 is correct."
"Dare to say that's right?! That's my number at the beginning of 139! Don't you know that your dad uses Unicom at the beginning of 131? Did your mom and dad save my number, and send all SMS calls to me every time Stop?!" Yue Ning said, and hung up with a click.
"..."
Xiao Qing looked depressedly in her business card holder. Sure enough, father and mother were all the same number starting with 139.
No wonder she meets a ghost every time and thinks it is a coincidence. It turned out to be self-inflicted and cannot live.
Flipping through her inbox, Xiao Qing suddenly discovered something more terrifying.
The number beginning with 131 sent her a text message yesterday: "Xiao Qing, are you still used to living in New York?"
Her reply was: "Thank you for your concern, I am fine. Could you please spend a dime on text messages and tell me who you are?"
After seeing this text message, her father probably endured it for a long time before he didn't reply directly: "I am your father!"
Xiao Qing grimaced, and quickly replied the text message: "I'm sorry, Dad! I saved your number as Mom's! I'm sorry, sorry!"
After a while, there was a calm reply, "It's okay, I'm used to it."
Ow... It's too tragic, what kind of image she is in the hearts of parents! You can get used to it!
Xiao Qing stared dejectedly at the line on the phone, and after a long while, he tapped a depressed reply.
"Dad, I plan to marry Shen Junze, what do you think of this matter?"
"Xiao Qing, it's three o'clock in the morning in New York time. Are you sure this is what you said in a awake state? Squeeze your arm yourself to see if it hurts."
Ow... Dad thought she was sleepwalking? Does she really have no image in her father's heart?
"I'm awake, Dad, stop hitting me."
There was silence for a long time before I sent a reply: "If you really decide to marry Junze, my father will be very happy. Junze is a good person, and more mature and calmer than you. Your personalities complement each other and he will take care of you. I feel relieved. ."
Are you more mature and calmer than you, do you have complementary personalities? Means... Is she childish impulsive?
Dad always hides mystery when talking. Xiao Qing became even more depressed when she was said so.
"Dad, are you always worrying that no one dares to marry me?"
"Absolutely not."
The faster he returns, the more guilty he is, right?
"Then why do you support me in marrying so much, as if I wish I could marry..."
"I support you because Jun Ze is good. If you say thank you for marrying, I will definitely oppose it."
Dad's comparison is really sharp.
In such a comparison, Xiao Qing felt that marrying Shen Jun would not be so scary. In this world, there are too many top men like Xie Yi. Compared with marrying a best on a blind date in the future, at least Shen Jun is still a normal person now.
One is not convulsive, two is not violent, and three is handsome.
Thinking about it this way, the feeling of loss quickly dissipated a lot, and Xiao Qing's depressed mood improved a little bit. After pondering Qi Juan's words again, she suddenly felt that marrying Shen Jun would not be a special loss.
The wish to talk to my parents before marriage finally fell through. Not only did she not receive the distress and encouragement of her parents, but her parents seemed to wish she could marry her...It was really frustrating.
Xiao Qing had to go to bed in despair. In the dream, Shen Jun transformed himself into a giant monster, and said with a big mouth: Marry me, destroy it, hahaha, you are destined to die in my hands! Xiao Qing was furious, and turned into a fire-breathing dragon to kill him.
Qi Juan had been in New York for two weeks and was about to return to China, but Shen Jun felt very happy when she heard the news. Of course he wouldn't be so stupid to offend Xiao Qing's army officer behind the scenes. When he heard that she was leaving, he immediately took the initiative to ask her to eat her favorite Sichuan food to give her a holiday. Xiao Qing was baffled by his enthusiasm, but Qi Juan calmly agreed.
The three of them sat in the Sichuan restaurant with big eyes, while Shen Jun pouring water and ordering for the two girls very gracefully. They all ordered Qi Juan’s favorite dishes, such as pickled chicken feet and spicy chicken. , Almost exactly the same as Xiao Qing's point last time, as if he was eavesdropping next to him while they were eating.
Xiao Qing was stunned when she saw the food that she brought up. This Shen Jun was too despicable. She started to win over her good sister before she got married. Sister Qi Juan, you must stick to the line!
As a result, when Xiao Qing came back from the toilet, she saw Qi Juan and Shen Jun chatting very enthusiastically.
"She is a little confused, and her EQ is also low. After you get married, you should give her a lot, or you will definitely anger yourself."
"That's natural, I won't care about her."
"I'm relieved, Xiao Qing looks like a tigress. At best, it is a cat with fried hair. You will be gentle with her and she will be very moved. This kind of fried animal is actually very good to coax."
"Oh, I see."
Shen Jun turned his head and glanced at Xiao Qing meaningfully.
Xiao Qing glared at him, leaned close to Qi Juan's ear, and asked gloomily: "Are you helping him deal with me?"
Qi Juan smiled slightly, "I'm trying to lure the enemy to go deeper."
Xiao Qing glanced at her suspiciously, always feeling that something was wrong with Qi Juan. From the time she praised Shen Junze, it was very wrong.
After eating, Shen Jun drove Qi Juan to the airport in person. Xiao Qing was very reluctant to part with Qi Juan, and she took her arm and refused to let go. When she arrived at the airport, her eyes were a little red. She was alone in this strange place, and she was about to marry this strange man soon. Sister Qi Juan was her only backer, and now she was about to leave. Xiao Qing suddenly felt that she would be more tragic than before.
On the way back, Xiao Qing kept her head down and kept silent. Shen Jun couldn't help but looked at her in the rearview mirror several times, and every time she could only see the black hair that was trembling slightly above her head.
For some reason, seeing her holding back tears and smiling and waving at Qi Juan just now, Shen Junze felt a little inexplicable distress in his heart.
In other words, he was the beneficiary of this marriage, but Xiao Qing was innocently involved in his bad script. At such a young age, she was originally just a carefree student. Now suddenly she is asked to face a lot of problems in marriage, family, and business disputes. It is really cruel to her. As the culprit, Shen Jun suddenly felt Feeling guilty.
He suddenly felt that he had deceived Xiao Qing from the beginning, and finally let Xiao Qing accompany him to bear the consequences. This matter was...very unkind.
Deceive the little girl, cough, cough, he seems to be a little bit mean...
Shen Jun couldn't help but looked back at Xiao Qing again. Seeing her hanging her head and shaking slightly, her heart softened. He couldn't help taking out a pack of facial tissues from her pocket and handing it to her, whispering comfortingly: " Okay, don’t cry. When you return to China, you can still meet your good sister."
Xiao Qing did not respond for a long time.
Shen Jun was a little embarrassed and handed the tissue in front of her, "I promise that I won't interfere with you after getting married. You can do whatever you want, and we will live separately. Don't be sad."
Xiao Qing hasn't responded yet.
Shen Jun couldn't help but patted her shoulder gently. Xiao Qing suddenly turned her head and said, "Huh? What? Are you talking to me?" She reached out and rubbed her eyes as she said, rubbing her head embarrassedly, curled her mouth and smiled, "I just fell asleep. I didn't hear it, you can say it again."
"..." Shen Junze's face slowly became difficult to look.
Xiao Qing continued to smile and said, "Why do you have a bad face? You drive like a snail. I take a nap when I'm too sleepy."
Shen Jun was silent for a while, retracted the tissues, lowered his voice, and said coldly, "Get up at 8 o'clock tomorrow morning to order a wedding dress! You try to overslept!"
"I know, I know, don't yell so loudly." Xiao Qing gave him a white look and yawned, "It's okay, I will continue to sleep, you can drive slowly." After finishing speaking, she really continued to close the seat. Go to rest.
Shen Jun's hand holding the steering wheel slowly tightened, even the blood vessels on the back of his hand burst.
Qi Juan was right. If he cares about Xiao Qing, he will definitely anger himself.
Just now I thought she was crying with sadness, felt sorry for her, sympathized with her, and even felt guilty because of it, and comforted her softly and handed her a tissue. It was a super idiot!